bullets and roses

Gu Zhubai had a dream that he hadn't seen for a long time.

In the darkness, he searched for Li Yuanan's figure over and over again. He was eroded by a sea of ​​flames, and his figure gradually disappeared completely - no matter how hard he tried to catch him, he couldn't catch him. He could only watch helplessly as he disappeared.

Then the person standing in the sea of ​​flames suddenly turned into Luo Muxiao.

His body trembled uncontrollably, and he tried to hug him with almost all his strength, but he couldn't.

He retreated bit by bit, his figure gradually eroded by the boundless darkness...

"Lolo!"

Gu Zhubai sat up abruptly calling the other party's name.

"I'm here, I'm here..." Luo Muxiao also woke up, he grasped Gu Zhubai's hand, only to find that the other party was sweating coldly, staring at him blankly in the dark.

The two stared at each other in silence for a long time before Gu Zhubai seemed to realize it and said, "You're fine..."

"Yeah. I'm fine." Luo Muxiao also heaved a sigh of relief, his gaze swept over the opponent's lower body, then he quickly retracted his gaze, and said, "Are you feeling okay?"

Gu Zhubai closed his eyes and did not speak.

"You suffered a concussion because you hit it." Luo Muxiao hesitated, but still chose to tell the truth, "Your legs were stuck in the seat and you couldn't get out, and you were injured."

Gu Zhubai didn't seem to mind his physical condition very much. He closed his eyes and calmed down for a long time, then opened them and said, "I want to be alone for a while."

Luo Muxiao was stunned for a moment, then stood up: "Okay."

Gu Zhubai’s injury was not too serious—fortunately, he dealt with it calmly at the time, and the resistance against the wall did not cause a more serious car accident. The car was considered completely useless, but the police still found some serious accidents in the car. Clue.

Brake failure is possible, but it is impossible to have a problem with the handbrake at the same time. The police preliminarily concluded that someone had tampered with it, and at the same time found a large amount of gasoline in the trunk of the car, which finally led to a very serious body explosion accident. , this manipulative person completely wants to put him to death.

When the police mentioned gasoline, Luo Muxiao thought of Li Mei—but the other party is in prison now, and he can't do such a thing at all.

Who could it be?Luo Muxiao really couldn't figure it out.

Who is so ruthless that they want him to die so much?

"Mr. Luo, don't worry," the policeman closed his pen and said, "This is a very serious murder case. We will definitely investigate and give you an answer."

"Thank you." Luo Muxiao thanked.

He was the only one left in the long corridor. He slid down tiredly against the white wall, and finally sat down on the ground, hugging his head tightly with both hands, and took a deep breath.

The bloody smell on Gu Zhubai's body still seems to be lingering on the tip of his nose - so thick, so strong that it seems that he can't get rid of it in this lifetime.

He never thought that at such a time, Gu Zhubai would choose to push him away.

His life is obviously not important at all.

The blood turned into rain, pouring on the long-withered fields, and the seeds that grew had a strong rusty smell.

Luo Muxiao pushed open the door and walked in, Gu Zhubai turned his back to him, seemed to have fallen asleep.

But before Luo Muxiao took two steps, he heard him calling his name: "Luo Luo?"

"Well, you haven't slept yet?" Luo Muxiao hurriedly responded, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?"

Gu Zhubai turned around to face him with some difficulty, and just looked at him in silence for a long, long time before reaching out his hand: "Are you really... all right?"

Luo Muxiao hesitated for a moment, moved his face closer, and gently rubbed against his palm, like a cute kitten showing its belly, and said in a low voice: "It's really all right, it's just a little scratch, Just put some iodophor on it."

Gu Zhubai seemed to be completely relieved at this moment: "That's good."

"You're so..." Luo Muxiao bit his lower lip, groaning, "What do you care about me? Doesn't your leg hurt?"

"I took the anesthetic, it doesn't hurt too much." Gu Zhubai lowered his eyes, sighed, and said, "I just don't want to repeat the same mistakes."

Luo Muxiao froze for a moment.

"What's more, I can't accept losing you."

Luo Muxiao only felt that his crumbling soul seemed to be hit by Gu Zhubai's words, and he was dragged and smashed to the ground.

Why is he not.

She doesn't want to lose Gu Zhubai.

Luo Muxiao held his palm, exerted a little force, and restrained his flood of tears again, but his eyes turned red.

"Don't cry." Gu Zhubai smiled, and held his palm instead, "Because I don't want to lose you, so I don't plan to force you anymore. Whatever you want, as long as you are happy, even if... I'm with you, it's okay."

"But..." Luo Muxiao sniffed, and said, "But if you're not with the person you like, don't you think that life is meaningless?"

"It's okay," Gu Zhubai wiped the tear from the corner of his eye for him, and said calmly, "Your happy life is my greatest meaning."

"Gu Zhubai, you're really annoying." Luo Muxiao wiped all the tears that he couldn't hold back on Gu Zhubai's sleeves, "I've already sworn, I swore, I won't like you anymore Now, what's so good about liking you? You won't respond to me, and you've been hurting me all the time...but I..."

