Dad is the president!

It's time to order, and the staff at the entrance of the amusement park are letting the tourists inside come out, saying that the amusement park is not open on rainy days and will close halfway.

Looking at the people coming out one by one, some were a young couple, some were a few friends, they all came out in twos and threes. The two of us stood at the door and were about to go in. A staff member said mercilessly: "I'm sorry, for the sake of To avoid accidents and dangers, the amusement park is closed on rainy days and will be closed soon, please come again next time, both of you."

The raindrops gradually became heavier. I didn't say to leave, and the people behind me didn't move. I didn't really understand until the number of tourists in the amusement park gradually decreased, almost all of them were gone, and the gate was half closed. I realized that even the gods didn’t help me. I just wanted to have a good time with him and let him understand my heart, but it was all ruined by a rain.

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I also thought of what ABC said to me, should I believe it or not, and there is no reason not to believe it, he may have said it right, it is really impossible for me and that person, the two of us are together, really Nothing good has happened, and this time going to a simple amusement park will encounter such a special situation. Is it because we are a father and son relationship? Do we have to consider whether it is a father and son relationship when we go to an amusement park?

The more I think about it, the angrier I get. The more I think about it, the more I feel that God is playing tricks on people. Why can't we, why can't I let him know my intentions clearly, even if he rejects me, can't I still be by his side? , can they live together as his son? What's the difference?

"I'll bring you next time."

His deep voice came from my ear, and I looked around, and there was no one there, and the rain had already fallen heavily, and the raindrops hit me hard, but I didn't have time to care about it at all.

Turning her head, grabbed his sleeve, and asked, "You will promise me anything, won't you?"

His clothes and hair were wet in many places, but his deep black eyes remained unchanged. He looked at me and didn't speak. I knew he wanted me to continue talking.

It's inevitable that I won't be uneasy, but I don't want to maintain such an unclear relationship with him anymore!I don't want to wait until the next time I come to the amusement park, I want to let him know what I think in my heart, let him know how I feel now!He strengthened his confidence and mustered up his courage, looking at his eyes that were still bottomless.

"Dad, I like you. Don't you want to know why I have escaped from you for more than a year? It's because I like you that I dare not face you."

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46. ​​Confession, being confessed...

The hand holding his cuff was shaking, as if the whole heart was shaking in his chest.

"It was only when I was kidnapped a year ago that I realized what I was thinking. I thought about it many times, and I didn't even dare to face myself at that time. I mistakenly regarded love as family affection. I could only try my best to escape. , fled to a place where no one knew me, and then reviewed myself. I wanted to hide this secret all the time, thinking that no one would find out, but why did you find me, care about me, and let me suppress it with difficulty? The emotions seemed to be ignited by the fire again, I don't want to hold these words in my heart anymore, Dad, I like you, can you accept me?"

Looking expectantly at his shocked eyes, yes, he was shocked, it was the first time I saw this expression on his face, he frowned slightly, those thin wrinkles looked like knives Scratched in my heart, he asked me in a calm voice: "What nonsense are you talking about, who forced you to say this?"

force?He said persecution!

He seemed to take my sincere words as something, and fell to the ground fiercely, his fingers were clenched tightly, his nails were about to dig into his flesh, and he couldn't help shouting at him: "No one forced me to say such words! It's all my thoughts, I want you to understand my thoughts, I want you to accept me! Don't care about the relationship between father and son, why do we have this relationship?! I like you, I like my biological father , can't it?"

There was a wrinkle between his brows and dark eyes that I couldn't understand. He looked at me and said, "Go back today. You should have a good rest and stop thinking about it."

Why is he refusing to talk to me openly?He is perfunctory me, is he just trying to tell me that none of this is possible?

He turned around and almost wanted to leave, even the sleeves in his hands were taken off. The moment the sleeves left the palm of my hand, I already knew that I was delusional, but I was not reconciled!Not reconciled!

