Reborn business writer

"Open the door," said the person outside.

Na Nan leaned even tighter, swallowed his saliva and said, "You...why are you here?"

"Sorry to ask me? Why didn't you answer my phone?" The voice outside was very angry, "Isn't the final exam already over?"

Nan Nan quietly locked the door, took a step back, and said calmly, "I've been busy recently."

"Busy again?" Zhao Chengyan's nose was almost crooked, "What are you busy with?"

"Busy writing." Na Nanli said confidently.

"Open the door, you want me to talk to you through the door like this?" Zhao Chengyan's voice sank.

Nan Nan hesitated.

"What's your style of hospitality?"

Nan Nan leaned over, thought for a while, and said, "Don't move, I'll let you in."

Zhao Chengyan said angrily, "Who do you think I am?"

Nan Nan heard that he was already very angry, and felt a little ashamed, feeling that what he said just now was too much, as if the other party was a big hooligan.To be honest, Zhao Chengyan has always been an image of a modest gentleman, and he behaves very well.It is too much to think so.

Thinking of this, Nan Nan opened the door guiltily.

Zhao Chengyan walked in with a dark face, and looked down at Na Nandao: "Is it because if I don't come to you, you plan to never answer my calls for the rest of your life?"

"No..." Na Nan said uncomfortably, "I really..."

Before he could say the word busy, his lips were blocked suddenly.

Nannan was taken aback and struggled desperately, but the other party was very strong, and the aggressive kiss made him powerless to resist.Nan Nan was so anxious that he slapped Zhao Chengyan's back desperately. The fierce struggle finally gave him a chance to breathe.

"The door is still open..." he said in panic.

Zhao Chengyan smiled slightly, hooked his foot, and the door slammed shut, "Let's continue."

Na Nan groaned, finally knowing that disaster was imminent, and hurriedly fled in the direction of the balcony, only to be grabbed and dragged back within two steps.

"Bastard! You said you can't do anything!" Nan Nan shouted.

"When did I promise you not to move your hands or feet?" Zhao Chengyan grabbed his waist, and with his other hand, he suddenly pulled the nearest chair out of the way, and then pressed Na Nan on it.

This bedroom is a four-person room, with two beds on each side, and the bed on the right side of the south room is farther from the door.The two struggled and just arrived at the side of Nan Nan's bed, and the chair that Zhao Chengyan pulled casually belonged to Nan Nan.

"No!" Nan Nan panicked, but Zhao Chengyan remained indifferent.For a while, Nan Nan didn't answer his calls, didn't reply to his messages, and didn't take the initiative to contact him.The previous time, he thought he would wake up the rabbit, but later he realized that Nan Nan was not a rabbit, but a clam, as long as he was given a chance to close the shell, he would never come out dead.

For such a person, if he is not given strong medicine, he will definitely run away.

"Don't! I beg you." Nan Nan couldn't help him, raised his head, and begged sadly. There was a longing luster in those round eyes, sparkling, very moving.For such an expression, Zhao Chengyan was the most helpless.

However, when he thought of his recent behavior, Zhao Chengyan felt a fire in his heart.

"Don't be like this..." Nanan lowered his head and begged.

Zhao Chengyan sighed. Although he was angry, he didn't really want to force him.His eyes flickered slightly, let him go, and took a step back.

Nanan breathed a sigh of relief.

"Nan, tell me, how do you feel about me?"

"How does it feel?" Na Nan just stood up from the chair, but Zhao Chengyan immediately pressed him down on the chair again.

"Then let me ask you, do you know what I mean to you?" Zhao Chengyan pressed his shoulder and stared straight at him.

Nan Nan lowered his head and avoided his gaze.

Why don't you know?

In fact, he had a vague idea in his heart, and Zhao Chengyan seemed to have never concealed his idea, and all his actions suddenly became clear when he realized that aspect.Those gentle and considerate have interpreted an answer.And this answer is clear to me, otherwise I would have been with him by accident on the island that day.

It's just... weird...

If he and Zhao Chengyan suddenly rose from the previous relationship to a couple relationship, it would be very strange.It seems that one day you suddenly discovered that your father is not your own father, but a friend of the same generation as you, this subtle feeling...

To be honest, he wasn't ready at all.

not ready...

Nan Nan was startled suddenly. It turned out that what he was struggling with was not same-sex love, nor whether he liked Zhao Chengyan or not, but an inexplicable persistence in his heart...

After living in the world again, everything was developing in an orderly manner in the direction he planned, but the appearance of Zhao Chengyan suddenly disrupted his plan, making him a little at a loss.If he really walked with Zhao Chengyan, then Nan didn't know how to take the next step, the road was unknown.However, if he sticks to the original direction, then everything is under control.

Choose the unknown, or choose to take everything under control... For the nature of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, the second is probably the best choice, right?

Nanan's silence made Zhao Chengyan's heart sink slowly.Once again things were not in line with his speculation.For the first time, he originally thought that the two had a relationship and the relationship should go further, but the result was just the opposite.The second time, he was sure that the other party liked him, but the other party remained silent.

