half life after rebirth

looking for something.Holding Yang Chen's right hand with his left hand, observing Yang Chen's expression, Zhang Ming straightened his fingers and pressed them tightly, and twirled his fingers at the base.

"En..." Yang Chen snorted suddenly, stretched his legs helplessly, and squeezed Zhang Ming's left hand tightly with his right hand.

"Be patient, it will be fine in a while." Zhang Ming's face was pressed against Yang Chen's forehead, and his voice was hoarse.

The movements of Zhang Ming's hands became faster and faster, Yang Chen frowned, and withdrew the hand held by Zhang Ming: "It's uncomfortable."

Straightening his toes, Yang Chen twisted his body, his arms helplessly climbed onto Zhang Ming's neck, and his upper body stretched into the air.Dimly seeing the handsome face beside him, Yang Chen instinctively leaned over, rubbing his lips against Zhang Ming's face, and when he stopped, the tip of his nose was against the bridge of Zhang Ming's nose.

"Zhang Ming." Realizing his actions just now, Yang Chen started to panic. What happened to his proactive kissing of Zhang Ming just now!

With his left hand stroking Yang Chen's face, drawing his outline, Zhang Ming moved his right hand carefully, guiding Yang Chen's desire.

it is finally over.

Zhang Ming took out the paper, wiped the white liquid from his hands and Yang Chen's body, and branded a kiss on Yang Chen's forehead: "It's over."

"Thank you." Yang Chen pulled up the quilt to cover himself, put his hands under the quilt, put on his underwear, watched Zhang Ming throw the paper into the wastebasket next to him, and brought the black tea to his hand.

Noticing the water stains on Zhang Ming's cheeks, Yang Chen stretched out his hand and wiped his face: "Drool rubbed your face."

"It's okay, just rub it back." Zhang Ming lowered his head, bumped into Yang Chen's face in a respectful manner, and rubbed against each other.

"There..." Seeing the changes in Zhang Ming's crotch, Yang Chen couldn't say what I want to help you, and couldn't stretch out his free hand.

"I'm going to take a shower."

Before Yang Chen could answer, Zhang Ming took off his coat neatly and went into the bathroom.

Yang Chen lay silently on the bed, replaying the scene just now over and over again in his mind.

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33. Ambiguous Escalation ([-])

In the past 17 years, Yang Chen has never liked a girl. The only person he is closest to is Zhang Ming. Among all the people, he also likes him the most.But Yang Chen understood that his liking for Zhang Ming was not a liking between lovers.If he likes his lover, when he sees Zhang Ming, he will want to touch him, and he will want to kiss him. Once he is not around, he will be anxious and worried that something happened to him.Since it wasn't a love between lovers, why did he have a physical reaction when he was kissed by Zhang Ming? Did he really hate Zhang Ming kissing him? !

Yang Chen was in a mess, turned around uneasily, lay flat facing the ceiling, and scratched his hair a little irritably.

What is he doing, even if he has a physical reaction to being kissed by Zhang Ming, it's no big deal.

That doesn't mean he's gay at all.

It's disgusting, how can there be homosexuality in the world, whether it is a man and a man or a woman and a woman, it is against morality and ethics!

Xiaochen, why are all the boys who come to you recently? Why don't you bring girls to play at home?I think one of the girls in your class is pretty good, what do you think?

Recalling what his parents told him back then, Yang Chen turned over to face the window, and finally opened his eyes.Feeling that the room was a little dark, he turned on the desk lamp at hand.The faint orange light enveloped him in a small piece of light, bringing peace.

"The honey water is on the bedside table." Zhang Ming muttered, sitting up with half-opened eyes, leaning on the bed with one hand, took the honey water on the bedside table with the other, tasted it, and handed it to Yang Chen, "It's still hot, Go to sleep after drinking."

After finishing speaking, Zhang Ming lay wearily beside Yang Chen and closed his eyes.Yang Chen half-lyed on the bed, looking at Zhang Ming leaning on his waist, what entered his nostrils was the fragrance left by him just now when he passed by.Under Yang Chen's watchful eyes, Zhang Ming wrapped his arms around Yang Chen's waist, smiling contentedly in his sleep.

Yang Chen's heart softened instantly.

Zhang Ming must have thought that the person lying next to him was silly Yang Chen.

Yang Chen drank the honey, put the cup away and lay down again. Tonight was the first time he took the initiative to approach Zhang Ming, letting his hand rest on his waist.

It was Yang Chen's habit to wake up at 06:30 every day. When he opened his eyes in a daze, Zhang Ming's nose was close to his eyes, and his lips were also close to his own face.His hands hugged him tightly, which made Yang Chen feel a little hurt.

"Zhang Ming, Zhang Ming." Yang Chen patted Zhang Ming's arm and told him to get up.

"Xiaochen." Zhang Ming's voice was hoarse and gentle. After realizing the posture between himself and Yang Chen, he reluctantly opened the distance between them, "I'm sorry."

