[Xiao Shijilang] Block the sun

The snow fell silently outside the door.

In the whole world, only Lian Chengbi's accusing voice and his slight heartbeat remained.

Xiao Shishilang huddled in Lian Chengbi's arms, and after listening to these words in a daze, he suddenly felt that the world was spinning.

——Lian Chengbi was never good at explaining, so Xiao Shishilang never knew that his world was so simple?

——How could it be so simple?

If it's really that simple, isn't everything he did in the past a meaningless self-inflicted crime?

Xiao Shishilang suddenly felt very bitter in his heart.

Even if he was misunderstood by the world, even if he was besieged by those so-called heroes in the past, even if his life was hanging by a thread... He had never suffered so much in his life.

—Probably because there is still a poisonous snake hidden in his heart.Be it doubt or jealousy, they are gnawing at his heart day and night.

Love Lian Chengbi's heart.

Xiao Shishilang was powerless to refute.

He panicked and could only hug Lian Chengbi's waist tightly, his voice was so low that he couldn't even hear him: "...I'm sorry..."

Lian Chengbi remained motionless, as if she had never heard of it.

Xiao Shishilang suddenly felt that he was as jerk and cunning as a shrinking turtle.And once he had such a cognition, he could only cast aside himself and could no longer face Lian Chengbi.

He buried his face firmly in Lian Chengbi's arms, and said with a wince, "...I'm sorry."

Lian Chengbi remained silent.

Strange to say, it seems that as long as one opens one's mouth, the next words, no matter how sour and unbearable, seem to be smooth as a matter of course.

Xiao Shishilang's voice was still hoarse and difficult: "I... shouldn't take it away—Bingbing..."

He said, "I... shouldn't have distrusted you."

He said: "...I will find the deer knife and stay by your side safely..."

He said, "...I will never leave you again."

He said, "Even if you drive me away—I won't."

Xiao Shishilang spoke faster and faster, as if vows were so worthless, even easier than lies.

His voice gradually became firmer: "...I will never leave you for no reason..."

He paused for a moment, but he seemed resolute and decisive: "Never again!"

Lian Chengbi finally responded.

He chuckled softly, whether it was joy or helplessness.He closed his eyes, and after an instant, his expression had returned to the original.He seemed to remember everything in his heart, but he didn't seem to hear anything.

"If you want to leave again..." Lian Chengbi said this calmly, closing his eyes tiredly, "Eleventh, you and I—oh, let's separate."

When the snow finally stopped, it was the end of the year.

In my previous life, during the Chinese New Year, I was more intriguing than usual, and there was nothing but disgust except tiredness.During the New Year in this life, there is probably no one to accompany, and it is no different from usual.

Probably due to being teased by Bingbing twice and feeling ashamed, Li Hongying and Yang Luliu have left.And because of the Chinese New Year, Lian Chengbi dismissed all the servants three days ago.Therefore, other places are brightly lit, but this villa looks as dead as a cemetery.

——Only Xiao Shishilang is still by his side.

This is also enough.

Dinner was very late, and there was no food in the kitchen of the villa.Xiao Shishilang was about to take Lian Chengbi to go out, when he saw Lian Chengbi holding a teacup, resting his chin on the other hand, and curled his lips with a smile: "I want to eat Shishi's."

Xiao Shishilang looked helplessly into the calm eyes of the person in front of him: "...what do you want to eat?"

Lian Chengbi said: "Wonton."

Xiao Shishilang bought back the skin and stuffing, wrapped them quickly, and then started cooking wontons.Lian Chengbi always likes light soup, so he only used clear soup.After cooking, sprinkle some green onion, it looks appetizing.

Lian Chengbi closed his eyes and smelled it, and said with a smile, "It's very fragrant."

Xiao Shishilang's eyes were soft.He lowered his head and took a sip of the soup, his face gradually stained with embarrassment: "Cough, it's a bit salty..."

Lian Chengbi raised his eyebrows slightly: "It's okay. You probably don't know, but I've already lost my sense of taste."

Xiao Shishilang's hand holding the spoon paused.