Is it my fault?

Was it wrong in the first place?

On the island that day, impulsiveness and desire caused troubles, which directly broke the original persistence and took possession of the person who had been silently guarding.Afterwards, he didn't regret it, and even rejoiced because of Nan Nan's reaction. He began to deduce that the other party must have a place for him in his heart, and the possibility was almost [-]%.So, like a mall tactic, he immediately launched an attack, trying to take the city in one fell swoop when the opponent had no resistance.However……

It seems that he is too conceited.

The hand on the shoulder was slowly removed, and Zhao Chengyan's face returned to his usual peace. He stroked Nan Nan's head and smiled, "You are busy with your work, I am leaving."

He straightened up and walked outside.

Still in person, as if nothing had happened.

He even closed the door politely.

The slight sound of locking the door brought Nan Nan back to his senses, and he suddenly realized that Zhao Chengyan had really left.

An uncontrollable disappointment and fear suddenly rose in my heart.

That door seemed to become a huge side knife, falling from the sky, suddenly splitting himself and his world, and each went his own way from then on.Don't look back.

From the time they met to the present, Zhao Chengyan has never had a deep relationship with him. There is no bond of blood or entanglement of interests between him and him.They are independent of each other, and they are each other's passers-by in each other's world.Even if he wants to leave, I can't use anything to restrain him.

The relationship between me and him is really as thin as silk.

Nan Nan suddenly understood that there might have been too many unequal factors between himself and Zhao Chengyan at the beginning, so he planted the seeds of separation in his heart, reminding himself every time:

He will leave sooner or later.

I am just an ordinary person with nothing, but he is a person with status.

The difference is too big.

Even if he is on good terms with himself now, he will leave sooner or later.

……

So, all of this is actually caused by the inferiority complex I brought from the depths of my soul and from the previous life?

Nan Nan lowered his head and clenched his fists.

According to the previous thinking, write novels, publish, earn money, marry a wife, raise a child, and then live like this for the rest of your life.Things are very simple, the purpose is very simple, as long as you work hard, you can definitely achieve it.

Why risk the unknown?

Why bother?

If he wants to go, he can go, completely get out of his own world, and then he can go on in an orderly manner according to the predetermined route.

Why bother with him again?

……Why bother?

Nan Nan stood in the middle of the bedroom, the light was very dim.His shadow became vaguely cast on the curtain, motionless.

I don't know how long I stood there, time is like a still stream, it seems that it has not moved, and it seems to flow away quickly.Nan Nan raised his eyes slightly, and the window of Dongfang Xigua on the computer screen facing him was shaking all the time.

Dongfang Watermelon: What did you do?

Dongfang Watermelon: Is there something wrong?

Dongfang Watermelon: Shout out.

Dongfang Watermelon: Not here?

The subtitles on the screen jumped again.

Nanjixing: I'm sorry, I have something urgent to go out.

Dongfang Watermelon: Huh?

Nan Nan didn't have time to turn off the computer, and ran out of the bedroom door after typing that line.

Whoever he is!

So what if he is the president of the country?

So what if you are extremely ordinary?

So what if the two are very different?

What are you afraid of?

What are you ashamed of?

Like this kind of thing, there is no distinction between high and low because of one's identity.

Nan Nan ran too fast, his feet hooked onto the legs of the chair, his body suddenly staggered and fell to the ground, which made him gasp.The chair was also hooked aside by him, and it jumped twice and remained still.

Nan Nan hurriedly got up and continued to walk towards the door, his leg was hurting from the fall.After the car accident, that leg will always be extremely painful when it is beaten.He slowed down and limped closer to the door.

As I walked, I thought, if I can't catch up with him, I can call him.If he doesn't answer his phone, then he can send a text message.If he doesn't even reply to text messages, he will come to the door himself.

He is a passer-by, who can appear and disappear from his own world at will, and in the same way, he can also stalk him into his world.

Maybe you will encounter many unknown situations, and it may also be beyond your expectations.

But that doesn't matter, anyway, I died once, and most of my wishes in this life have come true.Isn't it just that you can't find a wife?

What does it matter if you can have someone you like?

Thinking like this, Nan Nan stretched out his hand and opened the door.

Suddenly, his body stopped, his legs dragged, he leaned forward, his hands were still on the door lock, and his body formed a ridiculous posture.

Zhao Chengyan was standing by the door, smiling.He was wearing a black coat and a gray scarf around his neck. He was tall and tall, exuding indescribable elegance from top to bottom.He just stood there quietly like this for a long time.The gray corridor ran along his side, making his body look extremely abrupt and eye-catching, like a statue placed here that would not move.

Nanan's eyes widened.

In the dark pupils, the man's eyes full of tenderness were reflected.

original……

he has been...

Are you waiting for yourself?

In a trance, the body was suddenly embraced into a warm and firm embrace.Someone whispered in the ear: "You finally opened the door..."