Living and working in peace and contentment through the past and the present

What happened this time made Ruan Li extremely angry.

After waking up the next day, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon. Ruan Li put on her clothes and said nothing to An Zhuo, but An Zhuo grabbed the quilt, bit her lip and looked at Ruan Li, who was still dark-faced, and dared not say anything At this moment, An Zhuo remembered that Ruan Li hadn't said a word to him since last night.

Seeing that Ruan Li got dressed and wanted to leave, An Zhuo hurriedly shouted, "Ruan Li..." There was both helplessness and grievance in his voice.

Ruan Li stood there waiting for An Zhuo to continue, but An Zhuo didn't say anything at all.Ruan Li was so determined not to turn around to look at An Zhuo, he was afraid that if An Zhuo showed a slight grievance or other expressions, he would be too cruel to punish An Zhuo.He really really didn't want to experience the feeling of fear last night again.

"I'm going to set up a stall." Ruan Li left this sentence and left without looking back.An Zhuo anxiously wanted to get out of bed and chase Ruan Li, but the rough sex last night made his legs unable to stand up at all, and he fell under the bed even with the quilt. DC, wanting to call Ruan Li, but thinking of Ruan Li's attitude, he finally put that "Ruan Li" in his throat.

Ruan Li heard An Zhuo's muffled humming outside the door, took a deep breath, and forced himself not to go in. He stood outside the door, listening to the movement inside the door, listening to An Zhuo's sobbing, listening to An Zhuo The sound of climbing into the bed... He didn't pick up the things in the living room until everything inside died down, and then he went out and left.

At the subway station, Ruan Li set up the street stall, just sat on the stool and leaned against the wall, and was dazed. Someone came to ask the price, but he couldn't hear it.Thinking of the relationship between himself and An Zhuo now, Ruan Li sighed heavily. He didn't understand why the conflict between the two would increase sharply when they arrived in City B.In the past, in the countryside, he lived leisurely and peacefully every day. He liked An Zhuo who was struggling for life every day, liked An Zhuo who taught him a lot of knowledge even if he was aggressive, and liked An Zhuo who was busy for him... But now ...

Ruan Li was in a sad mood, and it was difficult to continue the business. He wanted to see the young man who had been painting on the bridge these days. He liked the young man's paintings, and he hoped that the young man was still there.

After packing up his things, Ruan Li came to the bridge. The young man was still there, still persistently drawing a picture, but today's scenery is slightly different.It's evening now, but the painting in front of the young man is morning. Ruan Li doesn't know if the young man started painting here in the morning, or if he imagined the morning. However, the morning that the young man interprets is not very different from a normal morning. Similarly, there is only a ray of reddish light in the sky between the buildings in the whole picture. That light is the brightest place in the whole picture, like a ray of light shining through the darkness, eye-catching.

That ray of reddish light, like hope, shone on the gray world, Ruan Li was deeply touched when he looked at it, he thought, when will he and An Zhuo be like this painting, there is so much hope, Instead of having conflicts all day long, when I think about it carefully, I have been in City B for more than a month, except for the first few days when we get along peacefully, the rest of the days are spent in conflicts.

Perhaps it was because the picture fit Ruan Li's heart's hope too much. Ruan Li really wanted to know the name of the young man's painting, "Does this painting... have a name?"

The young man didn't expect that someone could speak. Although he was surprised, he continued to paint stroke by stroke, and said hoarsely, "Hope."

"Hope?" Ruan Li smiled, "Not bad name."

After that, the two didn't talk to each other, Ruan Li watched the young man finish the painting, and waited until the sunset.Ruan Li looked at the painting and planned to leave, but before he could turn around, the young man collapsed to the ground in front of him without warning.Ruan Li panicked and stepped forward to help the young man up. Seeing the young man's face pale as paper, he asked anxiously, "Hey, what's wrong with you?"

The young man had passed out, and he couldn't answer Ruan Li at all. Ruan Li was so anxious that he didn't know what to do. Looking around, there were almost no one there.Seeing that there was nothing he could do, he remembered that there was a hospital not far from the art block, so he carried the young man on his back and ran to the hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital, the young man was immediately sent to the emergency room. Ruan Li didn't even know who the young man was, let alone the young man's family members, but the hospital had to keep him, so he could only act as the young man's family members and wait for news.The result of the doctor's diagnosis was very bad. The young man was not only disabled in the heart, but also malnourished. What's more, he became sick from overwork and had a high fever.

Ruan Li thought of all the things that happened to the young man during this period, and he couldn't guarantee whether the young man had a rest.He had no choice but to stay in the hospital and keep vigil.However, he didn't know how much he would affect An Zhuo if he didn't go back that night.

This night, An Zhuo was waiting for Ruan Li at home.An Zhuo, who was frightened last night, didn't dare to sleep alone at all, but he couldn't wait for Ruan Li to come home. In fact, today, he had thought a lot, and he wanted to wait for Ruan Li to come back. Ruan Li said sorry, he knew that Ruan Li was worried because he didn't listen to Ruan Li's words.But he waited and waited, but he couldn't wait for Ruan Li to come back. He thought wildly, thinking that Ruan Li had left and would no longer be with him. Thinking this way, tears flowed down his face. He didn't know, if Ruan Li really left , What should he do? He thought that Ruan Li couldn't do without him, but it turned out that he couldn't do without Ruan Li...

After all, he was only 20 years old. After what happened last night, An Zhuo finally got rid of his quills, leaving only a soft shell.Since he hadn't eaten for almost a day, he was thinking wildly, and because he lost his strength from crying, he fell asleep drowsily on the bed. sleep.

The next day, An Zhuo didn't wake up groggy until after nine o'clock. However, he didn't sleep well and his energy was not good. But thinking that he hadn't eaten all day, An Zhuo struggled to get up and wanted to eat something, so he washed the rice Well, it was cooking in the pot, but An Zhuo was lying on the table and drowsy. He always felt extremely tired and didn't want to move.

I don't know how long I've been lying on the ground. An Zhuo remembered to fry a dish. There was no stock at home, only two green peppers and a few eggs. His stomach was so uncomfortable that he threw down the bowls and chopsticks, and Anzhuo lay down on the edge of the sink and retched. After this bout of retching, all the strength he had gathered so hard to gather was exhausted. Anzhuo had no choice but to stop cooking and serve Drinking a bowl of porridge.

After eating a bowl of white porridge, An Zhuo felt a lot more comfortable in his stomach. He didn't know if it was because of the sexual incident the day before yesterday that he was very tired. After eating, he fell on the bed and fell asleep again.

After this sleep, it was night again, and An Zhuo's energy improved a lot at this time. He looked at the dark night outside through the small window, feeling depressed, and began to think wildly again. Ruan Li hadn't come back for two days and one night, is it today? Won't come back late?Is Ruan Li planning to leave?Where is Ruan Li now?

An Zhuo leaned against the head of the bed, thinking of Ruan Li, his eyes were foggy, his teeth were biting his lower lip, with indescribable desolation and grievance, he just looked out the window without knowing what he was looking at.

After a long time, An Zhuo murmured softly, "Ruan Li, I miss you..."