[Xiao Shijilang] Block the sun

November 23, Daming Shen family.

More than two months ago, most of the Shen family was burned down. Fortunately, Lian Chengbi finally managed to keep the Shen family, and this family that has been passed down for more than a hundred years was preserved.

Later, Lian Chengbi fell off the cliff, and Shen Bijun was sent back to the Shen family by Tai Ah.There were ruins everywhere, so she put away her sadness and followed the old lady to rebuild the Shen family.

In just three months, she had lost a lot of weight, and she was so haggard and beautiful that it was even more heartbreaking.

Originally, she didn't need makeup, nor did she wear pearls and jade, so she was so beautiful that she couldn't be stained with dust.But now she is wearing rouge, her makeup is bright and dignified, and she is so beautiful that people almost stop breathing.

Because Lian Chengbi is coming.

What any woman hopes most in her heart is probably to show her most beautiful side in front of their husbands.

The manager had already invited Lian Chengbi to come in, and Shen Bijun was looking forward to it, almost restless.

Old Madam Shen glanced at her with a smile, but there was no smile in her eyes.

The strange thing about Lian Chengbi falling off the cliff, and the fact that he didn't come to pick up Shen Bijun after returning, but spread rumors with Feng Siniang... everything has already shown that it is unusual.Mrs. Shen didn't know what happened between them, but she was ready.

Lian Chengbi finally appeared!

He walked towards them step by step, with his usual gentle smile on his face, still elegant.

Shen Bijun stared at him obsessively, and even stood up involuntarily.

—she missed him so much.

Regret, sorrow, panic, fear...

The heart that has been so at a loss for more than two months, naturally calmed down when it met Lian Chengbi's gaze.

At this moment, she wished she could rush into the house and throw herself into his arms.

But she didn't do it.

Because although Lian Chengbi looks as gentle as water, he is also as indifferent as water, and he will never like people with impulsive emotions.

In their world, there should be an appropriate distance between people, whether they are father and son, brothers, or husband and wife.This distance makes people feel lonely, but it also protects people's safety, dignity, and peace. [Original] Shen Bijun could only stand in the middle of the hall, smiling slightly, gentle and reserved.She watched her husband approach step by step, as if this had eliminated the distance of more than two months.

But maybe there is never a distance between them.

Lian Chengbi bowed to the old lady Shen, then straightened up, as if to listen to the old lady.

The old lady said nothing, but turned to look at Shen Bijun.

However, Shen Bijun didn't seem to have noticed the old lady Shen's movements, but just stared at Lian Chengbi, his eyes were full of water: "You are here."

Lian Chengbi nodded and smiled, "Yes."

Shen Bijun smiled like a flower: "It's good that you come."

Lian Chengbi didn't say anything, just sighed.

This time, Mrs. Ren could tell that there was something wrong between them!

How could there be a couple like them in this world?

The wife didn't ask at all if Lian Chengbi was well in the past two months, nor did she ask when she would return to Wugou Villa, let alone why she didn't come to pick her up when she went back, and she didn't even mention Feng Siniang at all... ...and the husband, the wife doesn't ask, and doesn't tell at all!

——How can there be such a couple?

Mrs. Shen couldn't believe it, so she could only order the two of them to go back to the room to talk.

Shen Bijun's dressing has been burned by fire.She lives in the guest room of Lian Chengbi before she got married.

When they returned to the room, Lian Chengbi closed the door and dismissed the servants in the courtyard.

When he turned his head, he saw Shen Bijun smiling slightly, looking at him quietly.

To be looked at by such a beauty with such affectionate eyes is a happy thing for any man.

But Lian Chengbi was not included.

Lian Chengbi sat down opposite Shen Bijun, looked at the cup of tea she poured for him in front of him, and listened to Shen Bijun talking about these days.

Shen Bijun has always been a quiet person, so she just roughly finished speaking, and stopped talking. Instead, she stared at Lian Chengbi with a smile in her eyes.

Lian Chengbi said, "Don't you ask why I saved him?"