Lian Chengbi said calmly: "When I was 15 years old, I had a fever, and my sense of taste has been ruined since then. It's just that Ming An always thought that I still like the old taste, so no one discovered it."

Xiao Shishilang suddenly felt panicked in his heart, his eyes darkened quickly, and finally he only moved his lips: "...Oh."

Lian Chengbi narrowed her eyes and smiled.He spooned a wonton and handed it to Xiao Shishilang: "If Shishi feels sad, treat me better."

Xiao Shishilang stared at him silently for a while, then continued to bury his head in eating wontons.

Lian Chengbi's laughter became deeper and more joyful.

Winter nights get dark quickly.

Lian Chengbi and Xiao Shishilang sat side by side on the stage, overlooking the scenery in front of them.

Looking down from here, you can have a panoramic view of the lights in the distance.The reddish lanterns on the boat floated all over the West Lake, and even the clear water of the West Lake became enchanting and charming.Not only is it not the elegance and gracefulness of the day, but the exaggeration and corruption that tempt people to fall into the abyss.

Wealthy businessmen, gamblers, prostitutes, poets... No matter you are usually a hypocrite with a good face, or a despicable and shameless villain, once you enter this place, you will feel like entering the world of bliss.Just forget about ego and pursue happiness.

Lian Chengbi looked at the scenery indifferently, just like the emptiness and boredom of overlooking the world.

Xiao Shishilang on the side held his hand, drinking wine contentedly.

When Xiao Shishilang drinks, he always has an unconcealed chicness.It was as if—let alone a pleasure boat in front of him, even if there was a naked woman standing in front of him—it was not as important as this jug of wine.

Lian Chengbi turned to look at him for a while, and said, "Eleven, why do you like drinking?"

Xiao Shishilang glanced at him: "It's the same as you like drinking tea."

Lian Chengbi laughed lightly when he heard the words: "Do you like it? It doesn't seem to matter. Those things that were used to me in the past have continued to this day, and they are just habits. Before I met you, I seemed to only dislike it, not like it. "

Xiao Shishilang frowned.

Lian Chengbi said: "I don't like having nothing, so I want Wugou Villa to be as strong as possible. I don't like doing nothing, so I want to intervene in the affairs of the world. I don't like being manipulated, so I fight against Xiaoyaohou...I like it Yes, and only you."

Xiao Shishilang subconsciously took a swig.The wine was spilled on the front of his clothes, he stared blankly, unable to stop his heart from moving.

He began to feel that he understood Lian Chengbi a little bit.

They are completely different existences, Xiao Shishilang does what he likes, and Lian Chengbi does what he doesn't like.The only thing the same is, the same loneliness.

Lian Chengbi stroked the wine jar, raised it up and lightly touched Xiao Shishilang's wine jar: "Today is a rare day. I'll drink with you once, and you won't rest until you're drunk."

Xiao Shishilang said: "Okay."

Lian Chengbi hardly drank alcohol, so his capacity for alcohol was very light.After drinking that jar, his face was reddish, as if he was a little drunk.

The night had completely darkened.Fireworks ignited above the West Lake, and it was gorgeous in an instant.

Lian Chengbi leaned on Xiao Shishilang's shoulder safely, looking up at the beautiful scenery all over the sky.

The moon is dark and lonely, and the cold wind is blowing.

The countless flashes of sparks and the countless brief noises made the sky more and more profound and silent.

Lian Chengbi looked at it for a while, and suddenly remembered what someone said to him, so he raised his finger and pointed to a star in the south: "Of eleven, what is the name of that star?"

Xiao Shishilang followed his fingers and looked at the sky.Within Jingsu, to the northwest of the Nine Stars of Sagittarius, stands a bright light blue star that shimmers slightly.

Xiao Shishilang squinted and stared for a long time, then said calmly, "Sirius."

Sirius is the brightest star in the sky during spring and winter, but it is the omen of the Lord's plunder.Hundreds of years ago, Su Shi of the Northern Song Dynasty wrote a famous sentence, "I can hold a bow like a full moon, look northwest, and shoot Sirius".

