my girlfriend is the student council president

"Why did you ask as soon as you came back?" Zhang Shaojun sighed resentfully, and then sat on the sofa.

"It's my fault for asking. I don't know who called me. I hesitated for a long time and couldn't tell. Now that I'm in front of you, you don't plan to be honest?"

Zhang Shaojun felt that sometimes, his mouth was quite powerful, but why would he say that he couldn't win against Xia Qingning when encountering certain things?

"Then I told you, don't laugh!!"

what?

Xia Qingning pretended to be expressionless. It seemed that it was someone's embarrassment, and her interest became stronger.

"Just say it, am I the one who likes to laugh at others?"

Don't you?

Zhang Shaojun asked back in his heart, but he still wanted to tell Xia Qingning about it. After all, this was the only person he could confide in.

"I... seem to have accidentally let... Gu Yichen know my feelings for him."

"Pfft..." Xia Qingning, who was drinking water, almost spat it out.

Zhang Shaojun looked at her reaction speechlessly,

"I knew you would."

"My reaction is normal, but what I'm more curious about now is what did Gu Yichen say?"

Hearing this, Zhang Shaojun's expression became even uglier,

"I don't know, ever since I met him drunk that day and accidentally told the truth, I never dared to see him again."

"What are you afraid of? What if he likes you too?"

"How is it possible, don't you know that he and Cong Xue are already engaged?"

Having said that, Xia Qingning really felt that this possibility was very high.

But at the same time, she also knew that Zhang Shaojun felt uncomfortable. If he secretly liked him before, it would be fine if he didn't know, but now that he knows, it would be really embarrassing if he met again.

Thinking of this, Xia Qingning couldn't help comforting Zhang Shaojun, wondering if he had listened, so she went back to the room sullenly.

At night, Xia Qingning was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, but couldn't fall asleep. Although her head was swollen and painful, she was extremely awake. Xia Qingning touched the phone on the bedside and glanced at it. It was already 02:30 , but she showed no sign of going to sleep at all, so she got up and sat in front of the window blankly.

It's strange to say that Xia Qingning used to be lethargic some time ago, but now she wakes up earlier than anyone else. Before dawn, Xia Qingning got up early, made a cup of morning tea and sat on the sofa to drink it.

"Lime, why are you up so early?"

Zhang Shaojun, who went downstairs, saw that Xia Qingning was already sitting on the sofa and drinking morning tea, he couldn't help being a little surprised.

"Ah."

Xia Qingning responded softly,

"Just wait until you get up and make breakfast!"

Zhang Shaojun snorted coldly when he heard the words,

"You live like a young lady."

"Then I'll do it?"

"No, no, I'm coming."

Hearing this, Zhang Shaojun immediately rolled up his sleeves and went into the kitchen. It was better for him to come by himself than to eat what Xia Qingning made.

After breakfast, Zhang Shaojun was not in a hurry to go out, and was talking with Xia Qingning, while Xia Qingning was busy revising the manuscript. This was undoubtedly an extremely labor-intensive job. Zhang Shaojun was inevitably a little angry when he saw Xia Qingning going so hard.

"It's tiring and you don't have any money, so don't do it! If you need money, just get it from me?"

Xia Qingning rolled his eyes at him and said lightly,

"I don't want the money that capitalism scoops up."

Zhang Shaojun was suddenly speechless when he was refuted,

"I care about your body..."

"I'm in good health, but you, you should think about how to face Gu Yichen in the future."

I thought Xia Qingning would not mention this matter again, but I didn't expect to be picked out suddenly at this time.

Zhang Shaojun suddenly became a little autistic, stopped talking, just watched her modify silently, and didn't dare to provoke her again.

After finally being quiet for a while, Xia Qingning, who was revising her manuscript very seriously, suddenly heard Zhang Shaojun lying on top of her, muttering,

"Qing Ning, is there anything more intense in your novel?"

Xia Qingning glanced at him suspiciously,

"What is an intense place?"

"that is……"

Zhang Shaojun tilted his head, smiled evilly, and continued with a smirk,

"Is it the kind of blood spurting thing between men and women?"

Xia Qingning was speechless when she heard the words.

"Can you think of something normal in your head all day long, do you think everyone is as dirty as you!"

"What is dirty?"

Zhang Shaojun immediately sat up dissatisfied.

"Which one do you think won't be written? If you don't write it, which one will become popular?"

"I won't write!"

Xia Qingning stared at Zhang Shaojun speechlessly, then waved at him,

"Okay, don't bother me, go away, I will hand in the manuscript in a few days."

