half life after rebirth

Regardless of what Yang Chen thinks, the future can only be done according to what he thinks.Even if Yang Chen would hate him, he would still do that.

"Stop smoking." Nan Yao frowned, dissatisfied.

"When did you start to dislike the smell of cigarettes?" Zhang Ming said with a cigarette between his fingers.

"I think it's strange that you smoke with a swollen face." Nan Yao complained.

Zhang Ming smiled: "I thought you were worried about my body."

"People who are worried about you have entered the door." Nan Yao focused on the computer screen after speaking.

The study door was open, and it was not difficult to hear the sound of the door opening in the living room. Presumably, Yang Chen who opened the door just now had almost walked to the study.I don't know how much Yang Chen heard what he said to Nan Yao just now.

"Why does the room smell like smoke?" Yang Chen walked into the study with a larger white porcelain bowl.

"Of course Zhang Ming is smoking." Nan Yao responded.

Yang Chen put the porridge on the table, walked up to Zhang Ming and stretched out his hand, Zhang Ming took out a cigarette and put it in Yang Chen's hand, picked up the lighter and prepared to light it.

"Did you do it on purpose?" Yang Chen took the cigarette out of Zhang Ming's hand, put it in the ashtray and pressed it out, the unsmoked cigarette was cut into two knots by him.

Zhang Ming smiled, and continued to take out one, Yang Chen took the lighter before him.

Seeing the green interface, Yang Chen asked, "Nan Yao, have you finished posting yet?"

Nan Yao quickly clicked and published: "Well, it's over, then I'll go out first." Yang Chen would not ask her if the article was posted for no reason, he must be asking Zhang Ming after she leaves. What.

"What's the matter with you? Something's been wrong since the afternoon." To be precise, Zhang Ming's expression changed after he came back from buying porridge.Facing the sweating Yang Chen, he only said thank you, and after he put down the porridge, he urged him to leave.

"It's something you can't manage."

"What's the matter? You can only know if I can take care of you if you tell me." Yang Chen was not used to seeing such an expression on Zhang Ming's face.Frowning, impatience, anxiety, and inexplicable sadness.

"Xiaochen, let's try it." Zhang Ming took his hand, "Try to see if you like me."

"I'm not gay." Couldn't bear to say that I wouldn't like you, Yang Chen chose a less hurtful statement.

"Falling in love with me doesn't mean you're gay." Zhang Ming gradually clenched his hands.

"I respect you like an elder brother, but I don't like you." Yang Chen said.

Zhang Ming was startled, and said, "No matter what the circumstances, you won't like me?"

Yang Chen thought for a while and nodded.

He won't like Zhang Ming, he won't like a man.

Zhang Ming picked up the porridge on the table and put it in Yang Chen's hands: "From now on, don't be so nice to me. I have never seen a younger brother who is so kind to my elder brother. Come here in person when the other party has hands and feet to cook Send porridge."

Looking at Zhang Ming's slightly swollen face and hearing his harsh tone, Yang Chen suddenly felt uncomfortable.

"I'm just worried about you." Yang Chen said in embarrassment.

"Worry is nothing to worry about, but there are some things that should not be overdone, as it will cause others to misunderstand." Zhang Ming's eyes were complicated and his tone was cold.

Yang Chen opened his mouth in surprise: "My concern for you made you mistakenly think that I like you?"

What a misunderstanding.

Zhang Ming nodded: "It makes me feel that you like me very much."

Zhang Ming emphasized the tone of the following words.

"Take the porridge back." Seeing that Yang Chen stopped talking, Zhang Ming said so.

"I'll leave after you drink the porridge." Yang Chen sat on the bed with the bowl, stubbornly unwilling to leave.

Zhang Ming glanced at the porridge: "I don't like porridge with too many peanuts and too many beans."

Yang Chen lowered his head, picked out the peanuts and beans in the bowl, and ate them one by one: "This way there will be no peanuts and beans."

There are no beans in the red rice porridge, which looks very smooth and delicious under the light.

Yang Chen probed, took a spoonful and handed it to Zhang Ming's mouth.

"I'll drink it myself." Zhang Ming quickly took the white porcelain bowl and spoon, and drank the porridge quickly. All the emotions flooded into his body along with the porridge, and he fell silent, "I'm done drinking, you can go."

"When I read the book today, I found that I don't understand some knowledge very well. Can I bring the book over to ask you?" He learned quickly, and he understood those books after reading them once or twice, and these words slipped out of his mouth involuntarily. come out.

"Those things are easy to understand. If you can't read them, you won't be able to become a lawyer." Zhang Ming rejected Yang Chen's approach.

"I'm leaving." Yang Chen walked out of the study with the bowl in hand.

