And said you don't like me

Putting the person back on the bed, Qingxuan separated his consciousness and fell into his sea of ​​consciousness.

Goodbye to the picture in memory, young Yin Yu wandering outside.Eat wild fruits all day long to be full, exposed to the sun and rain, often hungry.Wandering all the way to a more prosperous town thousands of miles away from the village.Became one of the homeless and bullied beggars.

Beggars are especially excluded in the city. If they are safe, it’s fine. If they have a crooked mind and want to steal some food, no matter if they steal or not, once they make a move, they will be beaten to death or half-mutilated. .

Yin Yu was already eight years old when she came to town. She was taller, but skinny.

The new beggars are always bullied, and the places where they can barely find food are occupied by people. The better dilapidated temples and the places where people can live under the bridge are also occupied early.

There is no food to be found, and the towns are not even comparable to the mountains and forests.There is no fruit that can barely fill one's stomach. Although there are many wild animals in the mountains and forests, Yin Yu can sleep in the trees at night.

And relying on the jade pendant his mother gave him that could shield his breath, Yin Yu would not attract the attention of those beasts.

Obviously, in the town at this time, the jade pendant has lost its maximum effectiveness.

When he came to the town, Yin Yu couldn't beat those big beggars, and he starved for three days.Walking footsteps wandering.He squatted weakly on the side of the street, curled up.An old woman selling steamed buns couldn't stand it anymore, so she gave Yin Yu the leftover stinky steamed buns from the next day.

"Child, eat."

The old woman smiled kindly.

But as soon as Yin Yu took it, he devoured it and took a few bites before being seen by other beggars, who snatched it from him abruptly, and kicked him hard when he left.Her mouth could barely contain the steamed bun that she didn't have time to swallow, Yin Yu covered her mouth with her bony hands desperately to prevent it from falling out.

Later, Yin Yu became familiar with this place, and he knew that if you were weak here, you would only be bullied more and more, and you would either freeze to death or starve to death.

However, Yin Yu was too young, he couldn't beat those people, so he could only hide in secret, and wait until they were almost beaten before going out to grab food, desperately grabbing.

Later, because of Yin Yu's recklessness, she barely settled down in the town and had a place to live.Although it was just a crumbling temple with a crowd of people.

It's okay to live like this, even if you still starve at any time, you won't starve to death after all.

Until Yin Yu met a beggar who was a few years older than him.

That night, Yin Yu was awakened by the sound of painful groans, and when he opened his eyes tiredly, he saw that the new beggar not far from him had a flushed face, wrinkled brows, and a helpless mouth. big sheet.

The experienced beggar looked at him like this and said, "This man has caught a cold. He doesn't look too light. I don't know if he will turn into a fool." His tone was indifferent.

"It's really annoying for him to be so noisy, and he can't sleep well."

"Throw it out."

"Who the hell knows if this disease is contagious?"

"Kick it out with your feet, just don't touch it."

As they said that, several beggars stood up, put their feet on the sick beggars on the ground, and kicked them far away, completely ignoring the safety of the beggars.

Yin Yu pursed her lips, and the jade pendant on her chest gave off a faint warmth.He got up and said, "I'll move him out."

Someone offered to help, they couldn't ask for more.Several beggars cursed a few words, returned to their respective places and continued to sleep.

Yin Yu bent down, put her hands under the man's arms, and dragged him out little by little with great effort.It was early autumn at this time, and the cold wind suddenly picked up outside.The man couldn't help shrinking his body, shivering from the cold.

Yin Yu glanced at it, turned around and entered the ruined temple, and carried out the place where the man had slept and the dry straw there.Spread some on the ground, move the person on it, and cover the person with the rest.

In this way, it finally didn't shake so much.Sitting on the vacated straw under the man, Yin Yu hugged her knees with her arms, trying not to let the little warmth left in her body disappear.Fingers gradually stiffened, Yin Yu took out the jade pendant that he had hidden tightly, held it in the palm of his hand, and rubbed it against his face affectionately.

"Mother, father."

The beggar was lucky, the situation improved after the second day, and knowing that Yin Yu helped him, he naturally got closer to Yin Yu.

This beggar was gentle and kind, and he treated Yin Yu sincerely, and it didn't take long for the two of them to get acquainted.

Strictly speaking, this is Yin Yu's first friend.

It's a pity that not long after, Yin Yu, a friend who accidentally saw Yin Yu's true face, got greedy and tricked Yin Yu into finding a job, asking Yin Yu to clean up and take someone to see the Fengzhu Pavilion on the Red Street whom he had contacted a long time ago. Bustard.

Yin Yu was born exquisite, even though she was skinny, it was not difficult to see her future demeanor from her facial features.

The madam immediately paid the beggar a considerable amount of money.

When Yin Yu realized something was wrong, she struggled to run, but was pressed down firmly on the ground by someone pressing her head down.

His former heart-to-heart friend walked up to him, and said in a gentle voice as usual: "Yin Yu, you must be obedient in the future, you will have a lot of fish and meat, and you don't have to have a full meal with us. .”

The old bustard took Yin Yu back, Yin Yu struggled several times in a vain attempt to escape, but the old bustard only said that Yin Yu was wild, so he had to be taught a lesson first.

They locked him in a woodshed, without water or food, for three full days.

Yin Yu only had a jade pendant left to him by his mother. Although he didn't understand it, he knew that this jade pendant was very valuable and extraordinary.He was afraid that he would not be able to keep the jade pendant in the future, so he found a sharp piece of firewood, dug up the flesh on his thigh, and buried the jade pendant in it.

This is a ray of memory involving the demon, but it is not the memory where the demon really resides.

Qingxuan hooked the inner demon, after reading this memory, his consciousness flickered again, and two images flashed before his eyes.

Red candles warm the tent, indescribably charming and ambiguous, broken tiles all over the floor, blood-spattered carpet.And that scarred, bloody face.

In the gloomy dark room, a few shattered lights shone through, and the person in the corner stretched out his scarred hand to catch the scattered moonlight.

After reading Yin Yu's memory, Qing Xuan's consciousness entered into the inner demon just like before.Unexpectedly, a pulling force came from inside, actively sucking his spiritual consciousness in.

After a while of dizziness, when Qingxuan opened his eyes again, the gauze curtain was warmed by candles, and a young boy's alluring and charming face was printed in the bronze mirror.

Just when Qingxuan was in doubt, there were a few knocks on the door, and only a woman's shrill voice was heard: "Fox, have you cleaned it up? You can hurry up and go to accompany Uncle Zhou when you're done. Uncle Zhou has been waiting for a long time, and people spend a lot of money just to spend a good night with you. Now I am impatient for waiting."

Fox?Uncle Zhou?Have a good night together?

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