zombie log

It is said that if there is a wound in a person's heart, it takes ten times more love and warmth to offset it.

But now, Bei Xinmiao felt that after a disaster, all the good feelings would turn into a puddle of blood on the bed curtain.He lost the ability to recall.

When he saw Xiao Zhengnan again, he had already forgotten how different this person was to him.

The disappearance of Tang Guan is like a scent that is still strong, and the beauty of the deceased is in Bei Xinmiao's heart at this moment; it is also like a sharp knife that can shave bones and tendons, and it has already crushed Bei Xinmiao's heart.

All the precious things that had been hidden in his heart were smashed together and forgotten by him.

So even though Xiao Zhengnan was standing in front of him, even looking at him, even if he still remembered everything that happened to them, there was no warmth in his eyes.He had forgotten those strong feelings he had had.

"You have to help me." He said directly.It's not a request, it's justified.The intimacy in his memory is just a reason for him to ask the other party to give in his mind at this moment. "We must help."

"I know you're sad." Xiao Zhengnan said slowly, when he saw Bei Xinmiao appearing, he was anxious to know about Tang Guan's situation.But when she saw Bei Xinmiao's expression.He didn't ask anything. "Why don't you sit down and tell me slowly."

That warm and irresistible voice made Bei Xinmiao dazed for a moment, but he resolutely shook off the hesitation.

"Come with me." He said stiffly.

He doesn't know what Chi Yang wants Xiao Zhengnan to do.Although that guy tried his best to give a beautiful reason, he knew it was just an excuse without thinking, but he couldn't think, as long as he could save Tang Guan, he would not let go of any hope.He couldn't let Tang Guan lose his life, let alone lose his life because of his fault.If this incident really happened, his future life would be more tormented than hell.He didn't even have the escape route of using death to escape.

"Follow me." He said forcefully.

He looked at Xiao Zhengnan with blood red and cold eyes.He didn't ask him, in his eyes, everyone who is still alive has no right to refuse; in his anger, everyone who still has life should feel sorry for Tang Guan, otherwise it is ruthless.

He drove Xiao Zhengnan's car out of City A.Towards the direction of Underworld City.There was also a bloody crack in the sky behind him.He didn't say a word.Xiao Zhengnan didn't refuse him, and immediately dropped everything and followed him.Perhaps Xiao Zhengnan never thought there would be anything wrong with this trip.The only thing he seems to be worried about is Bei Xinmiao who has become weird in front of him.

The road was not long, it was an hour's drive and took a few dangerous detours, like every time I went to the city of the underworld.Every time she went through those detours, Bei Xinmiao was thinking that if she slowed down for a second, the car would fly off the road and fly towards the continuous river ahead.Jade and stone powder.

What is love, what is emotion, what is desire, what is pain.

What is life.

If life is just a process of torturing and tempering the soul, where will these souls with wounds and sentiments go?What is there other than life.

If there is nothing other than life, what is God's purpose in torturing people.

To be an immortal zombie is not to be a cursed soul.Can't be freed from the trials forever.

The Yushan Food Company building in the middle of the pool stands tall at the easternmost edge of Mingling City. When the sun rises, its shadow just draws a middle line in the city.In Bei Xinmiao's eyes, it seemed that she was half human and half mysterious.

He took Xiao Zhengnan straight to the top floor of Yushan Food Company's building, to Chi Yang's weird office, and now he knew that it was Chi Yang's laboratory.One of many laboratories.

"Where is this?" Xiao Zhengnan said, he knew it was Chi Yang's company, but he had never been to the spacious space on the top floor. "It looks like a hospital. Are you bringing me to see Chi Yang?"

"Sit here." Bei Xinmiao pointed to the only chair in the big room, which was placed beside a translucent glass tea table.There was a cup of tea on the coffee table, and a white leaf floated on the bright yellow liquid. "Drink tea."

Xiao Zhengnan's eyes did not glance at that tea, but only focused on Bei Xinmiao's face. "I have come here as you asked. You can tell me about yourself."

"I'll talk. Drink this cup of tea. I'll talk after drinking it." Bei Xinmiao asked in the most clumsy way, his brain felt like it was going to steam.He didn't want to make himself think, he knew it was useless to hesitate, and he would have no other choice.

