Vulcan, you got it

Do you know what it feels like to miss someone?It felt like drinking a big glass of ice water and then crying for a long, long time...

There are too many comfortable days, and these gods really spare no effort to carry forward the hypocrisy and write such sour words!still miss?ice water?Tears?

Know each and every one of them!

Haunted by inexplicable irritability, I closed the book angrily, and I really couldn't read it at all.

Back to Nine Heavens, this is already the fifth day.

That day, the moment he held the Kunlun mirror, all the past and past events were stuffed into his brain, and the ridiculous youth time was completely manipulated by that person.

Momentary sobriety is only exchanged for a longer humiliation.

But because he knew the truth, he was completely brainwashed, not only forgot his hatred, but also pestered Yuqing like a twitch?

Thinking of the stupid things I have done one after another since I was an adult, I couldn't help but dig a hole and bury myself.

At that time, Jiuchongtian had a very subtle attitude towards the matter of cutting off sleeves. Although he vaguely understood what it meant, but that kind of taboo, the feeling of being condemned by God...

However, no matter how subtle it was, it was completely wiped out by the crazy me.

Pursue a man irrationally, so ostentatiously wishing the whole world would approve.

Shining jealousy, Hong Guoguo's exclusive love.

Yuqing's fiancée is just the fuse of everything. If I was able to maintain my rationality before, then I have completely changed. In the bottom of my eyes, there is only this person, only this gentle, quiet and indifferent young man .

Seizing his wife was just the beginning, until finally it developed into imprisoning Yuqing...

I really don't even dare to think about it... If the second person did this, I would have judged him directly, so as not to pollute the audiovisual.

However, I was the one who did this. I let out a long breath, lost all strength in an instant, and fell limply in the chair.

After a while of silence, the irritability was about to rise again, and I shouted at the top of my voice: "Xiaoying Xiaoying, I'm dying of thirst!"

"Here we come." Xiaoying trotted over.

I glanced at what he was holding and waved my hand: "Don't fool me!"

"Your Highness, drink water when you are thirsty, you can't drink all the time!"

Xiaoying stared at me, I stared back at him, but he was unmoved...

Finally I surrendered: "Forget it, I'll get it myself."

"Your Highness! Even if you don't get drunk after a thousand cups, you can't be so reckless. The immortal wine that has been stored for thousands of years in the Fire God Palace is almost empty."

These words made my heart ache for a while, I can’t do without pain, even when I was crazy, I loved these wines very much, Yuqing is definitely the first, and they are second, why is it empty now?

But... don't drink?Do you want me to drink ice water?Then also experience the feeling of shedding hot tears?

"Haha." Thinking of this, I couldn't help laughing out loud, the more I thought about it, the more amusing it became, and suddenly I felt that this sentence in the storybook was really a humorous and purely funny sentence.

"Your Highness...Your Highness..." Xiaoying called me repeatedly.

I finally stopped laughing, rubbed his head, squeezed his cheeks, and finally patted him again, and said: "Bring me all, I still have Yaoji if I don't have wine, I can drink enough for the rest of my life. "

"I'm just making wine for you because of feelings?" The words spoken in a soft voice made my back feel cold.

Looking back, sure enough, the fairy clothes are fluttering, and the figure is graceful. It really means that Yaoji Yaoji will arrive.

While I was sizing up, Yao Ji had already walked in and gave Xiaoying instructions in a low voice.Finally, I looked up at me, with a pretty face, but there was a slight seriousness between the eyebrows, and the eyes that looked over were faintly worried.

I looked away, forced a smile, and called, "Sister."

Yaoji didn't respond, she just sat across from me and looked at me straight.

I felt a little uncomfortable being stared at by her, so I stiffened and sat upright.

After a long time, she let out a long sigh and asked, "Do you still remember?"

I nodded.

Before she could speak, Xiaoying, who had just left, came back, with several slender and round wine bottles lying in her arms.

Yaoji motioned him to put it on the table, and then said to Xiaoying: "Go out and play, there are gifts for you outside."

Xiaoying cheered and ran out quickly.

I stared blankly at Yao Ji pouring the wine, and then heard her say: "Come on, let me have a few drinks with you."

As soon as she finished speaking, she drank it all in one gulp.

I held the wine glass, but I was a little at a loss.

Yaoji brews good wine, but she rarely drinks it.But today, he looked like he was getting drunk.

"Why don't you drink? Didn't you ask for a drink just now?"

I stared at the clear wine in the jade cup, and the familiar aroma spread, but unexpectedly I couldn't arouse the slightest interest. After holding back for a long time, I was finally discouraged, lowered my head unconsciously, and said in a small voice: "I don't want to drink anymore. not drunk."

For the first time, I resented my drinking capacity that I had cultivated over thousands of years from childhood to adulthood. I was never drunk and always sober. I could only try to think about other things to suppress the irritability in my heart.However, the more oppressive this kind of thing is, the harder it is to bear, and the more it is hidden in the most hidden place, the more painful it will be.