Time keeps passing by, and the sea becomes mulberry fields in an instant.Sirius is still aloof, alone accepting the yearning or admiration of the world.

——Xiao Shishilang suddenly understood the meaning of Lian Chengbi's saying "Only life coexists with love".

Living, today's love may disappear with time; but dead, but only disappearing.

Perhaps after looking at it for a long time, some illusions developed, and the light in the eyes gradually dimmed.Xiao Shishilang closed his eyes and heard Lian Chengbi chuckle.

His laugh is always gentle.But there are also differences, for example, the more depressed you are, the more pleasant you are.

Listening to his laughter now, one can tell that he must be in a happy mood at the moment: "Someone told me in the past that I should do certain things with the person I like, such as admiring the wonderful flowers in the world together, admiring the stars in the sky together... Heh, although I don't think those few shiny things in the sky are very attractive."

Xiao Shishilang paused: "...that was done with a girl."

Lian Chengbi frowned slightly, then chuckled: "So that's the case."

Xiao Shishilang turned his head to look at Lian Chengbi, and he could only see the black hair on his forehead and the long eyelashes trembling slightly in the bewildered light, and he let out a somewhat distracted "hmm".

He heard Lian Chengbi say softly again: "Although you and I are not women, I still want to enjoy the wonders of the world with you, watch the stars at night... I like the time with you. Eleven, do you like it?" Is it?"

Xiao Shishilang was silent for a long time.

Lian Chengbi didn't see the obsession in his eyes, nor did he see the flickering light, after all, he only heard him say, "I like it."

——As long as I'm with you, no matter what.No matter whether it is fine clothes and fine food, or wind, food and camping... I like it.

Lian Chengbi laughed softly: "Eleventh, I'm drunk."

Xiao Shishilang reached out and wrapped his cloak tighter: "Yes."

Lian Chengbi wrapped his arms around Xiao Shishilang's waist, buried his face in his shoulder, pulled his collar with his teeth, and kissed all the way down: "So... let's do... what you should do after drinking... ..."

Ten days later, the heavy snow could no longer block the city.At the right time, Tai'a sent a pigeon, and Lian Chengbi decided to go back to Wugou Villa.

Since Lian Chengbi intends to leave, Xiao Shishilang will naturally not stay for long.It's just that he didn't want to go to Gusu, but instead planned to look for a deer-cutting knife.

Lian Chengbi sighed: "Yes, you plan to leave me again?"

Xiao Shishilang paused for a moment: "...you said that you wanted me to find it back."

Lian Chengbi clenched his hand and intertwined his fingers: "That's right. But I don't want you to look for it now."

Xiao Shishilang remained silent.

Lian Chengbi brushed his brows and eyes with the other hand: "I know, you still blame yourself. But now Xiaoyaohou is about to do something, I really don't trust you to leave at this time."

Xiao Shishilang said: "You... put the fragrance of tracking on me. When you want to find me, you will definitely find me."

Lian Chengbi shook his head: "The thing was untied by Bingbing at that time, and she must know how to track it. In this way, Xiaoyaohou can also know your whereabouts."

Xiao Shishilang was stunned.

He had forgotten about Bingbing, but when Lian Chengbi talked about it again, he still couldn't help but feel sad.

Lian Chengbi kissed the corner of his lips sideways, and said softly: "Actually, there is no need to go back so early, Eleven. But three days ago, Xiaoyaohou destroyed Shen's house and took Bi Jun away."

Xiao Shishilang was taken aback.

He knew Xiaoyaohou, so he wanted to capture Shen Bijun because of the young master.Later, when he and Lian Chengbi entered the Doll Villa, he thought Xiaoyaohou had forgotten about it.

——It has been a year since Mrs. Shen died of illness, why has the Shen family declined until now?

——What did Lian Chengbi do in it?Is he sincere, or hypocritical?

Xiao Shishilang frowned.

When he heard Lian Chengbi let out a soft breath: "If I'm not wrong, Xiaoyaohou can't wait any longer. Therefore, at this time, I must not let you leave alone."