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It was already late at night when we went back, and the lights on the first floor were still on. Xue Ningli thought that Wen Zhou had left it for her, so he opened the door and walked in but saw You Qingge.

You Qingge is very different tonight.

You Qingge, who used to keep people away from strangers and make people feel that the air pressure becomes low and has difficulty breathing, now looks a little fragile, with a rare blankness on his face, his eyes are shining brightly, but the light is broken Come.

Did something happen?

Xie Tong closed the door and walked over, standing beside Xue Ningli and vainly covering Xue Ningli, worried that the other party would say something radical all the time.

This scene fell into his eyes, and You Qingge quickly thought of the fanfiction he read yesterday, Xue Ningli pursued Xie Tong unswervingly and dismissed her, and even said the classic sentence "You are a good person" .

The string called reason in You Qingge's mind suddenly broke.

It was as if a sharp knife easily cut through her arteries, too fast and too urgent, the blood almost gushed out and splashed all over the ground.You Qingge even became hoarse, as if his windpipe had been cut open: "Xue Ningli."

Xue Ningli stopped in her tracks, she had an inexplicable feeling for the other party, maybe it was a baby bird complex, the three words You Qingge were framed in her heart, shining big characters, so no matter how much the other party hated her, she didn't feel angry.

"what happened?"

Xie Tong reacted faster than Xue Ningli, Xue Ningli squeezed the other's hand to signal - she's fine.

So Xie Tong went up the stairs step by step, turning his head twice, only You Qingge, who was full of worries, and Xue Ningli, who was heartless, looked at each other.

"What's the matter? What's the matter, senior?"

Xue Ningli tried hard to recall the good way her younger sister taught her to deal with bad-tempered children, and lowered her voice.

If Xue Ningli's gaze stayed on You Qingge's body longer, she would have noticed that the other party was trembling, and his lips were so white that they were almost bloodless.

But she didn't find it, so she couldn't find the deep meaning in You Qingge's words.

"Let's not get along anymore."

This is You Qingge's most euphemistic way of saying "breaking up the relationship". She lowered her eyes, waiting for the answer. She was so nervous, so nervous.

Xue Ningli was also stunned, she was good at facing the turbulent love, but You Qingge was different, the other party often tilted towards her in disgust.

She bowed her head and wrung her hands, feeling that it was getting more and more difficult. She was clearly trying to avoid the other party and not be annoying, but she was hated even more.

There is a clock next to the TV in the living room. I didn’t find it noisy when I watched TV dramas before, but now every tick of the hour hand is extremely ear-piercing.

Da da da.

Xue Ningli was still silent, and You Qingge didn't say a word. The two stalemate silently. In the end, Xue Ningli was defeated first. She raised her head and tried to maintain her vigorous voice: "Okay then."

"That's it."

Xue Ningli sniffed, held back the tears that were about to fall, and walked upstairs. She didn't understand why You Qingge said such words, and she didn't want to understand.

Just like being bullied for no reason, Xue Ningli couldn't find her fault, and was still criticized as worthless, which didn't leave too many marks in her heart.

You Qingge didn't understand where the mistake happened. Looking at Xue Ningli's back, rationally she should catch up and say something to explain why she said such exaggerated words, but emotionally she couldn't move.

She couldn't reach out and grab something.

You Qingge felt a sore nose inexplicably, walked to the kitchen and drank a few glasses of water to calm down, then went upstairs to sleep.

She thought she would be unable to sleep all night, but she fell asleep in her own wild thoughts. The worst thing was that she dreamed of something she was least willing to face.

"what is this?"

The woman in a floral dress slapped a report card with "98" written on it on the table, her willow eyebrows raised upside down: "Why didn't you get a perfect score this time?"

"Sorry……"

You Qingge changed back to his young self, stood in front of the table and answered her timidly, with tears in his eyes, which were about to fall with a little effort.

"It won't be like this next time..."

"Why can't you get [-] points! Why are you so stupid! How could I give birth to such a stupid pig like you! Don't you feel ashamed!"

The woman is completely unmoved by her tears, the young child is holding back a sob, and the thin shoulders look like they are about to collapse.But the woman raised her hand and picked up the clothes hanger next to it and slammed it on the child.

"How could I give birth to such a waste like you!"

The child tried hard to endure the pain, covering her mouth but couldn't stop the sound of sobbing. She didn't dare to shrink back, and could only let the clothes hanger leave red marks on her body.

"I'm sorry, Mom, I don't dare anymore..."

The child finally couldn't help crying loudly, and knelt down to apologize to the woman: "I'm sorry, mom..."

The woman was tired from the beating, and kicked her down, and the child didn't dare to get up again, shrinking into a small ball.

"Do you know? I lost your father because of you! That man lost me and ran away because of you, a waste!"

