make me clear

To celebrate the end of this article, and to thank those who have followed the article all the way, I will send a special chapter.The system said that the number of words should not be less than 167, so I had no choice but to make up the number of words.

In the quiet green bamboo forest in the dark night, the four bearers have already been dismissed by Zhaohua.After much hesitation, he plucked up the courage to go to the fence of the bamboo building, silently looked at the closed firewood gate, and looked at the bright lights inside through the crack of the door, subconsciously clenched his fists, suppressing the panic and helplessness in his heart, Reaching out to knock on the door knocker, I realized that my palm was already wet with sweat, and I felt restless and hesitant again.

Zhaohua, why are you so useless, you are already standing here, why don't you even have the courage to step in.

In the quiet green bamboo forest in the dark night, the four bearers have already been dismissed by Zhaohua.After much hesitation, he plucked up the courage to go to the fence of the bamboo building, silently looked at the closed firewood gate, and looked at the bright lights inside through the crack of the door, subconsciously clenched his fists, suppressing the panic and helplessness in his heart, Reaching out to knock on the door knocker, I realized that my palm was already wet with sweat, and I felt restless and hesitant again.

Zhaohua, why are you so useless, you are already standing here, why don't you even have the courage to step in.

"Zhaohua, you should believe in Chi Ying's love for you!" Situ Yu's words still echoed clearly in his ears.Zhaohua bit his lower lip in distress, he tasted the rusty smell too hard and didn't know it.Knowing that he loves me, knowing that I am deeply loved by him, my heart is so terrified, so worried, afraid that I am not what he expects, afraid that I am not worthy, this hard-won love will be will suddenly disappear.

This body should have died after being possessed by a man for the first time, and the self who was rescued was clearly a boy's body, but he wanted to go against the rules and open his legs to accept the man's indulgence again and again.The man has a tyrannical personality, and he can only follow his wishes in everything. If he disobeys even a little bit, he will hang him up and play all night, or he will be wheeled by four or five big men in front of his face.Men always like to pinch his chin and tell him cursingly, "Zhaohua, you are a bitch, a born bitch, suitable for being fucked by men."

Thinking of this, Zhaohua's whole body was cold and sweat was running down his back, his fingers were tightly clutching his collar, his face turned pale.Tears were overwhelmed and slowly rolled down his eyes, he hated it so much, why did he meet Chi Ying, why didn't he come when he was clean, why did he let himself be covered in filth to meet him again, why did God torture himself like this?

Zhaohua was immersed in the nightmare-like memory and couldn't extricate himself from the pain. He didn't expect the slight sound of footsteps coming from behind the chai gate. When he suddenly responded, the chai gate had already been opened.Ganoderma lucidum looked at Zhaohua whose head was covered with dew and mist in surprise, called out "Aiya", and hurriedly pulled him in, scolding him, "Master must have been standing outside for a long time, why didn't you knock on the door? Master If I knew how happy you were, I wouldn't know..." Stretching his neck, he wanted to shout.

Zhaohua quickly covered his mouth with his hand, and said in a panic, "Don't disturb him, I'm leaving."

Lingzhi frowned in confusion, pulled Zhaohua's hand, and asked, "My lord, is something on your mind? Why do you look so worried and out of your mind?"

Zhaohua pursed his lips and remained silent.

Ganoderma lucidum said, "You are very cold, quickly follow me into the house and drink some hot tea to drive away the cold."

Zhaohua nodded, followed him, and asked quietly, "Sleep, Chi Ying."

Ling Zhi didn't seem to hear, just took him into the hall, told him to sit down, and left through the side door, saying that he was going to make tea.

All of a sudden there was a rush of footsteps outside the door, Zhaohua turned around and was startled.Chi Ying was wearing a snow-white inner coat and had no shoes on her feet. She got off the bed and rushed all the way.Looking straight at Zhaohua with big eyes full of grievances, he said, "It's all here, but you still don't let me know, what is Zhaohua thinking about?"

Zhaohua was already guilty, but now that he was questioning him again, he became more and more lost in his mind, and just lowered his head and did not speak.

Chi Ying went up a few steps and grabbed him, forcing him to face herself, "Why are you looking for me tonight?"

"I... I was just passing by."

"Oh." Chi Ying curled her lips, exposing his crappy lie, "No, you're lying! If you weren't lying, why didn't you dare to look at me directly? You have something on your mind, and you still want to hide it from me? Zhaohua, what did you come here tonight for? What? You speak, answer me!"

