[Xiao Shijilang] Block the sun

Time flies lightly, and it has been more than a month since the cliff fell.

This period of time seems to have been stolen from the hand of time, without any worldly troubles, only happiness and beauty.

But I'm afraid they won't remember, the pigeons flying down the cliff have become frequent.

When the carrier pigeon came, Lian Chengbi just took off the letter paper casually, her face calm and unchanged.

He never replied and didn't say much.But Xiao Shishilang found that Lian Chengbi seemed to be as leisurely as before, but the time for deep thinking was getting longer and longer.

Xiao Shishilang looked at him quietly, his eyes couldn't stop being lost.

He naturally knew what Lian Chengbi was going to do, but he never said it.

Although there are some things that need to be said, there are also some things that must never be said.

Because you can deceive yourself and others when you don't say it, once you say it, those illusory happiness will disappear.

The reality is always so helpless.

Just like Lian Chengbi couldn't stop what he wanted to do back then, and what Lian Chengbi wanted to do, he wouldn't stop it, and he couldn't stop it either.

Although their hearts have merged into one, they are still two completely different people.

Even if they are together, Lian Chengbi will not live like Xiao Shishilang.

On this day, Lian Chengbi received another note.

Xiao Shishilang didn't see the content of the note, nor did he want to see it.But after Lian Chengbi saw it, he even suppressed his smile.Then he sat quietly in the chair Xiao Shishilang made for him, resting his chin with one hand, and remained silent.

His gaze was calm and deep, without the slightest loss.

Lian Chengbi seemed to be completely unaware that all the pigeons that flew in were roasted by Xiao Shishilang and sent into his stomach.

All his thoughts were already on that piece of paper, and his mind was also thinking quickly, planning or planning.

Xiao Shishilang naturally knew that this kind of leisurely life was over.

He chewed the tender roasted pigeon meat, and occasionally took a sip of fruit wine.

The pigeon meat is very fragrant, but the wine is astringent.

This is the fruit wine he has not brewed yet, and he is drinking it now.It is boring to drink alone now, but maybe even if the wine is ready, he will still drink it alone.

What's the difference in all this?

Late at night.

The valley is like spring all the year round, slightly cool.If Lian Chengbi didn't leave, Xiao Shishilang would probably forget that the stars are changing outside the valley, and it's already the cold winter.

The moonlight in the western sky is quiet, except for the sound of the wind blowing, the world is completely silent.

Xiao Shishilang lay on his back under the tree, his eyes were empty, and the wine jar was also empty.

Lian Chengbi walked out of the room and sat down beside him.He was wearing Xiao Shishilang's coarse cloth gown, and his long hair was only tied up with a cloth belt, making him look very ordinary.

But Lian Chengbi was never an ordinary person, never was.

He looked at Xiao Shishilang's dazed eyes with softness and pity in his heart.After all, he couldn't help reaching out his hand to cover Xiao Shishilang's eyes, and sighed.

Xiao Shishilang tightened his hand holding the wine jar: "Why are you sighing?"

As soon as he finished saying this sentence, he already regretted it.

Because the next moment, he really heard Lian Chengbi say, "I'm leaving."

The content of these four words is actually very abrupt.But at this moment, it is so natural to say it in Lianchengbi's mouth.

In fact, after falling off the cliff, Lian Chengbi not only did not feel uncomfortable, but also enjoyed it very much.He can let go of everything he has arranged without hesitation, this is true, and it is also temporary; and once he wants to leave, no one can keep him.

For a person like Lian Chengbi, his heart is not only unshakable, but also ruthless enough.

I really don't know if it's a kind of happiness or sadness to fall in love with such a person.

Xiao Shishilang let out a foul breath.It took a long time before Ke Ke could not respond: "Oh."

Lian Chengbi kept looking at him.At this time, he stretched out his hand, repeatedly painted his thick eyebrows, and smiled softly: "Don't you want me to go on Eleven?"

