non-orc tooth

It turned out that Bai Mo's various abnormal behaviors were all due to his ancestral skills.

To achieve something, you must give up something.Although this technique is not so evil, it also requires the practitioner to make a certain sacrifice: the higher the ability is improved, the weaker one's feelings will be. If there is a psychology of eagerness for success, there will be very bad consequences—— Control your emotions well.Bai Mo's father, Bai Shu, also said when he introduced him that according to the sayings left by the ancestors, the most serious phenomenon is to become another person.

After all, Bai Mo was young, and the reason why he insisted on accepting from Bai Shuna was not pure at all.At that time, he just realized that his own ability was relatively weak, and he hoped to improve his ability with the things passed down from his ancestors.This strong motivation guides his behavior and affects his mentality all the time.Young people are always like this, not taking the advice of their elders seriously.When Bai Shu told him to keep his mind clear of distracting thoughts, he thought it was Bai Shu who wanted to say a few profound words on purpose.By the time he started to feel that something was wrong with him and wanted to follow that warning and return to himself, he had reached the point where he could not turn back.

At the beginning, he just felt a little strange, it was obviously not the time for cultivation, but he was just doing daily activities, why he suddenly seemed to be unable to control his mind, probably just a sudden distraction, he comforted himself, and did not pursue it.Later, I don't know when it started, and it became a short-term inability to control my actions.

It was only a short ten seconds at first, but it also allowed him to attract attention.In such a short period of time, he had already made the point of shaking Xiaoya's hand away.If he did more than this in the future...he didn't dare to think about it...he began to fear that he would hurt the people around him.

His worry gradually turned into fear or even fear. He wanted to talk to his father to see if there was any solution, but he hesitated.If the ancestral practice method is really harmful, it is impossible for my father not to tell him clearly when he taught him.The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this was the case. He began to be afraid to tell his father the scene where his father couldn't say anything. In the end, he might end up with a family worrying there but unable to do anything.

If that's the case, it's better not to say it, because speaking out will not change anything except to increase everyone's psychological burden.

After thinking this way, he felt a little relaxed amidst the heaviness.Let's just bear the secret alone, he thought.

Maybe I was too impatient before, try to slow down the progress of cultivation to see if I can eliminate these negative things.With this ideal in mind, Bai Mo slowed down his cultivation.In fact, he had predicted his own situation too well, and that method could not cure the symptoms at all.After more than a month when he thought he had recovered, that strange thing happened again, and the time was prolonged. Sometimes he could clearly feel the change of his emotions, and then... his hands and feet began to move and do something Things you would never do normally. 1 seconds... 20 seconds... 25 seconds... 30 minute, he watched this phenomenon getting worse and worse.

I don’t know where the original motivation of wanting to become stronger has been discarded. His negative motivation was so strong at that time, maybe it wasn’t all because he wanted to give Xiaoya a sense of security... He actually thought about more things when he was practicing. However, his responsibilities to his family are only one of them, and there are others, which are his responsibilities to the tribe...

But just...he looked at his hands, he couldn't figure out why he was with Xiaoya every time he had an attack.This situation really made him feel helpless and grateful. He was helpless because the sudden outburst of his temper was only aimed at Xiaoya, and the guilt in his heart was getting more and more day by day. He was also grateful that he was not abnormal in front of his parents, so he didn't have to worry about them in front of them.

He has been struggling for a year, he has given up cultivation, but he is becoming more and more unlike himself in front of Xiaoya.All along, his longing for Xiaoya has never been shaken, but in recent months, he has begun to think more and more about whether he should give up Xiaoya. His initial thought was to give Is Xiaoya happy?

Until he beat the small tooth with his own hands, the alarm in his heart sounded.He begins to realize that he can no longer deceive himself like this, and he has to cut ties with Fang.

He had clearly made up his mind before, but now he is beginning to waver.Bai Mo took a deep breath and decided to tell the story.His original concealment was already wrong, and now everyone wants to know, so let's tell the whole story frankly.

Bai Mo may not have the mentality of breaking a jar.

After Zi Yang and Bai Shu finished listening, they were silent for a while, they looked at each other, and Bai Shu said with a troubled face: "So that's the case, you concealed the situation... My child, should I say you are stupid or not?" How about you stay well? That’s how it is in practice. Your abnormality is normal. If you don’t have abnormality, you haven’t practiced right... Alas, I’m still worried that your aptitude will deteriorate. There is no entry..."

Zi Yang completely covered his face, he didn't know what he was thinking anymore, although he was very happy when his son said that he didn't want to burden them mentally, but facing such an oolong, he was really happy Get up: "Please, my son, don't be so awkward all the time, okay? Asu should have said before that if there is any problem, he should come to ask immediately, right? You didn't hear this sentence? ... To you Father, what are you being polite to, idiot!"