Of course he was referring to Xiao Shishilang.Shen Bijun was not surprised when he heard the words, and smiled sweetly: "Because Xiao Shishilang saved me, it is natural for my husband to save him."

Lian Chengbi said: "Don't ask why I didn't pick you up when I came back?"

Shen Bijun still smiled: "Of course it's because my husband hasn't seen you for too long, and there are too many things in Wugou Villa that you need to take care of."

Lian Chengbi let out a sigh of relief: "Don't you ask why Feng Siniang is at Shen's house?"

Shen Bijun paused, then smiled again: "It is rumored that she is a friend of Xiao Shishilang, and it is also appropriate to thank my husband for Xiao Shishilang."

Lian Chengbi said: "Bi Jun, don't..."

He hadn't finished the rest of the sentence, but was interrupted by Shen Bijun with a smile: "As long as my husband comes back, I don't care about those things."

Lian Chengbi stared at her quietly for a long time, even when she could hardly hold back her smile, she said slowly, "You care."

Shen Bijun shook his head, trying to make the smile on his face look gentle and dignified: "I don't care, Cheng Bi. You and I are husband and wife, and I am the wife you are marrying, even if you have more women in the future, I don't care. We live together In Wugou Villa, if you have business to do, I will raise flowers and plants. You and I will have beautiful children in the future, and a peaceful and beautiful future..."

Lian Chengbi didn't say a word.

Shen Bijun finally couldn't speak anymore.

Because Lian Chengbi's gaze was too cold.In the four years since they got married, she had never seen such cold eyes from him.

Shen Bijun thought that Lian Chengbi would ask those embarrassing questions, but Lian Chengbi said indifferently: "Bi Jun, do you feel lonely by my side?"

The smile froze on the corner of his lips, Shen Bijun was dumbfounded.

...Lonely?

She has been learning to be dignified and noble all her life, and she is also trying her best to keep dignified and noble for the sake of her husband's face.She thought that after four years of hard work, her heart was invulnerable to swords and guns, invulnerable to all poisons.

——Who knows the loneliness behind the gauze curtain?

Maybe she didn't even know it herself.

She was lonely, so lonely!Lian Chengbi was ruthless to her at all, no matter what he gave her or how many places he walked with her after that, it could not fill the loneliness that had invaded her bone marrow!

Shen Bijun was speechless.

"I don't know if you're lonely," Lian Chengbi said lightly. "But I'm not only lonely, but also dirty."

Shen Bijun's pupils shrank suddenly, staring at Lian Chengbi's handsome face.But no matter how she looked at it, she felt that the husband she had been with for four years was very strange, a strangeness that she could no longer understand.

Lian Chengbi stared at her with a little pity in his eyes: "Mr. Bi, you never understood me. Is the person you like really me, not someone you made up?"

Shen Bijun's hands and feet were cold, and his heart couldn't stop falling.

Lian Chengbi said expressionlessly: "Master Mu gave me the title of 'Flawless' in the past, you must think that I am a chivalrous person. But I am not. Bi Jun, I have never been."

Shen Bijun's face turned pale.

Lian Chengbi said: "I told you before, you can't just look at the surface of anything. Now I also tell you, I am not who you see."

Shen Bijun's face turned pale, she didn't want to hear it anymore!

She was cold all over, and she almost exhausted all her strength to make a sound and shouted: "Enough!"

In her entire life, she had almost never spoken so loudly, let alone to her husband.

Sure enough, Lian Chengbi stopped talking and just looked at her quietly.

Shen Bijun burst into tears.She held Lian Chengbi's hand tightly, and she seemed to be able to see his warm smile through the blurred tears: "Let's go back, shall we? The plum blossoms in Wugou Villa must be blooming, and they bloom beautifully... I will never leave you again." , I will never believe what other people say casually, I will never..."

But Lian Chengbi didn't smile.

He even took out the hands held by Shen Bijun without hesitation, and said coldly and firmly: "Shen Bijun, what you love is always an illusion, not me."

