traveling doctor

Doctor Kou looked up at Tianguang, feeling that the future was bleak, but he was optimistic after all, because the next moment, he compared himself with Yao Shuo, and when he thought that the old guy didn't even have a water gun, he felt very balanced.

Elephant Buster—Kou Tong tore off the label, thinking that the name sounds domineering, but I hope the function is also domineering.

Kou Tong walked along the narrow road unhurriedly, just like a leisurely tourist.Then he came to the end and found another fork in the road—

Kou Tong stopped in his tracks, stretched his slender fingers into the trigger of the water gun, and turned the lightweight water gun around his fingers.

Choice is a very magical thing. It is painful when there is no choice, and it is also painful when there is choice.Some economists have proposed the concept of so-called "opportunity cost" in order to make it easier for humans to understand.

The cost of embarking on one path is to give up the other path.

Kou Tong thinks this is very reasonable, and this is the pain of choosing - no points will be awarded for the right choice, and points will be deducted for the wrong choice.No matter how you choose, the future is unknown, and there is a great possibility that you will regret it, or... it may lead to the same goal by different routes.

Perhaps one person cannot occupy too many social resources. According to some men's thinking, the 72 concubines of the Sangong Sixth Courtyard should be the ultimate dream, but didn't Emperor Jiajing almost let the maids strangle him to death?For an emperor who flipped cards every night and planned to take a rest for a while, people from all walks of life would suspect that there was something wrong. If you think about it carefully, he is actually no different from a duck.

Confused when the future is uncertain, and also confused when the future is diverse, because no one can be separated, no matter how good a person is, it is impossible to take two completely different paths in life.

Kou Tong stood in place, glanced at the left and right sides respectively, and felt that the road ahead was difficult and dangerous on either side - on his left was a clean path, with emerald green vines extending from both sides, and a lot of green vines on it. Knowing what kind of flowers, it looks like the promenade where newcomers walk side by side at a wild wedding. It is very beautiful-of course, the fly in the ointment is that Qin Qin stands at the end.

And his right hand side, as if to explain "there is only a thin line between heaven and hell", even the sun can't shine in, it's so dark that you can't stretch your fingers out, Kou Tong forgot to look over there, feeling the blowing from inside of the cold wind.

Kou Tong withdrew his foot, waved his hand in Qin Qin's direction, and asked, "Is it okay to talk? Isn't it soundproof?"

Qin Qin looked at him with the same look of a hungry ghost staring at the steak, with a kind of morbid and crazy persistence, and a kind of depression like the calm before the storm on his expressionless face.

"Okay," she nodded, "I can hear you."

Kou Tong tilted his head slightly and asked, "Can't you come over?"

"No," Qin Qin said, "This is the rule of lovers. Only those who stand at the fork in the road can choose which side to go. You can only come over, I can't go through."

Lover’s rules——According to Lao Yao’s theory, Tarot cards have their own rules. Qin Qin is familiar with these things, and her paranoia makes her believe in them, so she has no ability to surpass them in this space of consciousness projection However, when she becomes more angry, frustrated and crazy, she will ignore all morals and rules-even if they are made by herself.

That's when she loses control of all her cards.

Kou Tong rubbed his chin with his index finger.

Qin Qin stretched out a hand to him: "Come on, come here, come to me. I was wrong that day, I won't lose my temper in the future, and I don't blame you for breaking my two cards. I will be very good to you, come with me."

Kou Tong smiled, did not answer her directly, and asked again: "Then tell me, what are the rules of this card?"

"It's a choice deep in your heart." Qin Qin said, "Every time you walk through a fork in the road, you will face a dilemma in your heart. The further you go, the closer this choice will be to the deepest part of your heart—but don't worry. , I will withdraw this card immediately."

Kou Tong raised his eyebrows, so his current combination of choices is - Qin Qin and pain?

Apparently, Dr. Kou was [-]% sure that he didn't have such painful thoughts no matter whether it was deep in his heart or shallow in his heart.

So he raised his head, leaned against the low wall next to the branch point, took out a cigarette, put his hands together to block the small wind from the right, lit it, and remained silent for a moment.

This made the man's usually gentle face stained with an indescribable ruffian, his brows and eyes drooped slightly, as if suppressing a cynicism that was not humane.

"Qin Qin." Kou Tong finally spoke when a cigarette was almost exhausted, "I always remember what my profession is, and I sympathize with any patient who is sent to me or other colleagues, and I know , Sometimes, it’s not their fault that they do unreasonable things, I’m a doctor and I have the responsibility to accommodate patients.”