Yao Ji put down her wine glass and said in a low voice, "Tell me, what happened?"

Yes, Yao Ji didn't know, I didn't tell her anything, I didn't know how to say it, and I didn't have time to say it.

I hesitate, and even now, I don't know where to start.

Yao Ji seemed to see my strangeness, and looked at me comfortingly, her eyes were smudged with a touch of tenderness.

This kind of mood is actually very strange, like a child who has suffered a lot of grievances outside but still bears it, the moment he returns home and sees his family... double the grievances become double, what one person can bear The pain was unbearable.

I didn't dare to lower my head, the sockets of my eyes were hot, I was afraid that I would lose my life if I lowered my head, so I had to raise my head slightly, and then spoke in a voice that didn't seem to belong to me.

He was so incoherent that he didn't know what he was talking about. For a while, he felt guilty towards Yuqing, and for a while he was annoyed at the stupid things he did, and then he talked about why he went to the human world, and finally he talked about his life in the mortal world...

Yao Ji listened carefully, and I said all the things that flashed in my mind, but I instinctively avoided some things that I didn't dare to recall.

After an unknown amount of time, I stopped and took a sip from the glass.

Yaoji looked at me fixedly, and suddenly asked, "What do you think about Yuqing?"

I paused, looked away, and said, "Friend, important friend."

"So, you were just being controlled during that time?"

I nodded.

Yao Ji pondered for a while, then asked again: "Chong Li is the one controlling you?"

I continued to nod numbly.

"Ming Jin, what are you hiding from me!" Yao Ji suddenly raised her voice.

I was stunned, surprised at her sharpness.

Indeed, it was not intentional to hide it from her, but it was simply impossible to say it out loud.

"As you said, why does Chong Li want to control you? What good does your obsession with Yu Qing do him?" Yao Ji glanced at me and said, "What's more, Chong Li treats you..."

"Stop it!" I interrupted her abruptly.

Yao Ji pursed her lips tightly, looking at me with more and more worried eyes.

I know that she is worried about me, and I know that if anyone in this world really cares about me, it is probably Yao Ji.

but……

What do I say?Chong Li killed my father... Not only could I not take revenge, but I was also brainwashed by him and played with by the applause.

In the end, even though I broke through the forbidden technique again and remembered everything, I still couldn't do anything to him?

Thinking about it myself, I can't even forgive, so how can I have the face to say it again?

Yao Ji got up, filled our wine glasses, then smiled and said: "Stop talking, drink!"

I was startled, and saw that she was smiling as usual, as bright as the sun, shining brightly.

It seems... I really don't want to ask any more.

Inexplicably relieved, he clinked the glass with her lightly, and then drank it down in one gulp.

After returning from the demon world, he has been nesting in the Fire God Temple, reading some novels in his free time, and then drinking.

Maybe it's because I have kept my sanity and the strings in my heart have been tensed, so the more I drink, the more sober I become.

Until today, together with Yao Ji, some long-lost misty feelings slowly emerged.

Drinking is just like nature. When I was young, my father teased me and poured me a small cup to drink. It smelled fragrant and bitter, but it was extremely spicy when I drank it.I was choked and sneezed, but my father laughed happily.

When he was a little sensible, he had the goodness of being greedy.

What kind of feeling is it? After drinking it in one sip, the aroma is compelling, but it also stimulates the sense of taste. It burns all the way to the end, and finally warms the whole body.However, the most comfortable feeling is the feeling of complete relaxation, as if not afraid of anything, and the feeling of strength that can solve anything.

After drinking for five full days, all the wine in the Fire God Temple was emptied, and I finally became drunk.

Because those memories that I didn't want to touch were finally broken out, lingering in my mind over and over again.

... In order to save Yuqing, I released the forbidden art of the Kunlun mirror - life sharing.Divide it into two, and the handle of the mirror will turn into a hosta to protect him forever.As long as my life lasts, Yuqing is immortal.

However, the pain of tearing Yuanshen also broke Fuxiqin's restraint.All the memories sealed by Chongli were also returned. In the millennium-long farce, all efforts were made as jokes.No wonder Yuqing never looked me in the eye, no wonder Yuqing hated me more and more.

I never had real feelings for Yuqing, I just put all my obsession with another person on him, and it became more and more intense and irreparable.

why treat me like this?Why humiliate me like this?

why can't i kill you

This time she was really drunk, I don't even know when Yao Ji left.

The scripture book thrown on the desk was flipped open by the wind, and it landed on that page——

Have you ever missed someone?It feels like drinking a large glass of ice water, and then it takes a long, long time to melt into hot tears...

After staring at it for a while, I tore off the page, ignited a cluster of flames, and turned it into ashes.

I don't need to think about it, because that person has already been engraved in my life, penetrated into the blood, penetrated into the bone marrow, and I can't forget it even after life or death.

And what I need is to turn hot tears into ice water!