Living and working in peace and contentment through the past and the present

Ruan Li stayed at home to recuperate because of her injury, and An Zhuo went to set up a stall at the gate of the mountain alone, which also avoided the embarrassment of being together for a long time. Since Ruan Li kissed An Zhuo unconsciously that day , There is always a weird feeling between the two, as if something is different.

Half a month later, Ruan Li's injury was almost healed, and his actions were basically unhindered. After half a month of precipitation, both of them tacitly buried the kiss in their hearts and returned to their previous state.It was mid-December at this time, and the weather was getting colder and colder. The carbon dioxide exhaled turned into water mist and evaporated. The weather turned colder, and the most beautiful time of Fenglin Mountain was about to go away. More and more people came to climb the mountain to enjoy the maple leaves. Few, except for Sundays, there are basically no people.

The peak season is coming to an end, and An Zhuo's stall is also affected. Ruan Li's paintings and fans made at home are sold less and less, and the income is obviously much less.After the leaves of the red maple fell, Anzhuo's stall ushered in the off-season.

After the off-season ushered in, the life of the two gradually became more leisurely. Although they still set up stalls every day, they were not so busy. They just stayed at the stalls, and Ruan Li was not so active in making fans and small paintings, and went home every night. In the end, I spared no time to draw a masterpiece, and after the painting was finished, it was framed and kept as my own collection.

After being free, An Zhuo began to think about his future path. He couldn't spend his whole life guarding a small stall. He graduated from high school in the summer. After a few years, he had no money left, so he thought about earning some money at home first. He wanted to go out Chuang Chuang, the money he earns in half a year is not too much, but it is enough for a period of time after going out, but he is a little timid, the farthest place he has been to is the city of his own city, no matter how far away, he has never gone out.The outside world is said to be colorful, but there are too many temptations and too many uncontrollable things. He is afraid that he will lose everything after going out.

But, after all, he is a 19-year-old young man with a full-blooded youth. He yearns for the future and big cities. Even though he is a little timid in his heart, he still wants to try it out. How to survive in a big city?Society is not necessarily as miserable as one thinks.

After dinner, An Zhuo cleaned up the table, pulled Ruan Li around the table, and occupied one side of the table. An Zhuo wanted to talk to Ruan Li about his thoughts. After organizing his words, An Zhuo said, "I I want to go out and have a look next spring.”

"Go out? Where are you going?" Ruan Li was a little flustered when he heard what An Zhuo said. If An Zhuo wanted to leave, did he not want to live with him anymore?Is it because of that kiss?He grabbed An Zhuo's hand, frowned, his eyes were full of anxiety, "Do you not want me anymore?"

An Zhuo was taken aback for a moment, looking down at the hand held by Ruan Li, he felt his heart beating a little faster again, under the not-so-bright warm yellow light, he looked at the intersecting hands, and suddenly remembered that He didn't know what kind of kiss it was, his face turned red again, and he quickly withdrew his hand, he glared at Ruan Li angrily, "What do you want, the legs are on your body, if you follow me, I will drive you away? If I really wanted to drive you away, I would have driven you away long ago."

Really, it's as if he's breaking up.

Thinking of the word breakup, An Zhuo's face changed slightly, and he became more and more unsightly. He realized that he was becoming more and more abnormal, so he even thought of that.Thinking that the source of everything came from someone, An Zhuo glared at Ruan Li again.

Clearing his throat, An Zhuo went on to say, "I haven't decided where to go, I just want to venture out, the world outside is very big, I want to see more when I am young. You have been here for a while Yes, I saved some money for you, do you have any plans?"

Ruan Li didn't even think about saying, "I'll follow you, I'll go wherever you go." Seemingly noticing An Zhuo's complexion, he said eagerly, "You know, I've been with you in modern times If you don't even want me, I really don't know what to do, I haven't been out of the county yet, and I don't know anything about the outside world."

"I told you I didn't want you!" An Zhuo took a break from the sudden anger, and tried to calm down his calm heart, "I don't know what I will look like when I go out, maybe I won't be able to eat enough and have no place to live , I’m afraid you, a young master, can’t bear to follow like this, besides, if you are alone, according to your painting level, you can support yourself by selling some paintings after you go out.”

"I'm not afraid of suffering. Didn't I do well during this time?" Ruan Li's tone was a little urgent. He didn't want to be left by An Zhuo. He wanted to be with An Zhuo all the time. He could bear it no matter how hard it was. When he was free, he would also think about why he listened to An Zhuo so much and did this and that without complaining. After thinking about it, he finally came up with an answer that he didn't want to see An Zhuo being too tired, and he thought, if another person Woolen cloth?Will he be so obedient? After thinking for a while, he also got an answer, no.Even if someone saved him, he would not stay in someone else's house, he would definitely go back at any cost.

"Besides, I once said that I will take good care of you. I will always be with you and earn a lot of money. After I go out, I will not let you have enough food and no place to live. Believe me " Ruan Li looked straight at An Zhuo, with firm eyes, "I really don't want to be separated from you."

An Zhuo and Ruan Li looked at each other. He saw his own reflection in Ruan Li's eyes, as if he was the only one in the other's eyes. I don't know if it was influenced by Ruan Li's last words, or maybe Ruan Li said He would take care of him, and he found that his originally calm heartbeat was agitated again. It is impossible for outsiders to explain how difficult the life after his parents passed away. Every time he came home, there was only an empty house waiting for him. I want someone to be at home, someone who can accompany him and take care of him. Although he is a man, he still needs to rely on...

Blush crept across her cheeks quietly, and her delicate face was even more beautiful. An Zhuo lowered his head to prevent Ruan Li from seeing his strangeness, and muttered in a low voice, "Follow if you want, don't complain to me if you can't stand it, When the time comes, you won’t be able to leave even if you want to.”

Ruan Li needs him, but why doesn't he need Ruan Li?It turns out that Ruan Li has more and more weight in his heart...

Looking at Ruan Li, An Zhuo stood up and entered the West Room, Ruan Li looked at An Zhuo's attitude, a hanging heart finally let go, and a cheerful smile appeared on his face, he never thought of being with An Zhuo Zhuo left, at first hearing, flustered for no reason in his heart, thinking that he would never see An Zhuo again, he was eager to catch the person in front of him, An Zhuo grabbed his heart and made him worry about gains and losses, he He didn't dare to think about why he was like this, he wanted to live like this forever.

Gently got on the bed, looked at An Zhuo nestled in the bed, Ruan Li smiled slightly at An Zhuo's back, turned sideways, stretched out her strong arms to hook An Zhuo into her arms, felt There were so many people struggling in his arms, he tightened his arms and said, "Don't move, the cold air is coming in, you are afraid of the cold, lean against me to sleep, I am warm."

An Zhuo stopped struggling and hugged Ruan Li in search of warmth. After a while, his cold body finally warmed up, not only his body but also his heart.

The two embraced each other and fell asleep. This was the first time since that kiss that they were so close.