My people, this home can be very simple, we can even have enough food and clothing, and work hard to make money together for a happy life every day. We all trust each other and there are no lies. "

I looked at his sinking expression, he didn't speak, I just asked: "Can you give it to me? I don't want money! I just want someone who can care about me and not cheat me. I can't tell what's wrong now, I I can't believe you, you are not the Afeng I know...Afeng will not lie to me, he is my only friend, he is the only one who cares about me at the train station, he has done a lot for me, always Think for me, if I hadn't followed you to the South Railway Station that day, wouldn't there have been so many things after that? Afeng would not have become another person."

Yes, since when did it all go wrong.

With trembling arms, Ah Feng hugged my body again very lightly, and buried his face in the socket of my neck, the moist feeling stimulated from the neck to the brain.

"Little canned food..." His voice was hoarse and crying: "You don't need to believe everything I say, but there is one sentence I didn't lie to you, never, I like you, can you feel it, you say I It's not the old Afeng, but even if I become another person, everything I do in the future will be for you. If you don't want the money, we don't want it. As long as you are willing to come with me, where can I rent a small house? , do odd jobs, the two of us earn a small amount of money every day, I can buy vegetables to cook for you, and when we save enough money, we can open a small shop and live together, okay?"

He sniffed, raised his head hard, and said with a smile: "It's different, it's all changed, Afeng, you are just my best friend, best buddy."

He cried, as if a small stream had formed between his neck, flowing down continuously.

This is the first time I saw him cry, crying undisguisedly, he kept saying in my ear: "Can you forgive me, forgive me... Please come with me, I can't lose you, you I can do whatever I want, I can do whatever I want, why don't you accept me... What are you thinking in your heart..."

What is on your mind...

What the hell am I thinking, I don’t know, my head is messed up now, I don’t know what to think, I don’t know what liking is, what is liking between same-sex people.

When I can’t see it, I think about it, when I can’t hear it, my heart feels itchy, I want to know about that person all the time, I feel sad when I see him with others, and I’m willing to do anything for this person... This is liking ?

But why, I feel the same way about my father.

"What exactly is liking...?"

I don't know, but the only thing I know is that if he comes to save me, I won't feel sad to be tortured here these days, I will feel that I am a family member to him, and he is worthy of care and protection People, I just found out now that I like the warmth when he touches my head, the breath of my body when he hugs me to sleep, and the way he always subconsciously picks up shrimp for me when he eats.

Seeing a video of him with someone else, whether it is true or not, you can cry, you can be very sad.

Is this... also like?

A Feng raised his head from my neck, looked at the dried up marks on his face, and asked me seriously: "Little can, do you already have someone you like?"

I didn't dare to look at him, I lowered my head and wanted to say something in denial, but I couldn't say anything.

"Who is the person you like? Who is that person?" He held my shoulders with both hands and kept asking: "Who is he?"

I panicked, he stretched out his hand and raised my head, eyes met, I just wanted to try not to look at him, try not to let him guess my thoughts.

"Xing Suoyan...?"

After he finished speaking, I wanted to shake my head vigorously and try to argue, but before I said anything, A Feng's words woke me up, and he shouted at me angrily: "How can you like me?" My own father! You are incest!"

incest!

"No, I don't like him, I don't have incest, I don't have anything." I wanted to defend myself, but I found that the way Afeng looked at me became more and more weird. I seemed to be hallucinating. He was disgusting me. , he was looking at me with disgust, yes, I actually fell in love with my father, what a dirty thought!

Before our conversation was over, the accident happened.

"Clap" sound.

The iron gate was kicked open from the outside, and people from the Yuan family walked in, all of them fully armed.

The last ones to come in were the man in the suit and Sister Ping. With a gun in his hand, he shouted at A Feng: "What is the password!?"

A Feng let go of his hand on my shoulder and just shook his head.

The man in the suit kicked the torture device on the ground, and cursed: "They're all a bunch of trash! It's unnecessary!" He looked at Sister Ping, poked Sister Ping's chest with the muzzle of a gun, and said harshly: " Didn't you say that your news is reliable? You fucking look at it now, the Xing family didn't plan to get involved anymore when a useless person was arrested, and the police even smashed the place above me! Not only the Yuan family The plan was not advanced, but delayed!"

