bullets and roses

When Gong Yuyang rushed over, what happened in the past happened again.

Gu Zhubai wandered back and forth outside the operating room, the anxiety on his face was obvious, his assistant was also full of worry while waiting, his eyes were fixed on the three big characters "in operation" on the operating room for a moment, and he almost put his palm Heart to scratch.

With Gong Yuyang's personality, he should have punched Gu Zhubai when he went up, but unexpectedly, Gong Yuyang walked over calmly.

He did nothing.

When he first received the call, he was really anxious and angry, so angry that he wished that Gu Zhubai could die directly.

But during the short 10-[-] minute journey to the hospital, he also thought a lot.

I think this is a good thing for Luo Muxiao - at least it proves that Luo Muxiao really wants to leave Gu Zhubai this time.

He is no longer under the control of Gu Zhubai, and he is no longer the person who did what Gu Zhubai asked him to do.

What's more, although Luo Muxiao self-harmed himself, it was also revenge for Gu Zhubai - Gong Yuyang actually understood Luo Muxiao, instead of letting him use Li Yuanan's heart for the rest of his life, it might be better to change it to something else now .

Perhaps, Luo Muxiao also thought so in his heart.

I don't know if Luo Muxiao can bear such a major operation twice in a row.

In fact, Gong Yuyang still felt that Luo Muxiao was a little reckless.

Although the hospital has a heart source, what if other accidents happen?He was totally fighting for his life.

"How's the situation?" Gong Yuyang asked.

At this moment, Gu Zhubai seemed to have calmed down a little. He pinched the nasal bone and rubbed it lightly, then opened his eyes tiredly and said, "I've been undergoing surgery all the time."

Gong Yuyang sat on the bench, gave a faint "Oh", and then continued to ask, "What did you force him to do?"

Gu Zhubai did not speak.

Gong Yuyang said quickly: "Gu Zhubai, you should know that Xiao Xiao is a person who is very afraid of pain. You actually forced him to use the knife. He must have done so because he didn't want to stay by your side."

Gu Zhubai seemed to have been told what was on his mind, and he rarely showed an embarrassing expression on his face.

He said nothing more and closed his eyes.

There were only quiet breathing and footsteps in the corridor, and Gong Yuyang didn't say anything more.The violent beating that Gu Zhubai imagined did not appear.

About half an hour later, the assistant asked, "Mr. Gu, what would you like for dinner?"

"I'm not hungry, you go out to eat and then get off work."

"But--"

"It's okay." Gu Zhubai waved his hand and said impatiently, "Don't bother me."

The assistant glanced at Gong Yuyang with some embarrassment, and found that the other party was looking at his phone with his head down, so he didn't say anything more and got off work.

Only Gu Zhubai and Gong Yuyang were left in the corridor.

Gong Yuyang seemed to be still dealing with business, and he didn't raise his head from the beginning to the end.The door of the operating room still didn't intend to open, Gu Zhubai turned around and walked out towards the stairs.

He seldom smokes, especially since he moved in with Luo Muxiao, he has hardly touched cigarettes—Luo Muxiao has asthma, if he smokes, the situation will definitely get out of control.

Gu Zhubai lit a cigarette, took a puff, and his paralyzed thoughts were rescued by nicotine, and his brain returned to normal rotation.

He was seriously pondering why Luo Muxiao would suddenly hit him so hard, just because he didn't want to stay by his side?Does he really dislike himself?

Gu Zhubai's mood gradually became a little irritable. He crushed the cigarette butt on the cement and threw it into the trash can beside him. For the first time, he felt at a loss - he didn't know what to do next. Do.

He didn't let Luo Muxiao go, he was worried that he would show the self-mutilation behavior like today again.

But let Luo Muxiao go, he can't pass the test in his heart.

Gu Zhubai didn't even think about a result in the end, he didn't know what to do.

The only feeling he could remember at that time was panic and fear—more panic and fear than his legs would never be used anymore.

He hugged the pale Luo Muxiao, when the blood in his chest kept gushing out from the wound, he stretched out his hand to stop it, but he couldn't stop it no matter what.

It was as if at the beginning he could only watch Li Yuanan lying in the fire, unable to touch him no matter what.

They were also the people he wanted to protect, but one was helpless as he watched, and the other was forced into such a situation by himself.

For the first time, Gu Zhubai began to think about whether he was doing the right thing.

Luo Muxiao's dream was indeed a bit long.

He dreamed that he was walking and walking in the desert, trying to find an oasis, but he couldn't find it. In the end, he was so thirsty that he could only cut his own wrist and drink his own blood. Charming, probably the more dangerous the more desirable.

Of course he also saw Gu Zhubai, but the man's face was blurred and he couldn't see clearly, but he knew that it was Gu Zhubai, he stood with Li Yuanan, he was not his own Gu Zhubai.

Luo Muxiao stood there thinking, even if you are willing to be with me now, I don't want to be with you anymore.

It was a big gamble for him to take such a step, he didn't want to be Li Yuanan's stand-in anymore, he wanted to leave Gu Zhubai's side, so when he knew that the hospital already had a suitable heart source, Luo Muxiao was considering whether to borrow this The opportunity to completely say goodbye to Li Yuanan and Gu Zhubai.

Luo Muxiao is indeed a person who is very afraid of pain, so he struggled for a long time.

He was thinking that he should give up.

But Gu Zhubai's words are always easy to make people lose their minds.

At that time, he thought very simply - if Gu Zhubai wanted Li Yuanan, then he should return his things to him. In this way, the two of them would be settled, and no one owed the other.

He really didn't want to stay with someone who didn't love him anymore.

In the past, he would have thousands of expectations, but now they have all turned into disappointment. Those disappointments are piled up like a mountain, even if there is a bombardment, they will not be blown away. They have been accumulated over the years, how could they disappear so easily.

Love and disappointment always go in opposite directions.

When disappointment comes, there is no love or no love.

Luo Muxiao just wanted to go far away, and never see any people or things related to Gu Zhubai and Li Yuanan, so he suddenly went crazy and gave himself a knife, and his life was at stake.

He thought very simply, if he died, he would die, and it would be better to die.

It's just a pity that he didn't die, he came back to life.

His heart was beating again, beating vigorously, but he was very clear that Li Yuanan was no longer there.He became another person again.

He will never be himself again.