Living and working in peace and contentment through the past and the present

【Suqinlian·Ten Years】

I finally met my real parents after they died, they gave me life and they took my life.But I can't hate them because they gave up their lives for me.

My biological parents seemed to know some heaven-defying spells. When I was wandering around my corpse, and when I was anxious that I would not be able to meet Xiaochi, I suddenly felt that I could leave the land of life and death.I was overwhelmed with surprise, and rushed forward recklessly. When I arrived at the agreed place with Xiaochi, I watched Xiaochi standing on the side of the road waiting for me. I looked at Xiaochi quietly from the side of the road. Resolute and determined, and... the happiness that makes me feel painful.

Yes, I feel the pain, obviously happiness is within reach, but at the last moment, I pass it by.I dare not think about what will happen when Xiaochi finds out that I am not there. I am afraid that I will bring pain to Xiaochi. At this moment, how I hope that I will come back from the dead, how I hope that I will hug the happy Xiaochi tightly and say, Xiaochi , wait for a long time.

Maybe my obsession is too deep, no, it should be said that my obsession is too deep, so my soul will linger for a long time after death.My parents, sensed my presence, they pulled me to their side, gave up 40 years of life to give me a second life, should not be called life, they went against the sky, squeezed my soul Locked tightly, and then used their flesh to help reshape my body.When I watched the mother who had never called her mother consume her life with blood and tears, I could no longer bear the grudge against them for abandoning me.

The blood of my parents dripped into my soul drop by drop, and I watched the annual rings of my parents' lives disappear round by round, and they stopped when there were five rings left.My mother cried bitterly on the ground, crying, she could only go so far, and they had to spend three years with their lives to plan a good future for my brother.

It turns out I have a younger brother.My mother told me that Xiaozhuo is a lovely younger brother. They are gone in the future, so I want to take good care of him. My mother also told me that Fenglin Mountain is full of aura and spirits. She told me to practice in Fenglin Mountain in the future. How long will it take to stabilize the soul and use their blood to cultivate a physical body.

Fenglin Mountain, the Fenglin Mountain that Xiaochi mentioned, the Fenglin Mountain that I longed for a long time ago, I went there without hesitation.I thought I could wait for Koike there.I practice hard every day, maybe because I am eager for success, once I almost lost my mind, this time, my parents gave up their last lives because of saving me.

When I woke up again, I didn't remember anything.I don't remember Xiaochi, I don't remember my adoptive parents who loved me so much, I don't remember my biological parents who sacrificed their lives for me, and I don't remember that I still have to take care of my younger brother.However, my cultivation has improved, and I have finally cultivated a whole body of flesh and blood, but I am at a loss, I don't know what to do, and I am buried in the mountains every day without knowing what year it is.I didn't wake up from the trance until Fenglin Mountain was developed.

Gradually, I broke away from this world and was not bound by this world. I was neither a human nor a demon nor a ghost.I don't even know what it is.I wandered around the village at the foot of the mountain every day, seeing the happy smiling faces of their families, I felt my heart was empty, and I suddenly thought of a question, I have cultivated my body, but did I forget to cultivate my heart.

There was only one person in the family. When I stood at the door of his house and looked at the thin boy, a voice sounded in my heart, stay and take care of him.I stayed here, watched the teenagers busy with their daily life, and followed them out of here, but when I set foot on City B, a huge sense of familiarity rushed over me. At that moment, I felt that my soul, which had been cultivated for a long time, was trembling up.

When I met Xiaochi again, I didn't know him, but when he was crying in front of a picture of red maple, my heart contracted inexplicably where I thought there was no heart.I can't refuse all the requests he made to me, I don't remember my name, I only vaguely remember someone who often called Lian in my ear, so when the boy asked me what my name was, I said my name was Lian Xin... But Xiaochi insisted on calling me Qinlian. When I heard this name, I felt that something was about to move in the depths of my soul. However, after ten years of emptiness, I could no longer tell the difference between mood swings.

The lost memories gradually revived in my mind, perhaps because my parents left me with a greater obsession with taking care of my younger brother than I did with Xiaochi, the first thing I thought of was my younger brother An Zhuo.Afterwards, there were always blurry pictures popping up in my mind, especially when I was sleeping, Xiaochi clung to me and lay in my arms, calling softly over and over again, "Lian, Lian, Lian... I am very happy and feel very satisfied.

I thought about it, it would be good to just guard my younger brother and Xiaochi for the rest of my life. My younger brother has Ruan Li, and Xiaochi is loved by others. Although I don't like that man named Duan Yunlian, I know how much that man loves Xiaochi. In his eyes, there was only Koike.Even if he doesn't care much about Xiaochi and ignores him, and hides his great feelings for Xiaochi, I also know that in this life, he will never fall in love with anyone else except Xiaochi.Because of this, I will take a step back later.