Xiao Shishilang lost all expression on his face, and even his tone was cold: "So what if you hope, so what if you don't want it?"

Lian Chengbi frowned slowly.

Xiao Shishilang said again: "Could it be that if I say I don't want it, you don't have to go?"

Lian Chengbi frowned even deeper.

Xiao Shishilang poured the wine, threw away the empty jar with a sneer, and took another from the side: "Whether I say it or not, the result is already doomed, why should I waste my saliva."

Lian Chengbi withdrew his finger and sighed again.

Xiao Shishilang drank one sip after another, as if he was about to die drunk in the wine.

Lian Chengbi suddenly took Xiao Shishilang's hand, and took a sip of wine with his hand.He should not be able to drink anything, but for some reason, he tasted an unbearable taste.

——This wine smells very fragrant, but it is extremely bitter and astringent.

Just like parting.

It seems that since they met, the two of them have been saying goodbye.

Even if time has passed eight springs and autumns, I still have to say goodbye.

Lian Chengbi took a sip and remained silent for a moment. When he wanted to drink again, Xiao Shishilang withdrew his hand.

Xiao Shishilang just said: "This stuff tastes very bad. You...you must not be used to drinking it."

He only cares about Lian Chengbi's habit of drinking or not, but he doesn't care whether he drinks or not.He just kept lifting the altar and pouring wine, as if he was going to get drunk to death.

The air is full of alcohol, which is completely inconsistent with its taste, and the fruity aroma is fresh.

After hearing about Lian Chengbi for a long time, he felt like he was going to get drunk.He paused for a while, then narrowed his eyes to look at Xiao Shishilang: "Why did you go out without asking me?"

Xiao Shishilang wiped off the wine stains on the corners of his lips, and said calmly, "Do you want to tell me?"

Lian Chengbi looked gentle: "If you ask about anything about me, I will definitely tell you."

Xiao Shishilang said, "What if I don't ask?"

Lian Chengbi looked up, the sky was clear and the moon and stars were rare.He looked at it for a moment, then turned his head and said: "I remember you said many years ago that you would rather not know about the things that make you unhappy. So do I."

"Those things that make you unhappy, I would rather keep it from you."

Xiao Shishilang laughed.

His laughter was low and hoarse, almost as ugly as crying.

He laughed a few times before taking another sip of wine: "Then... when are you leaving?"

Lian Chengbi looked up, the sky was clear and the moon and stars were rare. "If nothing else, tomorrow morning."

Xiao Shishilang felt like a needle pricking his heart.He resisted the soreness in his eyes, his blank eyes seemed drunk, and he murmured: "Tomorrow morning... so soon..."

Sometimes the parting is too sudden, and it is too late to say goodbye.But it's good not to say goodbye, at least not so unbearably sad.

Xiao Shishilang drank one sip after another. He drank faster and faster, and his eyes became more blurred.

Lian Chengbi pressed his hand.

Xiao Shishilang said: "I'm very unhappy now, so you can let me drink."

Lian Chengbi sighed again: "The night is late and the dew is heavy. If you want to drink, go inside."

Xiao Shishilang could never refuse Lian Chengbi's warmth.He got up staggeringly, and staggered towards the hut with the wine jar in his hand.

He walked to the door, leaned against the door suddenly, and said coldly, "...you go."

Lian Chengbi was startled.

Xiao Shishilang covered his face with one hand, and said in a tired voice, "If you want to leave, you can't keep it. It's better to leave earlier - it will save me... trouble."

Lian Chengbi stared at him quietly.

Xiao Shishilang only felt drunk.

Xiao Shishilang was never drunk.But at this moment, he wanted to be drunk, so he felt that he was really drunk.His whole body was limp, and he could only lean against the door panel helplessly, and his hands slowly slid down.

There are many words that he can't say when he is sober.But when he was drunk, he could probably speak freely.

He said, "Go away, Lian Chengbi."