He pulled the corner of his mouth slightly, showing a fleeting sneer, and then extinguished the cigarette butt on the wall: "But this does not mean that I am a dough that can be kneaded casually, a saint who tolerates mortals without limit. In my whole life, I have experienced countless life and death things, if you let a little girl like this hold it, you will have no face to live in the future."

After he finished speaking, he put his hands in his coat pocket without haste, turned around and walked the other way.

The moment Kou Tong walked the other way, the ground behind him automatically grew a high wall, sealing off the other side—probably Qin Qin forgot to mention that there is another rule in the lover's card: buy stop Leave the hand, don't regret the card.

As a result, the handsome Kou Tong stepped into a big swamp-like pit with his first foot. Dr. Kou was silent for two seconds, then bent down and pulled out his calf stuck in the mud like a carrot: "Fuck it!" !"

Standing on the spot alone, he fumbled for a lighter for a long time. After lighting it, he looked towards the front - he saw a huge swamp directly in front of him, with bubbling and bubbling from time to time, as if there was something It was like crawling out of it. On the left was the skeleton of an unknown animal. There was a gloomy ghostly aura emanating from the whole road, like the scene of a haunted house. A bat flew into the sky under the light of his small fire. , revealing a pair of blood-red eyes.

Further forward, there is a dense forest where you can't see the bottom, with thorns and thorns, and the cool wind shuttles through the sinister plants, simulating the sound like howling of some kind of wild animal.

Faced with this situation, Kou Tong was silent for a while, then turned around suddenly, and scratched at the wall desperately: "I was wrong, I was wrong, girl, I was being mean for a while, and I didn't see the difference between the pink skull and the real one. I'll go back and choose again, I'm sure I'll choose you without negotiating..."

There was no movement on the cold wall. Dr. Kou was listless, and paused on the ground for a while. With the help of his small lighter and the water bubbles floating on the swamp, he looked at himself with difficulty for a while, and said with emotion: "Your beauty is unlucky."

Marsh menacingly took two bubbles in answer.

Kou Tong picked up a thigh bone from the side, and vigorously tapped it on a big vine hanging down beside him. There was a rustling sound, and Kou Tong withdrew his hand quickly, a shadow of shit yellow Flashing past, I saw a snake's head protruding from the vine, coiled into a lump, stretching its neck, staring at the weak technical nerd doctor with a shape ready to attack at any time.

"What are you looking at..." Kou Tong moved half a step to the side, "Have you never seen a handsome guy?"

The big snake really had never seen a handsome guy before. It swayed on the tree twice, and suddenly rushed towards Kou Tong with the ferocity of a predator. The thighbone on his upper body hit the big snake seven inches with an unbelievable aim, and he rolled up the beast neatly and threw it into the swamp, watching them struggle together, and then they were swallowed by the black monster.

Kou Tong rolled up his trouser legs expressionlessly, pushed aside the vines where the big snake lived, broke off a long branch from the almost dead tree behind him, and opened the way very skillfully, walking forward like a A traveler who has embarked on a certain road of no return without hesitation.

Kou Tong is actually very good at dealing with crises in the wild. After all, as a traveling doctor who can't find anyone when others can use him, he has rich travel experience that others can't imagine.

He has been to snow-capped mountains, had close contact with glaciers at close range, stumbled and fell into lakes with an altitude of more than 4000 meters, and rode bicycles with a group of young people through large plateau no-man's land, drilled through primeval forests, and got lost in the Golden Triangle , confusedly looking for someone to stay for the night, stayed half the night and found something was wrong, only to realize that he was staying at the house of a drug dealer.

Knowing that the sky is high and the earth is far apart, he didn't realize that the universe is infinite, but he became more and more fearless.

How to do it?When he was free, Dr. Kou also pretended to think about it anxiously. If things go on like this, it's one thing that he won't be able to marry a wife. Maybe one day, maybe he will die and no one will know.He once wondered if the gene implanted in his body by the seed many years ago had destroyed the nerve line in charge of fear, but after thinking about it with his toes, he realized that it was of course impossible.

Why is that?

Maybe he was too curious, Kou Tong thought.

He has experienced many good things and many bad things, but he still maintains a high degree of curiosity about everything in the world, like a squirrel coming out of a tree hole for the first time after a winter, seeing Everything feels new, and I want to see everything I see.

Maybe this kind of vitality, which is different from ordinary people, is what the gene transfer really left him-he feels like the wind, he can't stop for a moment, the wind will disperse when it stops, if he stops, he will find In fact, I am not as omnipotent as I imagined.

You will find... all his time is actually stagnant in the late autumn when he was ten years old... Thinking of this, Kou Tong simply cut off his own thinking, so as not to do anything humiliating, and concentrate on walking On the road of Xiao Shu's horror, like hell.

