God doesn't want me to be human

Temple.

A cold beauty in a divine robe is standing at the entrance of the main hall of the temple, looking down from the highest place in the capital of the gods.The mountain wind blew her long water-blue hair, and her eyes flicked across the buildings, watching the looming gray horizon in the sky.

"Lord Lilith, it's really scary~ Oh my God, what are those horrible nobles thinking!" A pretentious voice sounded.

A beautiful lady appeared next to Lilith, her slender waist was accentuated by the layers of large skirts, and she covered the lower half of her face with a feather fan in fear.

If Lu Jia were here and saw this lady, he would definitely run away.

Lilith just looked at the gray field in the distance, ignoring her indifferently.

"Those terrible nobles... actually want to kill Lord Shengzi. Ah—! What a terrible thing. My heart almost stopped beating in fright." The lady covered her heart weakly .

"Mrs. Lane." Lilith withdrew her gaze from the gray area, turned to look at her, her eyes seemed to contain eternal ice, "I thought that when you provoke those nobles, you won't be afraid anymore gone."

Mrs. Lane restrained her exaggerated performance. She put down her feather fan and raised her red lips: "Master Lilith, our responsibilities are just different. Why should you—" Her tone was a little sad.

"—that's embarrassing me."

"You know, I'm also the most devout believer."

Lilith looked at her indifferently, and asked, "Your piety is to instigate people to assassinate the Holy Son?"

"There is no way around this." Mrs. Lane looked at the gray area in the distance, as if looking at her beloved lover, "The gray area is spreading faster and faster, and the places where humans can live are becoming more and more Small."

"You know, even if Master Shengzi possesses supreme power, he won't care about these things."

"If Master Shengzi doesn't take the initiative to kill people, then those stupid and greedy things can only play a little role."

"After all, it's always better to have fewer people."

A sharp sword light flashed.

Mrs. Lane's layers of dresses were broken, and before Jian Guang cut off her waist, she had fled from the spot and landed lightly in the distance.

A long sword appeared in Lilith's hand at some point.

"We are colleagues~ It's really sad for Lilith to do this." Mrs. Lane opened the feather fan and covered the lower half of her face, leaving only a pair of lovely eyes.

"For the temple, you have always been wanted." Lilith looked at her indifferently.

"Ms. Lilith's words are really sad~ We are just the darkness behind the light." Mrs. Lane stared at Lilith with deep eyes and a casual smile in her tone:

"We are the darkness that sets off the light, and always put the gods and the Holy Son first."

"Then... how about Lady Lilith?"

After the words fell, Mrs. Lane disappeared, and Lilith was the only one left.

Sunset sinks.

Lu Jia sits on a small slope and thinks about life.

He stared at the huge orange sunset in a daze, and his whole body looked dazed.

At the foot of the hill, Sofina led the knights of the temple to drive the seriously depraved people towards the direction of the gray mist. Walk towards the direction of the gray mist.

Those places covered by gray fog must not be good places.

However, Lu Jia couldn't say anything to intercede.Because the place where the fallen ones exploded before has turned into a large area of ​​gray fog as the black mist slowly spread, and everyone walks around, whether it is the powerful knights of the temple or the numb fallen people. will be half a step closer.

That place known as the Ashfield is forbidden to all.

And now.

Lu Jia looked down at the setting sun and looked down at the series of fallen people.

His nose suddenly became sore.

Is it true that some people are born to be loathed, driven out, even killed?

Lu Jia, who lived in a peaceful society under the red flag since he was a child, really couldn't accept it. Even he, who is so cowardly, wished he had a golden finger, and then stood in front of everyone and shouted that sentence to the unfair God:

"The way of heaven is unfair! I will break the sky myself!"

Lu Jia, who never wanted to stand in front of everyone and be the leader, wished at this moment that he had a golden finger to fight, fight, and stand in front of everyone.

But he is just a useless person!

Lu Jia finally couldn't help but knelt down and wept.

The sorrows and joys of human beings are not the same, but how easy it is for human beings to be moved by their own kind.

"Why are you crying?" asked a gentle voice beside him.

Lu Jia's body shook.He remembered!It's not like he doesn't have golden fingers!The powerful Son he knew was the biggest Golden Finger!Holy Son is very kind!superb!If it is the Holy Son, there must be a way!

"Master Shengzi!" Lu Jia didn't care to wipe away his tears, he suddenly raised his head, grabbed the robe of Shengzi standing beside him, and begged, "Master Shengzi! Can you save them?"

Looking at the black eyes soaked with tears, the corners of the Holy Son's lips curled up.

