Liquidation

Yinhu has been carefully raised for the past few years, and Yinzhen is especially concerned about it during the cold spring and autumn. After finally gaining weight, she lost weight during the time when she was out and about.This time, depressed in the heart, drunk and cold, I just felt that the sickness and weakness of several years came together, and my head was dizzy and not like my own.All of a sudden, he fell ill on the bed, his condition was menacing, and his high fever persisted.

He was hot all over, and he was extremely afraid of the cold.I tossed and tortured myself, and dreamed of the previous life scene in my sleep. Although ordinary people died when they were adults, they lived hard, struggled and entered university, and everyone had equal rights and obligations, and all kinds of frosts competed for freedom.In this life, as long as I can remember, I have to cover up and pretend to be myself.Pretend to be a child to the superior, anxious to curry favor with the big shots, and trembling to the inferior, who sees the contempt of human life, fearing what will happen to him.

The concubine Liang gave birth to him and treated him well, but she couldn't raise him with her own hands. She could only watch him act like a baby in Concubine Hui's arms from a distance; The imperial doctor; the crown prince is high above the ground, often contemptuous and contemptuous; the elder brother only regards him as a wooing target to deal with the crown prince... He just wants to spend this life with his concubine in peace and enjoy the maternal love that he didn't get in his previous life, and he doesn't dare to expect Kangxi His father's love, but Kangxi thinks that he has ulterior motives, and reprimands him.

A father is not a father, a son is not a son, a brother is not a brother, a brother is not a brother!Many complicated thoughts, which have been suppressed in my heart for many years, suddenly came to my mind. He came to the Qing Dynasty after his death. He originally thought that he would be reincarnated and continue to live, but he did not expect to go from luxury to frugality Difficult, despite enduring depression, unable to adapt to the system rules of this era, and he happened to be the eighth elder brother Yinhu who died tragically, under great pressure, and had to face the bleak death situation decades later.

Sick people are extraordinarily fragile. Yinhu's personality already has a lot of pessimism, and he suppresses his melancholy side at ordinary times. At this time, it erupts and dominates his whole mind.Coupled with the fact that his body fell ill, he became lifeless in a daze, and he lost his mind. He actually felt that dying like this could be regarded as changing the ending of the eighth elder brother. Maybe he would suddenly wake up, it was just a dream in the 21st century.

The more cranky he was, the clearer the idea became in his mind.The hint deepens towards the end, like it really is.Yinhu was so exhausted that he decided to gamble his fate, so he simply gave up struggling and resisting, and sank downward like drowning.Bet, bet!Take a bet on whether God will let Aixinjueluo Yinhu die, whether it is really a dream!

As soon as he fell ill, Feng Jing hurriedly went to the imperial physician. The imperial physician came to diagnose and treat him, and found that the eighth elder brother actually wanted to die. He was shocked and reported to Kangxi, and there was a commotion in the camp in the middle of the night.Feng Jing sent someone to find Yinzhen again, thinking that only this master would be able to listen to Yinzhen, so he should call over quickly.

Yinzhen felt depressed, so he went out to gallop on his horse to vent his anger, but when he returned to the camp, the light was dim and the moon was shining in the sky.After thinking about it, he decided to come back to find out Yinhu's mind, but Yinhu resolutely rejected this matter, but whenever there was a ten thousandth possibility, he wanted to try his best and go all out to fight for it.

Unexpectedly, when he came back after making a decision and thinking of a way, Su Peisheng rushed forward in a panic: "Master! It's not good!"

Yinzhen is a calm person, and the servants under him should be taught to be more informed and quiet. He disliked such a flustered look the most, so he immediately reprimanded: "What does it look like! Who's wrong?!"

Knowing that Yinhu is the most important part of Yinzhen's heart, Su Peisheng knelt beside the horse's hooves and shouted, "Brother Ba is ill! The imperial doctor said it might be bad!"

Sure enough, Yinzhen tightened the reins in his hand, and the horse under his crotch raised its front hooves and neighed endlessly.At this time, his body took a step ahead of his brain, he let go of his hands and stepped back along the way, his feet took advantage of the momentum to touch the dismounted horse.Without even looking at Su Peisheng, he ran directly to Yinhu's tent.

Outside Yinhu's tent, a bunch of people had already gathered. Yinzhen and Yinzhi came regardless of whether they really cared or didn't care. Cewang Allah Butan and Wu Rentuya were also there. Yinzhen strode in, just in time. I ran into Kangxi and Liang Jiugong head-on.

He endured the salute, Kangxi's face was ugly, seeing the undisguised panic and anxiety on Yinzhen's face, he waved his hand to signal him to get up, and said in a low voice: "You are back? You...you go in and have a look. Take good care of it."

After Yinzhen heard this, he stood there in a daze. Feng Jing came out with half a bowl of medicine, and only scooped up his sleeves to wipe his tears. Seeing Yinzhen crying, "Si elder brother! Please go and see our master!"

