[Black Basket] Star Trail

Kanzawa Jihui pulled the quilt and turned No. 14 times tonight.

...Sure enough, it is not a problem that can be solved by silent counting alone.

Totally, totally, totally sleepless.

What is the reason, no one knows better than herself.Even though he pretended to be calm in front of Akashi Seijuro, the river under the thin ice was already boiling.The girl never knew that the blood all over her body could be so scorching, as if every trace of moisture in her body was evaporated by the temperature of his fingertips. This is obviously the most unreasonable thing, but it is the only thing she can be sure of at this moment: For a second, there are too many things she can't believe.

For example, the voice that sounded in her head at that time.

It was as weak as a baby's little finger, even if it managed to grab someone, it would have no strength at all, but no one could ignore its existence.Kanzawa Jihui only felt that her will and soul were being swept back and forth by this little little finger, it was so light that it was unnecessary to drive it away, but it was so itchy that she couldn't ignore it.

She couldn't even tell whether her trembling was due to his touch or the voice whispering in her ear, but it said this--"I want to."

"I want more from him."

The brown-haired girl buried her face in the pillow, her cheeks were so hot that they would smoke in the next second.

She was by the side when Kanzawa Jiyu and Akashi were talking that day, so how could she not hear the deep meaning in what the eldest brother said.The reason why he pretended not to understand was just because he was afraid of being seen by the two people, which would only add to the embarrassment.

Kanzawa Norie never seriously considered the topic that his brother mentioned.She wasn't shy about admitting her longing, and to say she couldn't even think about it would be taking her too lightly.

Most of the time, she just doesn't take the initiative, rather than dare not take the initiative.

She was ashamed that Akashi Seijuro could stop at that time, but she couldn't.

Akashi is very clear about the extent of her feelings for him, as long as it doesn't conflict with her goals, Kanzawa Norie can do everything for Akashi within his ability.Even though dealing with people isn't her best thing, Kanazawa Norie is willing to make Akashi laugh when he's depressed and calm him down before he starts to get angry.Her reaction at that time was also quite clear, she was not controlled by him and pretended to pretend, but, but... In short, there was no need for Akashi Seijuro to stop.

Kanzawa Norie couldn't be 100% sure whether Akashi stopped his movements out of cherishment or rationality, maybe it was both, or neither.She never quite understood all of Akashi's thoughts.

Wait—the girl thought of the worst possibility: Could it be that she didn't want to?

Why not?The time is wrong?Is the occasion wrong?Didn't like her to this extent, so I don't want to?Do you think that the two sides have not progressed to this point, so you don't want it?

The more she thought about it, the less she wanted things to go.Kanzawa Norie rubbed his nose and felt uncomfortable for a while, but decided to get out of bed and go to the socket to pick up the phone.The girl returned to the bed, hid under the quilt and opened the cover of the mobile phone. In front of a light source that was a little too bright, she squinted and read the messages sent by the other party one by one.

Although he is very busy in daily life, as long as it is an email from her, even if it is just a simple and almost trivial "I miss Ah Zheng" or "Good night", Akashi Seijuro will reply.Didn't realize this before, but the ratio of two people who finish the conversation is about 55 out of [-].Kanzawa Norie thought that she was the one who sent the last message every time, but she didn't expect Akashi to participate in the same number of times as her.

...that's such a bad idea.

I thought I could convince myself not to care so much, but it didn't work at all.Rather, she looked even more unhappy.The girl simply closed the phone and put it next to the pillow, pulled the quilt over her head, and fell asleep again.

"Good morning." Akashi Seijuro put the dinner plate on the girl's table, glanced at her casually, but found that they all have one thing in common today.The brown-haired girl thanked softly and began to separate the pairs of small plates and cutlery, not to the red-haired boy - she was avoiding his gaze.

He pursed his lips, and his eyes couldn't leave the girl's pale but obvious purple-black eyes.Kanzawa Norie's complexion is fair, and her skin foundation is also good, but it is precisely because of this that the subtle blemishes stand out more and more.

"Did you sleep well yesterday?" Akashi asked to break the uneasy silence between the two.

When asked, Kanzawa Norie had to look up at Akashi—the girl's habit of always looking into other people's eyes when answering is especially useful at this time. "Well, there is a little bit. Akashi-kun too, right?"

He nodded, but didn't explain why he didn't sleep well.After Kanzawa Norie left yesterday, Akashi was rarely able to get rid of the distracting thoughts in his mind.Even the palms of her hands naturally curled into an arc, and even the lingering warmth of her chest never dissipated for a long time, every inch of her body was clearly remembered, and it was played repeatedly in his mind uncontrollably by Akashi, like A broken player.

