Let you fall in love with me before being born again

Forgive me, what do I forgive?Qing Rui couldn't help but laugh, in fact, he really wanted to say something like this, pretending he didn't care about anything.But the reality is not the same. A sharp heartache uncontrollably swept through the whole body. It was a kind of jealousy, extreme discomfort, and indescribable pain.

"He's a man." Qing Rui's voice was trembling uncontrollably, so much bitterness and soreness, but it could only be transformed into such a pale sentence to express his doubts in his heart.

Qingli smiled wryly, this is really a chaotic and inexplicable day.Is it my own carelessness?Or is it really like what they said, he shouldn't have vented his thoughts so easily?Although these things will one day be put on the bright side and before his relatives, but now is really not a good time, so it seems that this is indeed his negligence.

Negligence, what a good excuse, Qingli thought in a daze in her heart.It seemed that at this moment, something broke out of its shell.Whether it was negligence, or never paying attention to it, or thinking about it but never caring about it, it is no wonder that Yuntong is so angry with him.This kind of expression appeared on the face of my own brother, so what about the others who saw it?

If Qingrui knew what Qingli was thinking at this moment, I don't know what troubles would arise.Looking at his pale brother, Qing Rui's heart couldn't help trembling again and again, but the inexplicable sense of resistance to Yuntong gradually faded away.

And at this time, Qingli seemed to finally understand where Yuntong's anger came from?Maybe it's not really because of his inappropriate behavior in front of everyone, but because he never put himself in his shoes and considered anything for him.

He knows that he loves Yuntong, but no one knows how crazy he is for Yuntong.But what about his performance?Thinking of this, Qingli suddenly wanted to laugh, but the smile was full of more astringency.After thinking about it, his performance seems to only explain one fact, that is, he loves himself more, doing everything under the guise of being for others, and doing his own things from his own point of view. Whoever pays for it wants it or not.

Qingrui Electronics was imposed on Qingrui by him, and love was imposed on Yuntong by him.Without Qing Rui knowing anything, he made all the decisions for his future, deciding that he would not return to the Qing family, and deciding his life path for the next few decades.It's no wonder that I felt so guilty at that time. The conversation between mother and child, his weak words, made me feel like a clown at that moment, pretending to be ugly. selfish heart.

And what about Yun Tong?His pathetic love has made him identify with him so strongly from the beginning, maybe it is still possible for him to fall in love with him at the beginning, so what does this year show?He took it for granted that Yun Tong should go the way of his previous life, and ignored the reluctance on his face, and persuaded him to sign a contract with Le Meng.Who wouldn't be moved by such a brilliant future?So he was still worrying about whether Yuntong would cross the river and demolish the bridge. Thanks to him, he could think of such a dirty idea. Why didn't he think that all of this was not what Yuntong wanted at all? What about?

That kind of love made him not think about seeing his sweetheart for half a year, and he never thought about what kind of eyes his previous behavior would make those so-called upper-class nobles look at him, and Yun Tong The last thing he cares about is that others know about his identity, so why didn't he think about telling him?

In his eyes, what does love look like?

At this moment, Qing Li suddenly felt like a thunderbolt, and she seemed to lose all her strength in an instant, she couldn't help but staggered back a few steps, and then leaned against a tree to stabilize her figure.Seeing that Qing Rui was stunned, he ignored everything in an instant, jumped up to Qingli as if frightened, and asked in panic: "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Qing Li was in a daze, looking at Qing Rui with a frightened face, her heart ached like a knife.

"Qing Rui, do you hate me?" He asked in an extreme trance.

Qingli opened her mouth wide in shock, and looked at Qingli in a daze, as if hearing the most terrifying words in the world: "Brother, let's discuss this matter carefully, I don't really disagree, I just feel that he You are not worthy of the perfect God-like you, you should deserve better. But if you really like him, give me some time, and I will accept him slowly." The person who said these words Qingrui's face was also a little pale, no matter how sad she felt, she still said these words with a forced smile to comfort Qingli.

But he didn't expect that the more he was like this, the more painful Qingli's heart would be, and he wondered what he had done.Since rebirth, it is natural to take everything from the previous life to interfere with the fate of the people around her, in the name of doing it for their own good and for them to have a better future.But in fact, he is just taking the love of his relatives and lovers to trample on him, fulfilling his selfishness and dreams.But they are still protecting themselves wholeheartedly. What exactly did he do?

Qingli hugged her younger brother Qingrui tightly, which made Qingrui a little puzzled, but she enjoyed her brother's warm embrace extremely.He patted his brother on the back, as if comforting him, smelling the familiar fragrance of his brother, his heart suddenly calmed down, maybe he should let go of his petty thoughts, and truly bless and comfort him.He is his younger brother, in the past, is now, and will not change in the future.And no one will know how long he and Yuntong can go together.Maybe it's a lifetime, maybe it's just a few years or a few months. Compared with this uncertainty, shouldn't he be happier?

He will be his brother's only younger brother, and no one can take away his position.Just thinking about it like this, but the eye sockets are still a little hot.

