Reborn business writer

Nan Nan died unjustly, he saved the lives of two people.One person is worth two lives, he thinks it is worth it.The car drove so hard that the body of the car ran over the body, and the death was not painful.

Nan Nan felt that this life was not bad. He was terminally ill and had no money for treatment. He originally wanted to deliberately crash a car to get insurance money, but before he was mentally prepared, the two children suddenly rushed out. out.Then everything went so smoothly.

Well, the parents will get a sum of insurance money, which is an explanation.They don't have to scold every day for raising a worthless waste.

Nan Nan is a waste. His body is so weak that he can't carry his shoulders or hands. He has been weak and sick since he was a child.Several times of serious illness, whether it was his parents or himself, he wished to die, but God made fun of him, and he just came back to life.This disease has been dragging on like this, until now, and finally it is completely cured, it is over.

The last glimpse of the clear blue sky was reflected in his pupils, and Nan Nan slowly closed his eyes.

Didn't go to hell, didn't go to heaven, when Nanan opened his eyes, he was still in the human world.The mother shed tears on the side of the bed, with disbelief and sadness on her face.Father sat down heavily on one side.The face is so young?

In the nostrils is the familiar smell of medicine, which is kind and disgusting.Nan Nan struggled to sit up from the bed, and the hanging needle on the back of his hand dangled.Then he saw his own hand, a thin hand, so pale that the blue veins on the back of the hand could be clearly seen.A needle is being inserted into the blood vessel connected to the nearby vial.

Everything seemed so real, what Nan Nan immediately thought was that this might be the illusion before death, or the illusion after death.No one knows what will happen after death, maybe it is sitting silently on the bed like this now, returning to the time when he was 12 years old when he was first diagnosed with lung problems.These things must be illusory, right?

Nanan thought.He sat up and tore off the hanging needle casually.The mother was still crying. She never thought that her child would have lung problems, and it was a long-term disease that might not heal for the rest of his life.Such children need to invest a lot of money to maintain.

But the family just happened to owe a huge debt.How to do this?

Nan Nan didn't need to die.Because this disease can be cured abroad, as long as it is cured, Nan Nan's life in the future may be very different.But treating this disease requires money, a lot of money.This ordinary family couldn't afford the money, so they chose to control and drag it slowly, and finally there was no cure for it.

Nan Nan sat on the hospital bed in a daze.His parents are gamblers, and Nanan is basically self-sufficient.When I was in elementary school, other parents would come to pick up the children home, but Na Nan always went home alone.

When I was a child, my parents wanted to play mahjong, and they were afraid that the child would get lost, so they usually left Nanguan in the house to fend for themselves.Nan Nan often lay on the window sill and watched the children playing outside, feeling very envious.When alone, Nan Nan likes to watch cartoons and read comic books.Gradually I grew up and could recognize characters, and I liked reading small books again.

When I was a child, there was an underground second-hand book market on the way home. The books in it were relatively cheap. Information books such as English computer vocational skills were a little more expensive, and novels and magazines were completely waste paper prices.Nancou's pocket money just happened to buy these novels and magazines at the price of waste paper, and took them home to read every day, reading them with gusto alone.

Sometimes he couldn't help himself, which affected his studies, and his mother had to take away his books and not let him read them.Nan Nan began to fight wits and courage with his parents, hiding the magazines and novels he bought under the bed, in the closet, and wherever a child could think of hiding things.After the parents beat him several times and still didn't work, they called him a waste and let him fend for himself.

Nanan's friends also think that Nanan is very withdrawn, he knows that he reads novels every day and does not communicate with others, and sometimes he will even laugh slyly while holding a book for no reason.Nan Nan's grades plummeted, and he was punished to stand many times because of peeking at novels in class, but Nan Nan still refused to change after repeated admonitions.

Some people feel that Nan Nan is very pitiful, but only Nan Nan knows how rich his spiritual world is.It seems that there are novels in this world, and he doesn't even need to eat.

Nan Nan finally got a little anxious when he reached high school, because the college entrance examination is a key exam that determines a major turning point in life, and Nan Nan also wants to squeeze on the single-plank bridge to win the chance for himself to enter the university.He was determined to quit novels. He locked all the novels in the closet and forced himself to read reference books, but he always opened the closet involuntarily.When he passed the second-hand book market, he would always turn in involuntarily.

In the third year of high school, everyone knew that Nan Nan was hopeless, including himself.So he gave up on himself and read novels every day, every day.At that time, Internet literature had gradually become popular, and there were a lot of books written. Nan Nan was crazily obsessed with them, and skipped class with a few boys in the same class who were also obsessed with fantasy novels and read them frantically.