Then he hummed Huang Jinchen's cell phone ringtone in a wild way, which made even bats go crazy, and ran away quickly.

The author has something to say: When Chang Dou was young, the teacher gave such an embarrassing evaluation-you can say that this child is very smart, and he learns things faster than other children, but... probably a little... ...how should I say this?Well, to put it bluntly, it’s a bit of a stick, and it’s one-sided in everything. To put it bluntly, it’s just a little careless.

When I was in the first grade, the teacher taught: "Students should be like this: Sit down in class, keep your feet flat, look at the teacher with your eyes, and your ears are clear. If you want to speak, raise your hand first... I often tease my classmates, what's the matter with you?" ?”

I often tease the children to put down their raised hands and say, "Teacher, I'm hungry. When can I go home for dinner?"

teacher:"……"

"Speech cannot be anything that has nothing to do with class!"

Since then, this sentence has become a golden rule for often teasing children, so one day, he wanted to pee, and often teased the children to bear it, bear it, bear it, couldn't help it, what should I do?

I really want to go to the bathroom... But the teacher said, raise your hand before speaking, and you can't say anything that has nothing to do with class.

Oh, I really can't bear it...

The children at the same table glanced at Chang Dou curiously. He has been afraid to talk to Chang Dou because he thinks he is an alien—the proof is that Chang Dou has a bigger head than all the children.

Later... Later, when I often teased the children, I was honored to pee my pants.

When I was in junior high school, once the math teacher got too drunk and ran into the class to talk nonsense. Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay. The teacher swiped a pen and left a homework question, saying that whoever solves this question will get full marks at the end of the semester. , Exemption.

The teacher was so drunk that my mother didn't even recognize it. When the children were still learning how to prove congruent triangles, I wrote a mathematical physics equation problem with four coordinate axes... Well, it's also called a partial differential equation.

Of course it's impossible to do it, but everyone knows that math teachers are good at everything, but they like to run the train with their mouths full of alcohol, and only the kid Changdou takes it seriously.

He thought about eating, walking, and even dreaming. After class, he went to the community library to look up information. If he couldn't find it, he begged his father to take him to the city library. Yes, walking in full view of the public and bumping into an electric pole, with a big bag on his forehead for three days.

But in the end, he still couldn't solve it. Chang Dou felt so wronged that he was so stupid that he was too embarrassed to cry. In the end, he was so overwhelmed that he fell ill.

When his parents went to school to ask for leave, the math teacher was still wondering why the child was so sick—it can be seen that Chang Dou is the only person in the world who is still thinking about that question.

In a word, he is the kind of person who hits his head against the south wall without looking back, insists on smashing the south wall away, or blows his head off.

Strictly speaking, Chang Dou is not a genius in the traditional sense. He has never been to a junior class, and he can't even do the homework left by the drunken teacher. At best, he can only be an elite who relies on his own efforts.

He worked very hard to be admitted to a key high school, and then to a key university, and finally worked very hard to continue his studies, and finally worked hard to enter the legendary return to zero team, realizing his childhood dream ——Study hard, be a useful person, like those heroes in the movie, hum ha ha, kill the bad guys!

Although the logical relationship between "humming and haha ​​can kill the bad guys" and "study hard" has always been puzzling...

Cough cough... Closer to home, after joining the return to zero team, Chang Dou became a competent technician, worked very hard, got very good grades, and gradually became important—but he was not yet a core member. Department, there is only one core member, and that is a real genius. Chang Dou has always admired Dr. Xu, the core member of the technical department. He feels that he can do everything, so amazing, and has invented so many things.

Every time I see the core members fighting side by side like a family, laughing and playing, Chang Dou will be very envious, especially a person from the Field Service Department, named Fang Xiu. Seeing him, Chang Dou feels as if he has seen I have the same ideal since I was a child—he thinks that a real man should be like that, and he doesn’t care about anything. When others are celebrating, he silently opens a bottle of beer next to him, showing a cynical smile. Laughing and cursing, so handsome.

While working very hard, Chang Dou thought that if one day he could be like Dr. Xu, it would be great.

But one day, he really replaced Dr. Xu and became the core member of the technical department he had dreamed of, but he found that he was not happy at all—because Dr. Xu died.

No one accepts him. Although everyone treats him very kindly, Chang Dou still feels rejected—maybe in their hearts, only Dr. Xu is their family, and Chang Dou is just a poor substitute.All he can do is to continue to work very hard, so that everyone can see his efforts, hoping at least...to get a little recognition from everyone, to get the recognition from...the person he has been watching silently.

This silly chicken coop head, so he couldn't think about it again and hit the south wall again.