But what is derived from this is not a gentle emotion, but a passion that is almost catastrophic.To monopolize, conquer, and completely turn her into himself, imprison her with hugs, surround her with kisses, so that she can't raise the consciousness of escape, and let her sink into the whirlpool with himself.

Akashi Seijuro was not an ascetic.The importance of suppressing sexual desire was never mentioned in either doctrine, and his education was not carried out in this direction at all.Having sex is not a bad thing, as long as you don't let it drive your mind, then it can be a good motivator.

But last night he almost lost control.

If the last trace of rationality in his mind disappeared at that time, the matter would unfold and end beyond anyone's control.Whether it's attractiveness, instinct, or sensibility, the girl's own power is beyond Akashi's estimation.Kanzawa Norie has this kind of power, it seems that once things are related to her, it will exceed Akashi's expectations.She was his greatest surprise, in every way.

"A little bit," he said.

Kanzawa Norie glanced at him, as if she could see his displeasure from the calm expression—or more complicated emotions—so she added, "I'm going back today, next time I'll talk to you With Akashi here, we will probably be able to visit every place we want to go."

The content of the words itself was quite positive, but the girl's tone was not.

She's terrible at lying to Akashi.

"Indeed." Akashi replied flatly.Kanzawa Norie put down the toast, a little jam was on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't notice it herself.They got up too early today. At this time, there was no one in the restaurant of the hotel, and the nearest one was more than ten meters away.The red-haired boy naturally stretched out his finger to wipe the corner of her mouth. The second he touched it, it seemed that all the memories of last night had come back, sweeping through his thoughts like a storm, and when he recovered, he was already devastated.

The two coincided with each other, dazed for a moment.Akashi Seijuro reacted first, retracted his finger, and wiped off the jam on it.Kanzawa Norie blinked, and in the next second, moved his eyes away from Akashi's body, and floated to the empty seat next to him. Obviously there was nothing to see at all, but his eyes stayed on it for a long time.

"Come on! Let's take a picture! Smile—"

Kanzawa Jizheng grinned and put his arms around the girl's shoulders. The two of them looked at the camera. While waiting for the other to press the shutter, the black-haired boy glanced at the girl who smiled softly, and uttered a vague sentence between his teeth. If you are unclear, "Smile for me, this is a once-in-a-lifetime middle school school trip photo."

The brown-haired girl didn't look at him, but her smile deepened as if someone had pulled her lips.

"That's right." Kanzawa Yuki continued to speak without moving his lips, "Where's Akashi?"

"At five o'clock, I'm taking pictures with the basketball team." Kanzawa Norie continued to follow his example. The black-haired boy took a quick look at that direction, thanked his classmates for taking pictures of the two, and then took Looking at the camera, he took the girl's wrist and walked over there.

"Go, I'll take some photos for you two."

"Wait—" Kanzawa Norie was pulled stumblingly by him, but the other party didn't slow down at all, it seemed that for some reason, he was determined to take a photo of the two of them.When the twins arrived, it was just over there. Akashi Seijuro glanced at Ze Jihui, explained to several people, and then left.

Kanzawa Jizheng directly explained what he wanted to do, and Akashi seemed to have nothing to say, and agreed very calmly. "That's troublesome."

Because in the crowd, it is not easy for two people to make too intimate movements, and the result of subconscious restraint is that they look more alienated than ordinary classmates.Kanzawa Norie glanced at Akashi Seijuro, who was [-] centimeters away from her, and suddenly felt that maybe Kanzawa Norisha just made a favor.

"Come closer." Kanzawa Jizheng ordered.The girl moved towards Akashi's direction, the closer she was, the more she could feel his aura, the aura that seemed to be swallowed by a black hole made her feel uncomfortable. "I said, Ji Hui, can you smile a little more happily, this is your first photo, right?"

──It wasn't what Kanzawa Jizheng said, she couldn't remember this fact at all.

The girl glanced at Akashi nervously, and the latter looked back calmly, then reached out and hugged the girl's other upper arm, pulling her closer to him.Originally, he planned to hug the waist, but after all, there were so many people nearby, Akashi didn't want to make it too difficult for Kanazawa Norie, so he settled for the next best thing and chose the arms.If there are clothes blocking it, it will seem less intimate.

Later, when Kanzawa Norie and Akashi looked back at this photo, they would feel that they were really stupid at that time.Being in a panic because of such a completely unfounded thing is like a Heart chasing its own tail, full of illusory pursuits, but unaware that it never existed.

"I seem to have ruined our first photo together." Norie Kanzawa said with a wry smile.

Akashi glanced at it indifferently. For him, the first time is far less important than the last time. How things will develop is simply out of his consideration. it's the same. "Isn't it enough for the next filming to be good?"

Kanzawa Norie tilted her head and thought for a while.

"……Right."

The author has something to say: I worked hard, double update today (dead fisheye

2014-04-08 first release