Rebirth Fate to Die

The author has something to say: Heck, two sentences at the beginning:

1. Absolute third-person prose, don't be intimidated by the No.1 pronoun at the beginning of the diary.

2. The soft girl asks for support! ~Well, I actually want to jump out and look familiar, so don't bother me, everyone enjoy reading the article. ╭(╯3╰)╮

Friday, July 1990, 11, sunny.

The one hundred and eighth day of rebirth.

Today is the most powerless day since I was born again.

After being reborn, I have been working hard, full of hope that I can prevent my family from going to disaster again.Helplessly, I am only five years old now, and I can neither stop the promiscuous Jin Zi's father from cheating for the first time, nor can I stop Yin Zi's mother who knows the truth from getting mad.

This morning, Aunt Cuizhen from the opposite door came to my house to chew her tongue again, and accidentally revealed the "love affairs" of Jin Zi's father outside.

Yinzi's mother was filled with righteous indignation at the time, and she had to go to the person who spread the rumors to explain it.But when Aunt Cuizhen left in disgrace, Yin's mother rushed straight into the factory without saying a word, slapped Jin's father in public, and let her uncle smash the windshield of the tractor in the factory with an iron wrench.

Jin Zi's father was twisted back home by Yin Zi's mother by the ear, closed the door and had a big fight in the east room, until the end of the quarrel even staged a full martial arts.

Little Lolita Charini wanted to go over to stop her, but I stopped her. Based on my 35 years of experience in my previous life, I can guess that it's probably the silver mother who violently cleaned up the gold father.

I try my best to recall the chaotic life of the past 35 years. Although many memories have been blurred, I still remember every quarrel between Jin Zi’s father and Yin Zi’s mother, especially the quarrel between them in childhood.It seems that the pattern is the same every time, arguing, quarreling, and then full martial arts. The only comforting thing is that they have been arguing for a lifetime. Jin Jin's father has never touched a finger of Yin Zi's mother. Maybe it is one of the few golden fathers who do not beat women. Advantages of...

"Xiaohui, why do you think Jin Zi's father is looking for a vixen?" Seven-year-old sister Nizi asked sullenly while lying on the kang.

Five-year-old Xia Jianhui calmly put away the diary coaxed from sister Nizi, climbed onto the kang, and lay down next to seven-year-old Xia Lini, promising with a serious face: "Sister, Jinzi's father and Yin's mother will always be together .”

"Oh! You are still young, you don't understand!" The seven-year-old Nizi glanced at Xia Jianhui contemptuously, got up, lay on the window sill with her chin in her hands, and looked sadly at the moonlight outside the window. Father is too fierce, mother Yinzi should be gentler at ordinary times."

Being despised, Xia Jianhui's forehead was covered with black lines, and he had a strange intuition in his heart: Perhaps the seeds that caused Sister Nizi's unhappiness in her marriage were planted at this time.

"Sister..." Xia Jianhui called out helplessly. He couldn't say a lot of things directly. Even if he told his sister Nizi, who was only seven years old, she might not be able to understand. Silly girl, instead of a post-80 ghost loli who is like a smart girl who knows how to fall in love in kindergarten.

"Papa Jinzi is back!" The familiar sound of a motorcycle came from outside the courtyard. Xia Lini turned her head and smiled sweetly at Xia Jianhui, revealing a pair of cute dimples. , I dozed off."

Xia Lini struggled to get off the kang: "We have to go and see Papa Jin, or he will quarrel with Mama Yin again."

"No, I'm dozing off." Xia Jianhui held Xia Lini back with all his strength, he didn't want her to witness the upgraded confrontation between the golden father and the silver mother.

Since God has given him a chance to live again, he will never allow Xia Lini's heart to be cast with another layer of shadows.From the moment he opened his eyes and saw Sister Nizi after his rebirth, he silently vowed in his heart: In this life, he must make Sister Nizi who loves him the most happy.

Suddenly, Yinzi's mother yelled angrily from the east room: "Divorce? Xia Laijin, you shameless person, under the pretense that you are going to settle with that vixen, but it turns out that you will be with that vixen when you come back in such an afternoon." My old lady is getting divorced? That little Hu Meizi has given you ecstasy soup again, right? Huh?"

"Keep your voice down, don't let the children hear..."

Xia Lini was stunned for a moment, and then struggled with red eyes: "Shi Xiaohui, let go, didn't you hear that Jin Zi's father is going to divorce Yin Zi's mother?"

Xia Jianhui pursed his lips, and desperately hugged Xia Lini's waist to prevent her from getting off the kang.

Xia Lini was in a hurry, and began to drag Xia Jianhui to the edge of the kang. After all, she was two years older than Xia Jianhui. Although she was dragging a chubby false lady on her waist, she quickly twisted to the edge of the kang.

Xia Jianhui had no choice but to roll off the kang first, and pushed Xia Lini back onto the kang without caring about Wuzi's knees: "Sister, don't go, I'll go and have a look."

Xia Jianhui stood barefoot outside the door of the east room, quietly listening to Jin Zi's father and Yin Zi's mother arguing: "Damn! I've done all the shameless things, and now I want to lose face." You are going to divorce your old lady and give them a stepmother, so you have the face to raise a child? Is it disgusting?"

"Yinzi, she's pregnant..."

"My old lady has already given birth to you a son and a daughter! She fell asleep in the opposite room!"

"But she is a big girl, and she is pregnant with my son..."

Xia Jianhui, who thought he had become numb to his parents' quarrel, finally couldn't listen anymore. He used to only know that Jin Zi's father was scumbag and promiscuous, but he never thought that he would be such a virgin to his lover.

