zombie log

On March [-], the winter in Mingling County passed.

It is undeniable that I still have the characteristics of a living person.

I'm a veritable walking dead.

Why does it feel like waking up in a moment.The body seems to grow tentacles, just to experience the feeling of excitement and joy.

It turned out that I was waiting, in order to have this warmth.It turns out that I can be satisfied with this.

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I can hear the sound of the warm water pouring into my side continuously.

Also like the music of warm water, slowly, like a phantom, it surrounds the space of two people.

Bei Xinmiao once forgot everything, the past, the future, all the troubles in his heart.

I only clearly know that I am surrounded by a romantic and wonderful atmosphere.It was like being regarded as a treasure for the first time.

In the time that can be squandered, they would rather let the time flow quietly, in the embrace, between the ears and the temples.

Close your eyes and hope that this dreamlike situation is the end of the world.No more need to wake up, give life a happy ending.

Bei Xinmiao was very moved this time, because of Xiao Zhengnan's hard work.There was no real chase between them.It doesn't matter who is captivated by whom first.But Xiao Zhengnan was slowly conquering him.Use heat, use gentleness.

Yes.This time, it's gentle.

They were just lingering, just two people.Appreciate, tease and explore each other.Xiao Zhengnan seemed to be using this night to tell him that they only need to face each other in silence to be happy.

"You are a master." Bei Xinmiao smiled softly, he no longer refused Xiao Zhengnan to kiss him, the warm water and Xiao Zhengnan's burning enthusiasm had filled him with vitality.The feeling of stiffness had completely left him tonight. "How many people have been deceived by these means?"

"Have you been tricked?"

Xiao Zhengnan took a glass of wine placed by the bathtub, took a sip with great interest, and fed it to Bei Xinmiao.Today's Bei Xinmiao does not refuse alcohol.If he could, he really wanted to get really drunk once.And the alcohol would make his lips look alive.He swallowed it boldly down his throat at the same time.He believed it was the only thing that would not be harmful to his dead body.It flows through his body.Flush those dead organs.

He wouldn't mind taking a risk just to enjoy the night.

He was intoxicated by the embrace and loving eyes.For the first time, he felt that God was not too bad to him.Whether he lived to feel it or died, at least he felt it.

He thanked Xiao Zhengnan for not only seeking pleasure from him, but also willing to give him the feeling of love.

"Even if you lied to me, I thank you." Bei Xinmiao said from the bottom of her heart.

Xiao Zhengnan smiled.His fingers groped for Bei Xinmiao. "I would like to thank you for having this strange disease." He deliberately kneaded Bei Xinmiao's unresponsive parts. "It hits you, otherwise you'd always be strutting like you were in high school. Unapproachable."

Bei Xinmiao pushed his hand away. "I'm inaccessible?"

"Just don't let people get close." Xiao Zhengnan said softly. "It will also ruthlessly torture those who go forward. Of course, those who go forward are girls."

"And you? I don't see you at all..."

"I didn't think so at the time." Xiao Zhengnan laughed, as if he thought it was a joke. "I just look at you very dazzling. It always makes me uncomfortable. I always have that idea, imagining how I taught you and tortured you, and then you cried and knelt down and begged me for mercy. Haha,"

"So you have such perverted ideas!" The two started fighting in the bathtub.

"Yeah, I have more perverted ideas. Do you want to listen?"

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.They thought of the naughty Tang Guan at the same time.Neither of them wanted to pay attention.They pretended not to hear.The knocking on the door lasted for a while and stopped.The two continued the previous topic.

Xiao Zhengnan changed his serious expression: "Although I really want to torture you, but when you were crying in front of me, I..."

"I cried in front of you? You imagined it!" Bei Xinmiao replied with a smile.Looking back on Xiao Zhengnan at that time, he was indeed a character who liked to give orders to him.However, Xiao Zhengnan was recognized as one of the class monitors with the strongest desire for power in City A Middle School at that time. He once aspired to be the chairman of the student union, and everyone was used to obeying him.But Bei Xinmiao didn't take him seriously. He didn't despise him with his own capital. At that time, he was deeply troubled by himself, and he ignored all the voices outside him.

"You cry so sad for me, you don't even remember?" Xiao Zhengnan was very dissatisfied. "That's when I...wanted to fall on you."

Bei Xinmiao looked at him in surprise.

"From then on, my fantasy became that after torturing you hard, I fucked you hard again."

"It turns out that you are really perverted. You have been perverted since then." Bei Xinmiao wanted to say it easily.When Xiao Zhengnan kissed him tenderly, he said excitedly, "Then...why didn't you do that..."

