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Qing Cang hugged Xi Moran very hard, as if he wanted to rub him into his body and couldn't separate him anymore.He wanted to convey his feelings to Xi Moran, but he didn't know how else to make him clear.Xi Moran pretended not to hear his confession.Xi Moran pretended not to see his overtures.Xi Moran took his forbearance for granted, and he deserved it.When he had done everything he could do, Qing Cang didn't know what else he could do for him.Do you really want to take out your heart and say to him: Xi Moran, I fucking fell in love with you?

"I don't understand..." Xi Moran covered his eyes with the back of his hand, as if trying to avoid Qingcang's enthusiastic gaze.

With a sudden pain in his heart, Qing Cang couldn't help dimming his eyes.This might be evasion, that's why he said he didn't understand.

But Xi Moran said next: "I don't understand why you want me to like you?"

Stunned by Xi Moran's question, Qing Cang couldn't answer for a while, because he didn't quite understand why Xi Moran asked such a question.

As if sensing Qing Cang's hesitation, Xi Moran moved his hand away and smiled sadly at him.The smile in the eyes is not indifferent or sarcastic, but it makes Qing Cang feel inexplicably depressed.

"If you like me, do I have to like you and respond to you? Qingcang, why do you like me? What do you like about me? What do you want to take away from me? If I give you love, I really have nothing. My pride and dignity will all disappear because of this love. I will be trampled under your feet forever. Feelings are too tiring for me."

After hearing Xi Moran's words, Qing Cang got up from him and sat on the edge of the bed without saying a word. Xi Moran still kept the same state as before, lying on the bed, and the two of them began to be dead silent.When Xi Moran said it seriously, Qing Cang was more heartbroken than when he was angry and snarled and rejected himself, because Qing Cang couldn't be more clear about his seriousness.

"Ximoran, it's not that you don't have feelings, you're just afraid of falling in love with me, because you're not sure how long my feelings for you can last." Qing Cang whispered with his back to Ximoran. No response was like waiting for Qingcang's next words.

And Qingcang didn't expect his response and continued to say, "Some people say that once you fall in love with someone, you don't consciously lower yourself, even if it's as low as the dust. Are you afraid of becoming such a person? You have your own. Be proud of your dignity, and I have it too. But I, am I still willing to lower myself for you?"

"So, it's too heavy. I can't afford it, but I don't dare to." Xi Moran suddenly got up angrily and shouted.

silence.

Xi Moran glared at Qing Cang's back and panted hard.Why do you have to come to provoke him, why is it him?

"I'm afraid I can't afford it. If I don't love you as much as you love me, how can I pay it back?" This is the first time since Xi Moran and Qing Cang met in such a hysterical and hysterical way that his pupils were all Blood-filled redness.

Qing Cang turned around and looked at Xi Moran with a pale and helpless smile, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, looked at his suddenly widened eyes and said softly: "Love is inherently unfair, it is destined that one party will love more .I don’t think love is a debt, you don’t need to pay it back. If you really love, then you have to pay without complaint or regret.”

"Heh." Xi Moran suddenly snorted and sneered.

"Give? No regrets? If I say, Qingcang, I will never fall in love with you in this life. What about you? Will you still say that it doesn't matter even if I don't love you? Are you willing to be single for me for the rest of your life? "Although what Qing Cang said just now made his heart ache, but Xi Moran didn't want to admit that his heart was moved.Because the conditions he said were too tempting.

"I am willing, as long as this is your wish. If you let me wait, I will definitely wait. I don't care about being single for the rest of my life."

Qing Cang stared at the shocked and speechless Xi Moran, his eyes seemed to want to tell Xi Moran: Is this enough?Isn't it okay for me to promise to this point?

Xi Moran's face was pale, because Qing Cang's eyes were too beautiful for him to look away.His lips trembled slightly, and he felt his throat tighten, and he loosened the tie with his hands, then clenched it tightly, and lowered his head.Qing Cang could clearly see Xi Moran's trembling hair tips.

After a long pause, Xi Moran called out his name fiercely: "Qing Cang."

"I'm here." Qing Cang responded gently.

Xi Moran clenched his fists tightly and then said word by word: "If you dare to betray me, I will kill you with my own hands."

Qing Cang froze for a moment, even the wry smile froze on his face, looking down at Xi Moran, Qing Cang suddenly laughed and hugged him into his arms.Although it sounds very vicious, Qing Cang thinks this is the most touching confession in the world.He felt that those years were wasted, and it was the first time he realized what true happiness is.

"Okay, it's a deal." Qing Cang held Xi Moran's chin up and kissed it while promising, just like a ceremony to conclude a contract.

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