Pushing open the door suddenly, Xia Jianhui pursed his lips as he stared at his parents who suddenly misfired, tilted his head and asked, "Dad, are you fighting again? Is it because I want a younger brother?"

Xia Laijin blushed, and suddenly didn't know how to speak.

Xia Jianhui still stared at Xia Laijin with piercing eyes, pretending to be expecting Xia Laijin's answer.

Yinzi's mother kicked Xia Laijin angrily, and then urged Xia Jianhui: "Xiaohui, go back to sleep quickly, run outside without wearing shoes in winter, are you sick?"

Xia Jianhui nodded, turned his head and walked back, and closed the door. Before the door was closed, Xia Jianhui suddenly asked, "Dad, what is divorce?"

Xia Laijin looked at Xia Jianhui's cute appearance, with a hint of guilt on his face: "Don't ask nonsense, kid, go back to sleep quickly."

"Oh." Xia Jianhui finally closed the door in satisfaction.

Back in the West Room, Charini and Lolita really haven't slept yet, curled up in a corner in a daze.Xia Jianhui carefully poured some hot water from the kettle on the stove in the main room into the washbasin, then mixed some cold water, brought it into the West Room, and called Xia Lini: "Sister, come wash your face and go to bed."

Xia Lini pursed her mouth, and the tears in her eyes flowed down her chubby cheeks: "Is Jin Zi's father still divorcing Yin Zi's mother?"

Xia Jianhui made a strong promise: "No, Jin Zi's father said that there is no such thing."

Xia Lini opened her mouth, looking at it like that, I don't know if she wanted to say: the divorce was also said by Jin Jin's father.But maybe she felt that Xia Jianhui was really too young to understand what divorce was, so in the end she lay down on the edge of the kang and washed her face without saying anything.

Only then did Xia Jianhui soak his two little feet, which were red from the cold, into the hot water. After his feet recovered, he climbed onto the kang on a small bench and got into the bed.

In the past, Charini could always fall asleep under the covers, but today it took about an hour before her even breathing came out.

Xia Jianhui carefully helped Xia Lini tuck the quilt, and silently promised in his heart: "Sister, you protected me in the last life, and I will protect you in this life."

"Crack!" The sound of the door opening, and the sound of footsteps belonged to Jin Zi's father.Xia Jianhui shrank down pretending to be sound asleep, and covered his face with the quilt.

Xia Laijin gently helped Xia Jianhui pull down the quilt, tucked it under his neck, touched his forehead, watched him silently for a while, and then tiptoed away.

Xia Jianhui squinted his eyes, watching Xia Laijin's back through the slits, feeling very complicated.For this father, Xia Jianhui couldn't tell whether he loved him more or hated him more.In his previous life, when he was a child, he worshiped Papa Jin, admiring that with the help of his two sworn brothers, he started from scratch with courage and skill, and created a huge fortune; when he was older, he hated him, hated him for messing around everywhere, it was extremely absurd, He ruined Sister Nizi's happiness, and even ruined her foundation; later, he blamed him, complained that he could only share suffering and not share wealth, blamed that he was lost in nature by money later, and he was angry with a lot of little ones who caught him. Qing'er is better than a sworn brother who treats him sincerely.

The child sleeps a lot, and thinking about Xia Jianhui feels a little drowsy. In a daze, he returned to his previous life in a daze. Jin's father suddenly had a cerebral thrombosis and was admitted to the hospital. Yin's mother, sister Nizi and him rushed to the hospital after being notified. But when I arrived, I found that a group of women had already surrounded the door of the ward...

Suddenly the screen changed, and Xia Jianhui saw the critically ill Papa Jinzi again. The wolf cub Qiu Xia in the intensive care unit questioned Papa Jinzi with a distorted face: Why did you agree to marry my mother back then, and then stopped marrying, and forced my mother so cruelly? Go for an abortion?

Qiu Xia asked Jin Zi's father again: Are you afraid of seeing me suddenly appear?I ruined your foundation, your daughter's happiness, your son's future, and dragged him into the abyss of depravity. Do you hate me?

However, Xia Jianhui clearly saw the joy and guilt in Jin Zi's father's eyes, but he didn't feel any resentment. He even stared at Qiu Xia's face and died with a smile on his face...

Outside the intensive care unit, a group of brothers and sisters who came out of nowhere were clamoring. They didn't even look into the ward, and they were all focused on fighting for the imaginary property. Xia Jianhui had a headache and couldn't help drinking too much. One voice: "Shut up!"

When the sound came out, Xia Jianhui woke up. It was just dawn, and he lay under the covers, stared at the ceiling paper, and began to recall everything he saw in the dreamlike scene.

"It turns out that Qiu Xia is the illegitimate son of Papa Jin..."

"It turns out that Papa Jin didn't die of anger in the end..."

"It turns out that those things in the previous life were planned in advance by that wolf cub for revenge..."

"It turns out that Jin Zi's father has raised so many lovers in his life, but now this vixen and the wolf cub in her stomach hate him because of feelings, not because of property."

"turn out to be……"

"turn out to be……"

"It turns out that I'm already standing on the bifurcation point, what should I do?" Xia Jianhui looked at his chubby hand with a little irritability, "What else can I do?"

Unknowingly, the last sentence came out, Xia Lini opened her eyes in a daze, and poked Xia Jianhui's face: "Brother, what are you talking about?"

Xia Jianhui shrunk his neck and looked at Xia Lini with a smile: "I'm thinking about how to turn a wolf cub into a rabbit..."

Xia Lini chuckled: "You are stupid, how could a wolf raise a rabbit, at most a dog."