"And I... I'll be right here—waiting for you to come home."

Liancheng's heart is cut like a knife.

But when Xiao Shishilang finished his last sentence, his heart beat like a drum!

His breathing suddenly became short of breath, and his blood flowed wildly.But he couldn't say anything, he just stared blankly at Xiao Shishilang's bright eyes, the light in his eyes was getting brighter and brighter!

He has heard too many sweet words, all of which are not as exciting as these words!

Because he said, I'll wait for you to go home.

Xiao Shishilang said he has no home, so where is his home?Is it the golden cage a long time ago, or the Wugou Villa today?

Neither!

Even if he didn't want to admit it, he never had a home!

No matter how magnificent and beautiful the place where we settle down is.

No one has ever said this to him, and he has always felt that he has never been needed.

It is at this very moment that Lian Chengbi regards this place as his home—it turns out that he also has a home, and it turns out that there are people waiting for him at home!

——His and Xiao Shishilang's home!

His heart was beating wildly.If it goes on like this, it will even jump out of his chest.

Crazy, he thought he must be crazy!

If he wasn't crazy, how could he want to imprison the person in front of him forever, in his arms?

Crazy, definitely crazy!

He got up abruptly, stepped over to Xiao Shishilang's side in a few steps, pulled him off the door suddenly, and threw him onto the bed.

They slept together in this bed for more than a month.In such a small and crowded space, he hugged this person every day, yet he got along so friendly for more than a month!

Lian Chengbi felt that he was either sick or his head was broken!

But fortunately, he is finally normal now.

He tore off his coat with a sudden force, and then climbed onto it.

The bed was not soft, and Xiao Shishilang was stunned for a few moments by the fall, and then he clutched his forehead, and when he wanted to get up, he was pressed down by Lian Chengbi again.

Xiao Shishilang felt uncomfortable all over his body and back from being hit, and he instinctively wanted to push Lian Chengbi away, but his wet kiss had already landed on his lips.

This kiss was different from the past, almost not gentlemanly at all, not gentle at all.The lips are close together, almost oppressed, and the tongue drives straight in, constantly rolling and swallowing.

The door was closed tightly by the city wall, only the cold light from the window, cold and bright.

The world is completely lonely, only the sounds of sucking and panting that are getting farther and farther away from the ears.

This kiss was long and lingering, and there was no need to say what it meant to be plundering.As if sensing the danger, Xiao Shishilang charged Lian Chengbi away, and then pinned him down.

After finishing this movement, Xiao Shishilang was tired and quietly lay on Lian Chengbi's body to breathe.

Lian Chengbi laughed softly.He held Xiao Shishilang's chin, looked at each other, and smiled calmly: "Eleven, do you want me?"

Xiao Shishilang didn't seem to understand the meaning of this sentence at all, his expression was full of hesitation, and he just stared blankly at the person under him.

The corners of Lian Chengbi's eyes were already slanted up.At this time, perhaps because of the angle, the gentleness is gone, and it seems to be covered with all kinds of indescribable charms.

Xiao Shishilang seemed to be bewitched by his smile, his mind went blank, and he lowered his head after a while to kiss his eyes.

——He was already drunk, whether it was alcohol or someone else.Drunk people always react more slowly.

Lian Chengbi's smile became softer.

He didn't resist, and let Xiao Shishilang pin him down, but stretched out his hand, pressed his head, and kissed him tenderly.

The other hand went down, stroking the desire of the person on the body who had raised his head.

Xiao Shishilang trembled slightly when his fingertips touched the source of scorching heat.

His eyes widened and then slowly narrowed.

Just like a puppy, when touched by its owner, it will narrow its eyes to express its comfort.

Perhaps because of the proximity, Lian Chengbi even saw a little moisture.These pure black eyes were slowly submerged by the sea of ​​desire, but they were still shockingly bright, as if all the stars in the sky had run into his eyes.

Maybe the world is silent, and there are only these eyes left in the whole world.