black mint

During the ten days in the detention center, Qu Han was completely numb.The confined space and the smell of decay made him sick.He sits on the ground against the wall and looks at the ceiling alone every day, motionless, and doesn't think about anything, letting it go blank in his mind.Not in pain, sad or unhappy, just terribly bored and exhausted.

Milk was very anxious, worried that he would go to jail, but he didn't feel anything.He has long understood that any impulsive behavior will have to pay a corresponding price.He did break the law, and if the judge did sentence him to jail, he would have no complaints.But he heard from Milk that he couldn't help feeling regretful because he had caused the other Black Mint people to suffer.

There are many ways to take revenge on Fang Baishan, but he chose the most violent one because he was too stupid and impulsive.

For Qu Han, singing and filming are just tools for making money and simple jobs. You Wu and the others are different. They really love music and show business, and dream of becoming a superstar one day.

Now because of him, Black Mint's image has been damaged, and everyone has stopped working.Qu Han felt so guilty, he didn't know how to face them, and he didn't want You Wu to see himself in such a mess, so he refused to see anyone other than Milk and the lawyer.

Cheng Jingyuan once again helped Qu Han a lot.He thanked him, but could not repay him.

In front of him, Qu Han once again found how small and incompetent he was.

Cheng Jingyuan saw his depression, patted him on the shoulder and said: "As I said, Zhanxi's younger brother is my younger brother. Since we are brothers, it is right for me to take care of you. You don't have to be grateful to me, let alone my brother." Don't think about how to repay me, that's an insult to the brotherhood between me and Zhanxi... Self-pity will not do you any good, the most important thing you should do now is cheer up and try to make yourself stronger, Only when you have the ability to protect yourself can you protect others!"

His words made Qu Han think a lot.

After leaving the detention center, he went to two hospitals one after another, first to visit Xiao Moli, who was still lying on the hospital bed without a sound.Qu Han carefully wiped his body with a towel, and said a few words at random.

Sitting in front of Xiao Moli's bed for nearly half an hour, Qu Han helped him tuck up the quilt, got up and left, and went to another hospital to see Zhan Quan.

Zhan Quan's mental state is not very good. After so many days, he is still deeply in panic and self-blame. Whenever he sees him, he cries, "Brother Han, I'm sorry, I'm the one who hurt you and everyone. ..."

Qu Han in turn comforted him for a long time.

Looking at the face that resembled Zhanxi, and saying the words "I'm fine" and "It's really okay" feebly, he felt very tired again.

After leaving the hospital, Qu Han did not return to the villa, he still didn't know how to face the other three people in Black Mint. Milk said that in order not to make it difficult for the company and Cheng Jingyuan, he had better find a place to hide from the limelight and come back when things faded.

Milk said it tactfully, but Qu Han immediately understood that the black mint is hard to survive.Time can dilute everything, and his so-called "adolescent absurd behavior" will gradually be forgiven by the public, but this time is also enough for people who love the new and hate the old to forget about Black Mint and focus more on other stars and groups.

"I'm sorry..." Qu Han said softly.

Milk sighed, "Things are over, don't think so much, just plan for the future."

Qu Han returned to City D alone. His house and restaurant were sold because of Xiao Moli's accident. He had no place to live and didn't want to stay in the downtown area, so he took a ferry to Liuli Island.

When Qu Han and Xiao Moli graduated from elementary school, Zhanxi took them to Liuli Island once.

There, he followed Zhanxi to learn how to swim, how to fish, how to set up a tent, had the first sumptuous seafood meal in his life, saw someone playing the guitar around a bonfire by the sea, and fell in love with the sound of the guitar... …At that time, he was like an ordinary child, eating, drinking, laughing and playing with Zhanxi Xiaomoli.

Those were the best and most precious memories of his childhood.

Eight years later, he revisited the old place. The island is no longer as simple as it was then, and there are traces of commercial development everywhere. Qu Han feels that everything is strange.

The only thing that overlaps with his memory is the small family hotel where he and Zhanxi Xiaomoli stayed.The boss's daughter has grown up, and screamed at him with wide eyes, "Ah, you are Qu Han—"

After staying on the island for several days, he was either watching the ebb and flow of the tide on the deck chair on the balcony, or he was writing songs.

His mind was filled with countless messy musical notes, he really wanted to write a song that could touch people's hearts, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't finish it, and he couldn't find the state.

He misses City Y and You Wu.

They haven't seen each other for nearly half a month, and they have never been separated for so long since the establishment of Black Mint.Only then did he realize that separation was so easy. If Black Mint disbanded, he and You Wu might never meet again...

No parents, no relatives, Zhanxi died, Xiao Moli became a vegetable in a car accident, and no matter how close he is to Zhanquan, he is not a real brother... He thought he was used to all kinds of losses, and he was ready to be alone in this life, But when he thought of You Wu, and the possibility that they would never meet again, his heart felt as if it was about to be torn apart, and it was extremely painful.

He couldn't help but use the landline in the room to call You Wu, but when the call got through, he didn't know what to say again.

The other end fed a few times irritably, and suddenly called out his name, "Qu Han?"

