This god is not right

Ivan regretted it.

Why did he think it was a good way to ask Su Nuo for help? !

If there is no "self", he must be [-]% far away from that guy Su Nuo now!

After Su Nuo dealt with the two evil spirits, he didn't hide his body, but followed him and "himself".

Thanks to him, the following journey can be described as thrilling and very noisy, and there is no time to calm down along the way.

That guy Su Nuo has made too many enemies, and from time to time, all kinds of strange monsters and evil spirits, including warlocks, come to Su Nuo to seek revenge, and Su Nuo always comes.Not only did he play with those revenge-seeking things like toys, but he also kept mocking and laughing endlessly.

Ivan was about to be brainwashed, and his mind was filled with Su Nuo's malicious laughter.

Why did I follow Su Nuo before? ?

This guy is really loud! !

Did Su Nuo have such a character? ?

"Didn't that guy always have such a bad personality?" Hearing the answer from "myself", Ivan realized that he seemed to have asked what was in his heart.He looked at "self" who had shown little expression from beginning to end, and his mind was full of questions.

Was I also this indifferent personality before?

How do you feel so different from your impression?The difference is so big that he can't help but wonder, is this really "me"?

This question also exists in the heart of "Ivan".

Is this person really "I"?

How should I put it, whether it's the overly lively expression or the innocent and curious personality, it doesn't match him at all.

The daily life in the temple is not as beautiful as ordinary people imagined.

From the time he really remembered, what he faced was the priests with the same expression, with false smiles all day long, and the blinding white walls.Except for the need to convey God's will, he usually stays in his palace, alone.

No one talked to him except for a few words to be conveyed by the god who didn't know when he would appear suddenly. His only activities were praying for the god and reading the books in the palace.It's mixed with all kinds of brainwashing things like dedicating yourself to the gods.

Such depressing and desperate days have passed through thousands of years, and he has not collapsed and numb, and still maintains his self, which is already a manifestation of his firm will, let alone like the future "he", as if he has never experienced it These are as immature as a seedling, looking at each thing with ignorance and curiosity.

Can the future really change a person so much?

He became curious, so he asked directly. : "What happened in the future? What happened to "I"?" "

"Huh?" Ivan blinked, and told his experiences very softly and obediently.

After leaving the temple, he came to this world and met Su Nuo, then he left this world to go to other places and was regarded as a god and monster, and then he met Oda and the others later, and got what he had always dreamed of.

When talking about topics related to Oda and the others, Ivan had a happy and warm smile on his face. When he talked about being teased by Dazai, he had a particularly vivid expression, and his cheeks puffed up in dissatisfaction. Later, he talked about being teased by Su Nuo. When the fight was miserable, he couldn't help but glanced at Su Nuo who had just finished the fight not far away, and mumbled softly as he leaned closer to him.

"Su Nuo is over the top, he always lied to me, you must not be fooled by him."

"Yeah." "Ivan" nodded slightly, but he sighed inwardly.

There may be a problem with the memory of "I", leading to a change in personality.

Let's not talk about the things that haven't happened in the future, but the encounter with Su Nuo is quite different.

He didn't meet Su Nuo when he transformed from human to curse.Su Nuo was the first "person" he met after leaving the temple.

Not long after he came to this world, he got acquainted with Su Nuo who was a human being. Su Nuo, who was still a human being at that time, had a very bad personality. Although it is the same now, the Su Nuo who was a human being before was even worse.

After all, he is not from this world, and there is a "wall" between him and the world. Su Nuo, who witnessed his sudden appearance, seems to regard him as some kind of rare creature and wants to take it for his own use.

Even if he insisted that he was human, it made no difference to Su Nuo, yelling that I have taken a fancy to you anyway, and you will be my thing from now on, so he was entangled by Su Nuo.

Annoyed, he left when Su Nuo was approached by his enemies, and when he met again later, Su Nuo was turning into a curse.

Su Nuo doesn't remember much about what happened before he was a human being, and naturally he couldn't take the initiative to mention those bad things, but because Su Nuo suddenly became a curse aroused his interest, he stayed in Su Nuo The side wanted to find out the reason why Su Nuo changed from a human being to a curse. Su Nuo, who had just transformed into a curse, had a very bad temper. After fighting each other a few times, they became the current state of walking together without interfering with each other.

This is the experience between him and Su Nuo.

It's fine if Su Nuo doesn't remember, but he didn't expect his future "self" to lose this memory.

The distance from Kyoto was getting closer and closer, and crowded and lively towns began to appear around. Ivan smelled the aroma of food wafting from below the town, and Ivan sniffed his nose for nothing, his throat rolling.

Although he doesn't feel hungry in the soul state, he hasn't eaten anything since he came here. Now after smelling it, he's so hungry qaq.

"Ivan" saw his hopeless appearance from the corner of his eye, and felt a little powerless. He really didn't know where he developed his current child-like personality.And couldn't bear to watch "myself" make that kind of expression, "Ivan" sighed, stopped slowly, fell into the alley of the town under the curious eyes of "myself", then went out from inside, and walked to a In front of the booth, put down the gems and buy a pastry.