"Maybe you don't believe it, but the blood on my hands is indeed enough to re-stain your Shen family from top to bottom."

Shen Bijun stared at him in disbelief, and almost staggered back a step.But he forgot that she was sitting on the stool, and naturally fell to the ground as soon as he retreated.

Lian Chengbi looked at her indifferently, with only persecution in her eyes, as if she wanted to shatter all the expectations in her heart. "Including the Shen family, I have calculated it too."

Shen Bijun's complexion was as pale as snow, and even his body trembled slightly.

"So," Shen Bijun heard Lian Chengbi say, "this world is dirty, and so am I."

"……dirty?"

Lian Chengbi took out the handkerchief and wiped his hands, then said lightly, "Yes, I feel dirty."

Shen Bijun stopped talking.But she paused for a long time, and suddenly said softly: "The person you love is not that Feng Siniang, right?"

Lian Chengbi stared at Shen Bijun, his eyes darkened: "Yes."

Shen Bijun's words became extremely difficult: "It's... Xiao Shishilang——right?"

Lian Chengbi paused for a long time before saying, "Yes."

Shen Bijun's lips trembled, and he almost exhausted all his strength to continue: "...you want to separate from me because of him, right?"

Lian Chengbi shook his head: "No."

Shen Bijun opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word.

Lian Chengbi said: "I didn't understand it before, but now I finally understand - Bi Jun, the relationship between me and him never needs anyone to sacrifice. Similarly, the things between me and you are not something he can control." .” He said, closing his eyes tiredly. "I don't deny that I owe you, and I don't want to owe you any more."

"...why...why are you doing this to me..."

Liancheng Bidan said: "I am such a heartless and ungrateful person."

Shen Bijun was already in tears, he could only stare at Lian Chengbi's indifferent face, and repeated in his mouth: "...I don't believe it...I don't believe it..."

Lian Chengbi laughed lightly.

When he smiles, he always gives people the illusion of gentleness, but it's just inertia.He laughed, and then stopped laughing, and there was only indifference on his face.

He said: "Why deceive yourself and others, you already believe it in your heart."

Shen Bijun could only shake his head frantically, and kept repeating, "Why did you do this to me..."

Lian Chengbi suddenly felt a little irritated: "Because I don't care at all! I don't care about everything about you, so why should I care!"

Shen Bijun's crying stopped abruptly.

She fell to the ground in a daze, her face pale.He suddenly wiped away his tears and stood up, and said to Lian Chengbi: "Husband, Bi Jun lost his composure. I want to be alone for a while... so you go out first, okay?"

Lian Chengbi simply stood up and turned around to go out.

He closed the door behind his back, and stood quietly at the door, and after a long time, he could still hear the cry of the poor woman in the room.

The servants were all back far enough away that no sound would be heard.

This is good.

Shen Bijun has been learning to be calm and forbearing all her life, such a woman would not be willing to be seen by others in such a state of embarrassment.

Lian Chengbi sighed.

What's the point of a day full of constraints like this, where you can never do what you want?

Lian Chengbi closed her eyes to hide a little tiredness: "From now on, you will stay here, and you don't have to do anything, just protect her."

The surroundings were silent for a long time before the voice that seemed to be hallucinating whispered, "...Yes."

It was Kageichi who answered.

Shadow guards should be ruthless in order to protect their master without distractions.Yingyi already has feelings, so it would be best to stay and take care of Shen Bijun at this time.

Lian Chengbi said again: "Take care of her, lest she do something stupid."

"Yes."

Lian Chengbi stood for a long time, slightly raised his eyes to look into the distance.The winter sky always seems to be falling down, giving people the illusion of unwarranted horror.

His eyes were deep, as if he wanted to penetrate the sky and stare at the unknown thing.He seemed to be muttering to himself, and said softly, "People who have never died will never know...how it feels to die."

——When you die, there is nothing left.

What dignity, what forbearance, what glory...

It's all bullshit.