Loyal Dog Cultivation Tutorial

Murong Feng hung up the phone and sank down on the sofa.

You can't give me your people, what's the use of your sorry?

He knew he shouldn't give up, but he was extremely tired after hearing the other party's sorry.

In this relationship between the two, he has always been the one who goes forward bravely.

There are demands, there are demands, and likewise, there are also giving.

Some things he did wrong will make the other party feel wronged, and there are also some things that will bring him closer to the other party.

He has always received gentle responses. If he does something wrong, he will not be refuted. If he does well... Anyway, Lin Hanzhi will always have a bad temper.

In the earliest days, the relationship between him and Luo Shi was painful like being burned by a fire after losing it.

It will take many years, and you can't let go completely.

Later, Lin Hanzhi's affection for him was completely different. It seemed trivial and impersonal, but it permeated into his flesh and blood unconsciously.

So that he can no longer pretend to forget for many years, and then really forget.

That is unforgettable.

Walking on the street, when you see something good, you will want to take it home to make the person at home happy.

Automatically and self-consciously wanting to take care of that person's affairs, and then watching him squinting and smiling, scolding him for not being aggressive, but feeling ashamed in his heart for doing something to him. Like honey.

With him by my side, I feel at ease, but without him, my heart feels empty.

In ordinary life, that tenderness, softness, and unknowingly blended into his life.

However, he also feels tired.

Thinking of the time when the sheep was still waiting for him, he felt energetic in everything he did. Looking at Murongdan, he couldn't get his leg out every day when he went out, and he wanted to grow wings every day when he came home from get off work.

But what's the use of that?

All his hard work only got him an apology from Lin Hanzhi.

Lin Hanzhi has a new lover and he can snatch it back. He is never afraid of a rival in love, which shows that he has a good vision.

He was just afraid of this person. In his heart, he never existed.

It's only been two years, and he can't forget Lin Hanzhi, he doesn't have to restrain himself from other men and women, and he doesn't even have the desire to look at them.

Then how could it be possible for Lin Hanzhi to have a girlfriend when he was still in his heart?

That sentence of sorry shattered his hopes for more than two years.

He wanted to be as neat as before, walk away with his legs up, and go to grab the person back before talking.

But he couldn't move.

What can I do if I get it back?

What he can give is always just a gentle shell, he doesn't have himself in his heart, so why pull him back?

When there is no expectation for things like feelings, how come they feel comfortable.

But once you have the feelings of conversion, how can you not expect the other party to be as enthusiastic as yourself!

When Murong Feng looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, when his emotions seemed to be completely empty, he was interrupted by Murong Dan's "ah", and he was pulled back to reality from his hopeless feelings of grief.

Turning his head, he saw that the paper roll used to stop the bleeding on Murong Dan's nose was completely soaked, and the child's fresh blood was dripping drop by drop on the small bib on his chest.

He couldn't allow him to think too much for a while, so he ran to the bathroom with the child in his arms, and slapped Murongdan's forehead with handfuls of cold water.

Murong Dan didn't cry, but felt that water got into his eyes, so he yelled "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"".

This child has a very lazy personality, so he would use "ah" instead of calling his father, and "ah" when he was hungry, and most of them would say "ah" when he peed and was unhappy.

It finally stopped, and the adults and children were almost wet.

Murong Feng also didn't care about himself, he quickly changed Murong Dan's clothes first.

When he took off his pants and accidentally saw the red birthmark on Murong Dan's fat ass, the size of a small fingernail, he suddenly felt annoyed.

What is he raising such a child for?After working hard for such a long time, I finally saw some hope, and I saw that the bright place is the end.

Lin Hanzhi couldn't fall asleep, so he lit a cigarette and stood on the balcony to smoke.

This was the first call from Murong Feng in two years, and it sounded familiar, but when he hung up, it seemed that all the grievances were conveyed through the signal.

Oh, Lin Hanzhi smiled helplessly, what happened to him?

In their previous relationship, he didn't know exactly how much affection he had for Murong Feng, and in the end he left without any complaints.

Murong Feng is a family man, he just tried his best to find a balance between himself and his family.

For him, he knew this balance point long ago, but for Murong Feng, he took all his struggles, unwillingness and grievances into his heart.

He didn't leave because he was angry with Murong Feng, it's just...he didn't believe that the so-called love in this world could really make people never leave.