"Give it to me?" Ivan blinked his big eyes, looking at the snack handed over by "myself", the light inside it was so bright that "Ivan" felt a little dazzling, tilted his head, and looked in another direction , nodded slightly.

"Thank you!" Ivan cheered, ready to take it, and then found that his hand went straight through the pastry, "Ivan" caught it before the pastry fell, and when he looked back, "I" was already frustrated and aggrieved up.

"Ivan":  …

trouble.

Su Nuo flew over, snatched the snack from "Ivan", tore open the paper bag roughly, grabbed a handful and put it in his mouth, uttering vaguely: "Not bad, this thing is still good." It's delicious."

Then he waved the things in his hands to Ivan with a very proud manner, and finally threw his head up and poured it all into his mouth.

Ivan: qaq

"Ivan":  …

Seeing that "myself" was already tearing up, "Ivan" couldn't hold back the irritability in his heart, and slapped Su Nuo's naked/exposed back with a slap, making a crisp sound: "Don't deal with your troubles, you What are you doing here?"

"I'm dead, those guys are useless." Su Nuo spread his hands, rubbing his chin with one hand, and looked at "Ivan" with several eyes at the same time: "Little devil, it's been a long time since we fought, let's play for a while? "

"It's still interesting to fight with you, those things are not even appetizers."

"No time." "Ivan" refused coldly, flew to Ivan, rubbed his head, and comforted himself, which made "Ivan" feel a little delicate.And Su Nuo, is there something wrong with this guy? Why haven't I seen him talk so much before.

"Fuck, let him solve this kind of brat's affairs by himself." Hearing Su Nuo's unhappy shout behind him, he turned around with some headaches, looked at Su Nuo impatiently, and pointed at him behind.

"Here comes your appetizer."

Thick black fog rolled in, completely covering the sky over the town, the sky was dark, and the dense fog with an ominous atmosphere made the residents of the town a little panicked, and they packed their things and rushed back home in a hurry.

[Double-faced Su Nuo, the poor ghosts who killed my people, today is the day you pay for their lives. 】

Buzzing and indistinguishable male and female voices came from all directions, followed by particularly frightening thunder and lightning as the background accompaniment.

Ivan hid behind "himself", poked his head out cautiously and looked at the black mist ahead, the coercion around him made him a little nervous unconsciously.

The expressions of the two people in front of him didn't change at all, as if the chilling horror in the air didn't exist at all.

"Su Nuo."

"It's so noisy." Su Nuo stretched his muscles and grinned at the black mist in the sky, with a little excitement on his face. : "It's rare for a decent guy to come, kid, don't run around, I'm going to play for a while."

Two-faced Su Nuo rushed into the black mist and fought with something that couldn't see clearly.

"Don't you need to help?" Ivan asked "myself" in a low voice. The things that came this time are much better than the ones before, and even he can feel this.

"Ivan" shook his head, "Don't worry about it."

"That guy will go crazy if he doesn't have a good time."

"Oh." Ivan replied, and obediently stood beside him, looking at Su Nuo who appeared from the black fog from time to time in the distance.

Speaking of which, how did he get along with Su Nuo?How do you feel that the way of getting along between "I" and Su Nuo at this time is also very different from what he remembers.

.....uh...it's been too long, I can't remember, I just vaguely remember that I followed Su Nuo for a while, and then I was often beaten...

But now it seems that there is no?Ivan glanced at "myself" secretly, quickly retracted his gaze before the other party found out, and lowered his head in thought.

I feel that between the current "I" and Su Nuo, it is "I" who takes the initiative?After being rejected by "myself", Su Nuo didn't rush up and beat him up like he remembered?

......

What is this, is it treated differently?Isn't it all "I"? !

Su Nuo is an idiot!

Ivan rubbed his face angrily, thinking that he must settle the score with Su Nuo when he goes back!

As for why not find the current Su Nuo?

...qaq he dare not.

This Su Nuo is really scary, just standing next to this Su Nuo, he feels that it took his boss's willpower to resist the urge to run away immediately.

And they are all Su Nuo, why do you feel that this is more scary?Well, before that, his flame shouldn't have that much effect on Su Nuo.

But when "I" burned Su Nuo's arm with flames, the burning speed was extremely fast.At least twice as effective as his own flame on Su Nuo in his memory.

That's weird, what's wrong?

Or is he not in his previous time now, but in another world?No, no, the soul is the same, he is exactly the same as the present "self", the soul is exactly the same, this is the past self, he can be sure.

But it's really different from the memory, isn't it?

......and many more?

boom--

A deafening loud noise frightened Ivan, his body trembled, and the strange thoughts in his mind were swept away, and he hurriedly raised his head to look towards the place where the loud noise came from.

I saw Su Nuo holding a huge python's tail and raised it high, and then slammed it down on the town below. The snake was so long that even if it fell from the sky, its tail still fell on Su Nuo's hand. The previous situation in the northern clearing reappeared.

