[End Times] The Road to Blood Painted

Seeing him in his arms, he smiled and said, "Come on, let's sleep together."

"You go down."

"Don't be like this, I'm as tired as you, lend me half a bed, let's sleep together." This hospital bed was specially prepared by Ling Su for Yuan Ting, the size of a double bed, very comfortable.When he was working on it just now, he was thinking that this bed was prepared correctly, it seemed that when he was preparing it, he was planning to do things on it in the future.

Yuan Ting was almost at the end of his rope against Ling Su. He could see that this guy was much more stubborn than himself. Once he wanted to accomplish something, no matter how the other party refused, he would have a way to make people commit crimes.

He was really sleepy right now, and he didn't bother to talk to him, anyway, the bed was big enough for two of them to sleep.So he didn't insist anymore, climbed onto the bed and pulled half of the quilt over, closed his eyes and wanted to sleep.

However, Ling Su was in good spirits, turned around and hugged him with a quilt, and began to mutter to himself: "Adrian, do you know, I have never liked someone like this before. Worried about losing, afraid of being rejected, Even if you just frown, I will feel bad for a long time. I think I must be in love with you, it is completely hopeless, if you don't want me, I probably can't live anymore. Adrian, I already know myself What about you, do you also love me like I love you?"

Ling Su usually speaks out of tune, always seems to be joking.But the confession just now was so sincere that even Yuan Ting, who is relatively dull emotionally, felt the deep affection in his words.After Ling Su finished speaking, she hugged him slightly, as if to remind him that he had finished speaking and it was his turn to reply.

Yuan Ting stood there in a daze, not knowing how to answer.Silence spread slowly through the house, like a virus, quickly infecting two people.At first, Ling Su felt full of confidence, thinking that Yuan Ting would like to sleep with her, and she probably liked him too.But the longer the silence, the more his confidence was lost, just like a child waiting for the announcement of his test results, feeling uneasy.

In the end, Ling Su felt a little frustrated. In order to alleviate the embarrassing atmosphere, he took the initiative to say: "It's nothing, even if you don't like me, it doesn't matter, I just like you all the time. This is also very good, there is someone I like in my heart People, even eating will become more delicious."

"Vincent..." Yuan Ting suddenly said, interrupting Ling Su's words, "I, I don't have the courage to love others. Everyone I love will eventually leave me. I am very afraid that one day, if I fell in love with you, and you will disappear."

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50, 50 & 51 past events...

The sky gradually darkened, and the atmosphere in the room slowly calmed down.Ling Su turned off the bedside lamp, and the whole room was plunged into darkness.He suddenly liked this feeling, holding the person he liked in his arms, although he hadn't gotten a response from the other party, but when he thought of Yuan Ting's reaction on the bed just now, he couldn't help but smile.

If a man has no feelings for another man, it is impossible for him to touch him like this.What's more, he still has injuries on his body.In this way, he may not hate himself, but there are still some psychological shadows that he cannot erase, so that he cannot truly accept himself.

After Yuan Ting finished that sentence, he didn't say anything more.His breathing was steady and light, as if he was asleep.But Ling Su knew that he must still be awake.He's the kind of person who can't sleep peacefully as long as he's carrying things on his mind.In fact, after knowing him for so many days, Ling Su seldom saw him sleep peacefully.I often have nightmares, and after waking up, I will become more silent, unwilling to say anything, just dazed in a daze.

In a situation like today, with Yuan Terror's character, it is impossible to fall asleep.He was just tired and wanted to lie down, but his eyes were kept open, staring at the gap in the curtains, watching the originally bright light gradually dim.

Ling Su groped in the darkness for a while, grabbed Yuan Ting's hands, and said softly, "Why do you say that? Has anything bad happened before?"

"It's nothing, it's all over."

"Yeah, it's all over, can't you let it go, can't you tell me and let me hear it?"

Yuan Ting's body tightened slightly, as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he finally said: "When I was young, I always felt that I was very happy. My parents are very loving, and I have a lovely younger brother. Our family is almost Nothing unfortunate happened. I always thought that I would grow up happily, study and work, find a girl I like, marry and have children. Then live the same life as my parents.”