He rushed up from the wheelchair, and the moment his left foot touched the ground, he fell to the ground in excruciating pain, but his hand had already reached his trouser leg, and he held on tightly, sniffing hard to keep himself from crying. The one who gave up said to him: "Can you answer me? You told me before that I can only be named Xing. Even if I send it, it can only be sent to your name, right? I haven't changed it this year. Surname, I always remember what you said to me, I study hard, I work hard to make myself more useful, and I don't want to embarrass you."

"Do you know how I felt when I was kidnapped in the basement and saw the video? I was in great pain. I thought you were lying to me. You said you would give me a piece of the sky and you promised me. At that time I have become vulnerable, but I can't help but despise myself, despise myself for having dirty thoughts, I can't believe that I will have such feelings for my father."

I couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain, and it flowed into my mouth together. There was bitterness in the sourness and saltiness, and the clothes on my body were covered with mud from the rain. It turned out that things were not as simple as I thought, and everything was so difficult, which made people cry a long time ago.

"Please answer me and accept me, okay?"

"Do you think I'm a disgusting person? You don't want to see me again, do you? Will you still treat me well? Will you still want me?"

He turned around and squatted down to help me up from the ground. His eyes were blurred with tears and he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. He could only grab his hand like he was grabbing a life-saving straw, not letting go. He stood up.

"I am your father." His voice did not change at all: "I can only be your father."

"Why! No! You are not my father! I don't want to recognize you as my father!" She threw herself on him, hugged his body tightly with both hands, and cried hysterically: "You can't refuse me! Please!" Yes, please don’t reject me, you will promise me everything, right? You said you want to make up for me, right? Why don’t your words count! You liar! You are a liar, please promise me, why can only be my father ! Why do you still do some ambiguous things with me! You like me, what about the piece of sky you promised me at the beginning? You are my piece of sky! Why didn't you promise me!"

He doesn't talk, he doesn't talk!

Why be silent?Why be so ruthless?

Slowly let go of the hand holding him, wiped the tears that kept flowing on his face, saw his unrelenting eyebrows and tightly pursed lips, aimed at his lips without hesitation, and kissed them!

For a moment, the two soft lips touched together, a familiar smell on his body, which can be fully felt from the nose and mouth, the teeth and his lips rub against each other, and he wants to taste a deeper level The smell, the body was suddenly pushed away by him.

"What are you crazy about?"

He looked at me with disgust... he thought I was disgusting...

Sitting on the ground in a daze, his mouth was still slightly warm, but the cold raindrops fell on it, and it was washed away in a short while.

I looked at his fidgety look, and felt like a fool, and even more so, he could have pushed me away when my face was pressed against him, but he didn't, he didn't kiss me. Feeling disgusted, my heart was sweet and painful, and I couldn't help smiling and said to him: "You dare not admit this fact, you are a coward."

He stood up and turned around, ignoring my words, I knew he heard it, but he strode away, and before leaving, he only said to me: "I'll wait for you in the car."

My eyes are blurred again, looking at his gradually walking away figure, it is becoming less and less clear, I hate myself for imagining everything so beautiful, it is simply impossible, I still think that I am different, but he has everything He doesn't want to tell me, even if I confide my inner thoughts again, he seems indifferent, and easily utters ruthless words again and again, but why?If you think I'm not good, you think I'm useless, you don't have to come to me, you don't have to care about me, we don't have to meet again, don't have to live together, isn't it better?

You are a coward, you dare not confess your thoughts to me...

Sitting on the cold ground, the rain was hitting me, the wheelchair was behind me, but I didn’t have the strength to support my body, my first confession was in front of this closed amusement park, it was washed clean by the rain , Even the tears were washed away, not leaving a single drop.

Before I fainted, I thought this way, maybe we really shouldn't be together.

That force from outside hit my neck mercilessly. I know this kind of thing very well... It can be called the second kidnapping, but this time my heart is at peace.

I don't worry about my situation at all, because I have no expectations anymore, and I don't expect anyone to save me. This kind of stupid idea