Han Yuzhi becomes a loyal dog servant

Quan Zhilong didn't know how he got out of the library.Walking on the empty street, he looked blankly at the night sky, trying to find out what Chengzhou City looked like, but... only strangers remained.It seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world.Unable to bear it anymore, Quan Zhilong squatted on the ground in pain with his head in his hands, and sobbed softly.As long as I think of that person's voice and smile, as long as I think of the name Xiao Su, it is not pain, but unspeakable distress.Nothing can be added.When he read the information about her marriage from the history books, he felt a bit sad and even jealous, but after seeing the ending of such a fresh life, such a good and kind Xiao Su, it was just a few strokes. But he couldn't bear to watch it.He even felt that even if she was really married, he wouldn't be jealous anymore, as long as she was happy. 28 years old... Xiao Su, how did you cruelly end your young life?

After two days in Shenyang like a walking dead, he wanted to find the Murong family, everyone he knew in Chengzhou.However, the descendants of Murong's family are all high-ranking officials and holding important positions now, so there is no chance to meet them at all.He wanted to know all the ins and outs, cheered up a little, he tried his best to inquire about the few insiders, and finally got the news of Xiao Su and Cheng Yizhi's adopted son, who is now in the United States.Since going to the United States in 1945, he has never returned to China.

Taking the address given by others, Quan Zhilong came to the United States. In a villa in the suburbs, an elderly man was staggering, but he still insisted on watering the flowers. The sun was just right and he was very comfortable. The old man saw Quan Zhilong standing on the fence Outside, he put down the watering can with a smile, walked over, and asked in fluent English, "Is there anything I can do for you?" He tidied up before coming here, but he still couldn't hide his fatigue. He squeezed out the most friendly smile and asked, "Are you Miss Murong Wu's son?" There was a flash of confusion. After hearing what he said clearly, he was stunned for a few seconds. It should be because he hadn't spoken Chinese for a long time. It took him nearly half a minute to understand what he said. His expression changed immediately, and he said in a deep voice. Said, "Sorry, I don't know."

Quan Zhilong opened his mouth, his eyes turned red quickly.He is really vulnerable like never before, any news about Xiao Su can defeat him.He never thought he would be like this.The old man gave him a complicated look, and then walked into the house without looking back. If anyone noticed, he would find that his hand on crutches was shaking.

One day passed, the old man stood on the window sill and looked at Quan Zhilong sitting at the door. Although he couldn't see his face clearly, it gave off a very lonely feeling.The old man was cruel, sighed and closed the curtains. Quan Zhilong hugged his knees and curled up to the side. He knew that it was getting dark now, and he also knew that it was impolite to block people's doors like this. He also knew that maybe He won't get any news, but what can he do.Where can he go?When he felt his eyelids getting heavier, he suddenly heard a sound, he was startled suddenly, got up and turned his head to look, the old man was standing by the light, he said helplessly, "Young man, come in."

The old man poured Quan Zhilong a cup of hot water, then sat on the other side of the dining table and asked, "Are domestic journalists still interested in the matter of father and mother?" Before Quan Zhilong could answer, he laughed again, "Yes Didn’t someone want to film the story of the fourth uncle, so he came here to collect materials?” His fourth uncle was undoubtedly a belief and a legend for the six provinces of Jiangbei.The stories of heroes and beauties are always fascinating.It was not the first time someone calling himself a reporter or a writer had approached him.

Quan Zhilong looked up at him suspiciously, then shook his head blankly and said, "No... just, I want to know about Miss Fifth very, very much." The old man was surprised at the moment, but he chose to believe the young man in front of him , because of his eyes, and this persistence.He poured himself a cup of tea, took a sip and said with a smile, "What I said back then has already made outsiders speculate about the cause of my mother's death. My mother and father are not alive anymore, so fortunately I don't have to be disturbed by gossip." He bowed his head and added in a low voice, "However, even if my mother is alive, she won't care about it."

In fact, the old man just wanted to find someone to talk about the past.After all, I am getting older, and I am about to leave, so I want to talk to someone about some things.But the old man was obviously more vigilant. He took out a piece of paper and a pen and handed it to Quan Zhilong, "Write down the letter of guarantee. If what I told you is known to the outside world, you will bear all legal responsibilities." Growing up in the United States, he also received an American education. When talking to Quan Zhilong, even the tone of voice is the same as that of the same generation.But it also doubled the pressure on Quan Zhilong.Quan Zhilong nodded with a wry smile, and whispered to himself, "I don't like her being used as an after-dinner conversation piece more than anyone else." His voice was so soft that the old man didn't hear it clearly.

After writing the letter of guarantee, the old man said with a smile, "Some things should not be brought up anymore. After all, my father and mother, including that person, have passed away. But seeing you so persistent, I think of me back then. , Kneeling at the door so stubbornly, I hope my father will tell me everything." When Quan Zhilong heard the name "that person" in the old man's mouth, he couldn't help but his heart skipped a beat, but he didn't make a sound, just serious listening.