Su Peisheng trotted over from behind, and happened to hear this sentence, was startled, and stepped forward to pull Feng Jing away.Yinzhen opened the tent, first smelled a strong smell of medicine, then saw a large piece of black-brown medicine stained by the side of the bed, walked closer, saw Yinhu lying on the bedding with only his middle coat, his face as pale as Paper, thin beads of sweat on the forehead, eyes closed, dry lips, brows tightly wrinkled, obviously very uncomfortable.

He was afraid in his heart, stood by the bedside, stretched out his trembling hand, and probed for the breath under the man's nose, feeling like a thin thread, as if there was nothing there.The chest rises and falls slowly, as if not moving.Heartbroken, she fell down on the bed, hugged Yinhu tightly, and shed tears.

When Su Peisheng and Feng Jing came in at this time, they all wiped their tears when they saw this.Feng Jing came forward with a medicine bowl in hand and said, "Si elder brother, please help feed the medicine."

Yinzhen moved, turned his face to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, turned around and asked, "What did the imperial doctor say?".

Feng Jing was very sad: "The imperial doctor said that the master has been depressed for a long time, and his body is weak. The prescription is not easy to prescribe. If it is too heavy, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it. I can't drink the medicine even if it is decocted. It will be fine if the fever subsides tomorrow morning." , if you don’t retreat, you won’t be able to make it through, say it’s this time…”

"What this time?"

Feng Jing only knew that he was crying: "Say it's this time, this time - I'm afraid the master doesn't want to live this time!"

Yinzhen couldn't stand upright and staggered back, leaning against the edge of the big tent, his expression fluctuated one after another, his eyes were as terrifying as if he wanted to choose someone to devour.Tong Jia's death did not have such strong emotional fluctuations.The candles in the big tent were flickering and extinguishing, and his heart was churning, Su Peisheng became the calmest person here, and worriedly called out: "Master..."

Yinzhen walked back to the bed slowly, feeling a heavy weight under his feet.He took the medicine bowl from Feng Jing with one hand, and his voice was hoarse: "Go down, and come to scoop up the medicine bowl later."

Feng Jing and Su Peisheng looked at each other, and quietly left.Yinzhen sat on the edge of the bed, with the other hand forward, fingers lightly touched Yinhu's face.

The scalding temperature came from the fingertips, announcing that this person is still alive, maybe he won't be alive in a while, and he himself doesn't want to live anymore.

I don't want to live anymore.When Yinzhen thought of these words, his heart tightened and throbbed.What kind of pain would it take to make this always smiling person despair so desperately?

Yinzhen slowly helped Yinhu to lean against the bed, and wanted to feed him medicine.The boy's body limply fell into his arms, extremely lonely and emaciated.The temperature on the forehead was hot, but the chin could not be opened, and the medicinal juice could not be poured in at all. Only the two thin lips were stained with the brown medicinal juice, which gave them a somewhat moist color.

Yinzhen pressed Yinhu's lower lip with his thumb, stroking it gently back and forth.He finally scooped up the medicine bowl, took a big gulp of it himself, put it in his mouth, lowered his head to open his mouth with his mouth, and slowly passed the medicine juice with the tip of his tongue.After one sip, another sip, until a large bowl is completely fed.

He put the person back under the quilt again, tucked in the corner of the quilt, and walked lightly to the door, handing the empty medicine bowl to Feng Jing who was waiting.Going back to the bed, she took off her coat, got into a quilt, and held Yinhu tightly in her arms, holding her tightly.Whispered in his ear and asked: "You are so cruel, do you even want to give up on me?"

"The promised oath was actually a lie to me?"

"Even if there is something difficult to overcome, why don't you tell me?"

Yinzhen questioned carefully, Yinhu didn't know if he could listen to it, he seemed ignorant, let Yinzhen hold him in his arms, half of Yinzhen's heart was burning and half soaked in ice water, Yinhu didn't respond , my heart was even more sour: "Are you really so cruel?!"

The oath of that night is still in my ears, "Aixinjueluo Yinsi lives for a day, and I will stay with Aixinjueluo Yinzhen for a day, and this ambition will not change." After a long time, we are on the verge of life and death, and everything is about to happen in a blink of an eye. null.Yinzhen's heart was full of unwillingness and pain. Not long ago, he put all his emotions and all his love on this person. How could he—how could he say that he didn't want to live anymore and leave him alone in the This lonely world?

This is not the first time he has asked this question, Aixinjueluo Yinhu, how dare you? !Even if I want to sink into disobedience, I will drag you into darkness forever!

That night Yinhu was in a coma, and Yinzhen only pressed the foreheads of the two of them tightly, feeling each other's temperature, and also stayed up all night, suffering until dawn.

But this night, the surroundings were silent and there were only two people facing each other, waiting with a beating heart, which was surprisingly long.