Xiao Zhengnan laughed out loud: "You were a hedgehog then!"

"No...you don't understand, I..." Bei Xinmiao shook her head, "Even if it was forced, at least I was still hard at that time."

Xiao Zhengnan laughed wildly: "So you are more crazy than me..."

When both of them were not smiling, Xiao Zhengnan said, "You said...is that considered love..."

Before he could say anything later, there was another knock on the door, this time it was extremely intense.Accompanied by the voice of the hotel owner. "Come out and have a look, something happened to that kid!"

(two more)

There was blood all over the hallway.

The innkeeper stood trembling in horror at their door. "That kid...cut himself with a knife!"

Bei Xinmiao ran out wearing a bathrobe.

A bloody knife was thrown in the corridor on the second floor.Following the bloodstains, he quickly found Tang Guan. Tang Guan collapsed on the steps of the outdoor corridor on the second floor, his whole body twitching.Mouth can not speak.

It turned out that he had cut open his injured arm with a knife.The arm looked terribly swollen, with dark pools of blood flowing out.

"Call the ambulance!" Bei Xinmiao said to the hotel owner who was at a loss behind him.

"The hospital ambulance here is very slow..." the boss said hesitantly.

Xiao Zhengnan rushed over at this moment, and he squatted down to help Tang Guan who was on the ground.Tang Guan gritted his teeth tightly, still trying to squeeze his right arm with his left hand, causing more blood to flow from the wound. "It... is inside..." He struggled to speak out, but the muscles on his face twitched helplessly, and he couldn't speak.Instead, it made him look hideous.

Xiao Zhengnan picked him up from the ground. "Let's go to the hospital!"

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Mingling County Hospital is a four-story building.There are only a few nurses on the night shift.He also seems to be familiar with patients covered in blood, and appears to be neglectful.

After Xiao Zhengnan stuffed the money, they got active and called a young doctor. After seeing Tang Guan's condition, the young doctor called a qualified doctor for consultation.When the X-ray was taken, Tang Guan's wound was swollen to the point where he was not bleeding much, but he forcibly tore the wound open.Doctors had to tie him to the bed to prevent him from continuing to self-harm.And write 'having symptoms of mental disorder' on the medical certificate afterwards.

"The film came out, and there was no foreign body in it. Let's suture the wound first. He needs a blood transfusion." The doctor said. "Is it frozen blood from the blood bank or fresh?"

"What do you mean by fresh?"

"There are blood donors who directly transfuse him. Of course, the price is high."

"Use fresh ones," Bei Xinmiao said.

Not long after, a puffy man walked in.The doctor dragged him to the ward.

Bei Xinmiao hurriedly said, "Is this the blood donor?" He didn't need to get close to smell the man's alcohol.

The man obviously understood what he was asking: "I drink beer to replenish the lost blood as soon as possible. Don't worry, buddy, I have no other illnesses except alcohol."

Xiao Zhengnan asked the doctor, "What's the patient's blood type?"

The doctor replied: "This blood donor is type O, and the patient can accept it."

Xiao Zhengnan said to the doctor: "Transfuse my blood. I am type 0."

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Toss for two hours.Finally, the operating room was pushed away and the wound was stitched up.Tang Guan fell asleep under the influence of the anesthetic.Xiao Zhengnan gave him 800cc of blood transfusion, which is already the maximum amount that a normal person can pay at one time.

When they finally calmed down, the two sat in the ward and guarded Tang Guan's bed.The sleeping Tang Guan still twitched from time to time.

"He cut himself?" Xiao Zhengnan looked at Tang Guan and said. "There have long been rumors that Tang Guan has mental problems."

Bei Xinmiao shook her head: "No. He hurt his arm on the mountain, maybe..."

"Could it be tetanus? The hospital won't be able to detect this, right?"

"I've already given him a tetanus shot. It may be another infection..." Bei Xinmiao couldn't continue.

Xiao Zhengnan understood his thoughts: "You've thought of your father, haven't you? Qiu Jianbo described your father's death—'I couldn't speak when I came down from the mountain until I died of illness.'"

Bei Xinmiao was stunned for a moment.

Xiao Zhengnan comforted: "Don't worry. Tang Guan will be fine. We will return to City A at dawn. I know the best doctor in City A hospital."

"A city hospital..."

Bei Xinmiao showed a wry smile.

Father died in that hospital.The building of the old inpatient department that has been demolished now, and the dust that has been raised in the sky can still be seen clearly in front of his eyes.

Dad, what happened to you back then?