Undead meow of a certain college

The subsequent scenes are almost always in this small black room.

Except when the woman came, the small black room was always pitch black, and a suffocating chill came from all directions.

In this darkness, Zenyuan even cried and made troubles, and the only thing that comforted him in the end was Wujo Wu's non-existent illusion.

Women often show up, and every time they come, the first thing they do is to let the Chanyuan even learn.Occasionally, she would talk to Zenyuan Shiya over and over again about Wujo Wu as she did before.

Gojo Satoru didn't know where her obsession came from, and she insisted on letting Zenyuan Shiya learn from him, but it was still him in her fantasy.

Even he himself did not dare to admit that the perfect and kind Wujo Satoru in the woman's mouth was himself.

Intermittently, the woman will wake up.The false tenderness dissipated in an instant, and beatings and scolding were commonplace.

Visible to the naked eye, Shi Ye's character in the Chanyuan became gloomy.Even if he could leave this small black room occasionally, even if other people came in the small black room, it would not be able to slow down his falling speed.

I have been feeling the emotions of Zenyuan Shiya all the time, and even Gojo Satoru almost fell into it.

But fortunately, his cat has been thinking about him, and when he realized this, he quickly pulled out of the gloomy mood and kept himself awake.

His cat is waiting for him, all this can not be changed, he needs to get over all this, to find his cat, and take his cat away from these memories.

In front of me, the scene in the small black room is still going on.

Just like before, the woman came to the small black room again, and dragged Zenyuan Shiye to the desk.

However, unlike every previous time, the woman woke up as soon as Shi Ye sat down in the Zen garden.

"You are such a waste, why do you still live in this world?" The woman asked the Zen garden.

The Chanyuan didn't answer at all, just stared blankly at the table, as if he was used to such questions.

The woman didn't hit him as usual, but reached out and grabbed his neck.

"Why! Why! Why did you come to this world!"

Gojo Satoru watched the woman shouting hysterically, and tightened his fingers.He saw that Zenyuan Shiye's face gradually turned red, and then quickly turned blue.

The feeling of suffocation was clearly transmitted to him, making him feel as if he was about to be strangled to death.

If this continues, his cat will die!

But the woman didn't seem to realize this, and the strength in her hand was still getting heavier.

Gojo Satoru saw that Zenyuan was also struggling, and finally gave up struggling.

Although everything that happened afterwards told him that Shi Ye did not die in this incident, but he couldn't help but feel his heart ache when he saw this scene.

However, what he never expected was that he actually saw... his cat died.

The woman's hysterical voice stopped abruptly, and the already blurred picture suddenly became dark.

Before the picture was interrupted, he was sure that his cat was dead.

A strange feeling that he had never felt before came to his heart, he didn't know what it was like, he only knew that he really wanted to rush out immediately, really wanted to rush to the Chanyuan's house immediately, really wanted to...

Just then, the screen lit up again.

His cat, came alive.

The strange emotion was completely suppressed by joy, Gojo Satoru heaved a sigh of relief.

Very good.That's great.

In sight, the woman was still shouting hysterically, and the strength in her hands was still heavy. She was crazy, and she didn't realize what happened to Shi Ye in the Zen Yuan just now.

But Wujo Wu knew that it turned out that Zenyuan Shi was really not an ordinary person in the ordinary sense, and that he still had such abilities.

Back from the dead?Is it just a simple death and resurrection?

From the bewildered eyes of Zenyuan Shi Ye, he saw the same question.

It seems that at this time, his cat doesn't know either.

The woman went crazy for a while, and soon left as usual.

The door was not closed properly, and a beam of moonlight came in.Gojo Satoru saw Shiya's eyes gradually becoming clear, and he saw his cat wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and walked out step by step.

Chill, or should I say malice, was everywhere.

When they were released in the past, the Chanyuan had no purpose at all, just because they didn't want to be left in the dark.

But this time, he had a clear goal.

Gojo Satoru saw it, saw his cat testing his abilities again and again.

He can feel all the senses of the cat, he has felt the death of the cat, and he has also felt the fear of the cat.

Even so frightened, his cat was still testing and didn't back down.

It's a painful feeling.

Gojo Satoru already knew what happened after that.

When Zenyuan Shi also made up his mind to do something and started to put it into action, he took him away.

But... he actually managed to take him away?

Bondage... gone?

As he was thinking, his eyes suddenly became dark.

Just when he thought he was going to change the picture, he discovered that this piece of darkness was not pure darkness.

In the corner, there is a small existence.

His cat huddled in the dark, thinking about him all the time.

"What?" he called out.

Zenyuan Shi in the darkness also opened his eyes, just like what Gojo Wu had seen just now, he just looked at Gojo Wu, with a faint smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.

Gojo Satoru knew that his cat had mistook him for a hallucination.

"What." He approached him and hugged him.

"It's so real, I can actually hug you." Chanyuan Shiye murmured, using all four limbs to cling to Gojo Wu's body, and rubbed his head subconsciously.

thump -- thump -- thump --

In the darkness, the sound of heartbeats became more and more obvious, and they heard each other's heartbeats tending to be at the same frequency.

Gojo Wu hugged Shiya of the Zen Academy tightly, and rubbed against him: "Shiya, I'm here, I'm here to pick you up."

