Let you fall in love with me before being born again

Qingli sighed, and patted Qingrui on the shoulder: "Qingrui, have you ever thought about helping mom find another partner?"

Qingli thinks that Qingrui should be vaccinated first. In fact, although Qingrui has a carefree temper, he is the kindest master in his heart.As long as the reasoning makes sense to him, he will not object.In his previous life, he would object, probably because of himself.

Qing Rui looked at Qing Li with some dumbfoundedness, reached out and touched Qing Li's head, he didn't have a fever, but why did his brother's words suddenly become so difficult to understand?

"My mother has done enough for us in this lifetime. Now that we both have grown up, it's time to think about our mother." Qingli sighed.

"Although I go to college in the city, I can only go back on weekends. You are the same. Mom is the only one left at home. And this kind of life is not a day or two, a year or two, but may continue forever in the future .As we grow up, we will reorganize our own family. No matter how much we love our mother, we can’t replace that one person, and we will always be by her side. Add clothes to her when she’s cold, and help her when she’s hungry. Cook her even a simple meal. We have deprived mother of happiness for 16 years, there is no reason to continue." Qingli said sadly.

Qingli felt that what he said was very straightforward, so Qingrui remained silent for a long time, and Qingli didn't urge him, this matter had to be figured out by himself.

"Did you know that mom has a partner?" Qing Rui asked suddenly.

"Ah?" Qingli looked up at Qingrui in astonishment.

Against the light, Qing Rui's expression could not be seen, only the blurred city lights behind him.Qing Rui What does this mean?Did he know something?Impossible, if it wasn't for rebirth, he wouldn't even know that there was such a person in his mother's life.

"I saw that man." Qing Rui said with his head down.

All of a sudden, Qingli was completely bewildered. Could it be that he was the only one who was concealed?Or maybe he thought wrong, and Qingrui didn't agree with his mother looking for someone else?

"It's the manager of the development department of the food factory, and he helped my mother transfer this time." Qing Rui said calmly.

Could it be that Qing Rui was also reborn?Qingli thought in her heart in astonishment.Because besides this only explanation at this time, he really couldn't think of any more reasonable explanation.

Qing Rui raised his head suddenly, and a flash of light in the distance made Qing Li see Qing Rui's expression at this time. The boy who was smiling charmingly disappeared suddenly, his eyes were full of sadness, and Qing Li only felt his mouth for a while. There is a bitterness in it.

Qingrui like this is too strange, Qingrui in memory has never shown such sad eyes.

"I've always wanted to tell my brother, but every time I tried, my brother would lose his temper, so in the end I gave up."

Qingli only felt a loud bang in her mind, as if something suddenly collapsed.

Qingrui Qingrui, the younger brother he always thought he hadn't grown up, is not only not inferior to him, on the contrary he is kinder and more considerate than him.

Why does Yuntong dislike 17-year-old Shui Qingli?Even if Kang Liancheng really didn't show up, he wouldn't like it, would he?That's because Shui Qingli at that time was not worthy of anyone's love at all. He was cowardly and inferior, conceited and self-righteous, and the fact that he didn't want to admit it but had to admit it was that he was actually the most selfish and the most selfish in the world. Shameless one.

He feels ashamed of having such a family. On the surface, he loves his mother, brother, and that family, but in fact all his love is for himself.That's why when his father found him, regardless of his mother's and younger brother's feelings, he recognized him immediately, just because he knew that man could give him the life he wanted, so that he would no longer be inferior to others, so that he could feel proud, let him I can finally stand up straight and live.

Is it because of this that the younger brother will not forgive him?Is it because of this that my mother still didn't close her eyes when she was dying?Is it because of this that Yun Tong never looked at him from the beginning to the night?

He remembered that the year he fell in love with Yuntong, he seemed to bring out the selfishness of human nature to the fullest.He vented all his willfulness and anger to the two people who love him the most in this world, his mother and younger brother.

And they never said anything, they just tolerated his willfulness and unreasonable troubles with smiles.

Qingli was crying, and the tears just flowed down like this, silently, but she couldn't stop no matter what.It turned out that he was such a selfish and shameless person.

"Brother, what's the matter with you? Don't cry, what's the matter with you? Mom's business is easy to talk about. If you don't agree, I don't agree. Really, the three of us have been living together for so many years, haven't we come here? Mother won't blame us." Qing Rui persuaded in panic.

It turns out that all the mistakes come from him who is selfish, Qingli thought with a knife piercing his heart.

Qing Rui was a little at a loss as he looked at the very thin figure hidden in the night, that was his brother, the brother he was proud of.But now he was crying silently in the shadow of the night, he could feel his brother's faint sadness, which contained infinite despair, which made his heart tremble and cry.

