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After another ten days, the two still had no contact at all.

The huge gap for a while made Chongqiu feel abandoned by Shao Xiangyu, and his heart was sour as if he had eaten a basket of underripe oranges. Looking at the ceiling, Chongqiu's mood was ups and downs...

The good habit of falling asleep with the touch of a pillow in the past is gone forever.Now, before going to bed, he always thinks about Shao Xiangyu for a while. This kind of thinking makes him feel difficult to breathe, and the more he thinks about it, the more uncomfortable he feels.

Today, he couldn't bear it anymore and began to miss his father to divert his attention.

When I was in elementary school, I went to bed early, and when my father came back from get off work, he would come to his bedside, touch his head, tuck him in the quilt, and call him softly, my Chongqiu.

Chongqiu thought those were just ordinary things until his father passed away in the second year of high school. He had nightmares every night for a while, dreaming that his father came back from get off work, rubbing his head and calling him like this. Every time he woke up crying, his father had already gone.Only then did I understand that once ordinary feelings are lost, it will be as painful as being cut.

This dream lasted for nearly three months before it gradually dissipated. No matter how reluctant his father was, he still had to leave... But those warm words and gentle touches were deeply engraved in Chongqiu's body and soul.So when Shao Xiangyu texted "My Chongqiu", he would be so shocked and couldn't help but burst into tears...

But now, Shao Xiangyu is leaving too. His classmate of more than ten years and his only friend in 28 years is leaving.

Did he do something wrong?Chongqiu thought, and said to himself: "Father, are you there?"

Talking to a dead person in the middle of the night, in other people's eyes, this scene couldn't be more weird, but Chongqiu really has no choice, he doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, he just wants to find someone to talk about his confusion.

"Dad, I know you've been watching me from the sky, Dad, I've been having a bad time lately... I don't know what's wrong with me... You once told me that only one person can be strong, and relying on others will become Weakness. I didn’t understand it before. I couldn’t tell what was considered strong and what was weak. I only knew that I could easily live for several years by myself, just like blinking an eye... Dad, you said, people can only be strong enough Only then can I love others, otherwise the person I love will be sad... You also said that I can find a girl to fall in love with and marry after I go to college and have a good job, but I have long felt that I will let you down Your expectations, I can't afford a girl, I'm good enough to support myself...and now, I'm getting worse...there's a man...when he's with me, he'll do it for me Many things make me happy. I feel that I am taken care of by him, just like when my father was still there. I feel very happy and happy... I know you will definitely call me spineless, yes , I am a fool. Now he ignores me, and I understand that during the time I was with him, I became weak... Now I will be inexplicably sad, and I will think wildly... Dad, you said I should What to do...I miss him very much, but I dare not tell him...Dad, because he is a man..."

Chongqiu murmured softly, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, trickled down his ears one by one, and soaked into the pillowcase...

On Thursday, Chongqiu finished his class in the morning and asked for leave from the math group leader to leave early.

He carefully hid his mobile phone in his trouser pocket and went to Shao Xiangyu's company.

The first time I went there by myself on the subway, I didn't go to find Shao Xiangyu, but to peek at him...

After changing the car three times and going backwards and down many detours before finding the right place, Chongqiu looked up at one of the most high-end office buildings in the city center, and suddenly felt that he was far away from Shao Xiangyu.

He didn't come upstairs, although everyone in the company knew him.

I sat down on a bench in a garden near the corner of the street. It was only four o'clock, and there was still an hour before Shao Xiangyu got off work. If I worked overtime, it might be a little later...

Chongqiu counted the passing vehicles in front of him boredly, came here like a fool, just to take a look at Shao Xiangyu...

He swears that he will leave after reading it, and he will never miss him after reading it. After Shao Xiangyu asks him to come out to play, he will not come out again, hum!

From five o'clock, Chongqiu's eyes have been staring at the exit of the building without blinking, to see if there is Shao Xiangyu's Mercedes-Benz with a Volkswagen shell coming out. His eyesight is very good, five o'clock!

After an hour, his eyes were sore, Chongqiu didn't even see Shao Xiangyu's shadow!He is impatient, from anticipation to impatient to disappointment to sad, it will be dark.

Chongqiu got up and went home dejectedly, there was a time when he missed seeing Shao Xiangyu at five o'clock, otherwise, come back tomorrow... The more he couldn't see him, the more he wanted to see him, there seemed to be a huge hole in his heart, he couldn't see Shao Xiangyu Just not enough.

Elementary school closed early on Friday, and at the same time the next day Chongqiu came to the old place to stay.

If you meet Shao Xiangyu, pretend to pass by accidentally, and then say hello, "Hi, Shao Xiangyu, it's you!" That's it, it's natural!

Shao Xiangyu and Qin Hai came back from a business trip yesterday, and the plane arrived in the early morning. After returning, they slept for a whole day to recover.On Friday, the company will hold a summary meeting, and there are tasks for new projects, so Shao Xiangyu is very busy.

Huo Chunshan, who eats soft food, hangs around in his office: "Hey, why do you think Chongqiu is not here? It's so cold in the office."

Shao Xiangyu's typing hands paused, and said, "That's because autumn is here."

Qin Hai spoke for Huo Chunshan, denied Shao Xiangyu, and said, "I feel that after Chongqiu left, Xiangyu, you were quite indifferent. You don't know, those little girls in our company care about you, and there was someone else yesterday." He stopped me and asked, did you break up? Speaking of which, that girl..." Qin Hai rambled on.