Zhaohua raised his face slowly, looking at him quietly with his pair of water-cut pupils, Chi Ying was stared deeply at him, her heart was beating so hard that it was about to jump out of her chest.Zhao Hua asked in a low voice, "How much does Chi Ying like me?"

Chi Ying immediately took Zhaohua's hand and pressed it tightly to her heart, "Do you feel it? It beats only for you."

Zhaohua smiled idiotically, couldn't hold back the tears, rolled down the back of Chi Ying's hand, and looked at Chi Ying as if pleading, "I want to hear you say that you love me."

Chi Ying's heart skipped a beat, Zhaohua was so weird today.Staring at each other with concern, "Zhaohua, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, I just want to hear from you."

"I love you. You've always known it." Chi Ying looked helpless, her throat full of bitterness.

Zhaohua looked at Chi Ying who was distressed, and smiled with the corners of his lips slightly curled up, glowing brightly.Looking at the endless darkness outside the house, he decided to take the last gamble, closed his eyes and said to Chi Ying, "Go and close the door, I have something to show you."

Chi Ying was puzzled, but obediently went to close the door.

When he turned around, his eyes fell on the clothes on the ground. Isn't this what Zhaohua was wearing?While in doubt, she raised her face, and Zhaohua's naked white body slammed into his pupils, and Chi Ying's brain roared and her whole body shook.

Under the candlelight, I saw a huge piebald green snake tattooed on that slender and graceful body. The tattoo spread from the chest to the thighs. The lifelike tattoos were detailed down to every snake scale. It was as if a beauty had sex with a snake. screen.

Chi Ying still can't wake up from such a huge shock, Zhaohua looked at Chi Ying's dull eyes that were branded on his fragile heart like a branding iron, Zhaohua didn't know what he was thinking, and laughed at himself, "You see now I am the real me. This body has been contaminated since I was 16 years old. It has been invaded by countless men. It is not an exaggeration to say that I am a male prostitute. It was tattooed during copulation, when the man said he would do it to me, the snake pattern on his body would shake with my swaying, making it more interesting..."

"Don't say it!" Chi Ying couldn't bear the knife-like words spit out from Zhaohua's mouth any longer, which cut his heart and blood into pain.Suppressing the bursting anger in his heart, who on earth hurt him like this!Approaching him step by step, bending down to pick up the clothes that fell off the ground, covering Zhaohua's body, hugging him pitifully, as if wanting to integrate him into his own flesh and blood.Rubbing Zhaohua's ears with her lips, she said in a low and hoarse voice, "I understand everything, I understand everything, don't talk about it. I just hate why I didn't meet you earlier, why I couldn't show up to you when you need help most around."

"Chi Ying..."

"Who is it, how can you hurt you like this, tell me?"

"The general killed him with a single knife."

"It's just for him!" Chi Ying said bitterly, "If he is still alive, I will definitely make his life worse than death!"

Zhaohua's body stiffened, his voice was as weak as a mosquito's, "A me like this...you still want it?"

"I want it." Chi Ying looked at him, his piercing eyes shone with firm light, and a warm kiss fell on Zhaohua's forehead, like an eternal promise, "I want whatever you want, as long as It's Zhaohua, I like them all."

This gentle promise is like warm water pouring into Zhaohua's limbs and bones. This is the feeling of being cherished. Zhaohua couldn't help but shed tears, looked at Chi Ying, smiled through tears, and said stupidly, "Why? ? How can I deserve this from you?"

Chi Ying wiped away his tears softly, and put her fingers on his lips, "You are worth it. The first time I saw you, I was astonished. How can there be such a spotless person in the world who sucks the wind and drinks the dew? Eyes, movements, and smiles are all beautiful, like flowers in the mirror. I fell in love with just one look..."

"But I'm not... I..."

"You are, you always have been. That's how I see you, and always will be. You're my god alone."

"You are so stubborn." Zhaohua sighed lowly, looked at Chi Ying and smiled, "But you are like this, which makes me difficult, makes me unable to ignore, and makes me like you too."

Chi Ying's eyes widened in surprise, holding Zhaohua's face like a treasure, repeating his words, "You like me, you finally like me."

"Yes, I like you."

Joy swarmed from all directions, Chi Ying was afraid that it was just an unattainable dream at this time, so she asked tentatively, "Can I kiss you?"

A blush flashed across Zhaohua's face instantly, and he nodded shyly.

