Rebirth reminder

Leaning back in the chair, Chi Wei began to organize his thoughts.If Shen Luo really likes Chu Yan, why didn't they start?Also, did Shaoqing know that Shen Luo was gay?Judging from this photo, Shen Luo and Chu Yan should have a good relationship at that time, but why didn't they contact each other after that?But looking back, what did you know about love when you were young?The two haven't seen each other for so long, logically speaking, they shouldn't have too deep feelings, or the text behind the photo doesn't mean that Shen Luo likes Chu Yan, but he just misunderstood it?

A series of questions filled his mind in an instant, Chi Wei still felt that there seemed to be something hidden in it after deliberation, probably out of curiosity, he especially wanted to find out what the relationship between Shen Luo and Chu Yan was.

Ever since, Chi Wei went through all the drawers in his office again, but unfortunately, he didn't find any more.But he thought, if he wanted to know the answer, he must start with Shen Luo, and in that case, he had to go back.

Walking out of Yingluo's studio with the group photo in hand, Chi Weiyang stopped a taxi and got in. On the way, he stared at the photo for a while, then recited the photo, facing the line of words Bewitched.

For some reason, he always felt that there was a deep emotion in this sentence, but it also made people feel a little sour.

When Chi Wei returned home, Shaoqing was not there, so he quickly went upstairs and entered his bedroom.His bedroom is quite big, but there are not many things. Apart from a large wardrobe, there are only two bedside tables and a writing desk to hide things. He searched carefully one by one, but found nothing useful thing.

After that, he went to the study again. There were many books in Shen Luo's study, and there was a whole set of books about sex.Chi Wei stood in front of the bookshelf, staring at the whole row of Chu Yan's novels in a daze. It took a long time to recover, and then walked towards the desk again.

He didn't look through this desk carefully. Since he was reborn, he always felt that every day was very fulfilling. Now that it was finally empty, he just took advantage of today's opportunity to thoroughly explore this study.

Shen Luo should be a very clean person, his study is neatly arranged, and the drawers are not messy at all.The desk has a total of four drawers. The first drawer contains some necessary stationery, such as pens and note paper, etc. The second drawer contains some computer supplies, such as CDs and data cables. The two drawers of the house are full of neatly folded books.

Chi Wei picked up one at random and looked at it, only to realize that it was actually a diary.

There are two full drawers of diaries, and each diary uses sticky notes to record the year and month. Chi Wei looked at the covers one by one, and found that the bottom drawer was the diary of earlier years, and the upper drawer contained the diaries of previous years. It is nearly two years.

Chi Wei subconsciously glanced at the clock on the wall, and realized that it was still early, so she thought that she might as well just soak here this afternoon, so she turned and went downstairs to make a bowl of noodles for herself and went upstairs.

He is not very good at cooking, but he still knows how to cook instant noodles.

That afternoon, Chi Wei was alone in the study room. Starting from the diary in 2005, he never imagined that Shen Luo would have such deep feelings for Chu Yan. Luo's heart has been hiding a big secret.

2005 3 Month 17 Day.

I moved today and found our group photo when I was sorting things out. I still remember that this photo was taken on March 1995, 3. I went to your house that day and saw you for the first time. It was exactly ten years ago.Ah Yan, we have known each other for ten years, and I suddenly feel very satisfied. It turns out that I can also proudly tell people: I have a friend who I have known for ten years.

2005 7 Month 9 Day.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter, and my mood is getting irritable. I always think of you inexplicably, thinking about what you are doing at this moment?I saw you again a few days ago, but I still didn't have the courage to say hello to you. I was very scared, for fear that when I stood in front of you and greeted you, you would turn around and ask who am I?

2006 1 Month 28 Day.

On New Year’s Eve, sending blessing text messages to relatives and friends seems to have become a habit over the years. In fact, I want to send blessings to many people, but after thinking about it, I only think of two people. One is my cousin and the other is my mother.

This year is the New Year alone again, hehe, every year is spent alone.Except for my cousin who visits me occasionally, no one remembers that there is a person named Shen Luo in this world.

2006 12 Month 24 Day.

On Christmas Eve, the sky suddenly began to snow, which felt very appropriate.Walking alone on the street, Christmas festivities are floating everywhere, couples hugging each other and passing by, I envy them, they can have love.