"Of course." The Son said with a gentle smile.

Lu Jia's eyes lit up, he didn't care to thank the Holy Son, stood up staggeringly, and then ran desperately towards the dying team.

His eyes were bright, and the wind was blowing under his feet. Even if he ran too fast and fell twice, he still got up very quickly, and then ran towards that team.He ran so fast that he didn't even notice that he had just broken the skin on his palm, and he ran desperately.

"Stop!"

He ran down the hill.

"Stop it—!"

He stumbled over a pit, and his hood fell off, revealing his dark hair.

"Quickly stop—! Master Shengzi has a solution!"

The person at the end of the line seemed to hear something.

"Stop it! They don't have to die! They don't have to die—!"

The team slowed down.

Lu Jia caught up with the team out of breath. He braced his knees for a while, then raised his head with a smile, and looked at the team that stopped and looked back at him.

"They don't need to die! Master Shengzi can save them!"

The afterglow of the setting sun fell on this young man, coating his black hair with a warm orange, and his smile was especially beautiful in this warm light.

The fallen people who were tied together looked at him numbly, and it seemed that they realized what happened after a long time. Their eyes were wide open and they stared at Lu Jia.

"You can live on now." Lu Jia said with a smile, her voice choked with sobs.

The eyes of the fallen finally came alive, and the power of longing to survive broke through the numbness of long-term fear. "Woo!" Someone uttered a short and rapid whimper.

Susanna rode over from the front of the team. She looked at Lu Jia and frowned slightly in confusion.

Master Shengzi wants to save them!

This news ignited the grassland like a spark, and spread throughout the gathering place in an instant. For a while, only the cry of joy and tears could be heard in this place.

The gods haven't abandoned them yet.

The gods still love them.

And because some fallen people are so serious that they will recover slowly before they can persevere, so the Holy Son will hold a purification ceremony.

The time was too short, and the purification ceremony was scheduled for tonight.

Lu Jia walked around the Holy Son, trying to help the great, kind, and powerful Lord Shengzi, but after a few turns, he found that there was no one he could help, so he began to care about the Holy Son.

"Master Shengzi, will it affect you if the ceremony is scheduled at night, such as being tired?"

The Holy Son smiled gently and shook his head. He looked at the thick book on his lap, and occasionally made some marks with a quill.

Lu Jia stopped talking, and quietly stayed by Shengzi's side to accompany him. After staying for a while, he got up to help people collect things.

The fallen are actively searching for supplies and preparing for the bonfire meeting at night.They dismantled their crumbling houses and piled them into firewood to be burned at night; they took out the only food and water they had, and handed them to the people in the temple timidly but with a smile, although they were rejected; Wiping and cleaning the skin, tidying up the hair and tattered clothes.

Lu Jia, who was helping to carry the firewood, looked at them and smiled, his nose slightly sore.

They are welcoming new students seriously.

When there was no more light and the darkness had fallen, the first torches were lit, and then, boom, the bonfire was lit.

The fallen people gathered around the bonfire, watching the Son nervously and reverently.

Even in the dark night like ink and the scarlet bonfire like blood, the Holy Son is still extremely holy, and all the darkness and brilliance cannot conceal his holiness and light.

Lu Jia looked at him and felt that he was so out of place, like a god who had fallen into the world.

"Just standing in the world is a humiliation to Him." 』

Where should the gods stand?

Lu Jia subconsciously thought of this question.He looked at the Son of God with his eyes closed, and the firelight stretched his shadow on the dusty ground.

It should be heaven.

Lu Jia looked up at the sky, it was pitch black, not even a single star.

God should be in the sky

——to be admired by all living beings.

A golden spot of light floated in front of Lu Jia's eyes, Lu Jia was a little surprised, it was clearly not Xinghuo.More and more golden light spots drifted away, Lu Jia looked at the place where the light spots scattered.

The bonfire lost its color, and Lu Jia's eyes could no longer accommodate anyone other than the person who closed his eyes and prayed. Countless golden light spots drifted from his body, and his whole body exuded a slightly white light, handsome and holy. The face is quiet and comfortable.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes, and his golden eyes fixed on Lu Jia.

"as you wish."

"mine--"

The last words of "crackling" were overshadowed by the sound of the bonfire.

Only then did Lu Jia come back to his senses, and he looked around.

The black hair and black eyes of the Fallen disappeared and became colorful.

Although the familiar black hair and black eyes disappeared, Lu Jia still smiled when he saw these surprised people touching their hair.

"congratulations."

Although everyone was eager to be happy and no one responded to him, Lu Jia still wanted to say something sincerely to them:

congratulations.