I haven't been a hero for many years

I was walking in the corridor of the attic. Opposite the attic was a small lake with sparkling water and thin willows on the shore of the lake, fluttering in the wind.

When you look up, you can see the sign of the inn, with the big characters of Yunyou Inn written on it.

The waiter in the store helped me carry clear water in front, and walked steadily in front step by step.I silently followed behind him, but my mind wandered a little.

The mood is more complicated.I have to admit that from the beginning to the end, I didn't intend to kill Jing Yunxiao.At most, I want to teach him a lesson.After all, he was my apprentice for five years, and he spent the best years with me from youth to youth.

He did that to me and I thought I was going to hate him enough to kill him.But in fact it is not the case.Once he bowed his head and begged for mercy, I couldn't even punish him severely.

There are reasonable reasons for him to do that, but I can't bear it. From a rational point of view, it is completely justified for me to punish him, but it is also completely justified for me to forgive him.

And I chose the latter easily.

Shaking his head, he smiled wryly.

"Guest officer..." The waiter in front suddenly stopped, I raised my head slightly, and stepped forward to help him open the door.My hands and feet were still weak, Taiyin Qianlisan is worthy of being a magic medicine for martial arts, it can make me weak, and I can't even hold a basin of slightly heavier water.If it wasn't for Xiaoer who came over, I don't know how many basins of water I would have poured down.

Entering the guest room, walking quickly to the bed, Jing Yunxiao was twitching on the bed, sweating profusely.I quickly asked Xiaoer to put the water on the table, twisted the veil, and put it on him.

"Hot..." He opened his eyes that were completely bloodshot and called weakly.

He is now like this, I feel more distressed than resentment.

After all, he was my child.Master Master is both a teacher and a father.

Xiao Er took his leave in a low voice, and I gave him some broken silver, and he gave me an embarrassed smile and withdrew.

I wet another piece of veil with water, gently unbuttoned his shirt, and wiped it on him.

He seemed to be a little delirious, and I was full of anxiety, but there was nothing I could do. I could only comfort him softly while wiping his body, trying to reduce the heat a little.

He started calling Mom and Dad, just like when he was dreaming, with a slight crying sound.

It's so big, it's still like this.

I didn't dare to relax my hands, and continued to wipe.With a sigh, I really don't know what to do with this person now.If my reason for returning to Central Plains Wulin was to teach him a lesson, then this reason no longer exists.

I can't find a reason to stay any longer.

By the way, there is also Gong Yaozhi.I should go find Gong Yaozhi, his safety has not been confirmed yet.I frowned, if he was implicated because of me, then I should have left earlier after confirming his safety.I don't want to worry about Jing Yunxiao anymore.

He is already a person who can take care of himself.If he doesn't give up his revenge, I can't help it either.

"Master..." I was thinking while wiping the body below me, when suddenly he called out softly.I thought he was awake and hurried to see him.But he found that his eyes were tightly closed, and he looked like he was still sleeping.

He started calling his father and mother again, and after a while, he called him master again.Every time I hear him call, my heart trembles.I can't tell what the feeling is in my heart.

"I'm sorry..." He began to murmur, constantly raving, "Master, I'm sorry..."

My hands froze and I stopped wiping.He seemed to be very uncomfortable, I came back to my senses, and hurriedly continued to wipe.

He kept saying sorry, like a mantra, chanting it over and over again, dispelling the resentment in my heart little by little.

Listening to his raving, my heart is full of complexities.

After an unknown amount of time, his high fever gradually subsided and he fell into a deep sleep.After this, I was a bit exhausted, mainly because the medicine was still working and my body was weak.

Frowning, I don't know when the effect of Taiyin Qianli Powder will be released.I heard it will last a long time.However, Gong Yaozhi once told me a very simple way to quickly undo the effects of Taiyin Qianli Powder, that is to find the spiral grass on the mountain and put it in your mouth, hold it for two or three days, and it will slowly recover up.

Two or three days...not too late...

Putting the handkerchief back into the copper basin, I sat on the stool, thinking silently.

