Rebirth reminder

. "Chu Yan's speech was not fast, and his tone was very casual, which gave Chu Mo an instant illusion, as if Chu Yan was just joking with him, and did not really want to take away his ring.

Chu Yan, on the other hand, only glanced at the rearview mirror, then turned his gaze out of the window.Evening days seem to be very suitable for sadness.Thinking that he, Chu Yan, has been hanging around for many years and has been in love several times, but he can't even tell who the person he really loves is.

A while ago, he always thought of his ex-boyfriend, but recently he thought of Chi Wei frequently. In fact, this was nothing to Chu Yan, it was just thinking of different people at different times.

But subconsciously, Chi Wei was a little different from those men he had dated with before. When he thought of his name by chance, it was a deep thought, which instantly filled all consciousness, like a deep imprint.

(ToBeContinued)

[2011-8-2621:13:11染°]

XX and OO

Chu Mo went back to China, and it was rare for Chu Yan to go home. To be honest, it was really not easy for everyone to get together for a meal.The family chatted happily at the dinner table, and Chu Yan didn't want to ruin the harmonious family warmth. He just hoped that he could have a peaceful meal, and then everyone would get together and relax. If he was in a good mood, he could Stay at home for one night and chat with your mother or something.

But after all, he still thinks everything is too simple. Many times, if you don't provoke others, it doesn't mean that others won't provoke you.

After dinner that night, Chu Yan sat in the living room with his elder brother and second elder brother watching TV. On the TV was a dog blood soap opera at eight o'clock. The stupid woman with the face turned around, wasting those two handsome faces for nothing.

But Chu Mo likes to watch. His second brother has always had strange tastes. He loves to watch idol dramas and Taiwanese novels. I remember when I was young, Chu Yan and Chu Mo watched cartoons together. He was obviously a teenager. The hot-blooded animation, but Chu Mo watched with snot and tears.Chu Yan still remembered that she handed him a tissue and asked him why he was crying?Chu Mo took the tissue and replied seriously: "It's so touching, XX is so kind to OO, woo woo~ Xiao Yan, you said they will be together forever, right?"

Now that I think about it, Chu Yan thinks that his second brother is definitely a god. Others will at least remember the name of the protagonist after watching a movie, but that guy is good, just give him a code name, that’s fine, what’s wrong Speaking of XX and OO, he just spit out a mouthful of old blood when he said this now.

But having said that, both XX and OO are men!If it is really "together forever", doesn't it mean that the foundation is disturbed?So it turns out that the anime they watched when they were children were all so rotten?No wonder I can bend, it seems that there is no reason for this.

As he was secretly recalling his childhood, Chu Fei suddenly stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Chu Yan, "What are you thinking about?"

Suddenly regaining consciousness, Chu Yan smiled, "It's nothing, I think it's quite interesting when I think of something about my childhood." Just as he was talking, Chu Mo also poked his head, "What are you two whispering? To listen."

As soon as Chu Mo's voice sounded, Chu Yan realized that there was an advertisement in the middle of the TV series. He glared at his second brother, and dumped him slightly teasingly, "I won't listen to you."

Chu Mo was not happy when he heard it, and immediately complained, "You and big brother are having sex secretly, and you don't take me to play with you!" Immediately changed.

Chu Fei saw that the third brother was unhappy, and quickly reprimanded Chu Mo with a straight face, "Stop talking nonsense."

Chu Mo pouted aggrievedly, and said dissatisfiedly, "You two teamed up to bully me!"

Chu Yan glared at him again, that look seemed to cut him into pieces, Chu Mo jumped up from the sofa when he saw it, "Kill, kill, the third brother is going to kill!" He turned around and was about to flee upstairs, but it was such a coincidence that Chu Ziyu just came over at that time, and when Chu Mo turned around, he bumped into his father.

"What's all the fuss about?" Chu Ziyu lowered his voice, gave Chu Mo a cold drink, and then stepped forward to sit on an independent single sofa beside the corner sofa. They swept across his face one by one, and finally landed on the youngest son, "I've been outside for so long, when are you going home?"

In fact, Chu Yan didn't hate this family that much, but since the incident two years ago, there has been a gap between him and his father, and some things are not as straightforward as before.

His father threw out such a question today, and it really made it difficult for him to answer. If he really moved back to live, he was afraid that the father and son would live under the same roof, and there would be constant quarrels in the future. If they didn't move back, he didn't know how to refuse.

Chu Ziyu also seemed to see Chu Yan's struggle, and felt a little annoyed for a while, "If you don't want to come back, just say a word, what does silence mean?"