After Yang Chen left, Nan Yao entered the study again: "I heard your conversation just now. His love for you can be seen from his actions, but he can't accept the contact between men like lovers for the time being. Why do you Want to force him? Isn't it good to take your time?"

"I have my own considerations." Zhang Ming rubbed his cheeks, his eyes were full of tenderness, "Yang Chen's porridge is delicious."

"Crazy!" Nan Yao hit him angrily and sat down heavily on the bed.

"She's back." Zhang Ming said suddenly, "I have only two choices. One is that Xiaochen will become my lover, and I will protect him and keep him away from those people; the other is that Xiaochen will separate from me, and he will go somewhere else alone. Stop, reduce the probability of them meeting to zero."

"How are you sure that she will look for Xiaochen when she comes back?" Nan Yao asked, "Could it be that she still loves Xiaochen and will let the cured Xiaochen be with her again? For Yang Chen, women are indeed more attractive than you .”

Thinking of the content in the newspaper, Zhang Ming said firmly, "What she wants is not just Xiaochen."

Not sure if Yang Chen really won't like him, he won't let Yang Chen leave alone.

"Zhang Ming, you're gambling." Nan Yao frowned.

"I'm betting on the happiness of my life and Yang Chen's life."

Therefore, he was reluctant to lose.

"So tired!" Xue Kai stretched his waist, took out a bucket of iced black tea from the refrigerator, turned around and took a few sips, only to notice that Yang Chen was sitting alone at the dining table in a daze.Beside him, there was an unwashed bowl.

"What are you doing sitting here alone?" Xue Kai sat beside Yang Chen.

"Xue Kai, what does it feel like to like someone?"

"I will be happy to see him, I will be worried if I don't see him, I will always want to be with him, and I will value him more than myself..."

"boom!"

Yang Chen stood up suddenly and touched his knees on the dining table.

"Are you okay?" Xue Kai asked worriedly while supporting Yang Chen.

"It's okay, I'll wash the dishes." Yang Chen took the bowl and walked towards the kitchen without daring to turn his head.

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41. Unspeakable Desire ([-])

it would be nice to see him

Every time Zhang Ming came to the community to pick him up, he would be very happy. The two sat in the car and chatted about the day's affairs. He listened to Zhang Ming tell interesting stories about the office, and Zhang Ming answered some doubts about his studies.

don't see him worry

Not only did he worry when he couldn't see Zhang Ming, but as long as Zhang Ming was in a bad mood, he felt uncomfortable and wanted to ask him why he was unhappy and how to make him happy.But at that time, the only things that could make Zhang Ming happy were the hugs and holding hands from "Silly Yang Chen", and the intimate contact with homosexuals that he disliked the most.

I want to be with him all the time.

Yang Chen sometimes thinks about his future life. He works in Zhang Ming's law firm, and the two commute to and from get off work together, discussing work matters.Even sometimes, he and Zhang Ming argued in court as lawyers for opposing parties.

Consider him more important than yourself.

After coming to the future, Zhang Ming and Yang Song were almost all his spiritual strength to support him. Before he knew it, Zhang Ming's weight in his heart was getting heavier and heavier.Not just a brother with a good relationship, that kind of relationship is much deeper than brothers.So deep that even after he almost violated himself, he was still unwilling to sever ties with him.It is easy to imagine that if the person who kissed him and treated him like that was not Zhang Ming, the consequences would definitely not be as simple as severing the relationship

All of these are the so-called favorites among lovers? .

He has always stubbornly thought that it was a deep brotherhood.

The water was rushing, Yang Chen stood aside in a daze, and began to regret his behavior just now.Perhaps he should stand there and listen to Xue Kai's words, and then draw conclusions about his current feelings after he understands all the expressions of liking. Maybe what he said later can be denied, and his liking for Zhang Ming can be denied.That way, he would not be so anxious, as if he had fallen into a dark place where there would never be sunlight.

What I like is the silly Yang Chen.

Thinking of this sentence, Yang Chen couldn't help but smile wryly, even if he now finds out that he likes Zhang Ming, so what, the person Zhang Ming likes is not him.He used to be kind to himself, and those feelings beyond brothers were all given to another person.However, Zhang Ming asked him if he could try to like him.But now, he found that he had fallen in love with Zhang Ming.

"What are you thinking!" Yang Chen patted his head angrily, he had already made a mistake in liking a man, and he couldn't continue to make mistakes.

After washing the dishes, Yang Chen pulled himself together to dictate Yang Song's new words. While Yang Song was taking a bath, Yang Chen coaxed Liu Li to the sofa and watched cartoons with her.Liu Yuan was playing the piano at the bar and could not come back until very late. She had asked Yang Chen and Xue Kai to help her take care of Liu Li until she came back from get off work.Xue Kai was currently playing games in the bedroom, and there were only him and Liu Li left in the living room.

"Uncle Yang, Pleasant Goat is so smart.