Because of my younger brother's childbirth, I spent all my energy, no less than the time when my soul flew away.It took me a year to finally restore my physical body, and this time, I finally remembered the most important things.

Xiaochi, my Xiaoike, he has been waiting for me for ten years!But I didn't remember him, I hated myself, I swear, in this life, I will never leave Xiaochi again, he lives and I live, and when he dies, I will go to hell with him, even if my soul flies away.

【Duan Yunlian article】

When I first saw Yuchi, I didn't expect that I would sink so deep in the future.I am a businessman and think I can use all means to get what I want.But with Yu Chi, I found that all my methods were useless.

He is like a heartless wall, no matter what you do, he will remain indifferent to you.In fact, when we met for the first time, I was only interested in him. He aroused my desire to conquer, no, no, no, I shouldn't say that, I should say, when I saw him for the first time, my eyes He was the only one left. He sat on the pear flower chair in Yun Lian Xuan with his eyes downcast, his lips pursed, drowsy, but when Ruan Li and I were talking about cooperation, he pressed the commission, obviously with a calm expression, but He seemed sure that I would agree with that. I am a businessman, and I have no business disadvantages. I wanted to raise the commission again, but when he looked at me, he couldn't say anything.His eyes are very beautiful, but there is a dead silence in those beautiful eyes, as if there is no soul.

At that moment I knew, I fell.It fell on someone whose name I don't know yet.

The members of the Duan family believe in death.After thinking about my feelings for Yuchi all night, I took a fierce offensive. However, everything I did hit the cotton, and Yuchi didn't respond.He doesn't reject my kisses or physical contact, even if it's going to bed, I believe he will lie flat and let me do it.

But what I want is not a corpse that can only breathe. When I knew that Yuchi had a lover ten years ago, and the lover had passed away, I regretted how much I regretted not meeting Yuchi so early.Everyone says that the living can't fight the dead, but this time I completely believed it.How I wish his lover was still alive, so that he would not be able to take away all of Yuchi's heart and all of Yuchi's feelings.

But when Yu Chi's lover appeared again, how much I hoped that he was dead.That way, at least, I can keep Yu Chi by my side.And when a person named Lian Xin or Qin Lian appeared, all of Yu Chi's eyes fell on that man, even if I was sitting next to him, he would not even look at me.

I thought about giving up, but just thinking about it, I feel my heart tightening. I plan to find someone else to try, even if it is a substitute, as long as it can divert my mind.However, after having Yuchi, I no longer have any desire for others.Just when I was desperate, Qinlian disappeared.His disappearance once again took away all of Yu Chi's emotions, no, or more.

Yu Chi stopped talking and didn't eat or drink anymore. I knew that losing Qinlian again would be a fatal blow to him. He didn't want to live at all. He is now a real walking dead.When I saw him like this, I suddenly thought of what I have done for more than a year. I am not reconciled, I am not reconciled to Yu Chi not taking me to heart. enough.

He doesn't eat or sleep, so I make him tired until he falls asleep.I don't care even if he calls other people's names under me.After he woke up, I advised him that Qinlian came back from the dead and would come back even if she disappeared this time. I also told him that I will take good care of him while Qinlian is gone. Once Qinlian comes back, I won't bother him anymore.

Perhaps it was because of hearing me that Qinlian would come back again, her eyes recovered, and she grabbed me to confirm whether Qinlian would come back.I assure him.He finally smiled.Just waiting for Qinlian to come back every day.

Finally, what he expected came, and a year later, Qinlian reappeared.And it's time for me to retire.I left City B and left this country, I know I'm escaping, but I really can't stand Yuchi being by my side and I don't want to see him.How I wish I wasn't with him all the time!

Before I left, Ruan Li asked me if I could accept Qinlian's existence if Yu Chi was willing to accept me.I was stunned, never thought about this question, could it be possible to do this?I know my position in Yuchi's heart, even if it takes tens of millions of years, I can't catch up with Qinlian, but, but, as long as I can be with Yuchi, I really don't care if Yuchi has Qinlian.Qinlian is Yu Chi's life, I know, without him, there would be no Yu Chi.When I have experienced life and death, what else can I expect?For me, as long as Yu Chi is alive, everything is fine.

Before I left, I hoped that even if there was only a 0.001 chance, as long as Yu Chi told me not to leave him, I would return to him without hesitation, but no.

I wandered in France, the United States, and the United Kingdom for a month, and finally received a call from Yu Chi, who told me, come back.God knows how long I've been waiting for this sentence!I almost cried with joy, I love Yuchi, I only love him in this life, even if I share him with another person, so what?As long as he is alive, as long as he is happy, as long as he has me in his heart, that is enough.

Really enough.

The author has something to say: At this point, it is really over.