don't stop for anyone

But there was no sound.

Yaoyao got up and approached lightly, her voice was cold, "Are you awake?"

Demon?Yohji was still trying to speak, although it was just a mouth shape, his eyes were still a little blurry.

Yaoyao gently and slowly helped Yoji up, picked up the warm water that was always on the side, and let him drink it slowly.

Yohji leaned against the person behind him, and felt his eyes a little sore for a moment.

Yaoyao looked into Yoji's godless eyes, already desperate enough to want to die?

Yohji coughed lightly, his throat was no longer as dry and sore as before, it felt really good to feel cared for by someone...

Yaoyao put down the cup in her hand, and wanted to help Yoji to lie down again.

Yohji eagerly raised his weak right hand, but only lightly touched Yaoyao's arm, and slid down onto the couch again!

"... Angry... Are you..." Yohji asked softly, his voice broken beyond words.

Yaoyao spoke. "It's still here."

She has learned everything about what happened during this period from Yasuhiko Oda, and she knows that there will be no one other than Shinobu Ito who can hurt Yohji, who has always been cautious—in the life of Ryunosuke Ito. At the banquet, Shinobu Ito stabbed Yohji for Zhan Lingyang who disguised himself as a woman.The heart was damaged, coupled with the poor health caused by overwork, and he vomited blood many times after losing a lot of blood, so he was sick for many days.

"...Yeah..." Yohji's voice was low, he didn't know why he was here...

"Do you understand now?"

After experiencing the wandering between life and death, no matter how stupid people are, they will wake up, and Yohji is not stupid at all.He just exhausted all his strength, pinned all his hopes, and even sent his heart to Shinobu Ito, just to ask for a result-in the end, Shinobu Ito stabbed him with a knife in despair without hesitation. Go in and cut off everything between them.Yaoyao believes in Yohji, but if Yohji still can't let go of Shinobu Ito, then Yaoyao can only think that she has lost his sight.

Yohji understood that Yaoyao's silence was reprimanding him, because she believed that he would not dig his own grave and trap himself to death.

Yaoyao knew that Yohji must feel something.

"...in order to get my father's approval...in order to become a qualified black dragon, I have been working hard to learn everything since I was a child...even when I grew up, I took care of all the affairs of the white dragon..." Yohji said slowly , with a low voice, "...decisive and shrewd, gentle and tolerant, calm and wise, persistent and cautious... I have finally become a person who can make my father proud... because I can bring greater benefits to the Ssangyong Society and the empire... "

"This is your responsibility." No one can escape the family's responsibility...

"...so I worked hard..." Yohji smiled wryly, he knew it was his responsibility, "...but...tolerance..."

"You know Ito Shinobu so well, you should know that you are different from him." Yaoyao's voice was a little cold.Two people who can be said to have completely different personalities, Ito Shinobu is much more cold-hearted than Yohji, all his feelings will only be given to one person, and he can give up everything for this person.As for Yohji, he worried too much, thought too much, and expected too much.Therefore, all along, Yaoyao agrees with one point, the person who has no heart is the most powerful!

"It's because I understand... I don't understand..." Yohji was a little confused, "I just want to be recognized by Shinobu... In the year when we first met, Shinobu's stubbornness and rebellion made me firm...I only believed that Ninja is the Hakuryu of the Ssangyong Association and the president of the empire... But when did Shinobi become... when did Shinobi start not letting anyone get close..." He has always taken care of Hakuryu's work, thinking that Shinobi will always be understand his responsibilities.

"You forgot not only what L said, but also what I said."

"...No...I didn't forget..." Yohji was a little anxious, and he couldn't breathe. L said that if you want to get Shinobu's approval, you have to stand in front of Shinobu and let him see your back.And Yao told himself implicitly that he has always been angered by Ninja, "...Even if this is the case...I want to know Ninja's thoughts..." Now he finally knows, after he fell At that moment, he knew that apart from Zhan Lingyang, there would be no other person in Ren's heart.

"Understood now?" Yaoyao asked again.

"...I see..." Yohji's voice was full of emotion.

If you still can't see clearly, you won't care about Yohji's life or death.

"Meeting Zhan Lingyang is both luck and misfortune for Shinobu Ito."

"That is Shinobu's only light." Yohji's expression was lonely, he regarded Shinobu as his light!

"It's his luck."