In his eyes, this kind of feeling was born by his parents who eloped because of love when he was young. When his father passed away in poverty and illness, his mother abandoned him in the second month;

It was Aunt Lan who wore a red cheongsam to marry, just to bring a glimmer of life to the orphanage;

It was a couple in distress who he had seen too much and struggled together. In the end, the man was leading a girl, and the woman was holding a handsome young man.

How could the Murong family's affection for Murong Feng be so close if they were not related by blood.

Don't care about his youthful frivolity and mistakes, tolerate his arrogance and irascibility, and think of him in everything.

After all, he doesn't believe in anything but blood.

Because I don't believe it, I will never devote myself wholeheartedly. Because I don't believe it, I don't have any requirements for feelings. If I like each other, I can get along with each other and have a companion. Then give up.

With such a personality that doesn't even show hatred, he is doomed to not have a love that dares to break with the king.

So after two years, he seldom even thought of Murong Feng.

There are some things, if you give up, you will give up, as long as you believe that it will not come back, then it will really not come back, so it is okay to forget.

But what's the matter?The other party has not contacted for two years, and only one phone call made him unable to sleep. He said sorry to himself, and after the other party hung up the phone, his heart felt as if someone had squeezed him.

Slight pain, then itching, spread to the limbs, and finally the mind was in chaos.

Murong Dan got up on time at five o'clock every day. Seeing that his father was still asleep, he felt very dissatisfied. He rubbed on Murong Feng's stomach and farted in the face of the young master.

Looking up and seeing that Murong Feng had opened his eyes, he let out an "ah" indifferently, and prepared to climb up to his father's chest to "feed" according to his daily routine.

But today was different, Dad didn't scold the brat and then picked him up and teased him for a while.Instead, he picked him up, put on his clothes, and put him on the dining table by the kitchen.

When I went out, I didn't seem to go out and come back as often as before, picked him up and gnawed...

No matter what Murong Feng does, he seems to think of Murong Dan habitually. When he thought of it before, he would call back to listen to his son's calling no matter what. As if going through it all over again, my heart was in a panic, thinking about it and secretly cursing myself for not living up to it, the phone was in my hand and I didn't want to dial it.

Children are really sensitive and strange creatures. When you treat him well, he may ignore you, but he will accept you when you get close to him, but as long as you don't like him a little bit in your heart, he will feel it immediately. .

He doesn't even yell "ah" now, but he might start crying at some point.

In the first few days, the nanny was terrified by the sudden crying of the little ancestor, so she called Murong Feng, and Murong Feng came back a few times, but later she found that he was always crying, so she didn't care so much.

The nanny also discovered that when Mr. Murong was babying his son, whenever he was free, he would definitely call back to listen to his son's voice, but for more than half a month, he seldom called during the day.

……

They are all human beings, who don't understand how a single man can spend his whole life with a child, so he doesn't care as much as before.

Murong Dan lost a little weight this week.

According to the dietitian, the child is a bit overweight, and a little thinner is within the normal range.

Murong Feng was exhausted physically and mentally, so he stopped paying attention when he heard that it was okay.

Murong Dan was still crying at the beginning, not the fake crying like a child acting like a baby, but the real crying that was out of breath and blushing from holding back, but later on it may be found that it is useless, the father has changed, and he still cooks Feed, change clothes and sleep, but seldom hug him and kiss him, and don't rub his bearded face against him, so he gradually became silent and didn't pay attention to others.

He is stupid and slow to learn. Not only can he speak few words, he even walks slowly, but he is not as eager to walk as other children. He just hugs and plays with a rubber ball that Murong Feng bought for him.

This kind of life has been going on for more than a month, but it was completely shattered by a phone call.

"I'm in a meeting, what's the matter?" Murong Feng frowned and picked up the phone at home. He hung up three or four times, but the other party still called eagerly, and then he picked up.

"Sir, young master, he..."

"What's wrong?" Murong Feng squeezed the phone subconsciously.

The nanny was so frightened that she was about to cry, "The young master fell and touched his nose, and then kept bleeding from his nose."

Murong Feng stood up right then, and yelled with a dark face, "Then you quickly hug him and pat his forehead with cold water!"

"No, it doesn't work, no matter what, it can't be stopped."

"Why the hell are you crying! Now pack up and carry him downstairs. I'm going to the hospital now."