half life after rebirth

I began to suspect that the reason why Zhang Ming insisted on staying was because he wanted him to finish listening to the song.

"I know." Zhang Ming held Yang Chen's hand even tighter, and remained silent.

Yang Chen recalled the lyrics, half understanding, Zhang Ming, what are you waiting for?

"Zhang Ming." Yang Chen stood up, "Let's go to the place I want to go now."

It's past eight o'clock in the evening, and when we got to that place, it was around nine o'clock.

After sitting in the car, Yang Chen said the location: "The place I want to go is the No. [-] Middle School in the city."

"Okay." Zhang Ming drove without asking why.

Along the way, the atmosphere was a bit cold, and both of them were immersed in their own thoughts, thinking about their own affairs.Suddenly, the smell of dating receded like a tide.Zhang Ming is a little worried, if Yang Chen's liking for him is just a whim, just a temporary inseparable, but just can't bear to live without him, then what should he do.He shouldn't have provoked Yang Chen with that song, he shouldn't have tested Yang Chen's opinion on their relationship.

Since No. [-] Middle School prohibited the entry of foreign vehicles, Zhang Ming parked the car next to the school and followed Yang Chen into the school gate.At this time, the students are studying in the classroom at night. Every classroom is as bright as day, which makes the campus even colder. Occasionally, teachers who are in a hurry pass by them.

Even though a few more teaching buildings were built to increase the green area, Yang Chen still easily found the place he wanted to go.This is a small basketball court far away from the teaching building, where a few poplar trees stand, and the dense leaves make regular rustling sounds in the night wind.Looking down through the iron net on the edge, you can just see the plastic playground and the arc-shaped bridge that shines brightly in the dark in the distance.Anyone who goes to No. [-] Middle School knows that this is a place where couples often come.

"This place..." Zhang Ming looked around. If he remembered correctly, there should be something tricky here.

"Zhang Ming, come here." Yang Chen squatted on the ground, pushing away the vines spreading on the stone road, revealing the dense names.These names are all next to each other, and there are several pairs of names that appear twice.

Those men and women who fell in love in No. [-] Middle School would engrave their names here, saying that if they were still together ten years later, they would come back here and engrave their names again.Zhang Ming remembered that he had come here with his close brother, and watched him and his girlfriend put their names on the same head-to-head.After so many years, the characters carved by their generation have been worn away, and new students have carved new names here.Those two names should have disappeared long ago.

"Zhang Ming, do you have any hard things?" Yang Chen was carrying all the keys of the house, if they were broken, they would be unable to open the door.

"There are unused keys." Zhang Ming took out the key chain, picked out the unused one, and handed it to Yang Chen.

"Then I'll use this." Yang Chen held the key in his hand, and began to carve characters on the small vacant space. The word "bow" was carved first.

Seeing Yang Chen neatly engraving his name and continuing to engrave the words next to him, Zhang Ming grabbed his hand nervously: "You don't want to engrave my name and some woman's name together, do you?"

He didn't believe that Yang Chen would engrave his own behind his name.

Horizontal, vertical, left, right.

Yang Chen lowered his head and finished engraving a Yang Zi under the dim light of the phone.

Zhang Ming couldn't help holding his breath: "Xiaochen, I'll engrave the last word."

"I'll do it myself." Fearing that Zhang Ming would rob him, Yang Chen quickly carved a crooked word "Chen", "Zhang Ming, we were together 13 years ago."

Zhang Ming and Yang Chen.

There is no gap between the two names. It is written here by Yang Chen who was reborn 13 years ago. It is really like that 30-year-old Yang Chen has been with 32-year-old Zhang Ming for 13 years.

Obviously, the experience of these 13 years is still in his mind. Zhang Ming remembers everything after he went to university, and he has not forgotten every little bit of taking care of Yang Chen for eight years.But why, after listening to Yang Chen's words, he would feel that the two of them have really come here in the past 13 years, they have been together all the time.

"Xiaochen." Zhang Ming hooked Yang Chen's neck and kissed him from the tip of his nose, "Why do you always say things that make me uncomfortable?"

The expression on the 30-year-old man's face was very dazed, with a youthful innocence that made Zhang Ming laugh out loud in his neck.Indifferent, simple, stubborn and childish, always straightforward, this is the Yang Chen he likes.Yang Chen didn't squat firmly, and fell to the ground under his pressure. He accidentally wiped the ground with his hands, and dropped his phone to the side.

"Are you okay?" There were some thorns on the vines, and Zhang Ming was worried that Yang Chen's hand would be scratched.

"fine."

Picking up the phone, Yang Chen found that the vines there had been pushed to the side, and the dim light of the phone just happened to shine on the tiny open space, on which a few words were heavily engraved with a sharp weapon.