It seemed that he had absorbed the strength of his relatives from his younger brother's arms, and Qingli quickly put away his doom-like expression. He stood firm and let Qingrui go: "Thank you, Qingrui. I have something to do later Let me tell you, but now I have other things to deal with first, so you go back first."

Even though he was prepared in his heart, Qing Rui still felt a little uncomfortable when he heard what his brother said, but he still forced himself to smile: "I want to chase him, although I am still reluctant, but as long as my brother feels happy, I will first I went in." A little lost, he turned around and left first, without looking back, he was afraid that his tears would flow out.It's just a feeling that my brother seems to be no longer my own, and there is finally someone more important than myself in my brother's heart.

Looking at Qingrui who seemed to be deeply affected, Qingli also felt uncomfortable for a while, and he seemed to feel that he had mishandled this matter, but now all his thoughts were on Yuntong, so he just Neng felt guilty, thinking that in the future, he would definitely compensate Qing Rui twice.Therefore, he didn't think much about it, and immediately packed up his feelings, thinking about how to explain to Yuntong.

He didn't expect that it was he who lost sight of the other, which caused many things to happen later, and caused irreparable scars between him and his younger brother Qingrui for life, but he didn't know if he knew the consequences now, would he still be unreparable? will make this choice.

Qingrui knew that Qingli wouldn't chase her, but she still had extravagant hopes in her heart, but even when she reached the door, she didn't hear footsteps behind her. The sadness in her heart was almost to the point of despair. From time to time, there was someone more important than himself and his mother in his brother's heart, which turned his world into a gray one.

Beside the glass wall, he turned his head after all, his elder brother Qingli's slender body was still standing there alone, there was an indescribable feeling of loneliness and melancholy, which inexplicably made his heart feel even more uncomfortable.If it was normal, he would definitely walk over without hesitation, but now he knows that the person he wants to see and persuade him is no longer him. Compared with himself, his brother may want to see another person in his heart.

He was cruel and returned to the banquet hall without looking back.There are staggered cups of wine, colorful clothes and shadows, really two extreme worlds.Qing Rui's heart twitched fiercely, thinking of his brother's lonely figure, his heart couldn't help but feel even more sad.

Then he saw the young man standing in the center of the feasting and feasting. He was tall and tall, smiling like a twig of a jade tree, and greeted everyone around him gently and politely.There are so many wonderful people around him, but none of them can compare to him. His temperament is gentle and graceful, giving people such a comfortable feeling, like a small bridge and flowing water, like a breeze and a drizzle.

Then Qingrui smiled, how could my brother's eyesight be so bad, except that he is not a woman, how can he be better than his brother Qingli?He was dejected, but proud of his elder brother Qingli.Then his eyes seemed to meet her inadvertently, he couldn't help smiling at him, and walked towards him with ease.

"I'm Shui Qingrui." He introduced him gently.

His eyes seemed to be slightly startled, and then he showed his gentle smile, which seemed to be different from others.Just now I saw that although he smiled at others with the same gentleness, but with a natural alienation, but it was different to him, the smile seemed to be much more friendly.

"I'm Yuntong. I've heard your name for a long time. Your brother and I are good friends." His words are like his own, giving people a feeling of spring breeze. Qingrui thinks that he will like it soon his.

He shook his hand, feeling a little chilly, thinking that he had just come in not long ago, the spring breeze outside was cold, and it was too inappropriate for my brother to drag people there to catch the cold.He smiled, but acted wickedly, took his hand and hugged him, and the words fell gently into his ears.

"My brother is actually very stupid. It's not that he doesn't love you, but he needs to give him time to learn to love you."

After he finished speaking, he let go of him, and Yun Tong looked at the young man smiling at him in astonishment, he could even see the sourness in his eyes.No matter how angry he was, he could still clearly see the strong hostility toward him on the face of the young man whom he had ignored at that time, but why did he change in such a short time?

Didn't say anything more, these few words Qingrui felt that he had reached his limit, so he just glanced at him again, then looked out, then turned away again without looking back, Yun Hitomi seemed to see the faint wry smile on his lips when he turned to leave.

Someone came to say hello to him, he responded with a smile, but his mind was slowly peeled off again, Qingli still didn't come in, in fact it was really cold outside, he thought with a wry smile.In fact, the anger faded shortly after he came in. He never thought about breaking up with Qingli, but he never thought about forgiving him like this, but why did Qingrui let all his anger and resentment go away with just a few words? All faded away.

Yuntong smiled wryly, he suddenly anticipated the hardships in his future life, and it might be too late to let go now, but he had to ask him, can he let go of his hand?

Yuntong suddenly thought how old is she this year? I am 20 years old, if I can live 60 years, what a long journey it will be.But suddenly he thought again, is he thinking too far, even if he is reluctant to let go now, can he guarantee that he will think so in the next 60 years?What's more, maybe one day, even though he was reluctant to let go, Qing Li resolutely chose to let go?

So thinking so much is nothing but mediocrity, he smiled wryly as he watched his legs uncontrollably and slowly left the lively hall, and walked towards the beautiful but very cold little garden.

A person's life may be nothing more than a process of self-torture. Looking at the lonely figure standing there, this idea seems to be deeper.