The child stood up, but also faltering: "I'm sorry..."

The woman thought it was an eyesore, so she kicked her down again: "Get lost!"

The scene changed, and it was in junior high school. She was tall and thin at that time, and she hadn't been hired as a trainee in the company yet, but her beauty made her unable to blend in with others.

Back home, I was beaten, scolded, and worked as usual.

But that day was different. The woman put on makeup and wore a new dress. For the first time, she became alive in front of her, like a dried flower falling back into the water.

She was in a complicated mood, intuitively feeling that the other party had found a new sustenance, and frightenedly poured out her love without reservation.

"Mom, I love you, I can't live without you."

The woman gave her a look, and put the hand that picked up the hanger back. She may not be able to beat the child when he grows up, and she has to pretend to be confused when she hears the implication: "I'm hungry, go cook .”

One day two days three days.

The woman has always maintained a glamorous look, she slowly let go of her guard, and cried secretly by her mother's bed every sleepless night, wishing that she would grow up and earn money to buy a big house and many beautiful skirts for her mother.

It's a pity that You Qingge lost his woman before she grew up.

It didn't happen on a rainy day like the clichéd TV series, it was just a sunny afternoon like usual, You Qingge walked home, she bought some pork that day to celebrate her mother's birthday.

But before she got downstairs, You Qingge saw a car. She didn't know what kind of car it was or how much it cost, but it was too out of place to park on a street full of dirty water and garbage.

She froze for a moment, then watched the woman wearing the most beautiful red dress, opened the car door, and got in.Before going in, the woman saw her and turned her head to show her a rare smile that was almost never seen before.

Her eyes were tearing apart, she dropped her schoolbag and the piece of pork, and tried her best to run faster than the 800-meter test, trying to catch up with the four-wheeled car.

But she couldn't catch up, she ran until her lungs exploded, she coughed and shed tears together, and finally watched the raised dust fall to the ground and couldn't get up again.

You Qingge understood from that day that money is the most important thing in the world, only money can bring her a sense of security, and nothing else is useless.

The scene turned again, it was in the company's dance studio, everyone was crowded in twos and threes, no one paid attention to her, and she didn't care.

Li Ran wanted to throw an olive branch at her, but she cut it off head on. You Qingge was too cold and stern to let anyone get close.

She doesn't want to grab anything, because she doesn't want to bear the pain of loss.So she deliberately kept the relationship with everyone at the simplest level, and she couldn't go back if she couldn't move forward.

The screen turned again, and she saw Xue Ningli.

The other party still has a smiling face, as if he never feels sad, he can smile no matter what, and is always illuminated by the sun.

The other party reached out to her to help her carry her luggage: "Hi, I'm Xue Ningli."

Xue Ningli is a very profound name.

The picture turned again, Xue Ningli was hugged by her in the haunted house and almost cried, her voice was as soft as cotton candy, it would melt away with a lick.

Xue Ningli waved a bubble blowing toy in the sun, the flying bubbles refracted the light, and also landed on Xue Ningli's face, looking at everyone's pupils were sparkling.

It is the brightest jewel in the world and a treasure more precious than a dragon would covet.

But You Qingge couldn't hold it, she stretched out her hand to grab the other's hand, Xue Ningli disappeared like a moon in water, reminding her not to have it.

why?

You Qingge wanted to catch her so much, until he woke up from the dream and blurted out Xue Ningli's name, and then he couldn't help but laugh.

She woke up in the morning and washed her face. She had no one to confide in and could not make this feeling public. She could only press the boiling emotion back to the bottom of her heart.

Then quietly watched the variety show of Xue Ningli and Xie Tong to promote "Send Me to the Future", watching the two people with smiles on their brows and eyes tacitly doing business, becoming a match made in heaven in other people's words.

You Qingge took the time to go back to the apartment that the company rented for the whole group, took out the dream catcher and hung it on the bedside. He didn't pray for good dreams, but just hoped that he could meet the person he wanted to see in the dream.

While watching Xue Ningli and Xie Tong's show between stages, Li Ran accidentally saw it and was shocked.

"Didn't you already change cp?"

"Yes."

"Then this show?"

"It's not business."

You Qingge really didn't have much interaction with Xue Ningli in front of the camera, and he didn't think about doing business with him anymore. Occasionally, he dreamed back in the middle of the night, and wondered why he couldn't speak clearly at that time, so that the other party could hear it the meaning of.

I like you very much, how about you?

But You Qingge may never be able to say such a thing, she has no way to hold on to anything, the wound in her heart seems to be unable to heal, and she can only use the worst way to find the existence and existence of the other party's love for her in vain. no.

So, do you like me, Xue Ningli?

This is something that will not be asked.

The author has something to say:

Very heavy.But fortunately, Xiao You has Xiao Xue, and the two of them will be very happy.