Loyal Dog Cultivation Tutorial

How long does it take to convince a person.

His whole life is to bear the suffering in this world.

disabled.

Ominous.

Abuse.

In the last life, what did he do to make everything happen to him.

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I still can't believe that all the suffering and disasters will befall one person.

As a child, I thought I was abandoned because I was crippled.

When I grew up, I realized that my right hand was not flexible, and my hearing in my right ear was very poor.

No matter how hard I practice, how I recite over and over again, I will learn slower than others.

These are nothing. There are many children in poor health in the hospital. I am a boy. If there is nothing wrong, how could I be abandoned by my family.

It doesn't matter if you are not in good health, you are used to being stupid, you can work a little longer than others, learn things harder than others, and you can get by.

Only when I grew up did I know my secret.

That's the secret.

Never see the light.

Never deserve love.

I know why my mother is willing to adopt me.

Among a large number of healthy, disabled, beautiful, and smart children, I was the only one who chose me.

That's just because.

She knew that apart from her, there would be no one else that I could rely on.

Because, I'm a monster.

A monster that is neither male nor female.

When I grow up a bit, I resign myself to my fate.

When everything comes to the worst, there is always something good.

For example, even when the room in the courtyard is the most tense, I have a small room of my own.

For example, I have a mother.

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Ohaiya was 16 at the time.

His parents were at odds, so he reluctantly came to this small county town with his father, who had done business here.

He is used to living a luxurious life, and the people who come and go are the children of aristocratic families. He came to this small orphanage where he will settle down in the next year. up.

Boring to accept the eyes of a bunch of disabled or dirty children, bored and calm looking for the bathroom everywhere.

Well, this kind of place can only be called a toilet.

Kick open a small door at the end of the corridor of the old building.

That's not a toilet.

It may be a small room coming out of the big room, with only half a window.

That is Zhang Ning's room.

Rather than saying that this is a room, Zhang Ning compares it disdainfully.

It seemed that it was not as big as his own bed at home.

Single bed, small desk.

In his eyes, there was a person hugged under the old quilt that couldn't be seen how old it was.

It was evening at that time, Huoshaoyun's half-bright light came in through the small half of the window, and the dust in the air could be vaguely seen.

Zhang Ning opened his eyes in a daze. The sophomore year of high school was very tight and he had to help with work in the courtyard. He had just finished the final exam, so he slipped into a relaxed sleep and was woken up.

He grew up in such an environment, no matter how uncomfortable it was, he wouldn't even get angry when he woke up.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?"

This is the first meeting between Ou Haiya and Zhang Ning.

The very beginning of a bad relationship.

No one thought of the future, so they didn't think about killing it.

On the second day, Ouhaiya really saw Zhang Ning clearly.

At that time, Ouhaiya, with the arrogance and arrogance inherent in the children of the aristocratic family, tilted his head and looked at Zhang Ning with a blunt flattering smile and said that he was taking him around.

At that time, Zhang Ning, a 17-year-old boy, was not well developed. He looked like he was thirteen or fourteen, and he was a head shorter than Ouhaiya.

Wearing an old T-shirt that is not known how many years old, with short black hair and a pale face, ordinary eyebrows and narrow chin.

Tsk!A rot!Ouhaiya thought disdainfully.

This is the proud son of heaven, the child of the main benefactor in the courtyard, we must treat him as well as possible.Zhang Ning saw the disdain in the other party's eyes, but he could only please the other party.

Perhaps it was the kind of dignified look that he had never seen before.

Maybe it's that big shelf of books.

Perhaps, it was the fluent English that the other party read inadvertently.

People who are too humble will look up involuntarily when they see the light.

In one summer vacation, the nature changed from a blunt flattery.

I can't say whether I envy him or look up to him, but I can't take my eyes off him.

Zhang Ning hated himself like this, his body was not normal, even his sexuality was not normal, and it was extravagant for him to talk about relationships in his life, let alone such a proud son of heaven.

But he couldn't control his heart, so he could only pretend to do nothing as much as possible.

Ou Haiya understood the eyes of this little cripple.

When I see him, I will glow with anticipation, and if I have nothing to do, I will stumble and say a few words to him.

If you accidentally touch him, he will blush.

He can be happy for several days by giving himself a smiling face.

Whether it is a boy or a girl, he has tasted it all.

He is only 16 years old, but he has not cared about such pure feelings for a long time.

What's more, it's still such a - well, lame, dirty and stupid person.

However, apart from this little cripple, there was really no one to cheer him up.

So I give a little sweetness from time to time, just tease it indifferently, like teasing a kitten or a puppy.

Seeing that the other party was blushing, but still pretending to be fine, he didn't dare to lift his head.

A day when things fundamentally change.

Ouhaiya bumped into Zhang Rulan with his father.

It was one thing to know that his father was disorderly outside, but this was the first time he saw it for real.

After that, it changed.

Zhang Ning is the son of Zhang Rulan.

He no longer thinks that the other party is quite funny, but he just thinks maliciously that it is actually not difficult to make the other party uncomfortable.

It couldn't be easier to deal with such a little bumpkin.

The high school in the county is not close, and Zhang Ning usually lives in the school.

Eight-person dormitory, this is the third year of living here.

But it was changed when Ouhaiya said to change it.

Ohaiya would not live in that kind of eight-person room, and his father quickly arranged a double room for teachers, and only he lived in it, with a private bathroom.

He was one grade lower than Zhang Ning, and he used the excuse that Zhang Ning would give him extra lessons, so it was easy for him to get someone to live in the same room as him.

In Ouhaiya's eyes, this kind of small place is still aggrieved, but for Zhang Ning, this has never been a good environment.