Su Nuo laughed wildly while whipping the giant snake back and forth like a rattan whip.

"Are you so capable? Were you arrogant just now? Hahahahahahaha."

Su Nuo's laughter and the giant snake's wailing screams filled his ears, but Ivan's eyes fell on the town that was peaceful just now, but now it was dilapidated.

His good eyesight allowed him to clearly see the panic and despair on the faces of those who had no time to evacuate.

Wait.....there are people there...!

Seeing that Su Nuo smashed the giant snake towards the town again, Ivan wanted to stop it, but just as he moved forward, someone grabbed his wrist and prevented him from passing.

"What are you going to do?" Ivan turned his head, looking at the still calm face of "myself".

"What are you doing? Then there are still people down there, we have to stop Su Nuo, otherwise those people—"

"I will die." "Ivan" glanced indifferently at the town below, and then returned to "myself" with a little puzzlement in his eyes. "Then what?"

"People are going to die."

"No need."

"It will be very troublesome if Su Nuo doesn't enjoy himself."

The ears seemed to be quiet all of a sudden, and his mind was filled with the words of "myself" without any ups and downs. With his calm face in front of him, Ivan suddenly understood what he thought his "self" looked like at this time. .

"god"

The god who messed up his life and left him alone and without mercy.

...How does it feel...Suddenly sad.

"...? Why are you crying?" He shed tears without warning, and the pupils of "Ivan" who had said that with a cold face just now shrank slightly, his cold expression dissipated, and became a little more At a loss.

"What's the matter, is it uncomfortable there??"

He raised his hand, trying to wipe away tears for "myself", Ivan stared at him blankly, the pain in his heart was about to overflow, and his vision became blurred.

It turns out that I used to be like this.

I've become the person I hate the most.

His tears kept falling, no matter how he wiped them, it was as if there were two springs in those misty eyes, which couldn't be wiped clean at all. There was a loud noise and Su Nuo's laughter, which made him feel very bad.

"Su Nuo, get over here!"

Everything was quiet, as if the pause button was pressed all of a sudden, there was no sound at all.

Su Nuo held the dying giant snake, looked at the things in his hand, snorted, let go of his hand, and let the giant snake fall into the town below, and the figure appeared beside "Ivan".

"Smelly brat, what are you doing?" Su Nuo scratched his hair, his tone extremely impatient.

"I haven't played enough yet."

"Ivan" was even more upset than him, holding "myself" and giving him a particularly cold look. : "I'm crying, soothe me."

"???" Only then did Su Nuo notice that he was hugging the stupid kid No. [-] with his face flushed from crying.

"You look so ugly when you cry." Su Nuo bent down to get close to them, touching his chin and smacking his mouth.

"Hiss—what are you doing, brat?" Su Nuo squatted down suddenly to avoid "Ivan"'s hand, which was burning with a golden flame he was very familiar with. After repeatedly patting his head to extinguish the flame, Su Nuo withdrew. Standing up a little distance away, he glared at him uncomfortably.

"You made people cry, soothe me."

"?? It's none of my business??"

"Ivan" raised his chin and motioned him to look back. Su Nuo turned his head and glanced at the messy town, and after turning around, he pointed at Ivan in his arms with a face full of disbelief.

"This kid is crying like this because of this???"

"Are you serious?"

"What do you think?" Seeing his cold face, Su Nuo scratched his hair irritably. : "Is there a mistake? Isn't this guy you? How could you cry because of such a shitty thing?"

"Is something wrong?"

"Either coax it, or get out."

....grass!

Didn't you follow Lao Tzu? ?

Nima's!

"Don't coax!" Su Nuo glared at them viciously.

"Get out." "Ivan" said a word indifferently, and then stopped paying attention to him, turned his head and began to coax "myself" softly.

"? What the hell are you saying again?" Su Nuo's face turned cold, and the terrifying aura in his body became stronger and stronger.

"You let Lao Tzu go out because of such a kid who appeared out of nowhere?"

"Ivan" seemed to have ice in his eyes that would freeze people to death, and his expression was very impatient. :"if not?"

"What are you upset about? It's fine if you make the child cry and don't coax it. Go away and don't hinder me."

"Child?" Su Nuo laughed angrily, "Isn't this the future you? Speaking of which, he's older than you now, right?!"

"Don't tell me you didn't see the problem."

"It's none of my business!" Su Nuo roared, causing Ivan to tremble a few times in "myself"'s arms. When I slowly came back to my senses, I saw the tension between "myself" and Su Nuo in front of me.

"..." "Ivan" rubbed his brows, and was about to say something, when he saw "I" wiped away tears from the corner of my eye, as if I wasn't crying anymore, so I didn't bother to talk to Su Nuo anymore, so I returned Looking over at himself, he asked softly, "What's wrong? Are you still uncomfortable?"

"Is it uncomfortable there?"

His completely different attitude and tone made Su Nuo even more angry, and his fierce eyes shot straight at Ivan.

Ivan: ....?

Fa... what happened... qaq so scary woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo