bullets and roses

Chapter 32 Can't hate or can't let go of love

What Gong Yuyang was driving happened to be the sports car that Luo Muxiao returned. When Luo Muxiao opened the door, he touched the door regretfully before sitting in it.

Gong Yuyang laughed at him: "Why, do you regret giving me back the car now?"

"That's not true." Luo Muxiao said regretfully, "It can be sold for a lot of money."

Gong Yuyang laughed angrily: "If you don't return it to me, are you really planning to sell it? This is a gift from me."

Luo Muxiao said: "I know you won't be angry."

"Tsk." Gong Yuyang patted the steering wheel and asked him, "Or, if you like it, I'll give it to you and do whatever you want."

"Let's forget it. There is no reason to take back the things that were returned."

Gong Yuyang only smiled, and then his tone became serious: "If you are really short of money, just tell me, I'm not short of money here, and it's okay to support you."

"No need." Luo Muxiao said, "You are my father or my mother, how can I let you support me."

"Aren't I your husband?" Gong Yuyang winked at him and smiled, "A certain person said when he was a child that he would marry me when he grows up. Why does he turn his back on him now?"

"Fuck off." Luo Muxiao rolled his eyes and said, "You want me to commit bigamy. Hurry up and drive your car, don't play poor here."

Gong Yuyang laughed for a long time, but didn't let it go: "Hey, when I was a child, I wore a skirt and two braids, not to mention really cute, you are the garden flower of our kindergarten."

Luo Muxiao: "...can you stop mentioning this?"

It reminded him of the fear of being dominated by Yu Meifeng when he was a child.

Although he succeeded in resisting later, he still feels ashamed in retrospect.

He really couldn't understand why Yu Meifeng liked to dress him up as a girl so much when he was a child, and he had to wear a little flower on his forehead.

Gong Yuyang finally stopped laughing, pressed the horn, overtook the car in front, and said, "Auntie is renting a house by herself now, and the conditions... can only be said to be average. I want to give her some money to use, But she refused, saying she couldn't bother me so much. The money to go abroad seems to be loaned... I don't know how she plans to live after going abroad, maybe she needs to work part-time."

The smile on Luo Muxiao's face suddenly froze, he lowered his eyes, and asked after a while: "Is there no money left at all?"

"Probably not. All the assets of your family have been frozen. Uncle is also stupid, why didn't he think of transferring some property?" Gong Yuyang sighed.

"He... He probably never imagined that Gu Zhubai, as his son's husband, would sell him." Luo Muxiao laughed.

"How do you think about that?" Gong Yuyang asked him, "If you plan to go abroad, I still have a few million here, so I can give you some."

"No, I can't use your money." Luo Muxiao shook his head.

"Come on, what's the relationship between the two of us? Why do you still care about these things with me?" Gong Yuyang looked a little angry, "Didn't you take mine as yours before, why are you so different now?"

"It's different now, Gong Yuyang." Luo Muxiao sighed, and said, "I heard that your parents found you a girl of the right family and plan to get married, right? If she knows that the appointment will cause family conflicts. You don't mind, can she not?"

"That matter hasn't been written yet, why are you thinking so much about it?" Gong Yuyang stepped on the brakes and stopped the car on the side of the road, "Are we still brothers?"

"Brothers will settle accounts."

"Brothers will settle accounts..." Gong Yuyang snorted, and said a little unhappily, "If you don't use mine, then you can use the one with the surname Gu. Anyway, you two are still a legal couple now, so it's legal for you to use his." Within the range, besides, he was the one who made your house like this, so it’s fine for you to use his. A lot of things in your house have gone into his pockets.”

"Really." Luo Muxiao froze for a moment, he didn't know about it.

"Well. Many projects of your Luo family were dragged over by him." Gong Yuyang was angry when he mentioned this, "This man is really shameless."

Luo Muxiao avoided this topic: "How long is it?"

"It has arrived."

Luo Muxiao was stunned for a moment, looked out, and frowned slightly.

This is an old community, the floors are not higher than the eighth floor, there is no security guard at the entrance of the community, the walls are covered with all kinds of paint, and some paper and mineral water bottles are even thrown on the side of the wall, let alone greening Yes, a few grasses are considered pretty good.

Yu Meifeng is a person who likes to grow flowers and plants, seeing such a situation, Luo Muxiao's heart ached.

Yu Meifeng lives on the fifth floor. There are many small advertisements for psoriasis on the iron door, and a few big crosses have been scratched.

Not even a doorbell.

Gong Yuyang knocked on the door, and there were footsteps in the room, and the sound insulation was extremely poor.

The door was opened, and Yu Meifeng was wearing simple pajamas, her hair was loose, no makeup, and her face looked haggard.Luo Muxiao's eyes were sour, and he almost cried: "Mom."

Yu Meifeng froze for a moment, then hugged Luo Muxiao fiercely, as if she wanted to embed Luo Muxiao into her body.

Yu Meifeng cried: "Baby, you look thinner, do you not eat well? How is your body? Is there any discomfort?"

A series of questions came over his head and face, Luo Muxiao must have been annoyed before, but now he just feels extremely warm.

Although he has no money, fortunately he still has love.

Yu Meifeng hugged him and cried for a long time before Gong Yuyang said, "Auntie, let's go in and talk, it's not very convenient here."

The three of them entered the house.

After entering the room, Luo Muxiao realized that Yu Meifeng's life was not as bad as he thought. Although the things in the room were very old, they were all cleaned up by Yu Meifeng and placed in an orderly manner. There are bouquets of flowers on the coffee table and dining table, and the orange curtains are gently fluttering because of the breeze, and the breath of life is extremely strong.

There is also a sunflower on the windowsill.

"Sit down for a while." Yu Meifeng poured a glass of water for Gong Yuyang, and a glass of milk for Luo Muxiao, and asked, "Why didn't you say something in advance?"

"It just so happens that you are free today." Gong Yuyang said with a smile, "Just bring Xiao Xiao here, and you two will meet."

Yu Meifeng said: "If I knew you were coming, I would have gone to buy some delicious dishes. Even though my aunt doesn't usually cook, she was a good cook when she was young. Of course, her skills are not as good now."

"I know." Gong Yuyang said with a smile, "When I was young, I liked coming to your house to eat the stewed ribs made by my aunt."

Yu Meifeng was so teased by him that she covered her mouth and laughed straight away. After laughing for a while, she said, "Baby, drink up the milk."

"En." Luo Muxiao nodded heavily, drank the milk completely, leaving a white mark on his mouth.

Gong Yuyang tore up a piece of paper and threw it to him with some disgust: "I always feel like Xiao Xiao hasn't grown up."

Yu Meifeng looked at Gong Yuyang, then at Luo Muxiao, and nodded slightly: "Xiao Xiao, did the doctor say anything?"

"I didn't say anything, just let me rest well, and don't fluctuate too much."

Yu Meifeng's expression was a little sad: "Xiao Xiao, you must take care of your body. If there is any problem with your heart... Now my mother doesn't have so much money to support you to get another heart. But don't worry, if you If something really happens, even if mom asks all relatives and friends, she will definitely let you be well."

Luo Muxiao pursed his lips and lowered his head, and stopped talking.

"Have you considered it?" Yu Meifeng asked him, "Are you going abroad with your mother?"

"I have no idea."

Yu Meifeng sighed, touched Luo Muxiao's head, and asked, "Are you still unable to let go of Gu Zhubai?"

When the real voice in his heart was spoken, Luo Muxiao couldn't hold back for a moment, he sucked his nose, trying to suppress his emotions.Gong Yuyang stood up very wisely and said, "I'll go outside to smoke a cigarette."

There were only the two of them left in the living room.

Luo Muxiao finally spoke, "I don't know what to do."

Yu Meifeng didn't speak, just listened.

"He caused our family to become like this, I should hate him." Luo Muxiao said, "But it was my fault from the very beginning, if it wasn't my fault, he wouldn't have done it... I want to hate him, but I can't."

"Can't hate, or can't let go of love?" Yu Meifeng hit the nail on the head, directly pointing out the core problem now.

Luo Muxiao stopped talking.

Yu Meifeng rubbed his head, smiled softly, and said: "From the perspective of mother, of course I hope you will never have any contact with Gu Zhubai again, but from the perspective of a bystander... From the very beginning, mom shouldn't have threatened him to marry you just to fulfill your wishes, and it seems understandable that he would take such revenge. So mom doesn't plan to persuade you to let him go, you are an adult , you should make your own choices, and no matter what the consequences of the choices you make, you should bear them yourself."

"Mom won't ask you to do anything," Yu Meifeng said softly, "but if one day you want to come back, mother will always welcome you home."

"I don't know..." Luo Muxiao raised his head, his eyes were full of confusion, "I don't know how to choose."

"Listen to your heart, baby." Yu Meifeng said, "I believe you can choose the right one."

Luo Muxiao closed his eyes, thought for a long time, but still couldn't make a final decision.

Reason told him that he should stay away from Gu Zhubai to avoid getting hurt again.

But the fire burning in his heart clearly told him that he was just a moth, he had no choice but to pounce on Gu Zhubai like fate, and burn himself completely.

As early as when he saw Gu Zhubai for the first time, Gu Zhubai became his destiny that he could not escape in this life.

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