Fingers tightened suddenly, Zenyuan Shi also raised his head and looked at Gojo Wu.

Gojo Satoru smiled at him: "It's the real me, I'm here."

Zenyuan Shiye's eyes were wide open, he still couldn't believe it, he just said to himself: "I dare to think about anything."

As he spoke, he buried his head in Gojo Satoru's neck again.

Even if it's not real, even if it's just an illusory existence, he still needs such comfort at this moment.

After a long time, Gojo Satoru's voice sounded again.

"Shiya." The voice suddenly became serious, and he let go of the hand holding Shiya from the Chanyuan, and pulled him out of his neck.

With his left hand pinching Mao Mao's chin, he raised it slightly, and he looked directly into the red eyes of Shang Chanyuan Shiya, and said seriously: "It's true, it's not you who dare to think, but I who dare to come."

After a long pause, Zenyuan even suddenly realized.

When he realized that this was the real Gojo Satoru, he also realized one thing.

Zenyuan Shiye: "You...have seen it all?"

I saw everything about him and me, and saw the decisions I made.

Will you really hate me?

However, Gojo Satoru said, "I only saw a good boy."

A gleam of light gradually appeared in the eyes that were so dark that there was no highlight.

Zenyuan even asked: "You... say I'm a good boy?"

Gojo Satoru rubbed his head: "Of course."

Zenyuan never expected to receive such an evaluation. He looked at Wujo Wu and said, "I'm not a good boy."

He wanted to destroy the Chanyuan family.

He even wanted to destroy this terrible world full of malice.

Didn't Gojo Satoru see this?

As if he knew what he was thinking, Gojo Satoru said, "You are a good boy, you said you wanted to destroy the Zenyuan family, but you never put it into action."

Zenyuan even retorted subconsciously: "I can't do it."

Gojo Satoru affirmed, "No, you can."

Although the pictures about studying in the small black room that he saw just now were almost all very fast, it was enough for him to understand the knowledge and skills mastered by the Chanyuan.

Even if he didn't have the ability to be resurrected from the dead and become stronger, his cat could achieve the goal he set with just his brain earlier.

"If you want, you can even shake up the whole of Japan, and even the whole world, can't you?" Gojo Satoru asked.

Leaving aside other things, just the ability to hack into any system at will without being discovered is enough.

If he wants, he can even directly issue orders to the missiles, and conduct indiscriminate attacks on the places he wants to destroy.

Zen Yuan even tightened its hands.He didn't answer, just lowered his head, trying to avoid Gojo Satoru's sight.

Gojo Satoru didn't force him to look up this time, but continued: "You know that, right? But you didn't. You chose the way that caused you the most pain."

In the memory just now, Gojo Satoru could clearly feel all the emotions of Zenyuan Shiya at that time.He knew he was afraid of death, and he didn't really want anyone to die.

However, when death became a luxury, he could only give himself a reason to continue living.

Maybe in the later process, he will gradually accept such an idea, but at least at that moment, he actually didn't want to.

The long-term brainwashing education is not so easy to get rid of. Even though he has died several times, the kindness in his heart has not disappeared as he himself said.

"Going against one's own heart" is a kind of torture in itself.

Gojo Satoru continued to ask, "Are you really happy in this way?"

Without waiting for the Chanyuan to answer the question, he answered by himself: "You don't feel happy at all.

"Why punish yourself for someone else's mistakes?

"What is wrong is not you, nor this world, but the world you see."

After hearing these words, Chan Yuan Shi Ye suddenly raised his head, looked at Gojo Wu and shouted loudly: "So are you saying that I deserve it? I'm stupid! I deserve it! I couldn't do it myself. I deserve this pain. Everything is wrong. I asked for it! I only deserve to go on in pain like this, to live in pain like this! Isn’t it!”

Gojo Satoru grabbed his hand and denied, "No.

"As I said, don't do what you don't want to do. You who don't want to kill them, why do you go against your own wishes? Why do you give yourself such psychological hints? For the pain of others who don't exist It is not worthwhile for you to be in pain yourself."

The pain of others who do not yet exist...

Zenyuan even recited this sentence silently in his heart, not knowing how to refute for a moment.

Gojo Satoru held his face in his hands, and his voice became softer: "You've entered a dead end, why don't you use some way to make yourself happy?"

The deliberate pause after the question made Zenyuan even subconsciously ask: "What method?"

Gojo Satoru laughed: "They think you are weak, and they look down on you, so show them your strength!

"I'm sorry, I'm too weak to live in this world, but I only want to touch you with a little finger.

"Those who have hurt you, beat them back in the open!

"Why do you want to give them death? Let them look at you, let them look at you, who was once the weakest, but will be an existence they will never be able to reach. They can only crawl at your feet forever, looking up at you, watching you less than the distance between you.

"Crap like that must have no backbone, they are so angry, and thank you for letting them breathe."

After Wutiaowu finished speaking in one breath, Zenyuan Shi suddenly had a feeling of "seems to make sense".

But... there was one more person, his mother.

If it was such a scene, his mother would be very happy, right?He grew into what she wanted him to be.

Gojo Satoru knew what he was thinking, and continued: "As for your mother, it doesn't matter to her what you do now? Her child has been killed by her own hands. Her child will always stay in that weak, poor A state where anyone can bully, forever and ever."