Shao Xiangyu buried his head and continued to do his work, but he was absorbed in thinking with two purposes.

Chongqiu, I haven't seen you for a month, and he endured it very hard.

This month, Chongqiu didn't say a word of greetings, and to be honest, Shao Xiangyu was depressed.

He has never been a generous person. Whatever he gives, he only thinks about how to get back the principal with interest. The same is true for love. Unless you are a fool, love that does not ask for anything in return is not love.

If Chongqiu doesn't give back to Shao Xiangyu emotionally, how can he get to the physical stage?

Shao Xiangyu is very clear about Chongqiu's thoughts. Although he can't say that he has read countless people, but Chongqiu is a person who expresses what he thinks on his face, so there is really no need for him to guess.

Chongqiu trusts Shao Xiangyu, and unconsciously relies on Shao Xiangyu.This is Shao Xiangyu's bargaining chip.

The more you like it, the more careful your plans will be.Shao Xiangyu was not willing to use strong means to force him, but turned to psychological warfare.He was sure that if he deliberately left him cold, the other party would feel uncomfortable, miss him, and be anxious... Only after this could they have a breakthrough.

But there was no news from Chongqiu this month, which made Shao Xiangyu a little suspicious that his guess was wrong.

He misses him too.Chongqiu is a man who can act like a baby, and his acting like a baby is also unconscious and instinctive, without any affectation.Shao Xiangyu misses his clear and soft voice, his occasional mischievous and silly smile, and his cute eating like a small animal...

Hey, Chongqiu...

"There's a man sitting on the corner downstairs, he looks exactly like Chongqiu..." Huo Chunshan looked out the window, suddenly surprised.

"Is that so?" Qin Hai responded curiously.

Shao Xiangyu was immersed in his depressed mood and ignored Huo Chunshan's words. He knew the virtues of these few friends.

It was after six o'clock that Shao Xiangyu packed his things and prepared to go home.He took out his mobile phone and checked his inbox, but there was still no letter from Chongqiu.Shao Xiangyu smiled wryly: Little heartless, I treated him for nothing in the past two months...

After going downstairs, Shao Xiangyu was called out by a crisp female voice: "Mr. Shao..."

He took a closer look, only to find that this girl is a newly recruited landscape architect by the company, her name is Gu Xi, and she is also a top student who graduated from a prestigious foreign school. Although she graduated only a year ago, she is very cheerful and studious. Shao Xiangyu has a good impression of her.

"Have you returned yet?"

"Well, originally my dad said he would come to pick me up, but he couldn't come because of something." Gu Xi wrinkled his nose with a delicate expression.

"How old are you, and you still ask your father to pick you up!" Shao Xiangyu joked.

"I'm only 24. If I don't have a boyfriend now, I can still make my father behave. When I get married, there will be no chance for him to hurt me!" Gu Xi stuck out his tongue as he spoke.

Influenced by her lively temperament, Shao Xiangyu chatted with her while walking outside: "I haven't found a boyfriend at 24, is your requirement a bit high?"

"No, it's not tall at all, it's pretty cool to be like Mr. Shao!" Gu Xi smiled brightly, as if joking, but his tone was not lacking in seriousness, "Mr. Shao, do you have a girlfriend?"

Girlfriend, I don't have a girlfriend, but there is a boyfriend I want to chase... Shao Xiangyu thought with a smile, after leaving the company, when he looked up, he saw the person he had been thinking about day and night standing foolishly across the street!

The distance was a little far, Shao Xiangyu couldn't see Chongqiu's expression clearly.However, when I saw him, he suddenly took half a step back, and just as I was about to call him, he disappeared into the crowd!

Gu Xi touched his arm, and said sweetly: "Mr. Shao, do you have a car, why don't you take me back?"

"Sorry, I have some private matters tonight, see you next week." Shao Xiangyu politely refused, walked quickly to the garage, and took out his mobile phone to call Chongqiu.

"Beep—beep—the phone you dialed has been turned off..." Shao Xiangyu anxiously threw the phone on the passenger seat, cursed secretly: "Faint!" Then he drove the car directly to the route of Chongqiu's house.

The autumn night wind is the coolest, and it blows on the body with a bleak sense of depression.People on the street were all wearing long sleeves, Chongqiu hugged his arms, shivering from the cold, and lost his way again.

Shao Xiangyu is very popular, he has always been like this, he knows it.In the past, no matter who this man was intimate with, he didn't care, it had nothing to do with him!But now, why is my heart so uncomfortable? This sour feeling seems to have overturned old vinegar...

That's right, Shao Xiangyu can choose whom to treat well, even if he says that he doesn't treat everyone that well, but so what?Shao Xiangyu is so good, there will be many good and beautiful women chasing him.

He will get married... He is 28 years old, and he is completely different from his 28-year-old self.

Shao Xiangyu, Shao Xiangyu has paid off his ten yuan kindness, and has already said goodbye to himself.

Stupid Chongqiu, stop thinking about it!

Walking down the street in a daze, Chongqiu didn't know where to go, and didn't want to go home.

He reached out to touch the cell phone in his pocket, but found that his trouser pocket was deflated, and there was nothing there!Turning his head blankly to look in the direction he was looking at, Chongqiu wondered if his phone was lost or stolen...

It's all right now, my only connection with Shao Xiangyu has also been broken.