"When I was adopted, I was only three years old. I didn't have any memory. I always thought that they were my biological parents. In my impression, my mother and father had a very good relationship. They never quarreled. After I grew up, I Only then did I realize that I was not born to them. I was very sensitive when I was a child. Although my mother was very kind to me and asked me about my health, I always felt that there was something between me. My mother is a very kind person. She treated me like those people. , are all the same. Mother never seems to be angry, but she never laughed." The old man looked out of the window, as if he had returned to the past, and his tone was full of longing and nostalgia for his mother.

Quan Zhilong didn't even dare to breathe too hard, he almost listened to everything about her word by word.He lowered his head to hide the emotion in his eyes.Don't dare let anyone see it.

"One year before I went to the United States, I accompanied my mother to go shopping on the street. I saw a woman who was pestering my father. At that time, my mother didn't have any emotional fluctuations in her eyes, just like seeing a stranger. Later, my father knew Yes, I always remember that night, a person like my father, who was so upright and so proud, he explained to his mother humbly, but my mother just smiled, and I watched them at the door, none of them noticed me. That was the first time I saw my father get angry, and my father was so angry that his eyes were red, he said, if it was that person, would you still be so indifferent?" The old man said with some regret, "In fact, my father did not betray my mother, he loved her so much. Mother, how could it be, it's just that father wants to uncover the suppressed emotions he has been hiding all this time."

"That person... who is that person you're talking about?" Quan Zhilong clenched his fists tightly, as if he was holding his aching heart.Just such a few words, almost defeated him in one fell swoop.

The old man smiled, "I don't know either, I only know that that person is at Murong's house, and it's a taboo. I only know that that person seems to like playing the piano very much, and the third aunt sealed the piano room to prevent others from entering. I used to listen to my mother's advice. The nanny mentioned it by accident. I don’t know if it is the surname Long or there is a dragon in the name. The nanny didn’t tell me too much. All I know is that for the fourth uncle, the third aunt, and even the nanny Fang, there is only one husband. Man, that's the man, not the father."

"Miss Fifth...why did you marry Mr. Cheng?" Quan Zhilong couldn't help asking this question after all.He is a man, and it is impossible for him to be indifferent to the person he likes marrying someone else.However, he knew that even if Xiao Su had a thousand reasons for marrying Cheng Yizhi, she would definitely not marry him because she liked him.

"Probably because there are four uncles in the six provinces of Jiangbei. The fourth uncle was besieged on all sides at the time, and needed a right-hand man. He also received the unconditional support of Commander Cheng, which was also what the fourth uncle needed. My father originally studied military affairs abroad. That aunt is better at using soldiers." The old man was quite helpless when he talked about this incident. In that era, even if he was as honorable as his mother, he still couldn't control his own destiny. "My father knew at the time that my mother liked that person, but my father was very proud. He forced my mother to marry him. He thought that one day my mother would forget that person. I always remember what my father said before he died, He was wrong. It took him more than ten years to understand one thing. No matter how well he did, he was no match for the person in his mother's heart. How could he win over a dead man? My father hoped that more than anyone else. Mr. Wei is still alive, at least he can compete for a while, but, hehehe, how could he compete with a dead man?"

The old man's hair is all gray, but when he talked about his parents, the admiration in his eyes was like a child's. There were tears in his cloudy eyes, "After my mother left, my father took me to live in the United States. I know his My heart also followed my mother. My father told me that my mother is a good wife. She has achieved the ultimate that any wife or mother can do. However, my father said that all these years, what he wants to see most is his mother. A sincere smile, not Miss Murong Fifth or Mrs. Cheng's smile, but he didn't get what he wanted."

Quan Zhilong stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, took a deep breath, calmed down and said, "The fifth lady... Did she commit suicide?"

The old man was silent for a while, got up and went upstairs, and it took a long time before he went downstairs, tremblingly handed a piece of yellowed paper to Quan Zhilong, "I didn't want to tell you so much, but... just read it." He didn't know why, facing the person in front of him, he couldn't hide that period of history, couldn't hide it.It was as if he wanted to tell him everything.At his age, he believes in fate very much.He believed in the young man in front of him.

After the old man handed the letter to him, he breathed a little tiredly, turned around and left and said, "After you finish reading, put the letter on the table. I won't see you off, I'm a little tired." Quan Zhilong watched the old man After going upstairs, I did some mental construction before looking at it on paper.Looking at the familiar handwriting, his nose was sore again.

[Yizhi:

I have never felt so relaxed when I pick up the pen.It seems that there is nothing to worry about.Yizhi, allow me to be selfish for a while, in this life, I have never lived for myself, never been myself, I want to make a decision for myself, not for anyone, only for myself.The third sister said that when Xiao Su was 17 years old, she left with that person when she was in Shanghai. From then on, there was only Murong Su and Fifth Miss.You said you wanted Xiao Su as a wife, but she died a long time ago.You once asked me, how could it not be as good as that person's company for only one year after being with me for so many years.I think, now I can finally give you and myself an answer, because that person back then was Xiao Su, and he was accompanied by Xiao Su, while you were only accompanied by Miss Murong Fifth.I am 28 years old now, and I am afraid that in a few years, my appearance will change, and I am afraid that he will not recognize me, so I want to make a serious decision for Xiaosu.

Goodbye.

Xiao Su's last pen. ]