Qu Han's heart trembled, he couldn't help holding his breath, his heartbeat was inexplicably chaotic, his palms were sweating, facing You Wu's pressing questions, he hung up the phone in a hurry, without thinking.

When he realized what he had done, he frowned angrily, walked around the room, looked at the landline again and again, but couldn't muster the courage to call You Wu again.

No one had ever made him feel so irritable and tangled.

He was as bewildered as all young teenagers who fall in love for the first time.

The next morning, he called Milk pretending to be casual and asking how everyone was doing.

Milk said: "Koizumi was taken home by his parents. After you saw him last time, his condition has improved, but he still resists contact with the crowd. His parents recently took him to see a psychiatrist. It should be It will be all right soon...Zijing is busy dating his girlfriend, so she doesn't see anyone all day long, as for Xiaowu and Zeyu, they should have arrived at the airport by now..."

Qu Han hurriedly asked, "Where are they going?"

Milk did not hear the panic and impatience in his voice, and replied: "Go to France~"

Qu Han's heart instantly turned cold.

Knowing that he couldn't catch up, he still got on the ferry, went back to the city and went straight to the station to buy a bus ticket back to City Y.He left in a hurry, left his luggage at the small hotel, and didn't check out, so he returned to City Y with a wallet and mobile phone in his pocket.

Without informing anyone, Qu Han quietly went back to the villa, but there was no one in the house.The door of You Wu's room was not locked, and when he walked in, he saw that the travel bag he used to go out every time was gone, and a few pieces of his favorite clothes were missing from the closet.

He lived in the villa for three days, and the whole world seemed to agree to forget him here alone.No one came back, not You Wu, Su Zeyu, Li Zijing, not even the cleaning and cooking aunts.

Qu Han laughed that he was dreaming of a miracle.

You Wu has his pride, he doesn't even bother to confess to him, so why would he wait for him.

He had already given up on him.

It's too late...

He smoked a lot of cigarettes, the pungent smell choked him up and coughed until tears flowed out, his heart was full of sorrow and despair.

It would be great if it could be redeemed, then he would be willing to make him pay any price...

As desperate as he was in his heart, when he returned to Liuli Island and saw the wandering fog on the shore, Qu Han felt so ecstatic.

He didn't go anywhere, it was right in front of him! !

After getting off the boat, all of Qu Han's sanity disappeared, he didn't want to care about anything, he just wanted to do what he wanted to do most - hug You Wu.He hugged him tightly, so tight that he wanted to rub him into his body, he wanted to use his body temperature and breath to tell himself that this was not a dream, nor an illusion, You Wu was really in front of him.

"You Wu... You Wu..." Qu Han knew that this was stupid, but he just couldn't stop himself from muttering You Wu's name.

After a while, You Wu finally came back to his senses, and began to curse while struggling: "Are you crazy——"

Isn't it crazy?

Instead of feeling annoyed, Qu Han's mood was inexplicably high. Like a fool, he couldn't help laughing silently.

Although there were not many people at the port in the morning, their hugs had attracted everyone's attention. In order not to cause trouble, Qu Han reluctantly let go of You Wu's grip on You Wu with his arms, and took his hand to walk quickly towards the dense forest. walk in the woods.

You Wu was still a little out of the situation, and shouted angrily: "Hey, where are you taking me--"

Qu Han didn't speak, didn't look at him, he just walked forward, and his footsteps could be called "flying on the grass".

Qu Han finally stopped when he reached the depths of the desolate woods.

You Wu was so exhausted that he was out of breath, and he was still cursing out of breath, "You are crazy, you are sick, what are you, what are you doing...crazy—"

Qu Han once again stretched out his arms to hug him tightly, looked straight into his startled eyes, and said to him word by word: "You Wu, I like you."

When being embraced by Qu Han like that at the port, and listening to him whispering his name, You Wu already felt that Qu Han was a little different from him before, and before he could figure it out, he suddenly heard him say these words , You Wu's eyes instantly widened as big as copper bells.

After being dumbfounded for a while, he hesitated and waved his right hand in front of him, "You...are you sleepwalking?"

Qu Han froze for a moment, then laughed softly, grabbed You Wu's hand and intertwined his fingers on his left chest, and said in a serious tone: "I've never been so sober."

"Oh..." You Wu looked at him, his expression was still a bit confused, "That might be me sleepwalking..."

This time Qu Han couldn't laugh anymore, he had disappointed You Wu too many times in the past, You Wu might still like him, but to convince a person who has given up his mind that he also likes him, reconsider the possibility between them, Not an easy task.

He can't act too hastily, he can only take his time.

Thinking of this, Qu Han couldn't help but kiss You Wu's lips lightly.

You Wu stepped back as if startled, and looked at Qu Han with complicated eyes, "What did you just say? I didn't hear clearly..."

"I like you." Qu Han stared intently at You Wu and repeated the previous sentence, with a softer and more sincere tone.

The person he likes finally responded, You Wu naturally felt happy and excited, but more surprised and unbelievable, his mind was still messed up, facing Qu Han's confession, he said lightly and nothing Another reaction.

Qu Han knew that he needed buffer time, so he changed the subject and said, "If you have nothing to do, can you stay on the island for a few more days?"

You Wu was silent for a long time under Qu Han's expectant and apprehensive eyes, and finally nodded.