bullets and roses

In full view of everyone, Luo Muxiao pushed the wheelchair into the company gate.There have been discussions within the company, and some people whispered a few words from time to time.

Gu Zhubai was quite uncomfortable, although he didn't show it on the face, the hand holding the wheelchair was silently clenched a little bit.

Since he broke his leg, he rarely went to crowded places. In the past, he used the exclusive elevator to go directly to the top floor office. This was the first time he appeared in front of everyone. As he expected, it was very unpleasant.

But raising his head, Luo Muxiao didn't seem to notice those different gazes.

There is exploration, curiosity, even disgust and dislike.

No matter what kind of line of sight it is, Luo Muxiao accepts it all.

"Hurry up." Gu Zhubai lowered his eyes, and finally said in a low voice, "Go directly to the special elevator."

"Why are you walking so fast?" Luo Muxiao looked at him puzzled.

Gu Zhubai did not speak.

Luo Muxiao paused, suddenly realized something, after thinking about it, he speeded up and quickly went to the exclusive elevator.

In the middle of the walk, someone greeted him: "Mr. Gu, Mrs. Gu, hello."

Because of these four words, Luo Muxiao was so happy that even the brows of his brows were filled with happiness.

Compared with Luo Muxiao, Gu Zhubai's low pressure is very obvious.

After entering the office and locking the door, Gu Zhubai said in a cold voice: "Don't come to the company again." He quickly slid the wheelchair behind the desk, and seemed to throw something into the drawer.

Luo Muxiao was still happy there, and didn't notice Gu Zhubai's actions, and immediately exploded when he heard this: "Why? I didn't do anything wrong!"

Gu Zhubai said uncertainly: "There is no reason. Don't you like to say whether you like it or not, it's just because I don't like it."

Luo Muxiao murmured, looking at Gu Zhubai's ugly face, he suddenly realized something.

He blinked, and then said: "Gu Zhubai, my health is not good either."

Gu Zhubai's movement of turning around suddenly stopped.

"When I was young, I was scolded by others for being a coward," Luo Muxiao said with a smile, "I used to have a nickname, Luo Trash, and they all said that I just stayed in the classroom all day and never participated in any sports. I can't fight sports, I can't fight with people, I can only be beaten on the ground, and I can only cry when my nose is bruised and my face is swollen, and I don't know how to beat back."

"...I didn't listen to you talking about your childhood interests." Gu Zhubai interrupted him, "I'm going to work."

Luo Muxiao didn't care about him, and continued: "Later, I found that crying couldn't solve any problems, but I couldn't call back, what should I do, I will sue, I will tell the teacher, tell my parents, let my parents Mom went to clean them up. After that, those people didn’t dare to mess with me again.”

"So it doesn't matter how other people look at you. As long as you have the capital and strength, others dare not provoke you." Luo Muxiao looked at his back and said seriously, "Your legs can't change anything at all. , because it will be fine."

"...It won't get better." Gu Zhubai lowered his eyes and said after a long silence, "It can't be better."

"Who said that?" Luo Muxiao stood in front of Gu Zhubai, squatted down and hugged him tightly, "Look, my illness can't be cured, isn't it?"

The posture of the two of them was just right for Gu Zhubai to hear Luo Muxiao's heart beating.

One sound after another, beating vigorously, telling him how healthy the person in front of him is.

The complicated emotions in his heart made Gu Zhubai not know what to say for a while, he froze on the spot for a long time, then raised his hand, and tightly grasped the piece of Luo Muxiao's chest.

"Mr. Gu, the meeting is coming—"

The moment the door was pushed open, Gu Zhubai's emotions were suddenly pulled back. The assistant standing at the door stood there in embarrassment after speaking halfway: "I'm sorry, Mr. Gu..."

"The meeting will be held in 10 minutes." Gu Zhubai let go of his hand, calm as if nothing had happened, "Bring me the documents."

Luo Muxiao obediently sat on the sofa beside him.

Gu Zhubai went to a meeting, and the room was vacant.

The office occupies a large area, but there is only a desk and a sofa for entertaining guests, which looks a bit too empty.There is nothing in the room except the computer, it looks deserted and deserted.

——But it is convenient for Luo Muxiao to search for things.

Luo Muxiao is not an obedient boy, he started planning when he learned that he could come to Gu Zhubai's office, to find out if there are any clues about Li Yuanan from Gu Zhubai.

Although he told himself on the surface not to mind a dead person, but in his heart, Luo Muxiao still minded.

After all, that is the person Gu Zhubai likes.

Luo Muxiao rummaged through all the things on the desktop, they were all documents that he could not understand, and they were useless.

There was a watch in the first drawer, but nothing else.

When Luo Muxiao opened the bottom drawer, he stopped suddenly.

Sure enough, there was the diary that Luo Muxiao had read a little bit.Gu Zhubai actually brought this diary to the office.

Luo Muxiao pursed his lips, subconsciously looked around, feeling a little guilty.

He thought for a while, instead of sitting on Gu Zhubai's chair, he squatted down and sat on the carpet, letting himself disappear behind the desk, thinking that if Gu Zhubai came in later, there would be a reaction time.

Luo Muxiao turned to the page he saw last time, and continued to scroll down.

Li Yuanan is a person who likes to keep a diary. Every day he will neatly record what happened today in the diary. Sometimes the things he writes are very serious, but sometimes they are very happy. Various emotions belonging to Li Yuanan rush to his face. Come on, Luo Muxiao didn't know why, as if he was infected by the other party's words, he gradually immersed himself in this emotion.