I don't know if I should leave now.

But I can't face him when he wakes up, as soon as I see him, I will think of what he did to me.But for him, I can't do anything.

Being able to say sorry in a dream shows that he is still sincerely repentant.

"Master..." A cry brought me back to my sanity.I looked towards the bed, and Jing Yunxiao was already awake, staring at me quietly with a pair of phoenix eyes slightly peachy.There is no red blood in the eyes, and it seems to be fine.

His forehead was wet, and the black hair was attached to his forehead, shiny, and the facial features under the forehead were very handsome.Compared with Gong Yaozhi, it is not much better.

I didn't expect him to wake up so soon, before I decided whether to leave him or not.But now, I suddenly made up my mind.

"Are you awake?" I said lightly.

He looked at me without speaking, but his eyes slowly smiled like two crescent moons.I was taken aback by the pure and innocent smile like a child.There was a slight movement in my heart, but it quickly fell silent again.

"Is it because of the Agni Heart Sutra?" I asked.

He nodded.

"Stop practicing." I said softly.

He blinked and said nothing.

I know it's useless to say it, just like he won't give up revenge.

"You have a good rest." I stood up.

"Where are you going?" He sat up quickly.

I barely held the water basin, turned to him and said, "I'll return the things."

He breathed a sigh of relief on the bed, and lay back down again.

I glanced at him again, and went out the door with the basin in hand.

It was already sunset on the western mountain outside, and the sky was full of red clouds, even the mountains in the distance were covered with a touch of golden red.In the afterglow of the evening, the setting sun shines on the lake in bunches, shimmering and lovely.

I walked to the end of the attic and poured the water in the basin under the crabapple tree there. The thin water flow slowly seeped into the soil, and I was slightly lost in thought.It wasn't until the water was poured out that I took the empty basin and walked slowly in the other direction.

Suddenly a person ran out of the door, "Master!"

When I turned my head, I saw him leaning against the door with a smile, his clothes half-unbuttoned, revealing a small piece of fine-textured chest.The hair is slightly messy, with a few strands scattered on the cheeks, the handsome facial features reveal a sense of idleness in the twilight, and the crystal eyes are full of smiles.

I stared at him for a while, then turned my head, and slowly walked towards the stairs with the copper basin in hand. When I was going down the stairs, I accidentally saw him leaning against the door.

My heart is even more chaotic.

I think I should tell him that I'm leaving, but I don't know why, subconsciously I just don't want to tell him.As if knowing, he won't let me go.

I don't know why I'm so sure, and I don't know why I feel at a loss about the "he won't let me go" thing.

This feeling is elusive, floating like a cloud in the sky.

Although I like the freedom of the cloud, I hate its uncertainty even more.

That's why I want to leave.

I handed the copper basin back to Xiao Er who greeted the guests in the lobby.There were not many people in the lobby, there was a family talking and laughing around the table, and there were a few travelers chatting and laughing happily, most of them were ordinary people, pushing and changing cups, it was very lively, and there were even rural affairs and jokes.The whole lobby has a lively atmosphere, which makes people really appreciate the various conditions of the market.

Of course, my appearance still inevitably caused a bit of commotion, presumably because I seldom see people of other races.Although my dress, behavior, and even my language and appearance are the same as those of Central Plains people, but my pair of green eyes can't hide the fact that I have foreign blood on my body.

Slightly wry smile.

In the minds of the people of the Central Plains, people of other races are barbarians. They are either businessmen who want money or their lives, or rogues with rough behavior, or singers who perform arts in the rivers and lakes. Their status is extremely low, even despicable in their eyes. Not on the table.

As a citizen of the Celestial Dynasty, although they call themselves a people of etiquette, when they see people of other races, they naturally show a high arrogance.

I didn't get angry before, but it's been so many years.I don't want to compare anymore.

Walking out of the inn, you can see Yangguan Avenue outside, with green hills and green trees on both sides. Looking around, I thought to myself: This place should not be far from Emei, right?

While thinking, while walking forward.Not far ahead is a towering mountain with spiral grass on it.