2007 5 Month 20 Day.

Your new book is coming out, Ah Yan, I bought it!I have collected every book of yours, and I like it very much.Every time I read a story you write, I always involuntarily imagine you as Xiao Gong and myself as Xiao Shou, isn’t it shameless?Hehe, I think, you don't like me, do you?

2008 3 Month 3 Day.

Recently a man was chasing me, he said he likes me silly, innocent, he is very gentle, but I always feel that no matter how good he is, he can’t be better than you, I told him too, that I like it I also said that I am very happy now, but he immediately exposed my lie.He said I am not a liar.

2008 4 Month 1 Day.

I don't know if it's just a joke that he picked this day to formally ask me for a relationship. If I don't agree, he can reply me "Happy April Fool's Day"?But I nodded, and then he kissed me, don't ask why, even I didn't know why I agreed, but at that time I didn't expect to be bumped into by your second brother, what should I do?Ah Yan, if your second brother told you about this, would you... what am I thinking?Maybe you don't remember who I am.

2009 6 Month 9 Day.

You must not know why I love you so much, you must not know, you don't know, you don't know, you don't know, hahahaha...

2010 9 Month 11 Day.

Today I plan to tell you a secret, Yan, do you still remember that you rescued a boy seven years ago, in the warehouse near the school?I remember that it was winter, and the moment those bad guys took my clothes off, I was shivering from the cold.Yeah, that was the one time I was...sorry, I still don't have the guts to write that word.

I still want to thank you. Although the tragedy has already happened, it was indeed your appearance that rescued me from the shackles. A Yan, you didn’t recognize it, did you?That very beautiful boy is me. When I was young and frivolous, I always liked to dress myself up. After that time, I learned to be good.What does a man want to look so good for?If I kept my mushroom head and black-rimmed glasses, how could those people pay attention to me?

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Shen Luo's last diary entry was on January 2011, 1, a few days before Chinese New Year.He wrote in his last diary: "I feel that I no longer belong to this world. Maybe one day, when I close my eyes and never wake up again, or when I open them, I will no longer be me." .Mom, cousin, Yan, I really... can't hold on any longer."

Chi Wei closed the last diary and put it back in the drawer. Throughout the afternoon, his mood changed several times, from curiosity at first to amazement later to heaviness and finally to calmness.

Sighing deeply, Chi Wei shook her head and closed both drawers.

It turned out that this was the truth of the story. He didn't expect that Shen Luo would experience so much sorrow and pain in such a dilapidated state. He suddenly felt that the original owner of the body he possessed was so pitiful.

Chi Wei was immersed in his sentimental emotions, when suddenly there were two knocks on the door, he suddenly regained his senses, and then heard a voice coming in through the door after a while, "Little Mushroom, are you back?" ?” After saying that, the other party opened the door and poked his head in.

After seeing Chi Wei, Shaoqing blinked at him again, then raised the corners of his lips, that smile instantly healed the oppressive atmosphere in the study, "Little Mushroom, cousin misses you so much that you don't want to eat or drink, you Finally came back!"

Chi Wei was taken aback for a moment, but then also evoked a faint smile, "It's only been a day, okay?"

"Wow! You laughed, you laughed, little mushroom, you haven't laughed for a long time!" After saying that, he ran towards Chi Wei in a short while, then hugged Chi Wei into his arms, and said affectionately: " Little Mushroom, Cousin misses you so much."

(ToBeContinued)

The author has something to say: A somewhat depressing chapter, revealing some things, ╮(╯▽╰)╭

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My real name is Chi Wei

The moment Chi Wei was held in Shaoqing's arms, some fragmented images flashed in his head, before he could catch them, those fragments flashed across.

After embracing each other, Shaoqing pampered Chi Wei's hair, smiled and pulled him to sit on the sofa beside him, "Why didn't you tell me when you came back, if I knew you were coming back today, I would have gone earlier came back."

"It's okay." Chi Wei nestled himself into the sofa, and then asked his cousin faintly, "Where did you go today?"

"Me?" Shaoqing pointed at himself, "I'm going to the company, the annual leave is over, your cousin and I have to go to work too, okay?"

"Okay." Chi Wei responded cooperatively. Hearing his answer in a short while, he suddenly laughed. Just as he was about to speak, his phone rang suddenly. He took it out and took a look.