zombie log

Now Bei Xinmiao finally believed that he was not unique.

Or, this species has already existed in the world, and the only thing that is puzzling is why humans have never discovered it.There are no official books documenting their existence.

This long-haired man looks so elegant and extraordinary, it is difficult to associate him with the unaesthetic title of zombie.His demeanor is elegant and smooth, with the shadow of a fairy bone crane, full of a kind of freedom from the inside to the outside.Bei Xinmiao had begun to suspect that he was not like that.

"Maybe I'm all wrong..."

The man turned back to look at him: "What are you asking?"

"Are you really, like me?"

The man showed a smile: "What do you think? I just experienced it for a longer time."

"how long?"

"You'd better not know."

Bei Xinmiao didn't continue to ask, but instead asked; "We just met a person who can fly on trees..."

"That's Dros. I've known him for so long that I almost forget how long. At that time, his limbs were as hard as steel pillars. Now even with a string, he can use it to fly. Oh, he It's not really flying, it's just very fast, like flying."

"How did he do it?" Bei Xinmiao was surprised.

"Time," the man said. "The same as everything else, we also need the ability to survive and compete. You must have your specialties." Then he asked Bei Xinmiao, "What are you good at?"

Bei Xinmiao shook her head in embarrassment: "There are almost no good things."

The man stared at him, his eyes were as deep as a pool: "You already have the best thing."

"What is it?" Bei Xinmiao was puzzled.Why doesn't he know what he is best at.Others seem to see it more clearly.

The man smiled instead of saying a word.When I took him to the mountainside close to the peak, my eyes opened up.There is an ancient temple-like house built with glazed tiles.Although it should be very old, it still looks very bright, without traces of obsolete.

"Today is really a day worth celebrating." The man said happily, "Double happiness. I have regained my freedom. The second happy event is that you came, just like God's will, my time has come again."

Bei Xinmiao couldn't understand what she heard, so she couldn't help asking: "Have you regained your freedom?"

"Yes."

"Were you not free before?"

The man is silent.

Bei Xinmiao couldn't help being curious: "I don't understand. Is there anything that can restrict your freedom?"

"We are not without natural enemies." The man replied.Be the first to walk into the red-lacquered gate of the temple.

Tang Guan kept a distance from them and followed them. At this moment, he took two quick steps to grab Bei Xinmiao. "Are you going in? He looks so strange. Last time there was a dog protecting us." Tang Guan still remembered Abao.

Bei Xinmiao nodded. In fact, since he entered the forest, he whistled for Ah Bao from time to time.But Ah Bao never showed up.He already had an ominous feeling in his heart.He knew that unless Leopard was gone, it would come, no matter how far away.

Bei Xinmiao hesitated in front of the red lacquer door for a while, he realized that it was wrong to bring Tang Guan into this forest.He can put himself in danger, but it is absolutely wrong to drag Tang Guan into an unknown situation.He suddenly began to hate himself, he didn't think about Tang Guan at all.Life and death, even if he doesn't care anymore, Tang Guan can't.

When the man walked in, he probably sensed that Bei Xinmiao didn't follow.He stopped and turned around.

"I haven't introduced myself yet. My name is Xifu."

Under the gentle gaze of the man, Bei Xinmiao took a step forward involuntarily.Tang Guan spoke at this moment. "Suit? What a strange name. You're wearing nothing more than a cape."

The man barely glanced at Tang Guan, "Come and visit." He sent out an invitation, and Bei Xinmiao stepped forward through the door without hesitation.Tang Guan had no choice but to follow him in.

The feeling in the yard is like returning to the ancient times.Each room is built tall and wide.There were actually a few people standing dully in the corner.Guigui looked at them reverently.

"Don't pay attention to them." Xifu said. "They've been bored for too long, it's no different from being dead, they are about to grow into those pillars and stone walls."

At last they came to a wide hall and sat down in several neatly arranged chairs.Xifu sat in the master's seat.Tang Guan carefully sat next to Bei Xinmiao.

Despite Tang Guan's presence, Bei Xinmiao couldn't help but ask the question he had been thinking about all along. "What's going on here, I mean we..."

Xifu raised a hand to show that he fully understood what Bei Xinmiao was asking. "Just a part of the world."

"But we..."

"We are not so difficult for people to understand." Xifu said. "I know your confusion - how different your existence, our existence, is from your understanding of the world. But is it really that different? This is just a conservation of energy, energy can become Anything can be a mass of sand blown by the wind, then this mass of sand with energy becomes a thing, eventually becomes a person, the person dies, and becomes sand again. And then cycle again, except the person , can also become other things. Flowers and plants, free birds."

"But we..."

"But we seem to be different? Are you trying to say that? The world is evolving. Existing life is dying out too quickly. The world is thinking, and it needs a thinking, higher-level thing that can witness its changes."

Bei Xinmiao frowned, he couldn't believe it, couldn't agree with this reason.It seemed to him more like a kind of self-deceived arrogance.Just like the self-importance of some small nations, they have to rely on the belief that they are the favored son of God to obtain comfort.