Unexpectedly, Zhang Shaojun didn't walk away when he heard this, but lay on Xia Qingning's body, and said in a bored voice,

"Can't you comfort me? Anyway, I just told you such a sad thing yesterday."

Xia Qingning's fingers tapping the keyboard paused after hearing Zhang Shaojun's words, and turned to look at him,

"Is it useful for me to comfort you? Don't you have to solve it by yourself in the end?"

"But how should I solve it?" Zhang Shaojun leaned back on the sofa sadly.

"The best way is for you to have a face-to-face talk first and see what he has to say."

"No, I dare not." Zhang Shaojun shrank his neck and shook his head when he thought of that scene.

"Alas..." Xia Qingning felt that she was wasting her tongue after talking for a long time, so she stopped talking.

In the afternoon, when Zhang Shaojun went out, Xia Qingning didn't ask him where he was going. He said that he would wait until after he dealt with it. Naturally, she wouldn't ask any more questions now. After Zhang Shaojun left for a while, Xia Qingning tidied herself up immediately. out the door.

I took a taxi to the hospital in the city center and re-examined her body. Recently, her physical condition is really not optimistic. Although she knew that she was going to die, it would be nice to buy some time to relax.

Before entering the doctor's office, Xia Qingning took a deep breath before pushing the door open.

In the past, Zhang Shaojun went in to listen to the results, but now, she can only face it by herself.

Some people say that a person who has never been on the verge of death actually does not have a very strong sense of life. When he dies, he may just lie there quietly, like a dead ant, together with a falling leaf, turned into soil .

But when this moment really comes, no matter how indifferent the person was in his heart, he always has fear. After death, his soul will go to heaven, or go to hell, or the prosperous world that we can't see, and love me, hate me, and love me. Me and people who neither love nor hate me.

Originally, Xia Qingning hated everything around her, making her feel that there was nothing in this world that she could miss.

But as the years passed and the time of death approached, she gradually realized that she already had too many things that she couldn't let go of. They were like an invisible net, tightly covering her, letting She can't break free!

At first, she wanted to escape, but when she gradually got used to the shackles of this net, she became so reluctant to leave.

Because bondage has already become a habit.

"Miss Xia, don't you have any family to accompany you?"

Seeing Xia Qingning coming in alone, the attending doctor couldn't help feeling a little worried.

Xia Qingning smiled and said in a gentle voice,

"It's okay, just tell me directly, I know my physical condition."

Seeing that Xia Qingning was so calm, the doctor didn't plan to hide it anymore.

"Okay, since that's the case, I'll just say it straight, I'm afraid Miss Xia's body won't last long."

Xia Qingning's heart suddenly sank when she heard the words. Although she had already made preparations, she still couldn't help but feel a little unacceptable.

It has been more than ten years since she underwent kidney replacement surgery. It is a miracle that she can survive until now. She is not too surprised now that her body has a rejection reaction again, but behind this, she is heading towards death.

Xia Qingning looked at the film in the doctor's hand, and after hearing the doctor's results, she was speechless for a while, and then asked aloud,

"Doctor, how long can I live at most?"

"Not more than five months."

The attending doctor's affirmative answer made Xia Qingning's heart suddenly shrink violently, and her hands were unconsciously clenched.

She had gotten used to it before, but now she was like a patient who suddenly heard that she was dying, which made her feel ridiculous.

"I suggest that Ms. Xia should be hospitalized immediately for treatment, otherwise, the condition will only get worse, and by the end of the month, you may be unconscious."

Seeing that Xia Qingning suffered from such a disease at a young age, the attending doctor sighed in his heart, but he was even more surprised by how calm he was.

Xia Qingning smiled slightly after hearing what the doctor said.

"Thank you, doctor. I will consider what you said. I still have something to do, so I'll go first!"

After finishing speaking, Xia Qingning hurriedly opened the door and came out. After taking two steps, she sat down on the chair in the corridor weakly, covering her face and crying bitterly. She thought, just cry this time, just this time Once, never again.

The shaking of her shoulders became more and more intense, and the whimpering sound from her throat became louder and louder. She didn't know that crying was sometimes something that couldn't be stopped. The more she wanted to calm down, the more violent it became.

She clearly felt the tears streaming down her fingertips, as if her life was passing away, how much she didn't want to live, since her mother passed away, every day she lived in this world made her feel uncomfortable.

At that time, she felt that since everything was going to leave, why not leave as soon as possible, mother left, Gu Qiaoan left, what's the point of leaving her alone?