My little morning.

Zhang Mingzi.

Zhang Ming recognized it, it was the word he wrote when he was in the first year of high school.

When he was in high school, he often gave notice to his friends who had girlfriends. Once, for some unknown reason, he suddenly wanted to write the names of him and Yang Chen, so he called the group of buddies to the basketball court and stood in a semicircle with their backs to him. .

"Zhang Ming, what are you doing with the knife?" asked the last friend who turned his back.

Ignoring them, Zhang Ming found a hidden, easily overlooked place, squatted down and began to engrave his name.At that time, for Yang Chen's sake, he didn't dare to engrave Yang Chen's name directly, but engraved four words "My Little Chen" cryptically, followed by his own name neatly.After the engraving was finished, a group of people pestered him to ask him what was engraved and where it was engraved, but Zhang Ming naturally refused to say anything.Later, he transferred to another school, and I don't know if those people found his engraved characters.

"Zhang Ming, I recognize it." Yang Chen had already wiped his hands clean, and took a picture of the name engraved there on his phone.

"Xiao Chen." Zhang Ming stretched out his hand from behind, wrapped Yang Chen in his arms, and couldn't help saying, "Just take it as it is, we've been together for 16 years."

"Hey, the students over there are already in class, don't wander around the campus!" A voice suddenly came out, and Zhang Ming quickly pulled Yang Chen and hid behind the vines.Yang Chen's cell phone had already been closed. At this time, the basketball court was pitch black again, and he couldn't see anything.

The wind blows, and the only sound is the rustling of leaves.

"Could it be that I was dazzled just now?" The man's footsteps gradually faded away.

Yang Chen pulled away the hand covering his mouth: "What are you hiding? We didn't do anything shameful."

It turned out that when his friend was dating his girlfriend, he was caught by the teacher like this.Yang Chen's body was tightly pressed against his. In the night wind, it was a little cold, so Zhang Ming hugged Yang Chen even tighter.He can let the teacher see himself, but he can never see the feelings of the people around him. It took him so many years to understand.

"I was interrupted by that person just now, so I couldn't continue to ask." Yang Chen patted his trouser legs and stood up with Zhang Ming, "What does that mean 16 years together?"

The author has something to say: Meow, the second update is coming, are you all cute?

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50. Strike while the iron is hot (five)...

"Xiaochen, if you don't have the determination to be with me forever, don't ask me why." Zhang Ming held Yang Chen in his arms, but he pushed him away.

"So in your eyes, I'm someone who casually hangs out with other people?" Yang Chen was actually a little angry.

"You have heard the song just now, and I told you how unacceptable homosexuality is in this world." They are two men, even though Yang Chen is only 17 years old, he will not let himself shield him from the wind rain.As an older man, Zhang Ming needs to let him know what kind of things he will face if he is labeled as a homosexual before he really enters this circle.What was sung in that song was much gentler than the actual situation.

"I know, I know how unacceptable they are in this society." Yang Chen said slowly, "Since you left, my mother always asks me if I am gay and tells me how bad it is to be gay, and I will get hurt. What diseases. My parents even started urging me to have a girlfriend when I was in the second year of high school. The beautiful girl from No. [-] Middle School began to come to my house for dinner frequently. The secret on the basketball court is that when she chats with my mother, I hear Arrived."

Yang Chen's chest heaved violently, and he was very excited: "Do you know how I felt when you kissed me for the first time? I felt that my whole brain was empty, so empty that I could only protest symbolically. Telling myself over and over again, the reason why I didn't sever ties with you, and didn't hate you, is because you took care of me for eight years, and I owe you what I owe you, and I should pay it back."

The sense of happiness when being held by him, the sense of satisfaction when being hugged by him, the sweetness when you wake up in the middle of the night and see the honey water.

Facing the little bit of happiness, Yang Chen has emphasized countless times in his heart that he is not gay, he is paying off debts, and he and Zhang Ming only have pure brotherhood.However, the gradually formed sense of dependence frightened him. He became more and more accustomed to seeing Zhang Ming at the first sight after waking up, accustomed to him being kind to himself, and accustomed to seeing him at any moment of the day.When Zhang Ming asked him to move out, he was terrified. He was afraid that he would not be able to see Zhang Ming easily in the future.At that time, he thought it was just because his parents were gone, and Zhang Ming was the only person he could rely on in this world.After Zhang Ming fell ill and treated him coldly, Yang Chen realized that his feelings for Zhang Ming were simply liking for him.He just admitted the feelings in his heart, and the accumulated love in his heart overwhelmed him. At Yang Song's suggestion, he wrote a love letter to Zhang Ming.

"But later I found out that things are not what I thought at all." Yang Chen looked up at Zhang Ming, "I don't know