zombie log

Bei Xinmiao decided to make a plan for her own life,

Start your life anew.

Even though he was fasting and exercising well, unfortunately, he finally found out that his physical condition was very bad.He was weak, listless, and tired easily.Moreover, these physical discomforts also affect his emotions, making it difficult for him to feel happy.

He tried to make himself remember what it was like to be a zombie—how longing to be alive again.It's better to have an unhealthy body than continue to be a zombie.

Tang Guan helped him on this point.

When he was depressed and lying on the bed, this guy was always by his side like a shadow.He even followed recipes from the internet.cook for him.

"Although your face looks more angry than before, I'm starting to worry. I always feel like you are seriously ill." Tang Guan said. "Mr. Xiao is not going to take you to some kind of doctor for examination. You should really check it out."

Bei Xinmiao got up from the bed, he was hungry again.Consider going out to eat something.As soon as he walked out of the bedroom, he smelled the aroma of broth. "what happened?"

"I made sick soup for you." Tang Guan laughed.

"Can you cook?"

"My mother is often sick, so I cook for her. Maybe you like my cooking too."

This time, Bei Xinmiao's appetite increased greatly.He ate everything.

"You don't look like a classmate with Mr. Xiao, I mean, you don't seem to be the same age as him, but you seem to be close to me." Tang Guan stared at him and said.

Bei Xinmiao was thinking while drinking the juice.Why did his stomach start to feel like he couldn't get enough to eat.This is indeed the state of being a teenager.

His body was resurrected.However, it may have continued the state before his death ten years ago, even when he was younger.

He sighed in confusion and distress.He felt that he himself was a big mystery, and he couldn't even see himself clearly, let alone understand himself thoroughly.

"Perhaps my body is still in your age group." Bei Xinmiao murmured. "but I……"

Tang Guan interrupted him, and said cunningly: "Then do you want to do things in that age group?"

……

Bei Xinmiao followed Tang Guan to A City Middle School.

They scattered many torn pages in the library, and the murdered librarians looked around in horror to see what books had been destroyed.

They turned up the treadmills in the gym and canceled the automatic adjustment.I hid aside and watched those people running profusely in sweat but couldn't stop.

They scribbled on the side walls of the school.

In the afternoon, they lay on the grass by the river and looked at the sky together.

"How do you feel?" Tang Guan said with a blade of grass in his mouth. "Do you have the illusion of going back to being a teenager?"

Bei Xinmiao looked at the sky: "So you are the legendary devil student."

Tang Guan laughed out loud.

"I know that you have always been the best student, but..." Tang Guan said, "Is the kind of person who doesn't pay attention to other things except study considered excellent?"

Bei Xinmiao said. "You're wrong. I didn't even pay attention to studying. I'm the kind of student who can do well in the exam even if I don't study hard."

"Cut." Tang Guan hissed.

Bei Xinmiao turned to teach Tang Guan a lesson: "You boy, you really don't plan to study anymore? If you can't get into college, are you worthy of your own life?"

"Is it worthy of being admitted to university?"

……

Although he gave up studying, Tang Guan has his own goals.Be a soldier, and then a detective.He said over and over again that his mother had already arranged for him to be a soldier.Being a detective was his own choice.

Maybe after he enlists in the army, he will have the opportunity to enter the police academy.

Bei Xinmiao sat up abruptly from the grass.He thought of his high school days, totally aimless.The only goal is to get out of the house.

To start over from then on, he needs to be in a new and different state.

"What dream did you have at that time?" Tang Guan asked.

Bei Xinmiao thought for a while, then slowly shook her head. "I forgot, all I know is that I didn't look forward..."

"That is to say, you are always thinking about the past - such as your father's death? You are trapped by past misfortunes." Tang Guan said affirmatively. "It's a really bad feeling. You can't move on without addressing what's bothering you. I think you've been stuck in this shadow since your father died. You should have solved."

"I always think that I should wait for the opportunity to investigate when I grow up and have the strength. But...the longer I wait, the less attention will be paid to that matter, and it seems unnecessary to bring it up again. I When I grew up, I didn't find myself becoming more capable."

"So, a lot of things have to be dealt with as they happen. That's how I think about it. I investigate my mum's death. I just don't want to leave it for later, I'm not going to wait until I'm an adult or when I'm working and have to Get over it. I'm going to fix it now. Get it done so I can move on and I won't be carrying this baggage."

Tang Guan repeated loudly: "The current problems must be solved now! Solve them in front of us! We must never make excuses to wait. We must not be cowards. We must rush forward bravely. We must solve all the troubles that stand in our way !"

……

Based on this point of view, in the evening, Bei Xinmiao went to Xiao Zhengnan after making some preparations.Xiao Zhengnan just came back from Mingling County, and it is said that he went to inspect the new school site.