In the end, she still chose to survive. Although her body was engraved with countless scars by the years, she never thought of giving up, but now, suddenly, she was about to leave like this, but she couldn't get away anymore. .

Maybe it's because she has too many things to worry about, or too many unfinished things, which made her deeply attached to this world for the first time, but now, it's probably too late to say anything.

After coming out of the hospital, Xia Qingning returned home with a tired expression. Seeing that Zhang Shaojun hadn't come back yet, she poured a glass of water from the table, drank it, and walked slowly to the sofa. slightly relieved.

Suddenly recalling what the doctor said today, Xia Qingning felt a throbbing pain in her heart for no reason, and her fingertips became cold in an instant, and she could hardly hold the water glass, making her a little confused whether it was because of her illness or herself. psychological effect.

Thinking of this, Xia Qingning sat on the sofa in a daze, not knowing what was going on in her mind, until the constant vibration of the phone in her pocket finally brought her back to reality.

Looking up, it was an unfamiliar number, and she didn't want to answer it.

Just as she was thinking, the person over there had already hung up as she wished. Just in time, Xia Qingning was about to put down the phone, but the screen lit up again.

It was still the same number, Xia Qingning had no choice but to reach out to answer the phone.

"Miss Xia?"

Some deep voices came from the phone,

Xia Qingning looked embarrassed,

"I'm Gu Yichen!"

Hearing this name, Xia Qingning frowned fiercely. She hadn't forgotten that he made things difficult for her at Zhao Xiaoyun's house last time, and how he knew her phone number.

Could it be that he secretly investigated her again, and immediately turned cold,

"I don't know what Mr. Gu wants from me?"

Hearing the sudden change in Xia Qingning's tone, the other end of the phone actually laughed happily.

"Miss Xia's tone doesn't seem to welcome me very much."

"Since you know, why bother to humiliate yourself?"

I didn't expect Xia Qingning to speak so directly, which made Gu Yichen a little speechless for a while, but soon, he realized,

"If Miss Xia is still angry about what happened last time, then I will apologize to you now, and please don't mind."

Even though Gu Yichen apologized in such a low voice, Xia Qingning naturally wouldn't treat him harshly with words.

Xia Qingning knew that Gu Yichen's sudden phone call would never do anything good. Moreover, as far as what happened last time, she vaguely understood that Gu Yichen had a feeling of being nice to her, and she didn't know if it was her own illusion.

In addition, her kidney still belonged to Gu Yichen, so it's not good to treat him like that again.

Sure enough, after receiving Xia Qingning's forgiveness, Gu Yichen quickly revealed his purpose.

"Last time, I told you that I wanted to invite you to my house. But it seems that you are not very happy, so we can chat in another place."

Hearing this, Xia Qingning did not answer him immediately, but was silent for a moment before replying in a deep voice,

"Sorry, Mr. Gu, I don't think we need to meet."

"Oh? Can you tell me why?"

"Inappropriate." Xia Qingning said directly, but Gu Yichen's counterattack was even more direct.

"I think it's quite appropriate, and so many lives in our family are related to you, don't you even want to meet?"

Xia Qingning's face turned red when she said this. In front of the Gu family, she should really feel ashamed and even die.

After a long silence, Xia Qingning finally agreed, but she also had one condition, that is, to only see him.

Xia Qingning hung up the phone and saw Zhang Shaojun just coming in with a large bag in his hand. Xia Qingning hurried over, helped him lift the things in his hand, and put them in the refrigerator.

"You, I really don't know what to say about you. I haven't been here for two days, and you let the refrigerator be empty like this. Do you want to starve yourself or me?"

Zhang Shaojun complained exaggeratedly, Xia Qingning couldn't help laughing when she heard this, and said after putting a bag of vegetables in,

"Don't worry, you won't die from starvation. Besides, don't you know there is such a thing as takeaway?"

Zhang Shaojun was taken aback after hearing this, then frowned and said,

"Then you still plan to order takeaway every day?"

Xia Qingning finished packing her things, got up and nestled back into the sofa again, turned on the computer, and said while turning it on,

"With you here now, I don't plan to do this every day for the time being!"

amount……

It was a good thing that he had become her cook.

Zhang Shaojun shook his head helplessly, walked over to Xia Qingning's place, threw the key on the coffee table, and then sat down slowly. Seeing that she was concentrating on her career again, he didn't know what to say for a while .

And Xia Qingning who was buried in the computer screen suddenly said,

"I was on the phone with Gu Yichen just now."

Just after finishing speaking, there was a loud noise, and Zhang Shaojun sat down on the ground for some reason, staring at her in horror.