"Does anyone really think that life is meaningful?"

It's raining today and I didn't bring an umbrella. It's terrible.

I want to die...

Feeling this way again.

I stand in the rain.Bean-sized raindrops fell on his shoulders one by one, and the crystal water droplets wet his hair, and fell to the ground along the slightly curled ends of his hair, causing small splashes.

I walked down the street covered in mist.The cold rain hangs on the sand-colored windbreaker, shakes to the ground with my movements, and gathers together again.

I raised my hand, curled my fingers to cover my eyes, and sighed as I watched the rainy weather.

Miss Luanbu, who is out of character, suddenly walked into my eyes generously.

I'm curious why Miss Luanbu is interested in coming to see me today.

Miss Ranpo was wearing a raincoat and was holding an umbrella in her hand.As I expected, Miss Luanbu doesn't like to open an umbrella, because it is troublesome to hold it, and she can't eat at any time.Miss Ranpo threw the umbrella to me with brisk steps.

"Dazai~ Don't get wet~" Miss Luanbu called out my name with a smile, with a little tongue-rolling ending, "Don't think wildly!" Miss Luanbu narrowed her phoenix eyes, and the corners of her mouth remained curved Cheng smiled, pressing the cuteness and innocence in my eyes that I couldn't see.

So cute, Miss Ranpo.I always think so.

"Well, I know~" It's better for me to respond, if Miss Ranpo doesn't hear the reply she wants, she will definitely be angry.

Forget it.

I took a deep breath, then raised my head and closed my eyes and said, "I was in a hurry when I went out today, and I forgot to take my umbrella. I'm sorry~ I didn't mean to ask for leave."

Miss Luanbu listened to me talking a lot, opened her eyes slightly and asked, "And then?"

"Hmmm... I went for a turn in the river." I stared into Miss Ranbu's eyes and told the truth. "

Why do you want to kill yourself so much?Miss Ranpo was thinking while staring at Osamu Dazai's beautiful eyes.

"I don't know... Miss Luanbu told me, what is the meaning of life?" I asked, with a bitter taste in my mouth.

Good things don't happen to me.I firmly believe.Whether it is work or life, if everything can be done easily, then it is meaningless. Nothing is good in a life that is like stagnant water without waves.

I always thought so.

Raindrops rolled down from the transparent umbrella surface, and when the sea breeze brushed across the cheeks, it lost the sharp feeling before the rain, and became warm and comfortable.I raised my head and pursed my lips.The world, or life, is boring, dull, and awful.

A burst of wetness made me wake up suddenly, it was the rain falling on my face, and at the same time it was Miss Ranbu's discomfort.It's an intangible emotion.It held my sight, without the submersion of the sea, without the indifference of the people on the shore, without the feeling of suffocation, and without the cry of Dun.

Is this the proof that I'm still alive?

"......"

I held back, I felt the illusion of blood in my throat, regained my sanity, and abruptly held back my words.

Because I lost something I always had.

It's Odasaku...

This huge world now looks not only like a lie, but more like a falsehood.

I have been soaked in the water before, and now I am in a mess, even the bandages on my neck are hanging loosely at the collarbone.

Miss Ranpo frowned, and clicked her tongue softly: "Dazai!!! I'm going back! I'll play games with Lord Ranbu later."

Miss Ranpo held out her hand to me.

I can't help but indulge.Now I can't help being washed ashore, drenched all over.

But even so, I still want to try, can I reach out and hold it.

I hold it.

When playing a detective game with Miss Ranpo.I fell asleep in a daze, maybe I really had a cold.I seem to be having a long, long dream.

I was submerged in the sea, and suddenly I didn't have the urge to dive into the dark sea, the salty sea water poured in, and my hands and legs didn't struggle.

Suddenly a voice stopped me.

"Dazai!! Get up first! Don't sleep! How can you fall asleep playing games with Ranpo-sama?"

The situation and pain of death will first create the illusion of suffocation in you... Is this a revolving door?

I clasped my hands on my face in a daze, and touched the tears.

"!!" I woke up with a start, and glanced at the angry Miss Luanbu.

"Hey, hey, hey! A detective is waiting for you to start the game, but Dazai has exceeded the time limit, and he has to accompany Mr. Ranpo to buy dessert!" Miss Ranpo picked up the candy and stuffed it into my mouth, and said angrily, "Don't think about it , people live to be happy~"

"Although life is more fragile than we imagined. Maybe the people who were joking and joking together one moment may be separated from each other in the vast land the next moment. But now! Dazai! Cherish the people and things around you, cherish Every minute of this moment. That's enough!"

That's right...it turns out there are still people who don't want him to die...I nodded slightly.

"So! Accompany Ranpo-sama to buy desserts! Dazai loses this one!"

——The pride of a famous detective begins.

I smiled flatteringly, and pointed to the chessboard on the table: "But~Miss Luanbu, I didn't expect my chess pieces to stand on the right to choose~"

"What!! The detective was careless! But, Lord Ranpo, I can still capture you!!"

——You said something full of ambiguity in a serious manner, detective.

I shook my head and made up my mind to get angry with Miss Luanbu: "But oh, the next step is my choice~ Miss Luanbu will give me half of the snacks, and I can't refute."

"Damn it!!! The detective's current snacks........will not be shared...In short, Dazai will accompany Ranpo-sama and me to buy snacks, and then half of the snacks bought will be shared with Dazai. "

——Ms. Detective was even more angry, but when she thought that the old snacks were still there, she didn't lose much, so she compromised.

Forget it, this is enough, I know that Miss Luanbu is deliberately making me happy, so I went as I wanted.

"Thank you ~ Miss Ranpo." I smiled softly.

You can give me your favorite snacks is the greatest comfort.

"Hmph! Ranpo-sama, I won't be stingy with this little snack."

Miss Ranbu is proud and akimbo, like a noble and defiant cat.

"Alright, Miss Ranpo, let's go together."

"Of course! Ranpo-sama must watch over you, Dazai~"

I chuckle.

"Yes, Miss Ranpo must watch me carefully~"

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End scattered flowers~~

The song Under the Sea is perfect for Dazai, wow! ! (crying loudly)

In fact, Dazai is very dependent on Miss Ranpo.

Miss Ranpo is a little cat who can't understand Dazai's excessive frustration and takes the initiative to enter Dazai's inner world.

Most of the rhythm of Xinkeng's "Black Cat Growth Manual" is also abusive.Guard the best leader in the world.

woo woo woo woo! !I ended up crying, it's too miserable for me.

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