When Chi Ying got the permission, her excited fingers trembled, as if she was afraid that the other party would regret it.Leaning over to face the long-awaited lips, the cold and delicate lips were so soft that it was unbelievable. When the tip of the tongue met, there was a burst of numbness. Chi Ying only felt that her brain was blank, and she kept greedily sucking and pestering each other. Zhaohua was exceptionally obedient, cooperating with his needs, and once ignited, the flame of fanaticism spread rapidly and could not be stopped.Chi Ying is like a traveler who has been hungry and thirsty for a long time and finally meets the nectar, with endless thirst, never knowing that it will not be satisfied.

I don't know how long after kissing, after letting go of the other party, looking at his unusually rosy lips, Chi Ying felt his heart beating rapidly, his consciousness gradually blurred, he was already intoxicated at this moment, and his bright eyes looked at him expectantly.

Stared at by his fiery eyes, Zhao Hua felt as if his whole body was on fire, her jade-white cheeks flushed with emotion, her autumn-like eyes slightly opened and closed, her thick eyelashes brushed Chi Ying's chin, the clothes on her body The robe has long been loosened, revealing half of the fragrant shoulders, and the moving red mark on the chest can be faintly seen, with such a stunning beauty in front of his eyes, how can he sit still?

Chi Ying suppressed the urge to want him, and reached out tremblingly to fasten his robe, but let Zhaohua hold her fingers.He turned his face sideways, silently, showing his graceful neck, like a white swan in a green lake, waiting for the other party's movements.

Chi Ying was overjoyed, and gently laid the person in his arms flat on the floor, worshiping as if kissing him all over his body, watching the person under him gently enter his body because of her falling into the sea of ​​desire bit by bit. With an inaudible moan, he kissed away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes, and Chi Ying repeated the moving confession over and over in a low voice, "I love you, I love you Zhaohua..."

"Well, I see."

"Follow me back to Yaowangzhuang."

"Ah."

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On the third day, newlyweds Situ and his wife of Yaner brought their youngest son, Situ Ling, to practice for Chi Ying and Zhaohua outside Xuanzhou City.

Qi Wujiu, the orphan of King Ming who Wei Zhengyang was ordered to rescue back then, although he was only six years old, was naturally cold and reticent, even if he was rescued, he would be like an ice sculpture, difficult for strangers to get close to.Only Zhaohua was able to say a few words. Seeing that the two of them were destined, Wei Zhengyang told Situ Yu about the incident.

So the young Qi Wujiu followed Zhaohua to live in the temple, chanting scriptures and studying Buddhist scriptures with the abbot.

It happened that Situ Ling studied medicine with Chi Ying, and Zhaohua didn't see Chi Ying, so Chi Ying sent Situ Ling to convey love, medicine, food, and clothes to Zhaohua. Whatever Chi Ying could think of, she would send to Zhaohua.

After coming and going, Situ Ling gradually started talking to Qi Wujiu and became playmates. The two of them did their homework together, added lamp oil to the temple, and sat in a quiet place looking at the clouds in the sky...

At this time, Zhaohua was going to take Qi Wujiu to Yaowang Village with Chi Ying, and Situ Ling couldn't let go of him for a while, so he untied the white jade to ward off evil spirits and put it in Qi Wujiu's hand, "I can't accompany you. Take my place by your side."

Holding the evil spirit in his hand, Qi Wujiu untied the golden lock hanging from his neck and handed it to Situ Ling, and said flatly, "I've accepted your evil spirit, so I'll give you my lock."

Situ Ling took it and immediately hung it around his neck, hid it in his robe, and said, "When I grow up, I will go to Yaowangzhuang to pick you up."

Qi Wujiu stared at him faintly, "The world is so small, the road is always under your feet, you can come whenever you want, why do you want to grow up?"

Situ Ling couldn't find a word to answer for a while, he just watched him get into the carriage, the wheels were turning, the horse was galloping, his vision slowly blurred, and he was at a loss for a while.

Standing beside Situ Yu, Lu Renjia looked at Situ Ling who was dejected, patted him on the shoulder comfortingly and said, "Wu Jiu is right, if you think he can go and see him."

"I understand." Situ Ling smiled, "I will try my best to make myself stronger, and protect him like my father protects my dad."

Lu Renjia stared at Situ Ling in surprise, then looked at Situ Yu playfully, and said with a smile, "Like a father, like a son."