Xiao Zhengnan slowly picked up the cup of tea.He said with experience, "The specialty of Yushan is this pekoe tea." He glanced at Bei Xinmiao, "There is a legend about this tea here. It is said that the Yin Division once used it to make Mengpo soup. Only then can we forget the past and start over. Actually, it is because this tea can make people feel a little paralyzed, and those unpleasant memories will be forgotten for a while." He said, drinking most of the tea.Then she looked at Bei Xinmiao.

Bei Xinmiao also looked at him, and asked slowly: "Do you really feel numb?"

"It will be just a little bit. It will be a good feeling." Xiao Zhengnan said, "Have you never drank it?"

Bei Xinmiao avoided Xiao Zhengnan's gaze and looked out the window: "I want to know what happened to me. Do you really want to know me? If so, why haven't you noticed my difference from ordinary people for so long."

"Why don't you think so, that's why I found you a 'miracle doctor'. But you have been avoiding the examination by the miraculous doctor."

"The reason for the examination is because you don't know the cause. If you already know the cause, why do you need to check?" Bei Xinmiao said, "Why don't you believe that I am dead?"

Xiao Zhengnan's eyes froze for a moment, as if he had shaken his original thoughts, but he still said, "The word death means something that disappears, that no longer exists, and that has no effect anymore... What do you think? Which do you agree with?"

For some reason, Bei Xinmiao's heart beat violently. He paused and said stiffly, "It's physical death. My body is dead."

"If it's a physical death as you said, it can only be called a disease." Xiao Zhengnan said slowly, "Now tell me about you."

"This is what I want to tell you about me! Why don't you believe it!" Bei Xinmiao raised her voice. "I'm already dead! Many years ago, I wanted to die!"

The past turned into a blood-red curtain covering the tears in his eyes.Why do I feel unspeakable sadness when I look at this person.What to expect?An injury that no one can understand.

"Nothing can make people forget, especially a cup of tea." Bei Xinmiao said repeatedly, "I used to think that only death can completely forget."

"What do you want to forget?" Xiao Zhengnan remained calm.

Bei Xinmiao stared at him with wide-open eyes, he felt his body become stiff, and he could feel the original expression that had been frozen back on his face.

"I forgot." He stared blankly ahead. "Forgot really. Forgot why I had to die. It's a mystery now. But I know not to try to get it back. A memory I don't want to exist. If I remembered it, I'd be dead right now." It's dead."

"forget?"

"Forget." A cold feeling ran across her cheeks.Time moves forward every minute and every second.

Wanting to continue to say something, he had already seen Xiao Zhengnan's gradually sluggish expression, and heard Xiao Zhengnan murmur, "This tea shouldn't make people dizzy." As if he already knew everything.

"I believe in you." Xiao Zhengnan uttered the last sentence from his throat.She tried to stand up from the chair, but knowing that she couldn't stand up anymore, she leaned forward with her last bit of strength and fell straight over to Bei Xinmiao.

Bei Xinmiao had to catch him, and they both fell on the wooden floor together.Xiao Zhengnan pressed him heavily, as if he wanted to say something to him, but he was only a thread away from losing consciousness.

Bei Xinmiao wrapped her arms around him.Continue to tell him: "...Actually, I have not forgotten all about death, not all of it. I still remember that feeling, although I don't remember the source of the feeling. But, I want to find someone. I still love, hate I miss him. Even if I forget him, I still miss him..."

Chi Yang came out from behind a white curtain at the other end of the room. "He can't hear it anymore," he said.Walked over excitedly.That anxious look is like that of a fox that has found a wonderful prey.

Sitting on the floor, Bei Xinmiao watched Chi Yang drag the fainted Xiao Zhengnan to the other side of the room behind the white curtain.He asked from a distance. "You said he'd be fine... please assure me again."

He didn't hear Chi Yang's answer, maybe because his ears were ringing.Feelings once filled his heart like a strong and dense wine.He must have been hurt by love before, so he let himself send the person he loves away; he must have loved so much that he couldn't help himself, so he is still familiar with the heartache now.

He should have waited in peace.But it seemed as if he could still hear Xiao Zhengnan's words in his ears. "I believe in you."...