"Yesterday, I took the initiative to come to your side." Yang Chen said slowly, "Because, you seem to miss him very much."

Miss him very much, Yang Chen is talking about that silly Yang Chen from the past.Zhang Ming looked at the person lying beside him, looked at his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose, and his lips, and opened his mouth to say what was buried in his heart.However, he couldn't tell.Zhang Ming believes that as long as he confesses that he likes Yang Chen at any time, Yang Chen will immediately put on his clothes and take Yang Song away.

"Thank you." In the end, all he could say was this sentence.

"This is my responsibility." Yang Chen showed a lonely smile.

Xiaochen, don't think of yourself as a stupid Yang Chen anymore, don't pretend to be the person I love, and endure the pain of being deeply loved by the same sex.

Zhang Ming lifted the quilt, tucked the corners of the quilt for Yang Chen, and concealed his apology with a smile: "Go to bed, I'll make breakfast."

Yang Chen grabbed Zhang Ming's arm: "I called you because you hugged me too tightly and couldn't break free. I didn't tell you to get up and cook." Yang Chen held Zhang Ming's shoulders and pressed him on the bed, After he got out of the quilt, he covered Zhang Ming up.

"I'll call you when the meal is ready." Yang Chen's arms spread apart on both sides of Zhang Ming's body, and his drooping bangs almost touched Zhang Ming's forehead.

From this angle, Yang Chen is really dazzling.

As long as Zhang Ming raised his body a little, he could kiss his mouth.

"Xiaochen." Zhang Ming raised his hand to clasp Yang Chen's chin, and greeted him with his mouth.

This time, Yang Chen didn't hide.

Biting Yang Chen's lips carefully, there were white marks on the red lips, dazzled by joy, Zhang Ming sat up and put his arms around Yang Chen's shoulders, sticking out the tip of his tongue, deepening the kiss.This kiss was different from the previous ones.Yang Chen always thought that the previous ones were intense enough, but compared to this time, the previous ones were just a taste of it.Lips pressed against lips, Zhang Ming's tongue penetrated deeply into Yang Chen's mouth, and body fluid slowly flowed down the corners of the mouth from the mouths that the two could not close.

Some hot palms slipped in along the hem of the clothes, caressing Yang Chen's back, Zhang Ming's breathing became heavier and heavier.Hands stretched out from the neckline along the back, touching Yang Chen's neck, Zhang Ming lowered his head in embarrassment, and branded Yang Chen's neck and other places.

"Ha ha."

Yang Chen's laughter made Zhang Ming a little more happy and confident.He kissed Yang Chen's face, and put his hand into Yang Chen's pajama pants, but he pushed him aside.

"Xiaochen?" Zhang Ming looked at Yang Chen, not understanding what happened to him suddenly.

Yang Chen put his hands on Zhang Ming's shoulders, shaking him, with a dazzling smile: "I reacted to being kissed by you yesterday. At first I thought I hated your kiss, but the more I thought about it, the more I felt something was wrong. Worrying about me being gay."

"After what happened just now, I'm finally sure that I'm not gay. It was just an accident yesterday." Yang Chen hugged Zhang Ming excitedly, resting his head on his shoulder, "Do you know how scared I was when I kissed you just now? , I was really afraid there would be a reaction. In the end, there was no problem there. Zhang Ming, I am so happy."

Zhang Ming's hands were hanging by his sides, clenched into fists. He didn't know what to say or how to express his feelings at this moment.

At this time, shouldn't he hug Yang Chen back and say congratulations? !Congratulations he is not gay and will never like himself.Thinking that the emotion just now was just a temptation by Yang Chen, Zhang Ming's heart was tightly clenched together, and his stomach throbbed.Even if Yang Chen doesn't like him, he can't use him as an experiment like this.Yang Chen, what did he think of him? ! .

Zhang Ming reminded himself over and over in his heart that the man in front of him who looked to be in his twenties was just a 17-year-old boy.He can't take the child's words seriously, and can't be as knowledgeable as him.But no matter how he persuaded himself, facing Yang Chen who was smiling all over his face at this moment, he couldn't help but get angry.

"The reason why you were so close just now is to let me kiss you? You know that I will definitely kiss you in that situation, don't you?" From Zhang Ming's eyes, there is no anger at all, only As still as dead calm.

Zhang Ming's tone was very bad.

Yang Chen lowered his head, feeling ashamed.Because, the moment he covered Zhang Ming with the quilt, he really thought so, he knew that he was so close to Zhang Ming, and Zhang Ming, who loved silly Yang Chen so much, would definitely not be able to resist kissing him.He can judge whether he is gay or not by whether he reacts or not.

Zhang Ming likes silly Yang Chen and would kiss him. Now he is taking the opportunity of Zhang Ming kissing him to figure out his problem, why Zhang Ming is so angry.Didn't Zhang Ming benefit from it?Thinking of this, Yang Chen felt that he had done nothing wrong, so he raised his head and asked, "Don't you want to kiss him too? I'll take this opportunity to have a kiss."