He knew he knew it all along, but why did he say what he had kept in his heart for a long time today in a flash of enthusiasm?Is it because my brother was too sincere just now?Do you want your mother to be really happy?Suddenly he was so desperate for himself.Hiding means not wanting to hurt either of the two relatives. Although hiding itself has hurt the mother, but for the more fragile brother, the mother seems to be stronger.

Brother Qingli has always been very strong. No one knows how much power is hidden in his thin and small body?If someone hurts himself and his mother, he will seek justice for them even if he hurts himself.He didn't forget that for himself and his mother, his elder brother opened his thin arms and hid himself behind them. When the blood on his head was blinding his sight, when five or six people were holding him down, he struggled with only When he was offended, he was like an irritated cub, and his ferocious appearance frightened all those around him.

He was let go, maybe really scared by his brother, but no one scolded him in front of him after that.But he will never forget how his brother was lying there with his face covered in blood, dying.When he went to help him leave, he realized that his trembling body was trembling like fallen leaves in the wind. He smiled and comforted himself and said that it was fine, just let him lie down for a while, but he saw that he was hiding behind his eyes. deep fear.

At that moment, Qing Rui felt that he had grown up.

My brother has always been such a person, he seems cowardly and selfish, but when someone touches the bottom line in his life, he will become the safest fortress in the world, and that bottom line is his two Relatives, myself and my mother.

It's just that another result engraved in her heart is that she has an amazing possessive desire for her mother and younger brother. Qingli showed strong hatred for everyone who wanted to take away her two relatives.Ever since he was a child, Qingrui has seen the fact that countless people who could have walked into his mother's life were driven away by his brother in various ways, so this time his mother chose to hide it, so this time he saw the long-lost expression on his mother's face. With a smile, he also chose to hide it.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't hide it from you on purpose, really, I—" Qing Rui didn't know how to persuade him, he was a little clumsy trying to persuade him, but when he just said it, he suddenly found his brother crying It got worse, and he panicked all of a sudden.

In fact, Qingli's tears were not entirely shed for discovering the facts that did not happen in the previous life, maybe it was the sadness and despair that had been hidden for a long time in the previous life, and finally vented in front of seeing her relatives again.With this opportunity, he vented all the sadness and anxiety in his past life and present life.From then on, he is no longer the Qingli who lived in loneliness and despair in the previous life, but the Shui Qingli who is full of countless hopes in this life, so these tears are the end of the previous life, and all the regrets of the previous life will be forever seal.

Both of them stood in the shadows, one was crying silently, the other looked at the other in a daze at a loss, after an unknown amount of time, Qingli finally stopped, raised her head and raised her thin and pale face, eyes that had been crying Qingrui's eyes flashed a few times because of the redness, but it was so clear.

"I'm sorry, Qingrui, I scared you. I just cried out the sadness in my heart. I finally understand the meaning of the sentence that a man doesn't cry easily, but it doesn't reach the point of sadness?" The rain bloomed on his face Hou Tianqing smiled, but Qing Rui still saw the gloom in his eyes flash by, which made his heart sink and sink.

"It's a farewell." Qingrui seemed to hear Qingli say such a sentence softly in Qingrui's ear, but he didn't say goodbye.The elder brother in front of him seems to be different from before, but nothing has changed.

"I wanted to take you to the pastry shop where I worked part-time, and to explain to the boss. It seems that I can't go. Let's talk about it another day. I'm tired. Let's go back." Qingli said softly to Qingrui .

"Brother, are you okay?" Qing Rui said very worriedly.

"It's okay, it's never been better." Qingli smiled lightly, and patted Qingrui's shoulder: "Let's talk about my mother tomorrow, take me to meet that person first, let me have a look Besides, you must tell me if there is such an important event in the family in the future, I am an elder brother, but it is really negligent of my duty to let my younger brother bear such a heavy burden. "

"Brother, what are you talking about, are you blaming me?" Qing Rui was a little sad, did he still hurt his brother?

"Qingrui, don't get me wrong, really." Qingli turned around and sincerely comforted the younger brother beside her: "We are all men, it seems too much to say so much, and you will gradually find out whether what I said is true or not in the future. Let's go I’m going back, I won’t go up, I’m a little rude in front of Aunt Wang with red eyes, I’ll wait for you in front, you go and bring mother down.”

"Okay." It seemed that his brother suddenly became a little bit stronger, Qing Rui didn't react for a while, and left with his arrangement.When he walked far away, he realized something. Turning around and looking back, the young man walking in the blurred neon lights of the city had a straight back and was a little short, but Qing Rui felt that his brother seemed to have suddenly changed Get taller.