Sister Ping lowered her head and said nothing, as if she wasn't worried about the gun on her chest.

The man in the suit glanced at me, and then said to his men: "Let's go first, let this kid fend for himself, fuck-fucking police, hurry up, they won't be able to leave after a while!"

The man in the suit walked out ahead of time, and the people behind him hurriedly followed.

A Feng sneaked around behind me, as if he was using a tool to untie the rope on my body. This rope is not an ordinary hemp rope, it seems to be wrapped with a layer of iron. I heard the sound of the pliers behind me, and the rope finally answered. And open.

As soon as my feet touched the ground, they would go limp without any strength. Afeng held me from behind and helped me to walk outside the iron gate.

A Feng whispered in my ear: "Upstairs is the casino of the Yuan family. Now it is full of police. If you are found by them, you will definitely be taken away as a casino. You will go to the other side after a while. The other side of the basement There is a sewer, don't be discovered, I don't worry about you."

My nose is a little sour. At this time, he is still saying that he doesn't trust me.

The two of us just came out of the iron gate, and saw Sister Ping still standing outside, she looked at us two, and said to A Feng: "You go up first, don't make people suspicious, I will take him to the other side."

Afeng glanced at Sister Ping suspiciously, I let go of his hand, leaned against the door, and said to him with a smile: "Afeng, you go up first, don't miss me anymore, I won't go there again The Xing family is gone, you should do more things for yourself, if I want to find you, I will find you."

Before he left, he gave me a deep look, and then said a word: "Don't forget what I said to you."

Looking at his back, I didn't say any more, I just tried my best to forget the things of these days, including what he said, and my dirty thoughts, I didn't miss anything, I forgot all of them.

Sister Ping stretched out her hand to support me, and we walked to another way out, looking up at the wet ground, and the dark and dark direction of the road ahead, my heart is also the same as this road, I don't have the slightest idea, I don't know Whether the road ahead is easy to walk, I don't know what kind of people and things I will meet again, and I even have to look at others with colored eyes.

We didn't talk all the way. At this moment, I can't guess whether she has ulterior motives, and I have done my best.But when we reached the entrance of the sewer, a bodyguard of the Yuan family stood there with a gun in his hand. When he saw us walking past, he raised the gun.

"Mr. Yuan has ordered that this kid can't get out alive."

He pointed the gun at me, and when he pulled the trigger, he wanted to laugh at himself. Sister Ping was still lying to me. She hated me so much that she didn't want me to live.I didn't have any thoughts of avoiding or resisting, but I actually felt that it might as well be like this.

"boom!"

But when the gun rang, my body was pushed towards the entrance of the sewer by a strong force, and I turned my head to look at the person next to me with my eyes wide open in surprise. Sister Ping was shot in the chest, and she used her body to help me block it. After one shot, blood continued to flow out, soaking the clothes on her chest, but the expression on her face was not painful, as if she was relieved.

At the last second of falling into the sewer, I saw her smiling at me when she fell down, and said silently:

"I always wished...you were my child..."

My thoughts didn't have time to react. When I fell, I heard the cursing from the bodyguards of the Yuan family, but the words of Sister Ping filled my head. I felt sour in my heart, oppressed in my chest, and my nose was so sore that it made me gasp Difficulties, Sister Ping is a very good person, but life forced me to do things as a last resort. It turned out that I was not a vain fantasy, and maybe everything Sister Ping did to me was not all illusions.

A sharp pain in the left leg!In the dilapidated sewer, an old thin steel pipe penetrated into the flesh. For some reason, it seemed that my body could no longer feel the pain. When I fell into the sewage, the thin steel pipe floated along with my body.

I feel ashamed of myself. I always want to get the good that others give me. I will not think about it after seeing the superficial layer. I have never considered anything for others, and I have never thought about Ping My sister's past, I didn't notice Ah Feng's feelings for me, and I shamefully developed love for my father.

I wonder if I'm really one, dirty and disgusting

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