"Adrian, there's something I've been meaning to ask you for a while, where are you from? I mean, you have Chinese ancestry, did you immigrate to America from China?"

"No, I was born in Norway. My parents are both Asian and European. They each have half Chinese blood, and most of them are passed on to me, so I am more oriental. My brother is not the same as me. , he inherited more European blood, so when he was in the army, people often didn't believe that we were brothers. Because we really look different. Maybe because of this relationship, Malcolm's temper is also stronger , relatively speaking, I am more gentle."

"You're not gentle, you're just more tolerant. You don't like to lose your temper, but if you bite someone out of the blue, it's enough." Ling Su couldn't help but blow into Yuan Ting's neck, which made him itchy, wanting to He pulled his hand out to touch his neck, but was held tightly by Ling Su, "Don't move, I won't brag, let's continue. Then, how did you go to America?"

"My father is a doctor. When I was five years old, he accepted an invitation from a research institute in the United States to work in the United States, so our family moved to the United States together. I was too young at that time, and I didn't quite understand my father. What kind of work is he doing? I just remember that he also went to work in the hospital, and he also worked at the research institute, but he didn’t quit. So he was always busy and came home late every day, and he rarely had time to spend time with me and me. Playing with Malcolm. I especially miss our time in Norway, because at that time he always liked to be with me and my brother, read books, listen to music, or talk about interesting things. After going to the United States, this kind of time There are very few."

"Sounds like it was a really good time."

"Yes, that was the best scene in my memory. I remember once when you were washing my car, you sang a Chinese folk song. My father also sang that song. After listening to it, I Thinking, maybe you are not such an annoying guy, at least you are still useful, and at least you can keep singing this song to me, just like my father hasn't left yet."

Yuan Terror's voice was very calm, and it seemed that he didn't feel the pain at all when he was telling such a sad past.Ling Su could only feel his emotions from his slightly trembling hands, and knew that it wasn't that he couldn't feel the pain, but that he was trying to suppress it.He may have gotten used to this kind of repression, and years of self-restraint have allowed him to hide his emotions very well, always showing others a cold and haughty attitude.

This kind of Yuan Zhe is not good, not good at all, lacking some breath of life, indifferent like a wax figure.Ling Su worked hard for a long time to let him open his heart slightly, showing his original appearance.But this seemed far from enough, Ling Su suddenly felt that he still had a long way to go in the future, and he had to keep walking with this man until his old age.

He tried to echo the ballad he once sang, and finally asked uncertainly, "Is that the time I brought you coffee from the convenience store?"

"It should be, you just washed my car once." In the dark, Yuan Ting smiled slightly, but Ling Su couldn't see it. He thought for a while and said, "Actually, I should have Come to think of it, you are different from most people in this world. You are too elusive, the coffee is not a convenience store item at all, and you often disappear for no reason. There is almost no other reason except that you have space. It allows you to come and go so freely. At that time when Nick mentioned Rebecca, I didn't even think that you were its owner."

"Oh, do you miss that coffee? If you like it, I will plant a few plants in the future so that you can drink it all the time." Ling Su talked for a long time, and finally remembered the song, and hummed softly , "They are all old, where are they, we are like this, going to the end of the world separately. La la la la la..."

As Yuan Ting listened, he felt drowsy gradually. He wanted to say something more, but the scene of being with his parents in the past kept flashing in front of his eyes, and finally fell asleep peacefully.Ling Su kept singing there, as if she had been reminded of many past events, and suddenly became sad.

He couldn't help but exerted more force, hugged Yuan Terror tightly, and muttered to himself: "Adrian, don't worry, I will never leave you. So you must never leave me. In this world , we should be together forever, only belong to each other.”

Yuan Ting fell asleep for a long time, and it was already midnight when he woke up.Only then did he realize that he missed dinner and was actually a little hungry.Ling Su was still lying beside him, maintaining a hugging posture, and didn't feel tired.He couldn't help but gently pushed his hand away, and just sat up when he heard