After failing the college entrance examination, under the cold eyes of his parents and relatives, Nanan went to Shenzhen, a city where heaven and hell overlap, to survive.Nan Nan devoted the first half of his life to fictional novels. Once he entered the real world, he realized how realistic and cruel the world is.But the cruelty and loss of reality stimulated him to be more obsessed with the virtual fairy tale constructed by the novel.

It's a vicious circle.

His whole life gives people the impression that he is withdrawn and does not communicate with others, like a dark plant growing in a corner, making people feel that this person is gloomy and terrifying at first glance.

Although Nanan didn't think so.

When he came to the point of death, he analyzed it afterwards, which was quite natural.A cowardly person who likes to escape from reality is destined to be eliminated by reality.This is the most profound enlightenment he got from 25 years of life and tragic death.

Never run away from reality, it's there and you can never run away from it.

If you can't escape, then face it bravely.

So at the moment when he was reborn at the age of 12, he made up his mind that he must take a different path.

He will never live the kind of self-enclosed life that says how satisfying his spiritual world is, but in fact it is just escaping from reality.

Never again!

What a joy to start over!

Nan Nan wanted to cry bitterly, he hated his own life very early on, but sometimes there was no turning back at all.Especially when he returned to his hometown on the crowded train with not much money every year, and saw that all his former companions had houses and cars, had decent jobs, and married enviable beauties, There was a big gap in his heart.

He was secretly jealous, and felt sorry for himself.

He has read countless novels. The protagonists in the novels are all ordinary people. One day, they suddenly get a treasure, or meet a noble person. There are too many to count.

Has this kind of thing happened in reality?impossible?

He asked himself every time, he felt that this was a novel after all, it couldn't happen, but he was vaguely expecting it to happen.It seems that some people pass by the ticket office selling lottery tickets, knowing that the chance of winning is smaller than being struck by lightning, but they always think involuntarily: Maybe I will become that one in ten million...

The more impoverished a person is, the more he hopes for a miracle to happen.The same goes for Nanan, he likes to go to the wild, to the garbage dumps where the protagonists in the novels often pick up treasures, but many years have passed, and he still has nothing.

This world is real.

He knew this, but he always had unrealistic expectations until his heart and body died.

However, when he didn't believe in miracles, he was suddenly reborn!

"Let's go." On the second day, the mother felt that the child's stay in the hospital was useless except to spend money, so she applied for discharge from the hospital.

Nan Nan on the bed didn't respond.

The mother frowned. Since waking up yesterday, the child has been in a daze.Although it is said that there is something wrong with the lungs, is it possible that there is something wrong with the head?How much will that cost?Why did I have such a miserable life, and I was born with such a burden!

"Let's go." The mother, who had quarreled with the father several times because of Nanan's illness, urged impatiently.

Nan Nan was still in a daze.

The mother suddenly felt that the future was bleak, and thinking of her being unlucky and living a hard life, and now encountering this kind of thing again, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

The mother's crying finally brought Nan Nan back to his senses, he was really reborn, all this is true!

thank goodness...

Tears could no longer hold back from flowing from my eyes...

Seeing Nanan crying, the mother stopped crying in surprise, "Nanan?"

Nan Nan stared at this young woman, and called softly, "Mom..."

For some reason, the mother was stunned when she called out in a very common way. After a while, she wiped away her tears and said, "Get up and go, just a few days before I will go to junior high school."

Nan Nan nodded obediently, lifted the quilt and slid off the bed.

The father was a truck driver, and he was out doing freight work these days, and the mother took Nanan back to that small home by herself.

As soon as Nan Nan stepped into the house, he was greeted with a familiar atmosphere. The small dilapidated window, the mottled table, and the old-fashioned TCL TV set were all exactly the same as in memory.

so good...

"Nan, just stay at home obediently, I'm going to buy vegetables." The mother said something in the porch, and left in a hurry.

"Okay." Na Nan nodded.

At the age of 12, I seem to be a well-known good boy.

Thinking about it, Nan Nan turned on the TV, and "Legend of the New White Snake" was playing on the TV. Nan Nan was in a trance for a moment. He remembered that he seemed to like watching this TV series back then.When I was young, it was because I liked to see the white lady in it. When I grew up, I thought that if I could find such a virtuous and capable wife, it would be great.

Nan Nan laughed silently while sitting on the dirty cloth sofa.

If I didn't achieve this wish in the previous life, then I must fulfill it in this life.

Now his goal is very clear, one is to earn money to cure his illness, people who have died once will never want to die a second time; the other is to earn a lot of money to buy a house and a car, and then get a beautiful A capable and gentle wife.