bullets and roses

Very familiar taste.

But his body was hot, and his heart was beating extremely fast, so fast that Luo Muxiao felt that he had a heart attack, but he slowed down and realized that the person whose heart was beating so fast was Gu Zhubai.

"Gu Zhubai!" Luo Muxiao immediately sat up with his arms propped up, "Hey!"

Gu Zhubai fainted by the side of the road with a pale face, silently as if he had disappeared, Luo Muxiao was so frightened that his soul and seven souls disappeared, and he was so panicked that tears could not be held back and fell straight down—he stretched out his arms. He reached out to touch the phone in Gu Zhubai's arms, his fingers were trembling when he unlocked it.

He subconsciously entered his password, but unexpectedly unlocked it.

The password is his birthday.

Luo Muxiao was only stunned for a moment, and then dialed the assistant's phone very quickly.

"Gu Zhubai!" Luo Muxiao patted one side of the other's cheek with his hand while speaking, only then did he realize that Gu Zhubai had a fever.

He walked with him for more than half an hour with a fever.

"Mr. Gu has had a fever for a few days." The assistant explained, "I want him to come to the hospital to have a look, but Mr. Gu...he refuses to say anything. Anyway, there are always some reasons, and we couldn't." Dare to control him. There is no one around Mr. Gu who can control him, so we have to let him go."

Luo Muxiao bit his lower lip, and said, "Where are his buddies?"

"Uh... you mean Mr. Lu and the others?" the assistant scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, and said, "They seem to have gone abroad for their honeymoon."

Luo Muxiao cursed in a low voice, kicked the hospital bed lightly, stared at Gu Zhubai who was infusion on the bed, and inevitably cursed in a low voice: "You deserve it, you don't even know how you died, and there is no one who cares about you." , you really deserve it for getting mixed up like this."

The assistant was a little embarrassed: "Mr. Na Luo, I'll go out first."

"En." Luo Muxiao sat down beside him.

He was at a loss and didn't know what to do next - logically speaking, he should leave, but he didn't really want Gu Zhubai to lie here alone, with no one who cared about him. nothing.

Forget it, just treat it as a good person and a good deed.

Luo Muxiao felt that it would not be worthwhile for him not to be awarded one of the China Good Man Awards next year.

Luo Muxiao flicked the hot towel, and then covered Gu Zhubai's forehead.

Gu Zhubai's fever was so fierce that it was as high as 39 degrees all night, and finally dropped to 38 degrees at dawn the next day. The assistant called someone to bring breakfast to Luo Muxiao. leave.

The assistant advised him: "Mr. Luo, won't you wait for Mr. Gu to wake up?"

"No need." Luo Muxiao said, "Don't tell him I'm here, just say you took care of me."

"Don't worry, it's okay." The assistant patted his chest confidently, "I will never say anything."

"Mr. Gu, last night Mr. Luo took care of you all night without taking off his clothes, and he didn't even bother to eat." The assistant handed the porridge to Gu Zhubai and said, "I don't think he looks like he's gone anymore. I care about you."

Gu Zhubai was stirring the porridge in the bowl with a spoon. Hearing this, he paused for a moment before continuing to ask, "Where are the others?"

The assistant rolled his eyes and said: "It should be something, I'm leaving first——Before I left, I asked me not to tell you that he took care of you all night."

"Yeah. I see." Gu Zhubai nodded lightly, "Go out."

Gu Zhubai opened the curtains - there is a rare fine weather outside today.

A thin layer of light shines through the window and casts mottled spots on the ground, and the lilies placed on the balcony are jumping with particularly obvious fine dust. Gu Zhubai's heart, which has been hesitating for a long time, finally becomes determined at this moment. .

At this moment, he was extremely sure that he still had a chance.

Since there is still a chance, he naturally cannot give up.

Seeing Luo Muxiao coming back, Gong Yuyang jumped up suddenly: "Did my brother tell you something? No matter what he says, don't listen to him. He has nothing else to do except go to work, so Always trying to meddle in my affairs—"

Luo Muxiao sighed, and lightly interrupted him: "But there is really nothing wrong with what your brother said."

"What did he say?"

"We're not suitable." Luo Muxiao sighed, "Don't deny it—in fact, I really think what he said is quite right, I'm too selfish."

"I don't want to care what he says." Gong Yuyang said, "Will you be influenced by others when you liked Gu Zhubai?"

"But..." Luo Muxiao closed his eyes, turned his head aside and said, "I still like him now."

Gong Yuyang's hand holding Luo Muxiao's arm trembled violently, thousands of words stuck in his throat instantly, and he couldn't say another word.Because they both knew in their hearts that Luo Muxiao was telling the truth.

Can't be more true.

"...I'm sorry." Luo Muxiao smiled wryly, avoiding Gong Yuyang's sight, "I was too naive... I thought that if I like someone, how can I be so firm? I like someone, how can I like him for a lifetime Ah. But it seems..."

"Enough." Gong Yuyang finally interrupted him, "There's no need to say any more."

"Sorry." Luo Muxiao said again.

Sending Gong Yuyang away, Luo Muxiao seemed to have lost all his strength, he squatted at the door for a long time before standing up.

The phone was buzzing non-stop, Luo Muxiao took it out weakly and took a look - although he didn't make a note, it was Gu Zhubai's number, and Luo Muxiao remembered it better than anyone else.

It's the kind that you can't forget when you die.

Luo Muxiao stared at it for a while, then directly disconnected the phone.

He knows better than anyone else that liking is one thing, but being together is another.

It is impossible for him to have no grievances, act as if nothing happened, and stay with Gu Zhubai.

Li Yuan'an is a high wall that will always stand between them—the high wall is high and deep, and it can never be overcome.

Gu Zhubai called several times, Luo Muxiao finally turned off the phone directly.The street corner lights were still on, and he stared at the dazzling light, returning to that late night more than a year ago in a trance.

He squatted alone at the gate of the community, waiting for Gu Zhubai to come to find him, to coax him - but he didn't wait for anything.

From then on, he should understand that Gu Zhubai doesn't love himself, never.

He had been wishful thinking for so long, and finally saw the other party's intention clearly, so how could he be coaxed back so easily?

He doesn't want to be a fool anymore.Don't be a fool, then don't even give yourself the last bit of delusion.

Luo Muxiao didn't even wait until the next day, he resigned directly, and bought a plane ticket to fly to Shu City overnight.

He didn't even confiscate his luggage, only his painting tools.

Liu Lin was taken aback when he got the news: "No... I told you and haven't confirmed yet, so why did you go there first?"

"Go and play for a while, to change your mood." Luo Muxiao said, "If you are not sure, you have to confirm with me, I have already given up everything and let it go."

"Don't... don't you just want to set up a studio in the past, do you need that?"

Luo Muxiao laughed straight: "Master, see you next month."

"See you next month."

The author says:

Is anyone waiting hahahaha