Sunny September 6

Talked to the senior today!

The senior told me not to follow behind him anymore.Although this sentence is not very pleasant to hear, it is still very happy.I finally took a big step forward and had language communication with my seniors.

I don't know what kind of person I am in the hearts of seniors.But in my heart, seniors are really good people.

Luo Muxiao curled his lips, a little angrily, Xin Dao said that no one will let you follow behind him, and you still ask what kind of person you are in his heart, of course you are a stalker!

Little did he know that he was the biggest stalker in Gu Zhubai's heart.

Sunny September 7

Today, due to a very unexpected reason, the canteen meal card ran out of money.I met the senior at the entrance of the cafeteria, and he actually treated me to a meal!

Although we didn't have dinner at the same table, we still felt so happy.Has the senior accepted me a little bit?

Luo Muxiao: Accept a hammer!Gu Zhubai must give you alms because the money in the meal card can't be used up!

……

This diary is almost Li Yuanan's daily love life, Luo Muxiao flipped through one page after another, almost forgetting the passage of time.

Turning to a certain day in August, Li Yuanan's mood suddenly changed.

cloudy on October 8

I met people I shouldn't and didn't want to see.

He is very good-looking and well-raised. When he smiles, his eyes don't contain any impurities and are as transparent as emeralds. Of course, he is completely different from people like me.

Luo Muxiao blinked, somewhat not understanding the content of this page.

he?who is he?He read the page again from beginning to end, and when he was about to turn to the next page——

"what are you doing?"

In the quiet office, Gu Zhubai's voice suddenly sounded.

Luo Muxiao was so frightened that his hands shook, and the diary in his hand fell to the ground with a "slap".

He raised his head in panic, meeting Gu Zhubai's eyes at the door.Looking in Gu Zhubai's direction, he could only see his somewhat bewildered eyes blinking innocently, and a tuft of hair on the top of his head raised up at some point, looking like a frightened little animal.

"I didn't do anything." Luo Muxiao blinked guiltily, and wanted to reach out to get the diary and put the diary in the drawer, but before he could carry out this action, Gu Zhubai snapped He clasped his wrist.

He struggled a bit, but didn't struggle away.

Luo Muxiao didn't struggle at all, raised his head and looked at him like a dead pig not afraid of boiling water, and said: "I'll just take a look."

Gu Zhubai's complexion was a bit ugly, and there was a slight anger in his slightly sunken eyes. The diary was thrown on the carpet not far away, because it was so sudden that it was not even placed properly, but spread out, and it happened to be It turned to the last page written by Li Yuanan before he left.

Forever stuck in two years ago.

"I'm in so much pain..." Luo Muxiao's aggrieved voice sounded.His wrist was tightly gripped by Gu Zhubai, the pain was so painful that he couldn't help but wanted to shake off the other's hand, but he couldn't do anything, his eyes turned red with grievance, and the words he said were not so pleasant, "Isn't it just a broken diary? As for why you treat me like this, what no one can find is more important than the me on your marriage certificate!"

Gu Zhubai subconsciously relaxed a little, Luo Muxiao took the opportunity to shake off his hand and stood up, grabbed the diary and threw it into the trash can: "The person surnamed Li may have died in some corner long ago. I can’t see your devotion to him at all!” Luo Muxiao, who was full of indignation, had no rationality or EQ at all, he only knew how to use the sharpest language to stab Gu Zhubai, and at the same time stab Gu Zhubai. Own.

Hearing this, Gu Zhu shook his white hands suddenly, raised his head and looked at him with a terrifying look, and said word by word: "Luo Muxiao, don't push yourself too hard."

"Who the hell is pushing an inch! As my husband, you keep the diary of your ex-lover, so I still have to smile at you!" Luo Muxiao was really angry, the young master lost his temper, and ran Stepping forward, he picked up the diary, and picked up the lighter on the coffee table beside him to light it, "Believe it or not, I'll burn this thing clean for you!"

Gu Zhubai looked at him, his face extremely ugly, he closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was silence in his eyes: "You burn."

Luo Muxiao froze for a moment, then subconsciously shook his hands.

Gu Zhubai asked him back: "Why don't you burn it?"

Gu Zhubai's reaction like this caught Luo Muxiao by surprise, and put down the lighter in a little bewilderment, clutching the diary but refusing to let go.

The two stared at each other in silence for about half a minute, Luo Muxiao still conceded.

It is said that in love, the one who loves the most must always admit defeat first, Luo Muxiao never felt it before, and only at this moment does he really understand the meaning of this sentence.

He also felt that he was a little ridiculous, other people's love doesn't matter who loves more or less, but it's from both sides, only between him and Gu Zhubai, I'm afraid it's just his one side.

Before, he thought that Gu Zhubai probably liked him a little bit, even if it was only a little bit.

But now it seems that he is still just being self-indulgent.

Gu Zhubai's mind is full of Li's surname, so how can he tolerate even half of his finger.

Luo Muxiao got up from the ground expressionlessly, and threw the diary into his arms.

Gu Zhubai was stunned for a moment, Luo Muxiao clenched his fist and asked him: "Gu Zhubai, let me ask you one last time."

Gu Zhubai looked at him.

"Do you even like me a little bit?"

Gu Zhubai did not speak.

Luo Muxiao didn't give up, and waited for the time to pass by, but Gu Zhubai never opened his mouth to answer his question.

Luo Muxiao lowered his eyes, smiled to himself, and finally said: "I see."

He turned around and walked out: "You can hold your diary for the rest of your life."