"Yushan Company wants to cooperate with you to build a school?" Bei Xinmiao asked bluntly.

"How do you know?" Xiao Zhengnan was surprised. "It was Chi Yang who told you?"

Sure enough, it was him.Bei Xinmiao thought about it, but couldn't figure out why Chi Yang did this.

"The establishment of the school was Chi Yang's idea. He has been lobbying me for a while." Xiao Zhengnan told him without any concealment. "This weird guy turned out to be the head of Yushan Company. I'm afraid he is the best developed among our classmates."

"Yushan Company existed in my father's time, so it is impossible for him to create it himself." Bei Xinmiao pointed out. "Just why is he interested in building a school?"

"What's wrong with building a school?" Xiao Zhengnan said. "Entrepreneurs who have some money are willing to build a school and leave it famous."

"He wants to leave a name?"

Xiao Zhengnan didn't answer.Stare at the office door.Tang Guan was standing leisurely outside the door playing mobile games.

"Come and find me for something." Xiao Zhengnan said as if talking to himself.

"Yes." Bei Xinmiao sat in the chair opposite the desk. "The current problem must be solved now. It cannot be postponed until tomorrow."

Xiao Zhengnan sat down in the chair behind the desk with an expression of willingness to listen.

When he was about to start talking about the topic, Bei Xinmiao became less happy: "About the morning..." He said slowly, "I don't think it's clear on the phone, I'd better let you look at me in person. It's easier for you to understand."

"It's easier to understand in person? You don't want to do that in my office, do you?" Xiao Zhengnan said jokingly.

"If I didn't take the initiative to come to you, would you still want to see me tonight?" Bei Xinmiao said. "There is no need to beautify ourselves. Our relationship has become different precisely because of that, otherwise we would still be old classmates who dislike each other."

"You mean, that's the only thing that plays an important role between us." Xiao Zhengnan parted his mouth happily.He bowed forward and looked at Bei Xinmiao's face, "I just realized that you look like a teenager today. What disease can make people rejuvenate?"

"You don't believe what I said." Bei Xinmiao said. "What happened this morning... is also for this reason. I have changed, sensitive and vulnerable like all living people... I just said it. You should be happy about it, I am like a person who has never been used I mean, I need your patience, like the first time, to start over."

Xiao Zhengnan looked at him with a strange expression: "The reason you said... is that you are a dead person? Are you alive again? Regarding the fact that you came back from the dead, if I were to believe... Oh, I should Shouldn’t you believe in other things that don’t exist in this world at the same time? Believe that people can be resurrected, shouldn’t you also believe that there are ghosts, gods, demons, and souls in the world? These superstitions that no one has ever seen with their own eyes Are things real? Do I still have to believe in reincarnation such as past life, present life, and afterlife? Do I still have to believe in fate, if I fall in love with a man, is this a goddamn arrangement?" He Glanced at the ceiling. "If there is a god, let him strike a thunderbolt on my desk now, I will believe it-you were dead, and now you are alive again, and you are still like a middle school student. What kind of magic did you use-immortality Art? Should I believe that you have witchcraft? Do you want me to believe this from now on?" Xiao Zhengnan looked at him with a half-smile.

Bei Xinmiao fell into deep thought.He had considered Xiao Zhengnan's words.When he died a zombie, he prayed every day, but no god ever appeared to guide him.He hadn't seen ghosts or other zombies either.Except for that weird guy in Chi Yang.And he knows very little about Chi Yang.

"I don't know." He answered truthfully. "I don't know if those exist. I just know that what I say is true. No, I didn't come to discuss some metaphysics or superstition with you. No, that's not what I came to you for. What can you do?" I don't believe it. I just want to tell you, one of my suggestions - can we start over? It's like nothing happened before. It's like re-enacting the porn scene of mutual attraction. At this moment, the first time you met Now I am a pink and tender teenager, but I am the same as you in my bones, I tried to seduce you, but you..." Bei Xinmiao had already walked around the desk following the words.Xiao Zhengnan looked at him in surprise, then looked in the direction of the door, Tang Guan closed the door tactfully.Bei Xinmiao rode on Xiao Zhengnan's lap and said teasingly softly. "You've never seen a person dare to do this to you... You can't hold it anymore... Such a presumptuous new face makes you feel exciting, and, you know, this is the first time for this person..."

"The first time..." Xiao Zhengnan looked at him and laughed loudly.

"Yes. Acting requires dedication! Facing this daring young man who wants to give you his first time, what are you going to do?"

"What should I say to suit you—"Go back to my class and don't provoke the teacher." How about it? Heh, you like to play this kind of game? Are you afraid that there will be no freshness between us?"

"Teacher? Oh, yes, you are still a teacher in wolf's clothing. I just like the satyr teacher. I am the first time, I can let you check, and now I will give you everything... I only have one request , you have to be patient with me, okay?"