The old man's tone became bad, and Chu Yan's temper was also irritable, so he couldn't hold it back, "I don't want to come back to live, so as not to quarrel with you all day, and disturb the peace of a good home."

"What are you talking about? If you are fine, I will argue with you?" Chu Ziyu filled his heart with resentment, which was about to explode.

Just as Chu Yan was about to reply, Chu Fei suddenly put one hand on his shoulder, and quickly stood up to smooth things over, "We are all a family, why are you arguing?" He also knew what Chu Yan was thinking, so he didn't force him to come back Instead, he said to his father: "The third child is used to being free outside. Anyway, he has grown up, so let's leave him alone."

Chu Ziyu snorted coldly and said nothing, Chu Yan's face was gloomy, and he suppressed the flames in his heart.

The two confronted each other for about 2 minutes. Chu Mo saw that the expressions of the two men were not right, so he asked tentatively, "Is the third brother sleeping at home tonight?"

Chu Yan was furious, and immediately replied: "I'll leave right away."

The old man got annoyed when he heard it, "What's the matter? Do you still think this is your home? Ganqing nightclubs and bars are better than home. I heard people say that you run there very diligently."

Chu Yan could understand the meaning behind Chu Ziyu's words. In a fit of anger, he stood up abruptly, and asked his father in a cold voice: "I often go to nightclubs and GayBars, and I am indeed gay, but what about that?" how?"

Hearing this, Chu Ziyu sneered, "I didn't say you were gay today, why are you so anxious with me?"

"Even if I don't say it, you still have to. Why bother beating around the bush, scolding if you want!" Chu Yan laughed out loud with self-deprecating laughter.

Chu Fei pinched him again, but Chu Yan didn't feel the pain at all, but his tone was slightly calmer than before, as if he was stating his own point of view, "Anyway, I still don't think I did anything wrong, I didn't kill anyone or set fire to him, I just happened to fall in love with a man." After speaking, he met his father's eyes, took a look and bowed deeply, "Sorry, I'm leaving first."

Seeing Chu Yan go farther and farther, Chu Fei wanted to catch up and have a look, but Chu Ziyu's words made him stop, "Let him go, none of you are allowed to chase him back!"

Chu Fei turned her head to look at her father, not knowing how to persuade him, but Chu Ziyu just felt angry in his heart, turned around and went upstairs.

At that time, Chu Yan had gone far away, and Chu Mo was still sitting on the sofa, putting his hand into his trouser pocket, and then he yelled out "ah".

Chu Fei frowned quickly, and scolded him: "What are you yelling for?"

But Chu Mo took out a small box from his pocket, which was the pair of rings he had given Chu Yan as a gift earlier, "This...why is it in my pocket?"

Chu Fei is really smart, and he can understand it at a glance, "That guy, I'm afraid he never planned to take it from you, okay? In the car at that time, he must have just teased you." After finishing speaking, he walked to the window .

Looking through the window, Chu Yan was no longer in sight. Chu Fei looked at the empty path outside the window, and finally sighed after a long time, "That fool."

Chu Yan walked along the street lights to the intersection, and across the road there was a small open park called "Looking over the railing".There are always many tourists there during the day. It is said that looking down from the platform on the top of the mountain, you can see the most beautiful scenery around, especially at dusk, the picture is like a gorgeous oil painting.

And when they arrived at Xiluo, the crowd gradually dispersed. Chu Yan came back every time at night, and there were no people in the park. He liked to sit on the bench swing at the foot of the mountain and stare blankly.

I have been here with Chu Fei a few times, and it was always at night. Chu Yan always asked his elder brother to push him on the swing. In this world, it's better to live happily, it's rare to be able to keep your innocence, even if you can't keep it, at least don't wrong yourself."

There were some words that Chu Yan didn't say clearly, but Chu Fei understood.

In Chu Yan’s dictionary, there was never the word “begging for perfection”, so that year, when his father found out that he had a problem with his sexual orientation, you would rather choose to run away from home than find a girlfriend as the family wanted. Try dating.This is Chu Yan's stubbornness, and it is also a rare persistence.

Chu Yan sat on the swing for a long time that night, and the more he sat, the more lonely he felt. At the saddest moment, he suddenly thought of Chi Wei again, so he took out his phone and sent him a text message, "Chi Wei, I miss you so much." you."

Only ten seconds after the message was sent, Chi Wei came back with a message, "What's wrong with Master Chu?"

Chu Yan's fingers moved quickly on the keys, "I didn't get nervous, I just missed you.