Rebirth is waiting for you to torture me

man? "

He heard the voice of the hope that hadn't risen in his heart suddenly turned into bubbles.

In fact, where the gods come from in the world, everything is just a human's delusion.

……

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There were two small figures leaning side by side on the sofa bed in the dressing room, but one of them was covered with a large thin blanket, and the whole person was huddled under the blanket, like a turtle.

Xiao Xun hugged his knees and said worriedly, "Aren't you bored like this?"

"Turtle" shook his head, his face shrunk under the blanket was still red and hot, it is impossible for him to face Xiao Xun face to face as if nothing had happened, his old face has not been cultivated to such a thick level.

Xiao Xun was still not at ease, and confirmed again: "Really?"

"Turtle" nodded.

"That, Qiubai." Xiao Xun hesitated for a moment, but still called him.

"Huh?" Han Qiubai's nasal voice came from under the blanket.

"What did my dad say to you last time? What did he want you to believe?" Xiao Xun was still very curious as to why he couldn't understand what the two of them said just now like a charade.

"...I didn't say anything." Han Qiubai froze for a while before replying.

...Only you...the child I want to hug like this, only you...

His face was so hot that Han Qiubai felt that he could fuck now.

Why was Xiao Jingliu so thick-skinned when he was young, always saying things that made him blush and heartbeat.

He, he is only six years old, how could he...

He is a little dissatisfied, what reason can't tell him, he is actually not young, really, he is already 35 years old...

It's annoying, I can't be honest, it's annoying.

The little white rabbit huddled in the tortoise shell, thinking that he must find a time for the big bad wolf to explain the reason clearly, he hates guessing by himself.

His mind is completely occupied by men now, so he didn't hear clearly that Xiao Xun, who was outside the thin blanket, was saying to him seriously as a good friend: "Actually, my dad is not a good person, he still likes... Anyway, Don't get too close to him."

Xiao Xun didn't say the word man, he was worried that Qiu Bai didn't understand what it means for a man to like a man, and he was afraid of scaring him.

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Memories of past lives are given here just for the convenience of reading the text. You can also compare how difficult it is to go from the pain of the past to the ease of the present. QAQ, the specific past life will be coded out separately ~

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49. Chapter 49...

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Lin Lan handed the cigarette to Xiao Jingliu, Xiao Jingliu did not refuse, took one, lit the end of Lin Lan's cigarette, and both of them took a few puffs of cigarettes to ease their emotions.

"I thought you took a fancy to him and wanted to cultivate him into a cash cow for strawberries because you appreciated his uniqueness. You have always had a good eye. I am very sure of this. Qiubai is indeed good, not at all like him. Children in this age group are very mature in mind, and sometimes they speak and act like adults than us." Lin Lan said slowly.

Xiao Jingliu's eyes fell on the locker room at the far end. He left Xiao Xun in the locker room to accompany the kid, because he was afraid that the kid would be more cranky by himself, but he always felt that doing so was a bit disturbing.

"I admit, I have selfish intentions from the very beginning." Now that he has confirmed his intentions, he doesn't mind letting Lin Lan know his current choice, "I will not let Han Qiubai go."

From the moment he was bitten by the little ghost on the street, the fate between him and the little ghost in this life has been forged.

"But he's only six years old!" Lin Lan whispered, her handsome face was a little irritated, "He's still a child!"

"I know." Xiao Jingliu looked up at him, "Do you think I haven't thought about it?"

If he didn't have to think about anything, he wouldn't have dragged it until now.

Whether it is Han Qiubai's life or Yue Yun's life, even if he doesn't consider his own life, he must also consider the lives of the two of them.

He doesn't like to do things that bear the burden of other people's lives. Everyone knows that he is self-centered as he pleases, but this time, he spent a long time, thought for a long time, thought over and over again, thought over and over again, Finally made such a decision.

"I didn't know you were still a child lover." Lin Lan took a puff of cigarette.

"Before I met him, I didn't know." Xiao Jingliu also took a puff of cigarette.

"He's not suitable for you." Lin Lan had to warn him, "As long as he's around, you'll be fatally wounded. Once someone finds out, you'll be controlled by others."

"I understand what you said," Xiao Jingliu leaned against the window, took a puff of cigarette forcefully, and squinted at him: "Xiaolan, if I say, I only have feelings for him now?"

There are really not many people who can see Lin Lan petrochemical, Xiao Jingliu smiled, and felt that it was worth the price of admission.