No smell, no noise, and most importantly, there are people he likes.

"You like me don't you?"

Ouhaiya was disgusted and sneered in his heart, but on the surface he was just arrogant.

He doesn't need to cover up too much, the other party can't tell whether he is real or fake.

Zhang Ning was stunned, and felt that his face was so hot that it seemed to be burning.

No matter how strange it is, he has never doubted his own gender. It is a heinous crime to like the same sex, and it is even more embarrassing to be told by the other party.

The difference between clouds and mud.

"No, no, I didn't—"

The denial that was so tense that he couldn't speak clearly was swallowed by the other party's lips that were suddenly pressed against him.

"Why are you so stupid, you don't close your eyes."

"Open your mouth! How can I get in with my teeth so tight."

Zhang Ning trembled and closed his eyes, but Ouhaiya opened them, and the trembling eyelashes of the other party were close at hand.

At that time, Ouhaiya's kissing skills were not as good as later, but it was enough for Zhang Ning. After a deep kiss, he unexpectedly discovered that this little cripple with a very ordinary appearance had a good taste.

Zhang Ning covered his mouth tremblingly and lowered his head, not even daring to look at the other party.

He has no right to like others.

Nor should he like anyone.

But all the rationality, all the rationality of such an innocent young man, was shattered by the other party's deep kiss without blushing or panting.

Feelings are answered.

Even if the other party is just bored, I feel so happy.

He refused this relationship at first, but he was interrupted impatiently by Ouhaiya: "Don't you like me? Then try it, what can't be done!"

The courage to reject someone you like is something that a child who has just tasted sweetness can have.

He was full of anxiety and guilt, but he was fascinated by the other party's gesture of embracing him and a possessive kiss.

Zhang Ning was very obedient, and kept his eyes closed during the kissing time.

Ouhaiya opened his eyes while kissing, he and the boy also did it, not very interested, but not annoying either.

He didn't kiss Zhang Ning to talk about pure little love, revenge is one of them, and the most important thing is that there is no one in the whole high school that he looks pleasing to the eye to relieve boredom.

You have to eat it in your mouth, so it can be regarded as a complete meal!

In a dormitory, Zhang Ning washes clothes, folds quilts, tidies up the room, no matter it is raining or sunny, he will buy Ohaiya's favorite food, he likes it.

Zhang Ning never expected that in his eyes, there is no handshake, no love words, and not many conversations, but in less than a month, Ouhaiya has already pressed him on the bed and touched his hands into his clothes .

This is simply not possible.

No one can know his secret.

Ominously, neither male nor female.

The first time he pushed it away, Ouhaiya was obviously displeased, but he didn't say anything.

The second time he still pushed away, this time he really used all his strength and almost cried, but Ouhaiya turned around and left, ignoring him for half a month.

The more you can't get it, the more you want it.

But let alone that the other party is a man, if rape is added, it will be meaningless.

Ouhai found a random girl to date, and seeing Zhang Ning serving him as usual without saying a word, his eyes dimmed day by day, and he felt that the heat was almost ready.

During the meal, he forced Zhang Ning to drink a glass of beer, and then kissed him wantonly, reaching into his shirt and pinching it.

Sure enough, even though he was still reluctant this time, Zhang Ning didn't have the guts to push him away.

That's right, a man doesn't have a film like a woman, pretending to be chaste.

Originally, I thought that the water channel would be settled, but when I touched the opponent's pants, I was rejected again.

Zhang Ning was about to cry, he was not developed well, his mind was still simple, and he didn't even have a penis usually, but he obviously felt that Ouhaiya's bottom was hard.

Just because he doesn't, doesn't mean he doesn't understand.

But it's useless for him to understand.

Holding Ouhaiya's hand, the other party ignored him.

Ouhaiya did not expect to be rejected again, is it really so important to proceed step by step?

What a fucking annoyance!

The arrow is on the string, where can I find a fire extinguisher that is pleasing to the eye

There was no other way, so he grabbed Zhang Ning's hand and covered it under himself, "Stop twitching, your arm will break after a while!"

"Sorry, I really can't."

"Okay, stop talking nonsense, let me find it out."

He solved it with his hands a few times, and then half-forced Zhang Ning to use his mouth.

Zhang Ning resisted this kind of thing very much, but Ouhaiya enjoyed it quite a bit. The other party's movements were jerky, but he treated him like a treasure, and never hurt him once. On the contrary, it was Zhang Ning's first time for everything. Clean feeling.

But he was still not satisfied.

At a young age, if you can't get it, you want it.

It wasn't until I had a phone call with a buddy in the city that I realized it.

What to do step by step, a glass of fruit juice will put people down.

This kind of thing, no matter how reluctant it is for the first time, as long as it happens, it doesn't matter in the future.

Zhang Ning didn't understand what was going on until he put the weak Zhang Ning down on the bed and took off his clothes.

He didn't know the taste of love, but he was strange because of being drugged.

Ouhai Ya's hands had already reached into his pants, and he couldn't even cry out.

"Huh?" Ouhaiya touched a strange place, and took off the other party's pants without hesitation.

"Fuck! What the hell is this? Zhang Ning, it's really fucking special. It's special."

He was only sixteen, even if he had heard of it, he had never seen a real intersex person.

Zhang Ning's complexion is very fair, even there, his hair is sparse and light in color, and his nose and lips are red when he is crying.

Zhang Ning was in so much pain that he couldn't even pass out, his body seemed to be torn apart.

There is no caress and tenderness, the whole process is like being tortured.

But there was no pain in his heart.

Because at the moment when Ouhaiya saw his secret, he clearly saw Ouhaiya's eyes, with surprise and desire, but no disgust or contempt.