Xiao Ya is confused, there are such strange magic secrets in this world?It would be too scary to have one, right?However, Uncle and the others still looked relaxed... These few curious thoughts suddenly occupied his mind, and he couldn't react to anything more.

"I'm so sorry, Xiaoya, my stupid son has caused you harm. Don't worry, there is a way to solve Bai Mo's problem. It's because this kid is too gloomy and refuses to talk to adults, so he made a simple matter It's complicated." Seeing Xiao Ya's appearance, Zi Yang comforted her.

"As for you, haven't you been secretly suspecting that you are not our own?—ah?! You think we will harm you?! There is no way to solve it, how can we let you study? You think that thing is Weeds, can you just find someone to dig them up? Treasures are only treasures in the hands of powerful people, and the talent required to learn that is very high, or your father will easily give it to you?!" Zi Yang was very After making a fuss, he rushed up and hit Bai Mo's head with something he found casually. He wanted to make the child's head clearer!

"So?" Bai Mo looked at Zi Yang eagerly, as if he was not the one being beaten.

"So you want us to forgive you just because of your current appearance?...Don't look at the person who gave birth to you with this kind of eyes!" Zi Yang clenched his fists, obviously he had already said it very clearly..." It's more appropriate for your father to say this kind of thing, after all, this is a secret of the Bai family. "

"The solution is very simple, just go to the place of trial. As long as you pass the test, it is said that you can restore your original normal emotional attitude. The more troublesome thing is that now you have someone you really love, and the family rules in this case Next, you must go to the test with your lover. It is said that it is a separate test for one person who is weak. There is a strange energy in the place of trial. Even if the lover does not want to separate, as long as you enter it, you will immediately meet your own A test to be experienced alone. There are rewards for success and great penalties for failure, and that's the main thing."

Bai Shu spoke out exactly what he knew.

"That is to say, we have to wait for Xiaoya's parents to wake up, and then make sure of your affairs, so that you can go there in a legitimate way." Zi Yang said decisively. "Apologize to Xiaoya first!"

"..." There is still that kind of strange place here? ...the place of trial?Xiaoya became even more confused, too many things happened today...

"Xiao Ya, I..." Bai Mo didn't know what to do at this moment. Although the slap he slapped wasn't his own will, he really felt that he might as well just break up like this, without even looking for a reason. The idea of ​​breaking up was cruel, but now... after hearing Xiao Ya's words, the feeling of being both touched and guilty has been spreading.Now that he knows that there is a solution to the problem he has been concerned about, he is even more afraid to face Xiaoya. When he sees Xiaoya's face, he will feel very heavy...he even feels that his feelings are not as good as Xiaoya's. come true...

"If you have to hesitate even to apologize, I don't think we have anything to talk about." Now if he can't understand what this family is saying, he can go back to the furnace and rebuild it!Xiaoya touched his face, feeling very uncomfortable.

Bai Mo looks like such a mother-in-law!Just kidding, he was the one who was beaten, and he was the one who said the weak words!As a result, now... Looking at Bai Mo like this, why does it seem like apologizing to himself is too difficult? !

"I don't know what you think is the standard of a partner. In my opinion, it is a blessing for two people to walk through the path of life together. The most important criterion for maintaining a relationship is honesty. That is to say, in my opinion In front of you, it doesn't matter if you can completely expose your true self. Can you tell me clearly if you have a problem? Or do you think I'm the kind of person who will gloat and publicize everywhere?"

Fortunately, he still wanted to find a meaningful day to confess everything to Bai Mo, every secret of him... now it seems that he is still too young.

"It seems that we are both young, that's why we don't consider things so carefully. We thought that the relationship between us was already very deep, but we didn't expect that it was just a problem and we couldn't face it together...I know you are very powerful, you I have to be busy with a lot of things every day, and I can't compare with you. I wanted to say "although my strength is very small, I will try my best to bear everything with you in the future", but now it seems that I am self-indulgent Yes. The test in the trial ground must be more difficult than this matter, let's separate."

In fact, calm down and think about it, Bai Mo is really not suitable for him, no matter in terms of ideas or commitments, maybe Bai Mo is much more realistic than him, he likes to dream, so he shouldn't hinder others... Xiao Ya raised his head and looked at it for the last time Glancing at Bai Mo, he sighed, "I'll explain to my parents, I hope we won't be embarrassed when we meet in the future."

He turned his head, and tried his best to force the tears that were about to flow into his eyes. Look, Bai Mo still didn't say a word in the end... The feeling that they felt comfortable together at the beginning might not really be love... I don't know if Xiaoya is gone How far later, he said silently.

The author has something to say: This chapter is written in a messy way...

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