Luo Muxiao let out a hiccup while talking: "But I just can't forget you."

Gu Zhubai's fingers trembled slightly, and then seriously wiped away the tears from his eyes.

"You seem to have tattoos soaked in blood and blood. After washing, they can leave scars."

"No matter how hard I try to forget you, I can't forget you. I find so many things to do for myself, so that I don't let myself have spare time to think of you, but when I go to bed at night, I even dream of you. I have told myself many times, let’s just forget about it—it’s okay to be a substitute, at least you can still give me tenderness. There’s nothing wrong with being hurt by you, at least the biting pain can prove I am alive." Luo Muxiao cried until his words were broken, "But soon I will become sober again——I was thinking, wronging myself to stay by your side, maybe you have said countless times in your heart, Think I'm an idiot. I don't want to live in a fake world at all."

"I'm sorry Luo Luo." Gu Zhubai hugged his head, patted his back lightly, and said sorry over and over again, "I was too stupid to think that Li Yuan'an's death was related to your Luo family's death. It’s about doing so many things that make you sad.”

"In the beginning I did... occasionally treat you as Li Yuan'an." Gu Zhubai felt Luo Muxiao's body stiffen obviously, but he continued, "But it will soon disappear. Because my consciousness You are two completely different people. Since I realized it, I have never confused you again."

"Really?" Luo Muxiao sniffed aggrievedly in his arms, "Then what is the biggest difference between us?"

He stepped back and looked at Gu Zhubai seriously, as if he was afraid that Gu Zhubai would deceive him again, so he tried his best to see him clearly.

Gu Zhubai rubbed his head lightly, and said firmly, "I love you."

Luo Muxiao was slightly stunned: "Huh?"

"The biggest difference is—" Gu Zhubai said, "I love you."

The wind in summer, the snow in winter, the flowers in spring, and the fallen leaves in autumn are not as good as I love you.

Summer is over.

The temperature dropped rapidly, but the faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus in the air blew in, half of it fell on the body, and half of it entered the bottom of my heart.

When Luo Muxiao came to his senses, he had already proactively moved forward and almost touched Gu Zhubai's lips—Gu Zhubai seemed to be the second rib of his body bestowed by God, no matter how fast he ran No matter how far away, you can't escape the most primitive attraction brought by the other party.

Cupid's arrow pierced his heart deeply and gave it to Gu Zhubai.So no matter how he escaped, he couldn't escape.

Luo Muxiao suddenly patted Gu Zhubai's chest.

Gu Zhubai snorted in pain: "...what's wrong?"

"I haven't promised to reconcile with you yet!" Luo Muxiao doesn't intend to be as stupid as before, he now feels more and more that the bad nature of men is that the easier it is to get, the less they will cherish it.

Gu Zhubai frowned.

"I've been chasing you for so many years." Luo Muxiao said, "I gave you all my hard work and youth. Do you think you can send me away with just two or three words of love?"

Gu Zhubai smiled bitterly: "Then what should I do?"

"Of course you have to pay back a hundred times and a thousand times." Luo Muxiao pouted, "I almost died because of you before, and you almost died because of me today. This round is evened. But our Luo family will die because of you." Bankruptcy, my dad will go to jail, you can find a way to make up for this matter yourself."

"But……"

"I don't care what you think, as long as it satisfies me." Luo Muxiao snorted coldly, "Also, you used me as a substitute for a while, and I will make up for it, let me Think about it...or else I'll be with Gong Yuyang for a while..."

"No." Gu Zhubai's face suddenly sank, "Others are fine, but this one is not."

Luo Muxiao stared at him: "Didn't you say that as long as I am happy is the meaning of your life?"

Mr. Gu was slapped in the face on the spot, he was a little awkward, but he still insisted on this point and did not let go: "Anyway, it can't be done."

"But I just feel very happy to be with Gong Yuyang!"

"Aren't you happy with me?"

Luo Muxiao said: "I'm not happy! I'm all sad when I'm with you! Could it be that you think I'm happy?"

Gu Zhubai also stopped his movements suddenly, he knew better than anyone else that Luo Muxiao would really not be happy with the things he did.

He lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry, Luo Luo."

"Anyway, you can recruit yourself." Luo Muxiao jumped off the bed, "When I forgive you is up to me. Anyway, I haven't forgiven you yet."

When Luo Muxiao arrived at the door, Gu Zhubai still looked at him eagerly.

Luo Muxiao turned his head to look at him fiercely: "Do you understand?"

"Understood." Gu Zhubai said, "Then you...then will you come to the hospital to see me again?"

"Nonsense." Luo Muxiao snorted, "You think I'm as cruel as you? Anyway, you became like this because of me."

"Okay." Gu Zhubai's eyes lit up, "I'll wait for you."

I don't know why, Luo Muxiao's heart softened just once when Gu Zhubai looked at him with such eyes.

It's like a wolf that has always been proud and held its neck high, and suddenly one day it becomes a husky that spreads its limbs and shows its belly to you.

You can ravage the other party unscrupulously, and the other party not only doesn't feel angry, but also rubs his head against your palm frantically, giving you all his softness.