"You can't handle other people anymore?" Lin Lan froze for a long time before recovering, looking at Xiao Jingliu with complicated eyes, "Where's Yue Yun?"

"It's just a simple physical need, I can do it with anyone." Xiao Jingliu said calmly, looking at the distant scenery outside the window.

"If you really like him, you should think about him. He is too young now, Xiao, what's the use of liking him? You can only watch him and can't eat him. For such a small child, can you hold him?" Lin Lan stared at him, not letting go of the expression on his face.

Xiao Jingliu withdrew his gaze, glanced at him, and said four words softly: "I can hold it down."

He is serious.

Lin Lan suddenly didn't know what to say, he knew Xiao Jingliu's character, if he had already decided everything, no one could stop him.

A moment of silence fell between the two.

"Do you want to hug him?" Lin Lan asked suddenly, he felt a faint pain in his temple.

"I've thought about it." Xiao Jingliu snuffed out the cigarette butt, and took out another cigarette from Lin Lan, still borrowing the spark from his cigarette butt.

When the two cigarettes were docked, Lin Lan noticed that Xiao Jingliu's hands were shaking slightly.

He looked up at him.

Sensing his gaze, Xiao Jingliu smiled lightly, so shallow that he almost didn't smile at all.

"Xiao..." Lin Lan's expression changed, and she looked at him in surprise.

Xiao Jingliu's hand holding the cigarette trembled uncontrollably in the middle of withdrawing it, and the cigarette just lit fell from between his fingers to the ground.

That hand trembled from the fingertips, fingers, back of the hand, wrist, forearm, big arm... The trembling spread upwards infinitely until his whole body.

"Why is this happening?" Lin Lan was shocked.

"It's always been like this," Xiao Jingliu said calmly, "From the day I met him until now, whenever I see him, think of him, my hands, my feet, my limbs, my body, I My heart, all the organs inside my body, would start shaking like this."

"...!" Lin Lan was completely shocked by his words.

How could this be? !

"I have to restrain myself every day," Xiao Jingliu stretched out his other hand, which was also trembling, and he held the wrist of this hand with that hand, trying to stop the trembling of his body, but it was just An ineffective self-rescue action, the slight smile on his face makes people feel painful, infinite pain, like piercing into their own heart and lungs, the feeling of extreme depression almost makes Lin Lan suffocate, " I don't dare to get too close to him, and I can't let him go. I have to use all my strength to restrain my desire for him. I want to hug him, and I almost go crazy thinking about it. My heart and lungs are like fire. Tearing pain, this feeling, Xiaolan, do you understand?"

Lin Lan just looked at him.

He glanced at Lin Lan who was silent, smiled faintly, slowly stopped trembling, and returned to normal.

"If I don't control myself, I won't even dare to meet him." Xiao Jingliu said still calmly: "This kind of strong desire that I have never had for anyone, if it is not love, I don't know what to call it What."

He paused, looked at the person who appeared suddenly, and said quietly: "Perhaps, this is my punishment."

Lin Lan's expression changed almost at the same time as his gaze shifted.

He looked at the person, then at Xiao Jingliu, with complicated eyes.

"What about me?" Yue Yun came out from behind the screen without a sound. His already sickly pale face was now pale and bloodless. He stared at Xiao Jingliu and asked, "What kind of feelings do you have for me?" ?”

Xiao Jingliu looked at him, and was silent for a while, then lightly lifted his thin lips, and said lightly:

"Probably, it's also love."

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what is love?

can not say it clearly.

But I think that being willing to suppress one's desires for the sake of the other person, being willing to admit one's feelings, and not deceiving oneself is also love.

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The little white rabbit in the dressing room finally couldn't hold his breath anymore and got out of the tortoise's shell.

Xiao Xun tugged at his ears, and smiled at his cold eyes that were indifferent to everyone: "The clothes of the little white rabbit are very suitable for you, so cute."

Han Qiubai rolled his eyes at him: "If you think it's cute, ask your Uncle Lan to make one for you next time. Kittens and puppies, you'll definitely be cuter when you wear them."

Xiao Xun immediately put away his rabbit ears, took a big step away from him, shook his head and said in distaste: "I don't want to wear this kind of clothes, I'm so childish."

Han Qiubai bared his teeth at him and made a gesture of disdain.Damn child, I think childish clothes, but I have the nerve to praise others for their cute clothes, I don't deserve a beating.

After changing clothes, he and Xiao Xun walked out of the locker room.

A distance away, the two little dolls heard Yue Yun say: "Xiao