"...Monster..." Yohji was a little bit unwilling, why is the result completely different even though it is the same?

"Ito Shinobu lost far more than he gained." Ito Shinobu lost everything he could lose for Zhan Lingyang, and even lost his love.Although Zhan Lingyang understands Ito Shinobu's dedication and sacrifice, the two of them will be friends, confidants, life-and-death friends, people who can be entrusted to their backs, but they will not be lovers!Ito Shinobu also lost the powerful assistant and the most sincere friend that even Toho could not give-he exchanged everything for the qualification to stand beside Zhan Lingyang.

Yohji was silent, but Shinobu got what he wanted...

"You also got a result you wanted."

"When Shinobu stabbed in... I didn't dodge...and Shinobi didn't let go, instead..."

Yaoyao understands that Yohji is not telling Ito Shinobu that he really wants to kill him, but that he is facing it.

"...I understand...what I remember is always the ninja who let me approach by chance when we first met..."

Yaoyao looked at Yohji's still somewhat lonely but clear eyes, she really didn't miss him, Ito couldn't help him.

He has worked hard for more than ten years, and it is enough...

To Yohji, Yaoyao has a rare patience, because of his persistence, his perseverance, and his hard work.Yohji has hope for Shinobu Ito, even in the most desperate time, just like the knife that stabbed into the chest, he did not evade, but handed over the right to make decisions to Shinobu Ito, and the final result, Yohji will accept it.It's just that Yohji has lost his firm belief - lost the light he was looking for.

"Lie down."

"...No..." Yohji was suddenly agitated, and a trace of blood flowed down the corner of his mouth.

Yaoyao said nothing, but her eyes were dark.

Yohji felt the strength of the Yaoyao supporting him behind him, feeling as if he had just woken up and saw the Yaoyao appearing in front of him, his eyes drooped.

For a moment, the entire room was filled with silence.

"...Monster..." Yohji said, "...Do you recognize me..."

Yaoyao froze for a moment, and looked at Yohji's eyes, which were pure and deep.

Yohji just waited in a daze, those blue eyes were just as he remembered.

After a long time, Yaoyao put his arms around Yohji who had been leaning against her, and said softly, "I approve of you."

That's enough, Yohji closed his eyes.

After all, there was still someone who recognized him.When we met for the first time, I had a deep memory of those blue eyes, the ultimate blue, the deep blue, the enigmatic blue, just like a demon.Yohji has few people who admire him, but Yohji has indescribable feelings for this young girl who is younger than him but has more experience than himself.Asking such words was not begging for pity and being humble and desperate, but just wanting to get close to her, because she believed in herself.

Yaoyao supported Yohji to lie down, and then, like the first one, waited beside him.

Yohji finally calmed down, this is really enough...she didn't leave...

Yaoyao raised her eyes and looked out of the window, with an unclear expression on her face, the sun had already set outside the window.

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——in my heart, sunshine

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After all, there was still someone who recognized him.When we met for the first time, I had a deep memory of those blue eyes, the ultimate blue, the deep blue, the enigmatic blue, just like a demon.Yohji has few people who admire him, but Yohji has indescribable feelings for this young girl who is younger than him but has more experience than himself.Asking such words was not begging for pity and being humble and desperate, but just wanting to get close to her, because she believed in herself.

Yaoyao supported Yohji to lie down, and then, like the first one, waited beside him.

Yohji finally calmed down, this is really enough...she didn't leave...

Yaoyao raised her eyes and looked out of the window, with an unclear expression on her face, the sun had already set outside the window.

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The warm sunshine shone into the room, and it seemed that people's heart, which had been immersed in darkness for a long time, also brightened up.

Yohji Miyazaki felt bright, his heart was brightened like this, he seemed to have been going around in a maze with no exit for more than ten years, full of hope to find the only exit.Every time when I thought there was no way ahead, a corner happened to appear, and then I continued to walk forward. After countless corners appeared, I finally found that I still couldn’t find the exit. The despair at that moment was enough to destroy all minds. of.

But in such a fragile and helpless situation, deep in his heart there is still a small hope that has never been extinguished.If he is destroyed again, he will fall into the abyss.And the knife that pierced into the heart of Shinobu seemed to cut off everything completely, making him want to give up everything.At that time, I was thinking, if I really died here, would Shinobu have a little bit of pain?