"I'm not arrogant." Xifu actually saw through Bei Xinmiao's unspoken thoughts. "When human beings began to realize their uniqueness, they did not become more intelligent, but became greedy. Generation after generation, they began to desire immortality." Xifu narrowed his eyes and looked at Bei Xinmiao, "I used to be just like you .Believe me, I can see the deepest corners of your heart, what you are trying to hide. It's like looking at myself. I know, you don't think it's lucky. Never think so. You're not good at seeing You see your own strengths, you see your great potential. You only see the flaws, you think you are rotting, and your heart is full of sorrow. You would rather give up and return to ordinary human beings. This desire adds to your pain. This kind of The pain is increasing day by day..."

"I……"

"You think that your private wishes have killed others. You think that the life you gained was stolen from others. You are full of self-blame and guilt. This guilt slowly eats you up, making you no longer care about savoring the joy of life you have stolen " said Xifu, bending forward to look closely at Bei Xinmiao. "You are lucky to meet me. I will help you untie these knots. You didn't kill anyone. Anyone's misfortune is actually caused by themselves. Because the inner depression is like looking forward to destroying yourself, and then destroying It was like the shadow followed him."

"You mean..."

"There is no right or wrong, nor good and evil. There are no rules in this world. The so-called standards of human beings are all based on feelings. What makes them feel comfortable is right and good, and what makes them sad is wrong and evil. They are prisoners of hopeless emotions. And we, without emotions, are more just beings."

Bei Xinmiao thought silently. "Do you want me to be proud of this? Are you happy that you are a demonic existence of unknown origin? If you really can see through me like you show, no exception, you should know that I is for……"

"I know."

"My father's business!"

"You thought someone killed him. You thought we did it. You thought we were a bunch of murderous, hateful executioners."

"But he's dead! Because he broke into here!"

"Before he died, did you meet him? Did you listen to him talk about his thoughts..." Fuxi looked into the distance.

These certainly do not.But what can this explain. "It's impossible for me to forget." Bei Xinmiao said, "I won't be without emotions. That thing will always..."

"It will always hurt your heart." Xi Fu took up his words again, expressing his thoughts accurately. "I know, your heart aches. You can't seem to forgive yourself."

There was silence between them.The sound of leaves being blown by the wind came in from outside, and the light dimmed.They don't even need light.Fuxi clapped her hands and let the guys in the shadows light up the lights.

"He can't forgive himself? Why, it's not his fault." Tang Guan asked in a low voice.

……

when leaving.Bei Xinmiao's heart felt empty, he felt that he was indeed walking in a cemetery.As Xifu said, the hopeless gray seems to be waiting to be eliminated.This feeling is so strong.Whether living things exist here or not, this is the world of the dead.

In contrast, Chi Yang seems to be alive.Bei Xinmiao began to wonder if he had his own prejudices about Chi Yang.Should he really believe what Chi Yang said.

It's just that Chi Yang was wrong about one thing.His words revealed that Bei Xinmiao would never return, but in fact, nothing prevented Bei Xinmiao from returning with Tang Guan, and it was when the night had begun to cover the woods.

The fundamental reason why he was eager to return was for Tang Guan.He knew he had found the key to the mystery, and before stepping into the truth, he was going to send Tang Guan out of his life.This is what he should do, this is what his heart should do.His heartache could not be increased.

Walk down the hill through the woods.He tried to whistle again.Abao still didn't show up.Bei Xinmiao's heart seemed to be being cut continuously by a knife.For the lifespan of a dog, Ah Bao is long enough, he knows it.It is a miracle that he lived for so many years.The last time it had shown its strength, it is said that when a dog shows old age, it will die quickly.Abao is not useless and confused before death like most dogs, it still seems to be working hard for something, trying to live and live longer.

But in the end, as Xi Fu said, life is so fragile and short, for this world, it is like a gust of wind and sand blowing through time.The brilliance that was shining for a moment, those persistence and the most precious wishes, all turned into sand in the end.Who can remember?

Should there be no trace forever?Is there no place in this world that records the wishes of these lives.Those tears, those attachments, shouldn't be so invisible.Even disappear.

However, the facts are always more ruthless than imagined, just like this cemetery.Life and death do not matter.It doesn't matter cold or hot.Nothing seemed to make sense.

Almost to the end of the woods.Bei Xinmiao asked, "Do you have any questions to ask me?" He already knew Tang Guan, and it was impossible for Tang Guan not to have discovered the problem by now.This curious boy actually kept his mouth shut at this moment.

Tang Guan might have been frightened, so he replied in a low voice; "I was thinking about it. When we came last time, we never saw these people. Why did they appear suddenly this time?" His voice had just finished.The sound of a gust of wind passing through the treetops came, and both of them stopped and became careful.

Sure enough, Droth's clothes with countless holes were dancing on a tree in front of them.